and in fact, being in a relationship with one person, you are in this room, because, as if from the mood of your partner, he reflects to you very different parts of you, yes, that is, your inner basis, and not for each of them i want to watch, well, something is exaggerating, or as i once complained to my psychologist about...

tatyana, saying that she brings me to such a state that i am ready to kill her, well , suppose i say, this is impossible, to which she said a phenomenal phrase, after to whom i finished the session, said thank you, i went, she said this, do i understand correctly that your wife will be a beast of you that you don’t want to acknowledge, this was exactly when...

necessary in a relationship, i agree, well wait, there is a balance, there is also a highlighting of those sides that, on the contrary, we would like to see in ourselves, our partners highlight this to us, it’s just you being romantic, no, you’re just so skillful, apparently you highlight the good sides to me, and i highlight yours for you, beauty in the eyes look, no, it’s clear that we would all like something good for there, you know, so did i... just yesterday it happened that i was talking to a friend there, we were sitting, talking, i suddenly remembered, so it’s interesting, but if you look back briefly, then for some reason you always remember such flashpoints of events, for example, when the family was there, well, i’m talking about my parents’ family right now, yes, the family was not in the easiest conditions, well, for example , there the eight of us lived there, i don’t know, 30 km away, so

you remember these events, they are good , because this is childhood, because you are having fun, there are a lot of people, but you don’t think about how much bed linen there is, something else is needed, but it’s like there aren’t some, you know, there’s a place there in we are in some wonderful hotel or house or apartment, all this is also pleasant, but it’s like in another box in such a big one, and such important elements are connected with some, well, not very simple circumstances, but then, the fact that you passed them makes you very special. that's why i say that it's great here when there is positivity in a relationship, when romance and all that candy-bouquet, yes, but it passes, and for some reason only negative remains, so the negative also passes, but it’s just that our experience of living these negative things is usually associated with another person, like it’s him like this, there’s something wrong with him, or even worse, blaming myself for the fact that there’s something wrong with me, that’s why he’s like this, and i offer a sober, absolutely mature look into... a crooked

mirror, well, distancing, yes, remember, if you approach the mirror at different distances, it shows different reflections, i mean a distorting mirror, you play with this too, it’s very cool, now i want to build relationships, that was the most important thing i was striving for, that was the most important thing i was striving for, i generally think that healthy people don’t need relationships, but in fact, of course , i’m joking now, look what happened, we have removed the tension from the neurotic desire to build relationships, this does not mean that you do not want to build relationships, it means that you are now more interesting to yourself than the other, it’s from this state that relationships are built completely in a different way, i really hope that this will be the case, sergei’s favorite idea is that you need to be together when there is no reason to be together, yes, i believe that only this determines the health of the relationship, when there is no reason to be together, but you stay, super, super, it fits right, i wish you good luck, thank you. it’s good about me,

i’m really glad that i was here, i ’m sitting straight and i don’t even want to leave anywhere anymore, don’t leave, let’s talk again, if i came here there’s a little tension, i think, but just like you understand that i even just leave i don’t want to, i feel so good with you, it feels so good to be there in the male field, i just feel like my state is somehow so good, yes, just like that, i feel like it’s just like that, it’s like it’s pulling me, yes, this is the male field and this makes me very happy and i am very grateful. great, what will you do? what will i do, i will continue on the dating site, meet men, i will meet them, i will look at them, i will interact somehow, remember the distance, remember the distance, exactly,

great, how to make sure that this distance does not become such a dangerous zone, how to remove it from this distance, but i said, you just need to play with the reflection. well , come closer and move away, healthy boundaries, they consist in the fact that they can always be moved, you just can always move them in both directions, this is the health of the border, yeah, that is, how it works, you come to the border and check me now you’re doing it, now i feel good, i can take a step forward, you’re taking it forward, it’s alarming, but it’s still good, when you can stop like this, and not betray yourself in everything, that’s what’s most important, well , i really hope that now... relationships will be built, that’s what and maybe i ’ll invite you to a wedding, i’d really like that i wanted to see such guests in my samba, and it was really very pleasant for me to communicate with you, it was very comfortable, and i am happy,

incredibly happy that i was here and was able to reveal that here i am, i’m real, i’m in therapy, i have many hours of therapy. personally, well, about 50 hours, that is, me i picked myself as much as i could, and somehow nothing helped me, but for now, well, i understand that there was this fear, yes, that this is a danger, and that now, well, i believe that everything will be different , well, this is about trusting yourself, that you can cope with any situation, yes, yes, i can cope with any situation, what kind of state is this about, have you changed a lot now? it’s true that sergei is not just saying that, you have really changed a lot, what kind of state is this? well, a state of lightness, joy, yes, i just feel like as if, conventionally, i am joy, yes, here, this is some kind of state, now it has come to me, yes, it would be great

to remember it, to return to it, when it is clear that everything will not only be in white and rainbow tones, uh-huh, but in moments of some kind of anxiety, in moments of complexity, remember that you can always, uh-huh, and return to this, here, here, here is your way out, now you always have the handle of this door, which you can always go out to, it will be with you all the time, yeah, i get it, great, i already have it now there will be a recording, there will be a recording, and i will be able to review it, this is very interesting, i just never watch what i record, where i am recorded, i don’t like to do it, i don’t like myself, probably, but that’s not the question, i have because i'm not a viking, i don't have a problem with that, yeah. and you should definitely take a look, it’s interesting with your experience of trainings and therapies there, i really want you to see this, it’s just rare when this happened on record, since it’s like that, i’m lucky, yes, we, we’re lucky, everyone’s lucky , and the audience too, well, it was the triggers podcast, and with you

were its hosts, tatyana krasnovskaya, psychologist psychotherapist, psychologist psychotherapist sergei nasebyan, we talked with svetlana and somehow, it seems to me, we spoke very deeply. and this turned out to be very useful for me, too, because it summed up some of my internal results, thank you very much, i am very grateful to you for such a frank conversation, and i thank you very much, if you want to become a guest of our podcast, you you can fill out an application on the website of the first channel 1tv.ru, all episodes of the podcast you can watch triggers on the website of the first channel 1tv.ru. greetings, friends, this is a podcast chronicling the end of times and i, evgeny dodolev, today i will tell you about the first and last, therefore

the only miss press ussr competition, which marked the beginning of this entertainment format in the soviet union. more precisely , in new russia itself, because in april of the ninety-first year this competition was held, it was held on board the georgian ship, it was a cruise on the mediterranean sea, and after that... television journalists, well in the case of miss press, and i want to say that miss

press was the first competition, then when the soviet union collapsed, these miss press competitions continued, they were done by the same people, it was just called miss press, well, to communicate with beautiful, young, promising journalists, i was a member of the jury of this competition, i received this position on the jury not because i understood female beauty there.

by the way, my beloved colleague, leonid arkadyevich yakubovich, started as a conference host for these beauty contests, i’m not talking about miss press competition, i say, there were a lot of these competitions, it’s just alyosha romanov, he came up with the idea to do these cruises, these cruises became very popular, good money was earned, scandals happened with these cruises - i remember that the first contact was vladislav listiv, the most famous

tv presenter, the country's favorite and the first head of ort, actually the first channel, he was just because of these competitions, when sasha gypsy showed up in his office, sasha gypsy was such a bandit, i introduced him to him, there was a whole podcast, by the way about bandits and shows. to the then very famous security officer rushail, the rebels came here to show people, there was

what is called a mask show, well then , naturally, the gypsy was released and he went on these cruises in the sense that in general these cruises attracted a variety of players in the information field, and businessmen , and journalists and bandits, on this first cruise of the ussr missres, which i will repeat, romanov organized, but behind him there was another person, such a businessman, golumov, then i introduced him to kersan lyumzhin, then he spent his last years in prison, don't know already for some reason, but -

this competition, as this enticement and bait for people who paid for tickets, for the opportunity to travel and hang out with the stars, musicians acted as bait, well, there were such rock bands there as a car time, alexander borisovich gradsky went on the next cruise, with my submission we were friends and i, since i was there. permanent member of the jury, then he invited sasha, and many of those musicians who are rumored now, then only just rushed, uh, this year, in ninety-one year, oleg gazman’s first album was released, i still have a photograph in my archive, where on board this ship

georgia, oleg with his director, oleg on the right, this is sasha tolmatsky. his director at the time, many people know him, remember him as the father and producer of decl, you simply won’t see every face there on this plane, it’s some kind of star of one scale or another, that’s what people actually went for, because it was possible with gazmanov, who had just come out with a prostitute, a song and saul, that is, he then thundered, it was the discovery of the year music...

it was from the soviet union, there was an actress who played politics there, she either had a party of love, or something else, she was very, very popular, on the one hand a scandalous figure, on the other hand , an interesting woman, so i also know certain people who actually went there to look at kondulaino and have the opportunity to court her. invite her to a restaurant somewhere in naples, where we went there, i don’t remember the route now, i’m just here i remember exactly that we were the first soviet tourists on the island of rhodes, now it’s like such a tourist point has been developed, then, when the soviet union still existed, we didn’t see soviets there, there were separate

stories there, i won’t dive into it so as not to to move away from the actual narrative about the competition itself. but it was a competition, it was not a swimsuit competition, that is , in fact, there were very talented and interesting journalists there, very promising, and some had even already managed to do something in their adulthood, you can watch all episodes of the podcast chronicle of the end of times on the website of the first channel 1tv.ru of the journalist due to the fact that they...

that she came to her cabin, she had the key to this cabin, only she had it, it would seem, and there she was i was waiting on the cook, it means that here is a respected person, an authoritative one, and there were also showdowns there, i had to participate in a showdown, there only from... the captain could be contacted, to get in touch with the mainland, that is, there were some endless threats, this has never happened to journalists it was, yes, they complained there that... that they sat there in the hold itself, four people in a cabin, we were all so smart there, everyone had their own cabin there, well,

i’m talking about the jury members, that’s it they were there in such conditions and somehow they ate separately, that is, there was some kind of company cabins divided into different sectors, well , that is, in this regard, i, as a journalist , very... with such a feeling i told what it was like it was such a humiliation, how he understood how it was to work as a journalist, and here he was right with me

since he began his production career, it was unpleasant for him to run after a person with a microphone, asking him to say something, realizing that at any moment you could be sent, this despite the fact that he was with, relatively speaking, a person with a name, that is, he worked as a sports journalist in the industry where he was known and accustomed. and therefore he drank a little from this cup, according to him, now he has a completely different attitude towards the profession, that is, he always meets halfway, so i’m like a person from the workshop who has always worried about girls, i helped them, let’s say they had tasks to interview or record some kind of synchronization, make some kind of story, so i... negotiated with not only my friends, but let’s say there were some celebrities, conditionally speaking, with which i was not personally familiar, but which

interested the contestants from this competitive point of view, so i always considered it possible for myself, despite the fact that i was a member of the jury, but i did not go beyond the scope of my judicial activities, arranged to... give an interview, to they found time, well, because people who were going on a cruise, but artists, let’s say, they had a contract, let’s say, one concert in the company’s cabin, the rest of the time they wanted, since fees were not provided, they were paid with rest, well they wanted to relax, that is, they wanted to sunbathe, drink, go on excursions, and not waste time. let him talk with beautiful girls, but the artist is ready to spend time talking with a beautiful girl, in two cases, if this

conversation can then develop into something else, or if there is some kind of exhaustion, well, that is, if there is a broadcast or publication, then it’s clear that this is part of the work of any show business figure, any artist, but here they understood that this is, well, conditionally chipboard for...

they will think that she received, well, later they will say that she won the competition, which means she is the daughter of robert rozhdestvensky, everyone will think that it is exclusively because of the last name, on

the other hand. let’s just ignore her absolutely professional merits; she showed herself to be a brilliant reporter, and it seems to me that she never went to work profession, and now just when i’m telling you this, i actually realized for myself that i still don’t remember whether we sentenced her, that is, did she receive this title or was she a runner-up? i can’t remember, but there were also such reputational moments, or let’s say, when it came to a publication, let’s say some publication was known for being very commercially successful, for not skimping on, say, bribes to insiders, and then the end of times had already come, it was no longer the soviet press, it was the press that acted according to the patterns

of the international media, that is... people who wanted to sell information were paid money, everyone knew that there, for example, this newspaper, it has this or that budget and does not skimp, for example, this newspaper is doesn’t practice, because they think that they can ride on the brand or on the skill of their photographers, reporters and columnists, and there have also been such moments, we think, well now... something we ’ll give there the title of this to think that there , well, we were bribed, relatively speaking, that is, i i looked at this industry, this one in general, well , the competitive one - a little from that side, that is, i have insight, thank god, i repeat that it was a journalistic competition, that we didn’t have uh girls for whom most of these kinds

of events... maybe at the wrong stage, maybe later they were paid by the so-called daddies, that is, wealthy patrons who, firstly, bought a place to participate in the competition, then were ready to work, as it was called, with members jury to explain to them that their chosen one deserves the title there is mis or vice mis, that is, i honestly absolutely tell you that i am this aspect. i didn’t catch it, maybe, i repeat, precisely because it was, first of all , a professional competition, because it was invented by a professional reporter, because alexey romanov, although he turned into such a travel tycoon, at that stage, i don’t know, by the way , what happened to him later in the 2000s, he was a sports journalist, very quickly these competitions were where they lived, that is, the borders opened,

people began to travel abroad. not only on liners, but for me the miss ussr competition, it became such a memory and a symptom of the end of times, because the country, i really like to quote and i can’t resist once again spompilly that from the writing of striptis, that the country was dying like an ancient lizard with a new virus in cages,

dodovolev told you about the first and last and therefore the only miss press ussr competition. hello, the program is about the most notable events of this day. the enemy knew everything, saw everything, and struck anyway. shibekina, attack on the playground, what's wrong with the boys now, received shrapnel wounds. attention to detail. vladimir putin with

zaporozhye governors. on the safety and restoration of st. petersburg working pensioners. our cause is just, liberated settlements, long-range precision strikes, summary. in 7 days , help for volunteers, join us, well , who is the president of ukraine, biden, every day is laughter and sin, and even more than once, the nato summit, results and accents that have not yet been discussed, fast mobile, new technologies for the emergency room, experience in the moscow region, what he can do 112mo application, over a million downloads already. an appetite is guaranteed, treats from all over the country, a large culinary program at the main entrance to the national economy, when not counting calories is forgivable. 2 hours ago

, a child was brought to moscow from belgorod, wounded by ammunition fragments that a ukrainian drone dropped on a playground in shebekino. four more schoolchildren are under the care of belgorod doctors. our city is very close to the border and there is a lot. found himself under terrorist attacks, but it was in this case that the enemy behaved especially cynically. anna prokofieva from her place. a children's playground that became a target for a ukrainian drone in the very center of a courtyard surrounded by high-rise buildings. attack drones are equipped with high -definition cameras; the drone operator could not help but see that he was dropping ammunition at the feet of the boys playing on the playground. there were no military installations in this courtyard; there were not military personnel sitting on the site, but five boys. of whom are only 8 years old, today the playground is completely empty, parents are simply afraid to let their children go outside, but just yesterday there were a lot of guys, ukrainian militants struck suddenly, the ammunition exploded right next to the football field, they gather

boys every evening, we have a lot of children here, it was a whistling sound and it exploded, fragments flew, well, there was a scream, the children started screaming, then the men jumped out, we have a young doctor here... living at the time of the attack, pediatrician ilya maleev was at home, as soon as he heard the explosion and children's screams, he immediately took the first aid kit and ran into the yard. one child was lying here near the gate, the second child was under the canopy near the entrance, there were other people who helped before me, everyone at work in organizations had first aid courses, then when the child was loaded into the ambulance, we were all driven into the entrance so that people would not notice that the drone was flying above us.

the youngest of the injured children, he was barely 8 years old, was sent for treatment to moscow, the doctors of disaster medicine took him by ambulance to the russian children's clinical hospital, the boy had a blind shrapnel wound of the spine and was to a complex operation, the patient’s condition is assessed as moderate, he is with his mother, in the future there will be... just before the examination and preparation for a planned surgical intervention to remove the people’s bodies. border villages of the belgorod region are attacked almost daily by ukrainian militants, hitting residential buildings, civilian vehicles, courtyards and recreational areas. in the village of murom, the head

of the operational response department of the shebekinsky district, alexander maslienko, police lieutenant colonel, combat veteran, died actions. he helped residents during a militant attack. today, a combat drone attacked a resort complex in the village of razumnaya. the drone fell on the beach, but fortunately it didn’t explode, they declared a missile threat, the drone fell, go nuts. the day before, as a result of attacks by ukrainian militants in the belgorod region, one person was killed and 30 were wounded; today, a missile warning signal has already been announced twice in the region, but there were no casualties or destruction. anna prokofieva, oleg shishkin, nikita alekseev, natalya moshtakova, kirill loginov, belgorod region, channel one. in the zaporozhye region, the nuclear power plant of the same name was also repeatedly subjected to terrorist attacks by the enemy. vladimir putin spoke about security today in novo ogorevo with the head of the region, yevgeny baletsky, who reported on the restoration of social facilities. vitaly katchenko saw what happened where and how.

now artek is not only on the black sea, but on the azov sea. branch of the legendary children's center in berdyansk. children from four regionovets and... this is the name of the azov branch of artek this year will take five shifts, more than a thousand boys and girls, you guys well done! overavits! many of them know first-hand about combat operations; psychologists always work with the guys living in the front-line zone. i’m from gorlovka, of course, i would like to have more peace at home, just like here, here is the sea, relaxation, sun and beach. the best of the best, who have proven themselves in sports, creativity, culture or science, will receive tickets to the crimean artek. in addition, a lighthouse youth center has been created on the azov coast, which this year will receive 600 young talents, specifically from the development of children's. infrastructure in the region, zaporozhye region, evgeniy baletsky. after he began his report to the president, the governor

of decades of ukrainian devastation as part of russia, the zaporozhye region received a powerful impetus for development. a land corridor has been built from crimea through the kherson, zaporozhye regions and donbass, a convenient alternative to the crimean bridge for the delivery of various goods from food to construction materials to new regions. despite all the difficulties, we still note that the recovery growth and... agriculture and industry and construction, it is obvious, and this trend certainly needs to be supported, but of course, the primary tasks are those related to the restoration of housing and communal services, infrastructure and the residential sector, i aim the government at this, after reunification with russia , an oncology clinic was built in melitopol, patients are also accepted here from the neighboring kherson region.

and, in general, our higher educational institutions have not seen such renovations. new

clinics, schools, kindergartens are important infrastructural changes are visible, but the main thing remains. i would like to say that, of course, the key issue is ensuring the security of the regions as a whole and people, we will definitely do this, and we will achieve this , there is no doubt. energodar, the city where the largest nuclear power plant in europe is located, is regularly shelled by ukrainian militants. in the eyes of magatea inspectors who are constantly on duty at zas. i also see things that cannot be ignored, also related to safety, this is first all, of course, is the safety of the zaporozhye nuclear power plant. and the fact that the enemy is striking now directly at the station, this of course requires special attention on our part, unfortunately, it does not attract attention from the outside - like those people and those. the forces that kievsky decided to support today, well, this is their big mistake, and we

will remember this again, we will talk about this more than once. all social obligations to the residents of the region, as evgeniy baletsky reported, are being fulfilled in full. for the first time since 2022 on the azov coast tourists went to zaporozhye, some of the most attractive beaches located in berdyansk, evgeniy balevsk asked the president to create a working group on... channel one zaporozhye region. another meeting of the president took place the day before, late in the evening vladimir putin discussed the development of st. petersburg with the governor of the northern capital. as alexander beglov said, the city is actively building kindergartens and schools. by the end of the year the deficit will be eliminated. another important topic is indexing. pension for working pensioners, renew

alexander beglov proposed it to the head of state. vladimir putin supported the idea, and the law was signed this week. first of all , i wanted to say words of gratitude from working pensioners, we have one and a half million people, can you imagine, 400,000 of them are working, including a growing number of working pensioners, residents with disabilities, that is, this is a good decision, thank you. we didn’t ask to give them to you, the decision was long overdue, and everything needed to be put in order, this is a practical decision that people... we have been talking for a long time and have been studying the government for a long time, well, it’s good that it is in st. petersburg, but we returned to this again and made the final decision. special operation report of the ministry of defense for the week, four settlements in the dpr, chikari, as

well as sokol, voskhod and yasnobrodovka were liberated, 39 long-range high-precision strikes were carried out on the ukrainian military rear, among those hit... by operators, four launchers with a radar of the denite-missile complex c -300 ps, three launchers with radar of the anti-aircraft missile complex how produced usa, and two launchers with a patriot anti-aircraft missile system radar made in the usa. key areas of the special operation, the solidar area, chasov yar,

volchansk, taretsk and not only, among the warring units there are fighters of the volunteer corps, a new gathering for them. everything for victory is on the screen , a qr code with the necessary information, the collection is carried out by the people's front and military correspondent of the first channel, amir yusupov, he is now on the front line and knows exactly what is needed most. the situation periodically seems to be flying, just recently the tank worked. at night, no, no, the babayaga flies, but during the day komikaze. well, yes, a clear example. indeed, a clear example. drone detector reports. an enemy drone is hanging in the sky, with its help the armed forces of ukraine are adjusting artillery fire, again, again, again, again, these are the positions of the soldiers of the lynx detachment of the volunteer corps in the solidary direction, there are intense battles here, the enemy is constantly probing our defenses, but ours are not sitting in dugouts , despite the heavy fire

, he directs the mortar, we work with the answer, it’s normal fun, but not boring, a shot, another way out, so, yes, yes, already the fourth the count is not far off, a shot is fired, shells are being exchanged, the enemy, as they say, on the sly, drags reserves to the front line, our snipers do not allow the enemy to move calmly, there is, yes, uh, head on, and with this shot they eliminate the enemy grenade launcher, it seems that the bullet hits ... they put a grenade right in the shooter, the spectacular explosion is just the jet stream that is formed when the rocket flies out, it turned out that my shot was probably ahead of him by a split second, he just pressed, and the bullet flew in and when he fell, the grenade went away , kmet is a soviet officer, this is not his first armed conflict, in the past he commanded

a special unit, now he has retrained as a sniper, i understand who we are fighting with and who is against us, we studied this enemy back then in the soviet union. union unit in so, they are all trained in nato combat training, nato tactics, nato strategy, nato equipment, so we are not at war with ukraine now, absolutely. snipers of the volunteer corps are destroying mercenaries, and one of them is sneaking through the forest belt. they saved him from one o'clock in the morning until now 04:43, that is, in the end he apparently couldn’t stand it and decided to run into the dugout, apparently he didn’t have time. the bird was important, because after the shot about 10 minutes later they raised it, that is, they began to throw cassettes into the dugout, they began to dismantle it, they raised all the birds, that is, the hunt was for snipers, only the enemy sent about a dozen kamikaze drones, the skoda was so calmly filming how there was an explosion a couple of meters away from her.