in terms of support, yes, that is, he doesn’t know how to ask, he manipulates, he believes that everyone should turn on like this at once. your formula for happiness? alexander lone’s quote suits me, this is a body-oriented therapist: happiness is the awareness of one’s growth, that is, it is not an end point, it is a path, again, it is development, growth, that is, you compete only with yourself, with yourself, yeah, and your formula for happiness, my formula for happiness is to be here. now accept everything that happens, everything that i cannot influence, influence what i i can influence and think in such a way as to distinguish one from the other. well, friends, let’s write down the happiness formulas of our experts. andrey shapenko, professor at the moscow school of management okolkova ilena guseva, family provocative psychologist. we are pretty much closer to understanding how to be happy and how to be unhappy less often. psych podcast.

dear friends, you have watched the film the main frontier, a film about the unknown pages of the afghan war, play vadim aleksandrovich matrosov, army general, hero of the soviet union, play. legend, this is, of course, a great reward, a great responsibility, how to play the greatest commander, but in the life of a very modest man, very sincere, quiet, calm, no one has ever seen him irritated, but at the same time this is a man of the greatest fortitude and courage. the fact

that the film main frontier was released is, of course, a great joy and a great reward for us and for all border guards. today in our studio, vladimir nikolaevich snegerev. journalist of the russian federation, a person who worked for many years in afghanistan, covered the fighting in the north caucasus, the middle east, for many years he was involved in the search and release of soviet prisoners of war in afghanistan, now he is a columnist for a russian newspaper, and i am glad that we have such a guest today in our studio on channel one. hello, nikolaevich, we are meeting with you after watching a wonderful documentary. film,

which tells about the border guards of the times of the afghan company, and the first question is not idle, how did the komsomolskaya pravda correspondent, columnist, sports journalist, how did you get to afghanistan, well, it was eighty -one, i was then a member of the board of komsomolskaya pravda, i had two departments under me, sports and military, so it came, it means you were not just a correspondent, you were already the second was the head of a small one, the editor of two departments. to afghanistan for a period of 1 year , a person within the framework of the members of the board, well, selizinev , then the editor-in-chief gathers members of the board, who is who wants to go as a volunteer, this is the beginning of the eighty-first years, no one knows anything about what is happening beyond the river, beyond abudarya, beyond pyanj, what kind of war there is, who we are fighting with, complete darkness, complete secret. no articles,

no tv shows, well, we already know that the coffins are coming, we already know that war is scary for everyone, we lived for many years without any war after the second great patriotic war, the question is who will go, everyone is silent, well, the colleague’s meeting ends, the next day again , sereznev says, the editor-in-chief says, the authorities demand us, we must give an answer, i ask again, there are volunteers, that’s it again they are silent, well, it’s clear why it’s scary, finally the third one. third meeting, he’s already so irritated gennady nikolaevich, let’s resolve the issues, if no one is willing, i ’ll sort of appoint a directive, but my hand somehow rose by itself, these were probably some internal reasons, maybe i’ve already i was tired of what happened, maybe i worked out in the field of sports and military topics, maybe i wanted something else, i didn’t know where i was going at all, why i was going, i didn’t know anything at all, my hand went up, that’s it breathed a sigh of relief thank god the problem has been solved, i started preparing for this trip, i didn’t know anything about

afghanistan, moreover, i wrote the letter with the letter v, not f, afghanistan, it was so dense, at that time, well, i wasn’t the only one who started studying language, began to read books. i was given a month to prepare and on march 21, just in navrus, the new year holiday according to the islamic calendar, i arrived in kabul, and you are a family man, i am a family man, i had a wife and a daughter, i understand that before making such a decision, you did you tell your wife? yes i said my wife, and of course, it was not easy for her to respond positively to my decision, but in general she was the right wife for me, she generally accepted my business trips as different. they were different there, and there were polar expeditions to the north pole - she generally agreed correctly and then came to see me in kabol twice, by the way, the first time in the summer of '81 and then on new year's, well, for a short time , how long did you try, then i stayed for a year for the first time , then i came many more times until

end, right up to the withdrawal of our troops from afghanistan and after the withdrawal, i also came, in total i stayed there for 3 years, what do you think from the huge pile of information that you received and passed on? but is there any most valuable, well, in your opinion, the most significant, something that can, i’ll now explain why i’m asking, many journalists with whom i talked, naturally have this topic, there’s something... what he can be proud of more than anything else, along with all the information he has obtained, is something like that, there are two things, i can say, at least two, the first is the summer of eighty-one, the komsomol truth is published. i now remember my article from kabul as a title, but the article was about the fact that our soldiers are in afghanistan, before that there was complete darkness. the first article on the ilskomsomolsk pipeline, we made it through the military censorship, and the article was so very neat, but it was a breakthrough, i then received a bag of letters from

the mothers and fathers of these soldiers, because we for the first time they told us that we were in afghanistan, that our guys there were fulfilling their international duty, this is the first thing, i was very pleased, because it was a strong breakthrough, second, it was already after the withdrawal of our troops from afghanistan in 1989, march, february, no, in february the troops left, i flew there in march and got to jallabat, got there by miracle, jallabat was then completely surrounded by spirits, and it was the key city in front of kabul, if jalabat had fallen , then kabul would have fallen next, then all the mujahideen united, before that they they were at enmity with each other, at least not friends, they united and went to storm jallabat, and i broke through there. on afghan turntables, there i tried for 49 hours, 49 hours, every hour it was, it was just terrible, i just had to survive at the same time, somehow crawl along these trenches, that’s 49 hours, i returned to kabul , conveyed, i was already working in pravda at that time, the article was called 49 hours in besieged jallabad,

all the major world newspapers republished it there, this was also very important for me, because we thereby showed that afghanistan is still holding kabul, that the kabul government is holding. not only on the soviet tents, already alone, and that it is capable of resisting the mujahideen, behind whom stood the entire west, and not only the west, but also china , too, i started with the fact that we watched both you and i a film, a documentary about the border service, your impressions of the film, 2 years ago i was asked by army general prodnichev, vladimir yagorovich, to conduct a video interview with participants in the afghan war, afghan border guards, record a video interview as a specialist on afghanistan, as a person who knows the topic, and... for several months we worked, we recorded about 50 such interviews, these were soldiers, officers, and generals, in general, of different profiles, and intelligence officers, and security officers, staff officers, sappers, doctors, that is, all the border guards who were involved in the afghan war, this

material turned out to be unique in general, because we wrote this interview for the museum of the punishment of troops, it was such a frank, serious conversation, people remembered afghanistan. yours its afghan past, unique material, this material became, as it were supposed, it could become the basis for many documentaries and even feature films, there were different collisions, dramatic, heavy and heroic, all sorts of different in these interviews, well, in fact, here he became the basis of these interviews, the basis of this film, and you and i have seen several feature films and documentaries about the border service, this is the most truthful of the documentaries. you managed to talk with very big ranks in the army with people working in the special services, these are generally difficult conversations, not for some reason they are closed, which is correct, which is indicated by the very essence of their service, and

it is quite difficult to get them to talk, nevertheless , you somehow managed to do it, in soviet times it was easier, because then we were doing one common thing, we were... building that same socialism, but we were doing one common thing, and this was the basis of the trust that workers, including workers, had in journalists then special services, i will never forget these afghan ones years and... and then we didn’t divide whether you were a pravda correspondent there or you were a kgb general, we did one common thing there, when i came there as a representative of our intelligence in afghanistan, and often this had to be done, because they had the information was, they always accepted me, because they understood that i also had information that could be useful to them, i had my own sources, they had theirs, these exchanges of this information, yes, this mutual complementation of each other, it was useful for that matter , which we did, with thunder we saw each other, of course, i know him,

but here’s an interesting detail, in the fortieth army there was a great one, it’s true, there were seven army commanders, there were seven army commanders in 10 years, the fortieth, fortieth, well, a limited contingent, limited in everything, there were seven army commanders in 9.5 years, and during these 9.5 years the border guards had one sailor, that’s interesting.

defended the interests of kabul, the kabul authorities, almost the communists, for whom we also stood up, and part of the population, maybe even the majority of the population, defended the interests of these very weak radicals, and it was a very difficult situation. there was simply no black and white, there was no enemy and there was no friend, everything was very mixed up, i

remember how already on the way out, even after our troops left, i was already dealing with the issues of the release of our prisoners of war, and just before the fall of kabul and this is spring '92, i ended up at the headquarters of masudah masud, our main afghan enemy, on the outskirts of kabul, and i discovered there at this headquarters that kabul had not yet been taken and... during the day kabul is under us at night today it is under the mujahideen, it was almost like that with everyone afghan cities, herat, kandahar, jollabad and everything else, everything was very difficult, i was in different hot spots many times, nothing.

troops were trained with generals and veterans, they all emphasized planning operations, tried not to offend the civilian population, there were

mujahideen, there were these bandits, as they were called, then there was a civilian population, you know, this is still how they themselves admit and how this is known, this is the only branch of the military that is considered political, they maintain this position, they hold it, this is very accurate balance and attitude towards the civilian population is maintained. yes, yes, yes, moreover, the relationship was such that throughout the entire 9 years that the 9.5 war lasted, the border guards treated people there, they really really treated people. peasants in the north of afghanistan, where there was a zone of responsibility, it was 100 km wide, well, relatively speaking, about 100, somewhere 110, somewhere 95, but conditionally 100 km, in this zone, of course, there were no border guards either idolized and treated with great respect, even by those people who were considered there, relatively speaking, as spirits, majahideen, border guards, yes, in

other places it was exactly the same, exactly the same, met in different ways... it was a holiday, i assure you, both for the soldiers of the oksv contingent, and for pokravichnikov too, another thing is that they were the last to leave, they accompanied the columns, they guaranteed safety, when the fortieth army had already left, the fortieth army went out into the termes, and the coffins reported that there was no one behind us, nothing like that, there were border guards and they were the last to leave afghanistan, he was a major at the time, now

colonel pyotr petrovich, he was the last to board a helicopter and fly to our territory, on foot... gromov left, he left on foot, well, not on foot, he was on the battery, he got off, and was the last to cross the border, you wrote the story redhead, i, to be honest, had never heard of rora peck until i read what you wrote in redhead, but how did your friendship with him even begin, how did you even meet, how is it, well this is very, very important for me, also the story of my the fate of a journalistic human being, very important, very difficult, we introduced him to him in the same ninety-first year, but it was in baghdad, operation desert storm, giving birth while a freelancer was filming - this is these battles in baghdad, and i was a correspondent there truth special, there were no soviets there at all, there were two people there, then me and my colleague, sasha lupokhin, the two of us were there in baghdad, there, that means in this hotel, where all the foreign press lived, the al-rashid hotel, there we

met ruribek when, during of the next bombing, we were sitting in the basement - and there in the basement there was such a restaurant set up by candlelight, there are bombs there, everything is shaking there, we drank a little wine and talked, and i and the conversation turned to afghanistan and i say: i was there, there, he says, and i was there, there, i was there, there, and i was there, only he was on one side with the majaheen from pakistan, and i was with with ours here, well, what crazy names of the districts, the operations all coincided, that is, we somehow got involved with him, at the end of the conversation on... he says, what is that you? left afghanistan, this is the ninety -first year, 3 years have passed since our departure, they left the prisoners, 2 years have passed since the prisoners were left, i myself was in shock, i didn’t know about it, there was no such word in prisoners at all, they knew nothing at all about the prisoners, almost nothing, so i was in shock, i returned there to moscow, we then parted ways, i

returned through occult routes through iran to moscow, came to ruslan aushev, he then already headed the committee for military affairs . they let us into afghanistan, and there the zone was already controlled by the mujahideen, we hired there the horses went through the mountains, reached tulukan, there was the headquarters of alma shah masud, and there we already found prisoners, agreed on their release, agreed,

what language did you speak to them? i spoke a little forsi then, ruri peck it’s also good, he many times... in afghanistan more than me, perhaps, and he is also good, freely you and maksud negotiated with maksud, and maksud freed, agreed on the release of three three prisoners of war, these were difficult negotiations, difficult negotiations were , we we we talked to him for three nights, and he, of course, was very strong at first, i first walked all the way this 20 days to masud under the legend of a finnish citizen, that’s just those in the zone where in the north, well, then when they came to masoud, i was forced to admit that i am a soviet soviet person and...

what is the main task of a journalist? i understand perfectly well that you are all dependent, of course, and that not everyone can say what he thinks, but still, now can a journalist 100% perform his task the way she does? determined by the status itself? profession, maybe i don’t know about it, but i know that i have to, that’s all, i have to, you know, upbringing, that’s what, in general

, i should have started our conversation with something completely different, here i’ll take out one piece of paper, i’ve prepared it, i don’t read it at the beginning, i just want everyone to hear what zines are. order of friendship for active social work and social support of the winds, just for prisoners, order of the red star, order of honor, honored journalist of the russian federation, medal of the democratic republic of afghanistan, award the union of journalists, the prize of the union of journalists of the soviet union and the prize of the russian federation, the yulian semenov prize. russian golden pen award. how many times in afghanistan have you felt that the risk exceeded acceptable limits? oh, you know, a good question, but it was like this: when you work,

for some reason it was not only in afghanistan, then i was many times in other hot spots, the arab spring went through it all from lebanon there to cairo and through syria and libya everything else, from libya cairo and syria and the north caucasus, and karabakh, and iran, and iraq everything else. when do you work. you are in a mood, you are no longer you, you yourself know, you don’t feel any fears, but then, when you return, i don’t know how it was with you, as with others, i was overcome, of course, this recovery afterwards, that’s heavy period, my wife was already getting used to the code, she knew that it was better not to approach me, it was better for me to be there alone, it was hard, but nevertheless, over time it pulls me back, yes, it’s like a drug, it’s true, it’s true , i came from afghanistan and already...

nikolai fetrovich gavrilov kolya passed nikolaycha gavrilov is a legendary man , a legendary man, you know, i’ll say one thing, you probably know more about him than i do, but still, if we could now reveal all the exploits of gavrilov, which unfortunately still cannot be said about for reasons of secrecy, then there would be a line of hollywood producers and our directors asking us to make blockbusters. these were fantastic blockbusters, the heroes of which could have been nikolaych gavrilov, he is a fantastic person, the stories behind him are such that you and i know, i just

happy, he is my teacher, well, great, you know that i know many afghans there, and most of them are worthy people, those who really fought, they are silent, they are taciturn and only in their company do they remember afghanistan , i will never tell you publicly. he fought there as a hero, nikolai felch is a unique person in this sense, he , too, never boasts of his afghan past, never says that he is a hero there, he fought there, and behind him there are such, i repeat, encouragements that are few at who they were, where at the age of 30 he became the order of lenin , he received, even in my opinion younger, even in my opinion 24, the order of lenin, this is the highest order, it’s amazing what you just said, i suddenly suddenly remembered, my father never did either never said the same thing. they were sitting together, talking about something, a front-line soldier, a front-line soldier, of course, and mine too, and they couldn’t watch films about the war, immediately it started too, too, too, also an amazing story,

probably like this every time... so the afghans are real too behave, i know well this, you agreed to consult on this film, someone approached you, why did i already say that they approached me with a request to record these video interviews, i did these video interviews, this was the end of my mission, but did you even have when - the desire to summarize everything that you wrote and did. well, i wrote several books about afghanistan, one of them is very large, serious, i wrote it with my friend, a former foreign intelligence colonel, he was in kabul on the eve of the entry of troops, and such a real afghanist, valery samonin, we made a big book with him, it’s called a virus, it’s a political investigation, there is the entire politburo, the cia, and the kgb, naturally, since

the kgb took this side of itself. samonin and this big political investigation, it was later brought to america in the states, here it was published in large editions, this is a serious book, it allows you to understand how we ended up in afghanistan, this is the first, the red one about the rudder of the peak, the second book, well, more there was a book, that is, i generally fulfilled my duty, this is understandable, but i mean a story about the profession, about what you, what you experienced as a journalist, but about the very... the very essence of writing some information, not transmitting it, writing because it is different, a different type, a different genre, hear, convey easy in words, write on paper so that later it can be read, at least carefully, this is a gift from god, well, this is a good idea, a good suggestion, i think i’ll take it, thank you, god willing, god willing, why not, you know , as for

the history of the afghan war, then... it seemed to me until recently that there were no blind spots, i like historian, i am a historian of historical sciences, i once bequeathed precisely on the history of the afghan war, such was the closed dissertation, but it seemed to me that there were no blind spots, there were a lot of books, memoirs, and memoirs of various military leaders, including varennikov, and gromov, and ordinary soldiers, and colonels, and there are memoirs of special services, there are a lot of employees there from the special services of the gru and the kgb, and the pgu, there is a serious monograph using a large amount of archival materials, general likhovsky also wrote a huge book telling about our participation in the afghan war, but only recently , thanks to my participation in this project, thanks to vladimir grigorovich pronichev, i realized that yes, white, there was a white spot, this story with the border guards, it was top secret, the border guards did not even wear shoulder straps green, green caps, everything was detected so much that they started

a combined arms uniform, even... shoulder straps went for some time, in my opinion, 2 years before the troops were brought in, they were there, they, but no, they weren’t there, no, groups were establishing, groups were establishing relationships, from the eighty-second year they were already doing this thoroughly, but everything was so secret that when the troops left, the border guards of the command of the border troops, all the documents regulating the presence of pogradovsky, were all destroyed, burned, this is also an interesting fact, so it is difficult for the historian to work on this now . the whole archive was there, the whole archive was burned, like this, we keep repeating that we know vladimir yegorovich there, and you met him, well, first of all, i always knew about him that he was an afghan, ours, he after all, he fought in those places through which i later walked with ruripek, gulkhan and shkashim, this is his responsibility, he was the commander there - an operational group, he was also a lieutenant colonel, well, then after all, i followed him for his career in consequences.

and i saw him when he was leading the operation to liberate this nordost, there ruslan aush and i arrived at night, because these militants demanded a terrorist present, i found ruslan, looked for him, we arrived at night then and then yegorich too vladimirich was there in charge of this entire operation, well, later we met sporadically, now we meet regularly, because there is something to talk about, if there are certain plans for the future related to the border guards. and not only how small the world is, we remember people who are strangers to each other, we remember people about whom we talk with such respect and pleasure, with pleasure precisely because these are worthy people, these are special people, this is true, this is a good definition, generally border guards, you they said correctly, this is a separate branch of the army, they selected the most people there without any offense to the rest, it’s just that this elite

is actually an elite, i... 1006 in my opinion, in addition there were also military advisers, advisers from the kgb and the tsaronda police and everything else, and advisers at every newspaper, at every magazine that was published in kabul, so these advisers were civilians, and sometimes they were captured, they were taken hostage, there was such a geologist, akhremyuk, the man was about 70 years old, he discovered there are 7 births, honored a geologist of the soviet union, a respected man, he was surrendered in kabul by a driver, an afghan, in spirit, they took him to... the mountains and he was there, poor fellow, for a whole year he spent a whole year in these terrible mountains , wrote tearful letters, addressed the tikhonov government and brezhnev, ransom me there or or exchange me, well, unfortunately , nothing worked out then, i think it didn’t work out,

because ours were afraid of the precedent, like we’ll buy it out, exchange it, this will become a signal for the spirits to capture others, and he died, that’s a khrimyuk, then gena kulazhenko died , my friend, he was an adviser on komsomol and afghan youth. the vitebsk secretary of the regional committee of the vitebsk komsomol, a very good guy in herat, was also accidentally captured by spirits, he was traveling from the airport by taxi to the herat hotel, where all the advisers lived, and literally one and a half kilometers from the hotel, the spirits crossed the road, the taxi was stopped, so shoot from a tt pistol and he died, there was also the most difficult case when the border guards took part in this, this was the capture of our specialists in the sharif bazaar, this is the eighty -third year, i think - we were traveling by bus 15 people, specialists who built a flour mill there, a mill, so to speak, who helped the afghans, were captured by civilians, they dragged them through the mountains for a whole month, they led there along the border with pakistan, the border guards,

to give them credit, managed to free them, there was a whole operation, and also interesting things right for the film the plot is a boy, the son of our afghan agent, and he walked 160 km through the mountains. came, after all, they defended their homeland with their backs, 60,000 border guards, 60,000, passed through afghanistan, well, this is the number, of course, change the sergeant major, our executed platoon, and

soldiers who lay down on the border, only in the evening the last machine gun fell silent, suddenly songbirds came to life , flew up in a chaotic flock in the garden, bumped into each other in the branches, maybe they were in battle, maybe they were in hell, but we haven’t shot all of them yet, pour foreman, for the health of the guys, for the soldiers who are now on the border, look, look, the birds are circling in the sky, they are circling, these songbirds.

autumn celebrates with a farewell ball, but fate does not expect a merciful leaf, in a slow circle the sad one melts. midday dance near the ground, the leaves are burning without regret, even when the deadline has not expired, but they managed to serve before they fell into ashes on

the sand, the lizards fall, fall, fall, fall, well, let the light be more transparent, in memory, memory, in memory, in memory. let the light be more transparent, in the memory, in the memory, in the memory, in the memory of the faces of those who are not around today, the leaves are falling, falling, falling, falling, well, let the light be transparent, in the memory, in the memory, memory, memory see those who are around today, those who

aren’t around today, hey, those who aren’t around today, hello everyone, dear friends, you are watching a podcast in a different format, as... always in our studio are my wonderful co-hosts karina cross and valya carnival, i’m anton lavrentep, behind me is the gypsy band, and this is guitar roman, drums anton, keys natalya and bass guitar alexey. our guest today is composer, musician, film actor, thief of women's hearts, alexander buinov.

it will float, in theory, i have always focused on the lyrics in my songs, it’s probably something like this, wait, in my youth, well, yes, i didn’t understand, but now okay, they don’t ask women age 26, i’m familiar with your work, you can honestly say, you don’t have to say, you have a musical education, yes, of course, you can hear it, because you use scales like that all the time, how cool is it that you have such a move, harmony can maybe it’s not such a rich harmony,

when we just started listening to your work, i realized that i know every second one practically by heart, and asi, you have prepared some kind of surprise for alexander, well, i don’t know how much of a surprise it is, this in general , in principle, the song that i always sing, everywhere, which we sing with friends with a guitar, when we have some kind of spiritual gatherings, and let us sing along to this song, someone will say, all roads are similar, someone... who will say the song is sung by everyone, and i’m walking with steps

careless, i go against my fate, someone is hiding behind a stone wall, someone has a mustache, i kneel. it’s necessary, and i scream, burn everything with a blue flame, i drink only one thing, well , let’s sing together, let sadness come to me again, sadness begins to begin in my heart , i’ll smile at everyone at once, drink.

alexander, your career began back in school years from such a fundamental, probably, acquaintance with alexander gradsky, tell us in more detail how this happened, and you know that i have a little surprise, look, and... here, and now let’s return to the story, so the story is like this , specifically in the ninth grade i began to become interested in rock and roll, one day i accidentally ended up in a group to play, then it was fashionable so you ... you play at school, so, in moscow state university, in zone b and the faculty of economics, a group plays , but they don’t have a keyboard player, there were no keyboards then, now then there was only a grand piano, a piano, so i broke the piano with these fingers, and there on the steps of the moscow state university palace of culture, there was this guy sitting in a bunny hat, he had this type of one ear

sticking out like this, he had a guitar, called a clergy, it i lived with him for a long time, and he plays it, something so familiar, i got hooked. he says: what is your name? i say: sasha, and he, me too, sasha, let’s create a group right away, well, you recognize gradsky, yes , yes, i even have a name, he says , i say what, he says, scams, here, by the way, i dressed up today, i had almost the same pants, with aiguillettes, look, oh, hussar, hussar, that's when i had, these pants appeared, then some... sofyanov's boots appeared with curved noses, like ivan sarevich, velvet pulls, yes velvet, it turns out velvet pulls, time, so, on top i just put on a bag, a bag, well, yes, cut out for the head and for the hands, so these are buffoons, we rehearsed these, looked for a long time other musicians, well, the first performance we had was the three of us with

drummer volodya polonsky and i have some kind of unfortunate piano, they took off all its covers, hollowed out everything from there, except for the bare strings. hammers, and i’m chopping some kind of rock roll there, the city sings, he had a crown and a thing, house of the rising sun, that’s you, you knew, the trick is that this song goes through me my institute, come on , my friend and i remade it in the russian style, the main character was lev nikolaevich tolstoy, the song sounded like this, come on, in a village in a clear clearing, oh, there lived a lion. nikolaevich fat, he loved the village and the bathhouse, he walked around the village, in a deep voice, with the maid around the house, aksinya,

he climbed onto the sinew.

on the accordion, your dad played the guitar, you already had music at home all the time, your grandfather played constantly, great, you have a song about the beautiful feeling of love, and what influenced you so much, why is every song of yours, it is permeated with this feeling of love, really i had such a complex for a long time, i come from a fairly happy family, i’m lucky, somehow my big girl leads me along the red line and my whole life is filled with great love, that’s probably why i have so much of this love. by the way, you want a story, here we want it, in fact, i have a song that is the last weakness, this is my first such youthful song, i wrote it on such an endless rush of emotions, just a boy who i really liked, he proposed to another girl, and i i found out about this and was upset beyond measure, literally a month ago this boy wrote to me

and said: nastya, i’m sorry, i was a fool, i offended you so much, and you’re great, smart girl, when this is now, just recently, it’s amazing, just imagine how it’s really like on vacation. hindrances, i cover up the feeling with a stupid laugh, go and podbenka, and i’m on to success, it’s even good that you! i didn’t come, i’m not crying, it’s an interference on the network, i cover up my feelings with a stupid laugh,

this is the love of the day, by the way, they have developed. i wanted to say, first of all, thank you very much, you made my dream come true, you would know how many issues in a row, guys, i wanted to sit here and eat something, impudently imprison, i read that you were born in a very musical family and that you are literally in chains tied to musical instruments, you tell me, is this true or is it still a lie and a provocation, which of us was not tied to friends by the saying, no matter how brilliant, his dad still forced him to study,

you know, i had the same story, in our family all were musicians, i mean, my mother was a conservatory and four brothers, two graduated from the conservatory, i was the third, i also had a younger brother, and as if my mother said that you should just get an education, my older brother, well more for some for... tebalovo he, he probably did, because he tied a chain around my leg, we had a big dog, with a chain around the leg and legs of the piano, where the jokes are, that is, he instilled a love for the instrument, so that, you know, so that he could stand like that, further, where, i had my mom once, the only conflict i had with my mom was serious, it was me sitting on sundays playing the piano while she ironed clothes for the week, one day she went to the bathroom , something... then there... and you burned the piano, i kicked it, i kicked it with his feet, and it was an acoustic piano, a real one, it was impossible to find

a tuner in our city, i’m from the city of belov, kuzbass is generally a small city, and my mother came out of the bathroom with some kind of towel and chased me around the whole apartment, she says: you’re kidding me, this is a wonderful musical instrument, how can you do this, in the end, yes, since then somehow i’m much more reverent... i relate to this, i received it, i realized it. alexander, but there is something that you play for the soul now precisely with love for instrument. and you know that, well, come on, i’m a little carried away, yes, by scriabin’s work, as if i played his preludes, i just have an imitation, or something, of scriabin, or memories of him.

well, in that spirit, yes, bravo! you have a lot in common, you have experience, well, in the film industry, asya, by the way, wrote two amazing tracks, you have a soundtrack for a film and a soundtrack for your show, let’s maybe sing, easily with pleasure, everything that shines now , just a light bulb, i’ve been through so much, my honey once will dissipate here... with your head, but for now, stand your ground, you are just so empty in this world.