nature was, he was so interesting, when he had such a conversation with oksakov, and he says to oksakov: you should never tell the truth, you are going to rin, you have to say that you are going to koluga, and you are going to koluga, you have to say that you are going to rome, so, there was such a, now we have platforms, train stations, yes, then there was such a station for mail coaches, brik, on moika , here are the stagecoaches, here is the platform, you see there , so, they are waiting - everyone gets on this stagecoach, then there is a bell, the stagecoach leaves, and so...

he looks and well, gogol, yes, that one, so, he raised his collar, sat, no, no, no, and told himself some very lamentable story about how he was left there alone without a mother, without a father, like that, you know, poor, unhappy, and it so happened that this baker was friends with aksakov, and he comes to oksakov and says, i would like to meet gogol, that’s a dream, and oksaka says, well, he ’s coming to visit me any minute now , that’s it. suddenly, you know, that same orphan he was traveling with comes in, a certain gogol, and the baker goes berserk, that is, the man simply fooled him for three days, and then a scandal begins, aksakov barely persuaded them there, somehow sat them down, reconciled them, began to say, yes, you understand, nikolai vasilyevich fools everyone, that's who he is, that's who he is, but then how interesting that when after this same trip, when aksakov goes to see gogol off for...

gasped, he writes this to his son, describes, so nikolai vasilyevich is standing in front of him, on him, over his robe, a woman's jacket, stockings, a kokoshnik on his head, a mordvin one, all this is wrapped in a scarf, and, perhaps, he is he sewed everything himself, it is possible, because where did he get all this from, and he has absolutely absent eyes, he looks at them, that is, like this, and as aksakov said, that he did not even notice us and did not explain his outfit in any way,

he wrote literally the following: god took away from me the ability to create. grusha, fogs floated over the river. let the pedestrians run awkwardly through puddles, crash on the asphalt like a river, i whip my horses, whip them, drive them, lyolyushki lyoly, for a handkerchief davtano. i swear by my honor that at night you tormented me like that, you look

precious stories, my name is ekaterina varkan, my guest today is vladislav otroshenko, a wonderful russian writer. we are talking about google, you said that there is an image that confirms this idea, yes, by the way, a caricature, yes, yes, yes, here - after all, there was something from him, all of russia is waiting for him, the dead spirit is waiting for the second volume, yes, this is a very famous caricature, from 846, just after this confession of gogol, god took away my ability to create, you see, gogol is depicted up there, he sleeps on the second volume of dead souls, it says right there the second volume, and he sleeps on it. this cartoon actually proves this idea that russia demanded, waited for the second volume of dead souls from gogol, and gogol, he promised in 842, when he left russia, he said that in 2 years he would return with the second volume,

he published the first in may 842, so he will return with the second volume, here it comes, 2 years pass, 3 years, 4 years and until the forty -eighth year... when he returned to russia, actually, he has it, no the second volume was not published, all of russia saw this caricature and google saw it, and what's more, mamenki even wrote that there are rumors that i am ashamed to return to russia, because i don't have the second volume of dead souls on hand, well , all these stories that show us these, you see, all these oddities, this is some kind of fog that gogol himself cast on the whole world. in fact, he fooled everyone, yes, deep down there were tragedies, the main tragedy, of course, is the tragedy of the second volume of dead souls, well yes, well you told me, you as a writer come from art, come from art, from this perception, and we see how language, as

inspiration, often controls the author and sometimes it ends tragically, not always joyfully, well, it is always hard for the author in the process in any case, so i decided to take the same picture, to consider gogol's simply from the side of his ordinary everyday life, so we will try to quickly run through such a summary, i don't know how we will succeed, well, nikolai vasilyevich appears at the end of the twenty-eighth year 1800, so to say in petersburg already since the twenty-ninth he means in petersburg such an actor arrived, well, in general he dreamed of fame, that means he saw himself as a writer and here completely different descriptions, that is, he looked completely different.

in petersburg everyone noted that he was a brilliant storyteller, well, apparently, here acting skills were characteristic of him, however he was very greedy for serious thoughts, and this immediately, they were all unbearable these. not yet in petersburg in 1827, this.

and such distant some distant dreams about beautiful life, beautiful countries about glory, well , gogol always had such dreams, but somehow it didn’t work out, it didn’t work out, in general , no one paid attention to it and no one paid any attention, not to mention success, yes, yes, yes, it somehow arose here. he himself is not from there, what do the places and towns look like, that means, what

do the local clothes look like, what do the landowners talk about, what do the peasants talk about, some stories, jokes, so he, you see, asked, asked his mother, as a result, in the thirty-first thirty-second year, the evenings of the nakhotorykanki are held, everyone in delighted, everyone is delighted, pushkin himself writes, and they didn’t amaze me, that means, and they didn’t amaze me, all this is so unusual in our literature that i still. understood, well, gogol is just funny, and this is literature, gogol thinks, laughs, you understand, well, and how else to look at it from the outside, that means, everyone, well, in general, gogol is still understandable, he knew, so to speak, his company, which he was drawn to, this is naturally both zhukovsky and pushkin, that is , it was necessary to enter some literary society, because then somehow like that say there to move, especially since it means there is such a success, it means this book was. a wonderful story, it means that in the thirty-first year we know that the izhukovsky

guns lived in the tsar's village, and gogol lived in pavlovsk, well, probably, he was still not far from there, we know, yes, and he probably once visited the tsar's village, probably saw - pushkin, as we understand, but he writes wonderful, it means, things for his, for his, it means, relatives, almost every evening we gathered, we zhukovsky, pushkin and i, but this is purely an inspector, the english ambassador, the german ambassador, french and i, you understand, but this is already yes. this is from above about zhukovsky, so zhukovsky cannot be recognized, it seems that a new extensive poet has appeared and is purely russian, gogol notes, but then it gets even more interesting, he asks his mother to write him letters to pushkin's address in tsarskoe selo with a request that alexander sergeevich give these letters to nikolai vasilyevich, and he not only wrote once, but he insistently did not forget to whom to write something there, so it is necessary to write the tsar's namely to alexander sergeevich. here, but it didn't lead to anything good, because alexander sergeevich didn't like it, and gogolev in a letter, in one of the letters to

alexander sergeevich had to explain zanilovsky, that his relatives misunderstood him , that somehow everything was not quite so, here is a wonderful perfect story, gogal still caught up with pushkin, but pushkin did not give up, pushkin did not give up, so this story is connected with pushkin's watch, this is a unique thing, it is in st. petersburg, in the all-russian pushkin museum, yes, this watch, pushkin got this...

let's get married, good afternoon, today the grooms are anton, alexander and sergey, and our bride is irina. irina is 33 years old, in order to destroy her marriage, her mother-in-law used several forbidden methods at once, got her own son drunk and brought a pretty neighbor into the house. irina is a saleswoman in an adult goods store, buys new toys for the christmas tree every year, loves ironing clothes and re-watching the movie titanic. is proud that she has lost 30 kg, dreams of paying off her mortgage, warns that she is fighting for the right to live with son. irina will marry the owners of a brutal profession and a hairy chest, who will give her all the salary and will not be afraid to conclude a marriage contract. hello, girls, without collusion,

just an absolutely girly program. larisa. rozochka, god, how happy i am to be in your circle , thank you, i dreamed of just being with you, in general, to get your advice, girls, girls, we didn’t sleep all night, with my friend we molded, please, serochki with potatoes, with cabbage, give it to me, i’ll take care of, they you'll mix it up, larisa just loves cabbage, she gave me pies.

used against me in order to destroy our marriage, in fact, it's a very sad story, yes, there's a third marriage, both mine and my ex-husband's, his parents are in a sect, for more than 30 years, i found out about this, wow, eh, when i got pregnant and they like to drink very often. no religion is for alcohol, usually mothers don't make their sons drunk, on the contrary, they try to protect them from alcoholism, they have meetings, oh they they tried to drag me and my eldest daughter from my first marriage there, i'm 14 and i'm due to get a passport this year, it's horrible, get him drunk for what, so that you can see what he's like, because

a person in an inadequate state, in a state of altered consciousness, he's capable of... committing inadequate acts, but they had some kind of super-task, for example, they get him drunk, get him drunk, he beats you up while drunk , kills you, buries you, i don't know why you felt disgust towards him, yes, he beat me in the presence of my children, that is, there very harshly, that is, they achieved this , so that they achieved it, he and he, moreover, beat me in front of my parents, of course, the top class was never welcomed, it is in any case, it is not nice, that is, it does not matter how...

they had only one son left, and of course, they wanted, well, this is a sect, it needs to be replenished, and they lived in the same house , we lived in the same house, but we had different entrances, that is, they lived in one half, and we with the children in the other, i became enemy number one after i told them, please, leave me in peace with my child, i will not join your sect, it is better to just break up than to resort to violence, why did she tolerate all this at all, i do not understand, well, when did you... marry him, give birth to a child, fall in love for something, i will say honestly, i am a family person, i am very homely, i wanted a family, at first there was no such thing, i was an ideal wife. an ideal housewife, i did everything, i planted tomatoes, cucumbers, potatoes, in general, i had a planted vegetable garden , i baked pies, i can cook absolutely everything, i did not have enough of his attention, in general he sat in his

games on the phone, that's all he needed, and i went up to him and said, well , let's talk, give me a hug, i miss you, i miss him, he was sober at the time, and he started kicking me really hard - in front of my parents, they just watched and no one even stood up for me, and after that the next day, the next morning i found out that i was pregnant in the sixth week, you would have been the third, the child would have been born, and you didn't know that he was pregnant, i didn't know, i didn't know, i didn't do it, i would have been imprisoned a long time ago, understand for yourself, this is an article, i don't i can get neither an article, nor i have a son growing up, whom i would like. so that he would have a decent profession, position, tell me, this is the neighbor who welcomed your mother-in-law, yes, the neighbor, she has a friend who is older than my husband, she is several years old, she

constantly came there, even despite the fact that we were already married, we were married , she came and told how she spent the night there, even when i was not there, my ex- husband helped her glue the wallpaper, she, well, as if she wanted probably for... children property, well and my ex-husband, that's it, she is also a member of this sect, so i'm talking about this, you say that the sect in which the ex's parents and he himself were, needed a child, yes, that means i understand correctly that as soon as the child was born, he was there for 3 years with you , you had to be removed, leave the father with the child, and why did you continue to live there, i don't really understand at all, why are you running away? in fact, before i go somewhere, i need to create a safety net, so that i don't just go off with two children in my arms nowhere and live somewhere under the fence, at that

time there was no, when women talk about their ex-men, they say some nasty things, and i wonder what you women did with these men while you lived with them, that they are like this, you married brilliant men, your loved ones, tell me, to live separately from your parents? i offered him a million times, i say: please, i beg you, i can't live like this anymore, i can't live with your parents, endure all this hell with me, and what did the in-laws and mothers -in-law do, they just mocked me me, over my eldest daughter, i just feel sorry for the children, i really wanted to just run away from there, and your parents live far away from this, we don’t communicate, they abandoned me in childhood, why - well, that’s how it happened, i’m a child and not responsible for... my grandmother raised me, i first recognized my mother at 7 years old, i saw her, and what’s wrong with alcohol? no, she and my father lived in the north and she

gave me to my grandmother when i was 2 years old, i love my grandmother very much, she and my grandfather instilled in me this value of family, that is, i grew up and i saw, how we met later, 7 years she came already pregnant, came to well already before the birth. she told my grandmother, i have become unaccustomed to her, i don’t feel anything for her, but i was needed by my grandmother, yes, but i saw it from her behavior, that is, she mocked me too, she didn’t love me, she took out her aggression on me, her some kind of failure, although she also gave birth to me early at 19, that is , being married, but - you understand, you can’t force a person to love, well, you can’t, but a child is another. person, she is very a strong woman, if she could cope with this completely, here she gathered strength,

to tell this story at all, it was impossible to run away from her husband to her grandmother, but i ran away, i took the children, i went to my grandmother, i lived there for several months, and he just crawled back there, well, forgive me, i love you, here and there, well, just not there... support of her husband and father to her child, i am always for the child to have a father, and i tried to save the marriage until the very end, well , irina, the father is related to the father, he kind of understood that he still somehow loved her, but the influence of other people, alcohol plus all that, well, that's probably and... ruined everything, destroyed their family, what happened with the chicken coop, then tell me this story, it's terrible, disgusting, straight up, my ex-husband

didn't give me money. he left, abandoned me for six months, went to moscow, i stayed home with the children, that's a long time, we were starving, we didn't have enough money, we tried not to have a common table, you separately, no, no, yes, i separately, you weren't invited to the table, no, of course not, on the contrary, if i cooked something there, i always brought it to the in-laws first, then there are mother-in-law to father-in-law, well or when, if they get sick there, i always came with medicine, treated, helped. took care, i told my daughter: go, take a couple of eggs from the chicken coop, that is, i will make you pancakes, while i was cooking in the kitchen, as they say, scraped the bottom of the barrel, in general, in general, i look, my daughter is crying and grandfather is yelling at her, i go out, what happened, so and so, in short, grandfather is father-in-law, and he accused my daughter of stealing, that she took a couple of

eggs from the chicken coop. that is, all this in one yard it was, but how i wanted to feed the children, i tried to explain to them, then my mother-in-law ran out, they basically started swearing at my daughter, it was terrible, then my mother-in-law brought me a bill that i had to give them money for two eggs, for a box of matches that i took from them, well, and something else in terms of money - it came out to about 36 rubles, she is a very good actress. you have lost a lot, these are very far-fetched accusations, everything, well, is it true or not, of course not, how else, but if it is a lie, it was cold, you say, all these earwigs were running around there, dampness, mold, and it was impossible to heat the house, in fact, it was a village, there was high humidity, the walls were, the house was not heated, it was impossible to live there, you would die of tuberculosis,

that's why i had children, that's why they were sick, coughing, and there was no way to remove this mold, that is, i tried to clean it out somehow, remove it, and what did we warm ourselves with - there was a boiler, the boiler was very old, well, as the in-laws said, it's normal, it will do for you anyway, and somewhere around 15-16° it was warm in the room, and you tried to turn it on and you froze, but that's it just when my husband was away, he was in moscow, i remember he was. at 5 in the morning we were lying in our jackets, my son and i were sleeping then, and we were lying there, it was just cold, steam was coming out of our mouths, i turned on the split system for heating, my mother-in-law came running an hour later , screaming, cursing, and may you die, i said, what are you saying, first of all, my child is sleeping, and you are screaming, you will wake him up now , may you die, and come, i wish my son would come soon, you threw you out of here, just like

that, because you turned on, because yes, i turned it on. children suffer the most, and husbands have not tried to complain, it's useless, he , he, he is completely, mom, dad is in first place, we have a video, let's watch, finished, what is this ? are you filming this or someone else? yes, this was the only way to defend myself. is this what kicks you out? yes, yes, he threw out my things, he filed a lawsuit behind my back. he lied to me, said that he was given a pass

from work. you, no one gave him a pass, no one gave him a pass, of course not, i 'll call dad, kiva, i blow, what is this, this to you, no one gave it to me, they didn't even let me see my son, no one even let me talk to him.

and what about the child, why is he wearing a mask, anyway, he took my son away from me to the village, i came to see the child, that is, when he took him, he deceived me. he said that they gave him a ticket to a sanatorium, and i believed him, well , a sanatorium, the sea, i say, just please, have connections, and the child has some problems, congenital health problems or a completely healthy child, everything is fine, yes, everything is fine, of course, just like, well, and i also worked, and well, okay, i think, it works out, and he took him there to the village, that 's it, that is, i say, well, how about when you bring your son, and he keeps feeding me with breakfast, everything later, everything later, perhaps there was a reason for him to take the child away, or he loves his child too much, so, probably, i already foresaw this situation,

that it would not be easy to take him away, i turned out to be right, that is, i went there, my ex-partner and i, we came for the child, and there was already a cohabitant, yes, yes, we had just moved with him to krasnodar, we lived together and we... were going there, and it turns out, i'm leaving cars, my son saw me, and the child was there , all barefoot, well, how old is he, well, in the village everyone is barefoot especially in the summer, and how old was the child when you arrived with your partner, when he forbade you, 5 years old, 5 years old, and it turns out i arrived and my son wanted to run up to me, mom screams, i'm sick, the only phrase he managed to say to me, mom, i'm sick, i'm his son, it's me and this well... ex-husband, he quickly picks him up in his arms and through the vegetable gardens, he just hid him. why is the child in the hospital, what's wrong with him? he brought him to pneumonia, to a serious conditions, and i learned this from strangers. the child got sick with the father, he just didn't

keep an eye on her, he doesn't need the child. and he just takes advantage of the fact that when the child lives with him, he knows that she will be worse. i found out which hospital he was in, came, talked to the head doctor, explained the situation, the head doctor gives me the go-ahead to take my son, take him to krasnodar, the treatment is better there, we were supposed to have a forensic examination, and there in the section it is not allowed to contact doctors or what, they save on everything, that is, medicines some of the cheapest ones at the minimum, we didn’t really talk to doctors, the medicine there is bad, he did n’t say that he would leave him at home, he initially took him to take him to a sanatorium, there is correspondence

, i would like to invite your husband so that he would tell the whole truth, he is here today, that’s why, you don’t look like a sectarian, hello, hello, sit down, hello, irina, hello, i don’t know how it is with you, let’s listen to the other side.

“this didn’t happen, this didn’t happen, nothing, but the fact that they beat the wife, she lost the child, being pregnant, that my parents were kicked out of the house, i don’t want to prove anything, look, we’re not philosophizing, yeah, look, i’m not your judge, not your prosecutor, i’m an artist who works on this program, that’s it, none of my damn business, i ’m not your conscience, i’m not your nothing, i’ll just help you figure this situation out somehow now.” okay, listen, if someone had helped me at the time, i might have lived a different life, a more correct one, she probably didn’t know about it, she wasn’t ready to see him, here he is.