very, you know, he was very , you know, there is a description of how he dressed when he went to school, yes, when he went to school, he always had ironed trousers, a white shirt, this canvas bag, that is, his mother kept an eye on him , and at the same time very open, for the first time it’s just about everything, by the way, it’s interesting where the last name came from, there are also a lot of stories around this, there at a press conference they asked what your relationship is with the princes of gagarin, gagarin who live, he said that... such princes i it means i don’t know, then a myth started going around that it was actually someone who was a serf there, was, well, theoretically it could be like that, because it would be true of the land, the land of these noblemen, but it’s interesting that it’s a bird, so this is the bird itself, this is also some kind of symbolism in this, here is a loon , by the way, the nickname was a loon, so returning to what i studied, this is what the teacher told me, she took it with perseverance, i would even say this, you know, here...

even on the coat of arms there is an astronaut of this city, and he really wanted to have some kind of a real specialty that would come in handy later: a stable worker, a mechanic, but he didn’t have enough education, this year, which he lost due to the occupation, only one now you can go to become a pilot, they all didn’t want, who did what, why, when the first once we got to the ukhtomsky plant, here he is in his book, the road to space, he then describes, we were so scared, he says, everything is rattling, sparkling, lava is pouring, and then he managed nothing,

by the way, these things are connected with training here in lyubertsy, at the lyubertsy school, and at the same time he graduated from the school for working youth, and both with an a, and it is stored, firstly, firstly, there is a desk there, we recently showed it in the museum, there is a desk there, and the school director told me about the liberec school, the liberec school that now this is the tenth college, gagarin came to them in the year sixty-seven, he came and...

tell me why gagarin is everything for us, because everyone in our country wants to be the first in their business, because we are such a country which we want to go forward because gaganda - discovery - is our bond. yaroslav, what do you say? well, i’ll tell you everything is ours. gagarin is an incredibly wonderful example of how to live. i already talked about this. that this is a lifestyle, gagarin still chose one that you want to envy, nobly envy, and if you take advantage of this lifestyle, you will achieve a lot, and some gates will open for you that you even thought about you don’t suspect it, because it’s about being the first in everything, and not just gloatingly try to achieve something, it’s precisely through pleasure to go, you, you will succeed, i think so, so it seems to me that here in the museum, and in general not only in our museum, that’s really... cosmonautics, just in

you need to go to all the museums, in all the cities where it is stored, you need to take schoolchildren so that they, in general, are charged with loons. dear friends, unfortunately, time has come to an end, today we remembered yuri alekseevich gagarin, we talked about what he was like in childhood, what he became after the flight, how do you feel him, different generations, and today i had two wonderful people visiting me, this is an actor. theater and cinema yaroslav zhalnin assistant for scientific work to the director of the memorial museum of cosmonautics vyacheslav klimenko and i anton shkaplerov and this is a podcast of space stories, hello! dear tv viewers, you

are watching the triggers podcast, we are with you, its hosts, psychologist tatyana krasnovskaya, psychologist, psychotherapist sergei nasebyan, are visiting us: i am talking about a man, i could turn around, go in the other direction, at 17 years - more like fate, i started working in a shoe store, and it focused more on men, and on purpose, yes, on purpose, so i accordingly found contact with men like this at work, and it became a little

easier, and then i it’s as if i’ve lived my whole life with the conviction that men don’t communicate with me, aren’t friends, or rather, and of course, don’t love me anymore. at the age of 22, at work, i became friends with a colleague, with my friend, with a man, when at some point he introduced me, he said that this is my friend, i have at that moment there was a childish glee inside, such , lord, she’s friends with me, really, but with the fact that they can love me and men can like me as a woman, everything is completely difficult with this, and i can’t get past this barrier yet, how old are you? now 25, could you tell us about your family? my dad left the family, i was 5 years old, yeah, and he left for another woman, soon my brother was born, at first i don’t really remember how we met, i remember that we met, but very extremely rarely, these were meetings with his family, that is, they were always with his family, with his younger brother, with his wife,

that is, one on one with dad, you didn’t meet, didn’t spend time, i had difficult contact with his wife, i always say that this is such a classic cinderella and machha, and she forced you to sort out buckwheat. yes, well, practically , that is, there was always something wrong with me, i breathe wrong, i talk wrong, i eat wrong, i need to constantly lose weight, i was constantly told this at holiday tables, where all the relatives gathered, i they said where else do you put it, you need to lose weight there and so on, and 8 years old, my mother had to leave for 2 weeks, she left me with my dad and his family, my dad’s wife didn’t like that i had long, kind of unkempt hair, she decided to cut my hair and cut... me into a short bark at home with scissors, and i tolerated all this, i generally had it, well , i had the feeling that do with me what you want, just let’s communicate with dad, but with there was also little contact with dad, that is , there were meetings there in childhood, it was me

i started crying to my mother or my grandmother, his mother, by some incredible miracle, the next day my dad called me and took me there for some day and spent time with me. well, it was also always not in private, then later i wrote a message to my dad there at the age of 12 , saying that if you don’t want to communicate with me, you don’t love me, just tell me so, as if , well, i have this uncertainty, because my mother, as soon as dad left, she told me until i was 16, until i told her myself, she kept telling me one thing, that dad loves you very much, your dad is wonderful, well, just like that , creating such an image like, understand, but he has a lot of work, so it’s like this... it goes by, so for me there was dissonance in my head, like, why don’t they communicate with me then ? at the age of 18, we had a fight, so we stopped communicating, we still communicate so purely to congratulate each other in a text message as a child, dad was involved in your life in some way, for example, if you need there, i don’t know, clothes, you did they ask dad

to buy it or what was it like? i know he is i paid my mother alimony, then little by little i started asking for some pocket money, and then it was like... i was asked there for some gifts for the new year, he had money, but he really helped me, plus, due to the fact that he had shoe and jeans stores, i kind of took shoes and jeans from him, well, he’s just, and you worked for your dads , it turns out, they had a fight over money, apparently, but for 3-4 years there for months he was supposed to give me my salary, he didn’t give it to me, well, it’s like he’s everything for me, well, you understand, now there is no money, so at some point i just boldly told my dad that i don’t go on vacation twice a year. i just knew that he went on vacation, bought a dog, a cat, well, that is, as if there was money for this, there was nothing to pay me a salary , and i said this phrase, to which my dad left and 5 minutes later wrote me a message, that - i formed my own opinion about you, this was the last straw in my patience, when i

said, that’s it, i endured all these humiliations for so many years, your whole wife, her whole family, that i don’t want to endure it anymore, it’s as if i no longer have the strength to accept, to understand all this, and he and i, as it were, two men appeared in your life, but at that moment you were already afraid of men, you say, yes , i also had an older brother, my mother had an older brother from her first marriage, how much older was he? for 6 years, i had a difficult relationship with him, he called me names, well, of course , yes, from time to time when i brought him to some state, he might not know me, he even once tried to smother me with a pillow there was something else there, as it were, but my brother passed away, i was 10 years old, and my brother died.

elder sister, generally the eldest person in a family, a person in a family, at the age of 10, uh-huh, yes, i already started somehow, well, helping my mother more than that, and then naturally my sister was born 9 months later, and since my mother was alone, we needed to be raised, she went to work a week after giving birth, all my sister’s worries fell on me, and as i always say, i raised my sister, i was the only one who slept at night and did not feed, here.

over the years, i came to the point that this was my first such request for help from a psychologist, why live, i didn’t have suicidal thoughts because i came to the point that i never understood, that is, i didn’t want to, but i just i didn’t understand why, and i just realized while talking with a psychologist there that i took too much responsibility on myself, my sister was completely on me. that is, i don’t know there, clubs, kindergarten teachers, being in chat rooms, i don’t know there, everything else, i did everything, my mother was the breadwinner who brought money, i was fed, watered and did everything for the family, then little by little i began to understand that this was wrong, we had a difficult separation with my sister, she was very worried about her , tell me, now you live separately from them, yes, i moved in september, uh-huh, you are 25, you came with the fact that you are afraid of men, uh-huh, uh-huh, now we are here in a wonderful way... we will help you and what will happen? i will learn to love and be loved, now at 25

you also think that men don’t notice you, don’t love you, yes, yes, absolutely, yeah, despite the fact that i had a period when i was in psychotherapy, i had a period when i started having novels, and i had such really real novels, these are not relationships, these are novels, and at some point i i really felt beautiful, cool, but still my inner self-esteem was, well , great, now we know. that men want me, well, that’s where it all ends , i generally have difficulty with close relationships, that is , i don’t really have friends, i don’t have any buddies, but in the end, with the help of a psychologist or yourself, you answered the question why to live, yes, for joy, for pleasure , how do you turn out happily, now no way, well, what is your life filled with? while i was in psychotherapy, i started doing a lot for myself, i started dancing, which i dreamed of for a very long time, i started performing and singing, this is also for me, i started to make progress at... work, then at some point i realized that i had to do the next stage, i had to move out, i had to quit, because

at my job i realized that somehow i have nowhere to grow, but what did you do? i was there, i worked at a dance school, so i came i just went there as an administrator , rose to deputy director, that is, i kind of grew this school quite a lot, at some point i realized that such internal competition had already begun with the head, and i left work, decided that it was all me ... nothing, well, that is, you are there

, i don’t know, you don’t like walks in the fresh air, you don’t like delicious food, you don’t like communicating with friends, singing, well, that is, nothing at all gives you pleasure, no, because i have there is some kind of fad that if i don’t i’m working, that is, i’m not being realized, i’m kind of like that, i don’t have the right to. this life , and even if i’m trying to restrain myself now, i still understand that i’m unconsciously limiting my social circle, because well , the question is about what you...

come to me, tra-ta, i loved spending time with him time with her daughter, and i just stayed too long visiting her at some point, and we didn’t notice the time when the husband returned, the husband returned drunk, closes the door, sits on the floor, says: i won’t let you out anywhere, and well she starts to get hysterical, at least let me out vika, no, i won’t let you out anywhere , i don’t remember what he specifically told me, but i remember that this picture, uh, then he eventually persuaded her and we all went out together, well, she says , i’ll go take vika home.

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could you from time to time shout out demands for the release of yulia vladimirovna?

now that you are in a confined space, well, in some room, and there is a man with you, how did it happen, the first thing that came to mind was moral violence, that is, it will not be actions, they will not beat me, i don’t know, they won’t touch me, but they will simply destroy me with words, uh-huh, and with what words, threaten me, that i don’t know with what, i can do whatever i want with you, such power over me, uh-huh, here he is.. .you, how to say, yours presence frightens you , how do you live through this fear, how do you behave , you stop breathing, you close yourself off, pretend to be dead, what is happening to you there, i try to breathe very quickly, slowly, oh, or rather quickly, breathe very briefly, yes, the kind that is very

superficial, i huddle in a corner, that is, i sort of sit on the floor, press myself close, trying to imagine it as much as possible. in my head that i 'm not here and nothing is happening, uh-huh, take up as little space as possible, yes, yes, have you ever been in childhood, perhaps you have there are some such memories of witnessing a casual sexual relationship between your parents or your mother with her man of some kind, no, but at the same time you understand that they had a sexual relationship, yes, of course, how it could look in your opinion, not in the sense of sex itself, that's where you are, where are they at this moment, hmm, what am i in the next room? i was in the room with my brother, and my parents were with the driver, and they were doing something there, yes, but i never heard anything, i didn’t see anything, thank god, but... “if they are doing something there, then what's wrong with you is happening at this moment, we are now fantasizing, well, there is such curiosity about what is happening there, that is, such control

, is everything okay, is everything good, control, yes, never in my family, well, that is, my mother was there before, when dad and i got on well, i don’t remember ever raising their voices , that is, well, accordingly, they never beat me, i never saw assault, plus at the same time , i never saw." between parents, but you feel right away if something is wrong so, now i have learned to feel people clearly, of course this helps me in my work, but i get in the way in life , it gets in the way a lot in life, i started to feel people strongly, i understand how to communicate with whom, that is, i understand with whom you can joke, with whom you can’t, in what mood someone is in, most likely, well, because i’m right now i’ll start behaving in such a way that it will seem to you that i ’m thinking some kind of garbage about you, is that right? it means that i think, that ’s what it’s all about, i agree, which means you read it before it happens, it means you ’re making it up, and this is quite normal, in a family in which you are emotionally blocked,

well, relationships, yes, when you need to understand that you cannot do anything so as not to spoil this strange status quo, yes, that’s why i have a big problem with manifestation, you are afraid of being inappropriate, uh, yes, in any of your emotional reactions, be it laughter, be it a request, in general, what is the danger of being loud, there, bright, and , for example, i will laugh loudly, is it all about me being arrogant, even to some extent? this, everyone will look and laugh at me, and - since i was bullied a lot at school, well, i i know what it is when they mock you, make jokes, and do some things, why are they doing this to you, i don’t know , this was probably one of the biggest questions when i grew up, why? for what? because i was quieter than water, lower than the grass , always, but i was always on the lookout for

something with me, i don’t know, well, just name-calling, i even had a case, once, we were in a children’s camp with a school, with us there were two girls, high school students, 3 years older than me, we lived in the same, well, kind of room and... and once again returning - i come from a walk there and see that my bed is all smeared with feces, when , as if i was standing, i say why i, well , of course, the teachers tried, firstly, they immediately kicked the girls out of the camp, their parents took them there, but this is the state, why after that i finally got the feeling that something was wrong with me and that’s how you answered this question, what’s wrong with you? it’s not that i was invisible, no, look, now sitting in front of me is a twenty-five-year-old woman, beautiful, bright, very

attractive in every sense of the word woman, thank you, this is not a compliment , this is not a compliment, but you know, in this sense , the words of ilf and petrov suit you very well when they described madame gritsatsueva, all so airy , inviting kisses, because you dressed up for a kiss . then it is very directly organic for you, that’s why i say, you answered, or you are a person who answered the question for himself, why they bullied me at school,

they bullied me, there, well, i understand, i understand, there, i i was, i don’t know, an upstart, let’s assume, yes, and so they hurt me, i understood, now i, accordingly, an upstart, conscious, adult, and no one can hurt me, so, i don’t understand yet who you are, are you the one who answered this question, or the one who never answered it. and i have an assumption, it’s hard for me to have contact with people there, i was there as a child, because i never reacted to their actions in my direction, that is, i didn’t have, i didn’t give a back reaction, that is, i they hurt me, it wasn’t there that i burst into tears in front of them, that is, i was just a flint, it was at home that i frightened, well, in general, well, that is, for me to sit like this and get me out, you have to really try really hard, but then of course it gives off a very big feeling that i come there... home, it leaves a strong imprint on me, but it’s necessary have fantastic patience, but you get sick at school, you have a match who complains all

the time. shows that you have been witnessing permanent violence in your family for quite a long, long period, and i will assume, this is purely a fantasy, that just before the age of 5, and i will assume right now that your father raped your mother, emotionally, as you put it, and that this was a state in which she could not move, in which she absolutely froze in the relationship. now i have the feeling that i understand that i am talking to a person with quite serious post-traumatic syndrome, and this post-traumatic syndrome arose as a result of the fact that it was as if you were forced to watch with your eyes wide open for a long time as one person mocks above the other, it is quite possible that i am directly imagining the picture that i small, she comes close to me, but i don’t understand whether it’s a man or a woman, very close...

she speaks very quietly, but very menacingly, and i say that she’s blocking me, and for some reason i just understand what i am some kind of memory, well, it seems like from childhood , i can’t understand whether it’s a memory or it’s my fantasy, that is, this is what came to me and that i’m just sliding down the wall and just saying: please don’t, well, so obviously i i don’t remember this, i wouldn’t be surprised if my memory simply blocks it, but clearly not, because. of course, according to my mother’s stories there, that this was her best marriage and that she loved my dad madly, they had a wonderful family, but i understand perfectly well that i wouldn’t have so many problems now if everything would be so wonderful if it were all wonderful, but mom is obviously such a defense mechanism to embellish reality, yes, yes, she really can’t love that, but mom all her life told victoria about what a wonderful loving dad she has, how attentive he is.

it's clear that mom tried, and i like since this is confusing in the sense that she clearly lied to you, well, in the sense of lying from the point of view of your reality, but you saw that dad is not like that, she says, no, he is like that, well, yes, well, she finished it it’s only when i was already there, about 16 years old, that i said, mom, that’s enough , considering that mom tried to talk to dad, they have no contact at all, that is, they are there, well, he doesn’t say hello to her if he passes by, but what confirms my theory, and what is the legend for your family of your birth, my mother at that time... well, so i as i understand it, she lived with my dad for a year, she left her first husband for my dad, and my dad, and my mother got pregnant with me, my mother said that she told my father, otherwise she said that make a decision, this is what you will make, like it will be like this, i kind of don’t care, and my mother couldn’t make a decision, she was friends with a neighbor, she went to the neighbor, well, somehow you can see sharing this knife of responsibility and the neighbor... offered her

to throw a coin, yeah, but she seemed to throw a coin and said to my mother: this is the first thing you thought, that this is something, some kind of result i wanted to get from the coin, but my mother said that, like, i want to give birth, she said, well , that means you have to give birth, in ninety -eight, so my mother said that, like , that’s it, i decided, i made the decision to give birth, i told my to my dad, my dad said everything was great, so we’ll give birth, and you heard this legend when, at what age, well, i’m still, well, that is, of course not five, but that’s how it is. did mom tell you or did mom tell you herself, grandma, dad’s mom, what is her attitude towards their marriage, what are you like for her? i i was the first granddaughter, there was a lot of communication with my grandmother, it seems to me that she tried to replace my dad a little, but i saw how my grandmother seemed to be uncomfortable for communicating with her ex, daughter-in-law, yes, because there was once a precedent that there in the first year, there i was about six years old, it was

the first summer there... my dad had already left and my grandmother took me to the dacha for 2 months and my mother wanted to come see me, but dad’s wife found out about this, told dad, dad called my grandmother, he said that she was no longer in our house, like, if you want, yes, you want to meet, meet behind the fence with the child, that’s why later, accordingly, my mother stopped coming, that’s it, it’s all because of you, well, yes. dear viewers, are you watching the podcast triggers with you, its host tatyana krasnovskaya, sergey nasebyan, charming victoria is our guest, are you dancing now? temporarily not yet, why? because i don't work and i'm a mother, but does that mean you don't dance? dancing is completely free, i’ll tell you you, no, i dance at home, i dance, i’ve been used to this since childhood, it was my way.

salvation, now my sister found the same salvation in this, is that i usually locked myself in the room, yeah, turned on the music, first danced, then started singing, and well, it was like there were always concerts at home. behind the door , that is, for me it was my imaginary world, in which i closed the door, turned on the music, and i’m not in reality, who knows that you are dancing at the moment when you are dancing, no one, i'm home alone, how you could tell people that you are dancing now, social networks, okay, and you do it, no, you will do it, if necessary, i will do it, this is definitely necessary, this is definitely necessary, because it is really a very good way, now available we need these... social networks, so that you dance, as they say live, it’s scary, scary to show your weakness, what is your weakness, you dance badly, well, because either this will be a variant of the fact that if you don’t show weakness, then this

must be rehearsed, it must all be clear, if it is in free improvisation, so you can say, well, it’s as if i ’m showing myself, that is, i’m pulling myself out of my shell, showing that it’s visible to me. showing myself is my great weakness, yes, with all this, more than one person who truly dances better than you will not criticize you, and hate will fly from those people who would like to dance, but won’t, but there are couples dances that you like, where a man still participates in the process, yes, but i don’t see myself in them, no, wait, you don’t dance such dances, now it turns out that for me it was that i went to a teacher, a man, it was already a test, well, he’s just my friend, and as if i thought so, okay, then let’s go back to what i... and what you feel due to this? and you are a specialist, and that doesn’t make me a man or makes me not a man, or what? no, i'm not that scared. i came to the experts for help? yes, you still try to understand one simple thing, that, for example,

i am no longer a specialist, i am just a man who is looking at you. that's it, no, i want it run away, hide, run away and... lord, don’t look at me, i want to run away, so what? it seems to me, because i no longer have the strength to be in a mask, and i no longer have the strength to hold my face, i’m not ready to open up, but what needs to be opened up in order for us to be able to communicate at all now? what should you reveal to me, stop controlling yourself very tightly, well, i don’t know

, i can’t, you can, what are you feeling now, what’s happening to your body, it’s turning to stone, my hands and feet are getting cold, it’s already wrong emphasis, they get cold correctly, they immediately wake up, that something is wrong with me, i need something, i need, i don’t know, to go there and improve my russian, yeah. well, you haven’t had time to do this, i’m already looking at you and talking to you, why are you avoiding contact, it’s hard, i understand, but continue to maintain it, i can’t, it’s just very hard, and what

’s happening inside, everything is squeezing very hard. .. but you want to shrink, where you felt it for the first time, all communication with dad, any communication with father, this is constant self-control is constantly predicting how i should respond, how did he threaten you? silence, silence , ignoring, yes, ignoring, he and his mother have the same rhetoric, in this regard, mother too, that is

, ignoring, which is why i say that you, in general, all this time have not lived in a wonderful family, in a barracks in which they raped each other, everything yes, plus... what happened with my mother they always told me: god, what a mother you have, but inside me it was all, well, no, well, not an ideal mother, well, that is, i don’t feel good, what happened to father, with father it was... after everything that you were living now, and you

became very wise, believe me, as if, even though we are talking now in the context of some kind of domestic violence, there, emotional violence, but this is all that you perceived as a child, your childish thinking shaped it, in fact it’s just a relationship between two people, they are some kind of thing, but have nothing to do with you, actually having nothing to do with it, but a drama that has formed in your head, that's how it is, and of course, your father didn't give you the... protection that you wanted, that is why it is expressed in this very fear of men, because men can really do anything to you , i changed the timbre of my voice, my posture , everything is fine with you, you see, and you can calmly listen to me, and even listen , and even seem to listen to all this, yes, but i control you, that’s the point, you need to understand that you also know how to control, and for this you need to learn how to attract attention, hold attention and give attention, these are three things, which is important to learn to do.

didn’t work there or were friends there for 10-15 years,

for me it causes such envy in the fact that i can’t do this, i can’t do this, the world is very dangerous for you, and relationships with friends, relationships with the world, so don’t work out easily, because you are protecting yourself , because it is unsafe to open up , because you have some experience, but there is so much love, warmth, an absolutely charming girl and... and if you give the opportunity to take a step forward, then the world is possible - will answer you, yes, he will definitely answer and he will cause a lot of pain, it will certainly be here is your question, but at the same time there will be your light tolerance, well, at some point it seems to me that my defense mechanism is so triggered that i have the feeling that i will not survive this pain anymore, yes yes, well, your task just learn to turn on these mechanisms when you see fit, and never turn on by themselves, by yourself.

in order to take risks, these 15 minutes, 15 seconds - this is exactly this moment of risk, but they are worth it, because there is real life, it’s true, tell me, vika, with why are you leaving us, um, with huge, huge motivation for further action, because i realized that a couple of years ago i chose the right strategy, that i began to change something in small steps, it’s just that at some point the motivation apparently ended , i wanted right now that tomorrow i would wake up, i would be open without frames. without everything and free inside, now i

realized that i just need to continue further, little by little make contact, and i liked the idea of ​​15 seconds, that i shouldn’t allow myself to be, because i have extremes, then either i immediately, i have to be open for the entire meeting, but it becomes so difficult for me that i start to run away from there, or that is, immediately close, well, you noticed how radically and even diametrically your attitude towards me changes ? depending on how i behave , but you are making this up, i’m the same , well, yes, so as soon as you see that this movie is shown to you inside, that you are reading this book, there is no one there for you and didn’t... wrote that on page forty-six, you you stumble, and the man will be to blame for this , you write it, if you are on page twenty-three, then page forty-six, it is still empty for you, so you write it, if you see what you are doing and how you are doing it, this will be a great help for you in your work with yourself, thank you, thank you, thank you, victoria,

thank you, well, it was the trigers podcast, with you were its hosts, psychologist tatyana krasnovskaya, psychologist and psychotherapist sergei. we talked with the charming victoria about the fear of men, its reasons and even probably, to some extent, consequences, but the most important thing, it seems to me, is about your authorship of this fear.

laughing across moscow, in the snow , i’m still looking for you, i’m ready to scream, but you know how much i love you, and that i’m a failure within you, yes, a failure without you, you know, well, i’m ashamed, i don’t want to be without i can't sleep with you, i can't sleep with others. thoughts, thoughts, how my thoughts hurt , a dove outside the window, and so on all day with me, i was afraid and you didn’t like me, forgive me

for my shadow, because you know how much i love you and that... you are without yourself a failure, yes, yes, i’m a failure without you, you know, what a shame, i don’t want to sleep without you, i can’t imagine you with others, i can’t imagine you with others, i can’t imagine you with others, i can’t imagine you with others. yes, yes, yes, yes, but you know how much i love you, and that without you it’s a failure, yes, without you it’s a failure, you know how ashamed i am, i don’t want

to lose you without you, i can’t i can’t put up with others, i can’t, but i can’t. i can't have you with others, hello friends, this is not the format of the place where the loudest sounds hits, each of them today, in honor of the holiday, is dedicated to our beautiful half of humanity, namely to our wonderful girls, women, girls, everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone, today in the studio karina cross, valya carnival, back group gip,