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ohio's process? >> as of right now, is that you either have to have been on hormone replacement therapy for a year and/or you have to have a doctor's note saying that you qualify that can mean that

they have to send in your bone density, your weight on a charge in comparison to cis girls of the same age or height, and comparison it's anxiety inducing because every time i never know if i'm going to be approved or not i will never forget the de that i got the email he that she had been approved to play. my mom came into my room and she was crying and i asked her what was wrong and she said that i was approved to play. >> she just looks at me with tears in her eyes and i'm crying and she's crying and were hugging each other. i said the state agrees that i'm a girl i think i almost just blacked out because it was so amazing for me. >> it's allowed me to make a lot of friends it's allowed me

to have a place where i can feel safe and be myself and it's not questioned even if you're getting things turned her head when ohio's trans athlete ban was first her introduced. i was the only trans high school athlete female athlete in ohio. >> she looked us in the eye and said, mom, dad i'm it if i don't speak out, who will hello. >> i am ember. i am a trans athlete i am a senior. i used to perform in theater and i loved it on my voice started to

change. i stopped. i actually decided to learn asl because i didn't want to speak at all i hated my voice so much thank you very much i also had wanted to play in sports, specifically softball and it was incredible. i was treated just like everyone else. but i found out that the state was actually trying to take away my ability to play on a girl's team. >> these are high school athletes. >> this is not about winning for me, it's about being on a team. it's about being able to relax not focus on other political policies, not focused on the world for just a few hours every person deserves

that, right. >> thank you the water has just been such like a safe place for me. >> just hearing the sounds of the water. that's my time with god there's no one else and just like being able to converse with myself, it just feels correct last season was just really difficult for many reasons because i was on the mac but i started to live socially as megan and then i started hormones and when the summer of 2022, this is the dana life chances are in today

is meat de i just wanted to share a little snippet of my life and that and go to class, go to lab. but i also go to the pool twice a day and some hard to get loose and get ready for me. i went to the locker rooms to go on line c02 tape on my boobs because i still can't wear a top since i'm on women's teams. so we've got a couple of the girls for for ram wearing a men suit, having a tape my breast, even just competing against men it says fuels separating himself and it starts to hurt more because it feels like a part of you is dying and wilting away. >> or it says views, looking to finish drawing. >> i believe i needed to sacrifice being trans in order to swim i was like, i just i have to but like i just couldn't anymore i want to switch teams and my goal is to compete on the women's there regulations for trans athlete

is having a very low testosterone under ten nanomoles per liter for a year lovely high long. are you doing today? >> well, we've got texas cold. that's going to put a sweatshirt on. how are you? but i did just see my results he did. yeah. unfortunately, they're not where i want them at least your testosterone is downright. it's stayed the same, which is my goals and aspirations you know, kind of hinging on this one result, something i have no control over at all. i'm i'm still going back and forth whether or not i want to up my dosage or not, i'm dr.. kopan said like, the more, you increase estrogen dosage like it could be like

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that's how i chose 52 at two, i thought i want to break your bye and there's a second at the start of the season i typed up on my computer 50 to 82 i wrote down my splits. >> how many kicks i was going to take off of each wall? so when i actually touched the wall and did it in a 50 to 82 i was shocked he was a lotto suffering and sacrifice but the flip side, there was accomplishment and then

recently, like everyone in the world, i started hearing news about lia thomas competing we a thomas formerly competed as a member of university of penn men's swimming team completing 34 months of hormone replacement therapy far beyond the 12th month at doublet requirement to compete on the women's team watching lia thomas compete in 500 freestyle was really devastated dating because sorry. >> his swim records sat at the ivy league championship by the university of pennsylvania's lia thomas everybody knows this is not right and it's unfair and i felt like i was witnessing women tripling up

did via calls, greek or rule know we had thomas didn't break a rule i don't care what surgeries they have. >> i don't care what they inject into their bloodstream. they don't belong in women's sports. >> in swimming, you intimately experience the difference in biology you can feel the profound difference in even the wake of a male teammates next to you i quickly began to understand that we needed an organization that could advocate for a female protected category in sports i am headed to the vegas airport right now. we are throwing an

international women's sports summit for my non-profit independent counsel on women's sports. we don't have to tell people were judging how you want to live your life. we he are trying to educate sports policymakers on how to write policy i think time is of the essence, right now because policy makers and various sports are making decisions today yeah, got it it's in the car in ohio. >> a lot of the anti-transgende r legislation really started picking up dramatically september of 2022 and it started really with the state school board, the ohio state

school board introduced a resolution that was basically targeting all lgbt students. but in particular transgender students, to say things like students couldn't play on the sports team teams of their gender identity. you're taking a day off school to speak to the board of education what do you want them to hear bottom line this resolution puts high schoolers in danger you are telling these schools that it is okay to discriminate against trans people i mean, it's it's infuriating but it's nothing new the fight over for trans people being able to play sports represents for me, being human not been demonized it

represents been able to be ourselves and be able to do something that we love we are limiting testimony to three minutes new transgender surgery is a new modern lobotomy. >> we're just doing it all over again. >> female athletes will be cheated of honors that they've earned we do not want to make the national news because one of our girls gets raped in the restroom please remember gender transition is an experiment. >> there are some absolutes or boy is a boy and a girl is a girl my daughter is now in college under her male name. if we don't affirm or because we believe in science and reality we believe my daughter needs mental health care, not a chest binder or wrong sex hormones this proposed resolution includes false scientific assertions and attempts to require our district to discriminate against an endanger our lgbtq plus

students these strategies of silence, censorship, and invalidation don't result in less queer kids they result in dead or damaged queer children, one in five transgender and non-binary youth attempted suicide. >> how many lives must be destroyed before we allow people to be? who they are do queer kids have a right to life amber zao. welcome. and you have three minutes, please i know why you were doing this. you are afraid of me. >> i get it. >> the boys at my school are afraid of me to my freshman year of pe. >> they chucked balls at my head as though i was a literal target. >> i was ridiculed called the b word and the f slur. luckily, i was given permission to change in the gender neutral bathroom but imagine what would have happened if i if i was made to change and the boys it's locker room. just the fact that this resolution is being considered sends the message to queer and

trans youth kids that like me, that we are subhuman i would like to point out the girls at her school don't seem to be scared at all she has been using the girls restroom and locker rooms for five years and playing on their sports teams for two years and they don't seem to care less but you are scared and believe me, i'm the parent of a transgender child in rural ohio. our family knows fear i have lived in fear. my husband and i since our child first came out as trans because we knew that society would not be kinder. no one made them this way and there was nothing we could do to change them even if we wanted to it's just how they were born thank you hours of testimony is just wrapping up. >> i expect to have a vote sometime around 6:00 this body

must take a stand on one of the defining issues impacting education today, the biden administration that is threatening it's tours and. >> approach to this issue. and that's the issue of gender identity, which has profound ramifications for the rights of parents and a biological girls and education and athletics i'm not throwing any discussion about the only common thread i heard from people was these kids exist and there has been absolutely no discussion on what we can do for these kids and that bothers me probably more than anything else on this whole discussions and i actually like to make a motion to refer this to executive committee. i second that motion it goes to give any it's almost certainly our hope

was that being sent to the executive committee to study that in committee wasn't supposed to meet again, that that meant the resolution was dead for that year yes yes no no yes no no yes. no yes. yes yes. yes yes seven no no. >> yes. yes on a boat, of 12 to seven, the shai resolution will be referred to the executive consideration good that's not

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smile. and this one i love as much the dad. >> yeah. i just think that that was really special that dad was trying to not guy of a lot of words and sometimes you think he's kind of stubborn and hard-headed, but he has these moments of super sweet personal compassionate moment when i see these all textures like in some of the younger ones, i'm just a child. >> when you're below the age of five, you're just living life to the fullest, right. but like five, on i think i start to see like my trap self if i could turn back the clock, i wish i wish i could've done some things differently i remember in my bible study. and i said i need prayers. >> my oldest came out as transgender and i just don't know what to do and since sit well with me. >> i feel like god may do you for you like in we're not

supposed to change any parts of ourselves were made like that. >> that's just in my mind. what i've always known and i probably said some hurtful things just because i'm scared. it's a fear. it's a i failed my kid. i didn't do enough. why didn't i see this? why didn't i do more in for data? and i just it was a conversation that he and i couldn't have just a lot of wise a lot of just questioning in not knowing i call it a dark place for me like i didn't want to wake up. >> i didn't want to face the world. >> because how is it is like, oh, my gosh, how many to tell her friends, how gonna tell my marine friends i lost my family, i lost a little boy that i accepted a little boy who wasn't macho boy and remember laying and pet a table. so you didn't those it can you have a kid right in front of you have a choice? >> may not be what you want it

to be, but you have a choice. >> and i had to choose i choose i wish i could bring everybody else family with ms here to be in the middle. but it's a choice i appreciate that. >> so much. because i thought i'd lucille like i thought you would never come this far you know, i don't want to feel like i have to justify who you are and why you're making it's identity. you are megan and i love you we got. >> remind you see your appointment 11, 30 i don't know. i just i can't wait to see my license with my name on it.

>> having that legal named genes like i don't like really seeing my birth name a lot just because it reminds me of someone that was struggling bullying. so like having it legally changed things like i don't have to feel like i'm hiding i like you know, i don't like opening my bank account because. it has my dead de things like that. like to see myself and everything. >> yeah exciting are you too?

thank you. >> it's so exciting now we just wait yeah. >> i think we're good to go home i'm so happy thank you so much for. last. are we only had about 75 people or so this year are anticipating a couple of hundred people we have psychologists, medical doctors, professors, attorneys, and most importantly, female athletes themselves. oh discussing this crucial topic thank you all for being here.

>> please. welcome heart or original ipod dotted davar on thank you, kim, in marcy we have a new challenge now males who identify as trans are insisting on playing and women's sports. and 2015, the surgical requirement was thrown out by the international olympic committee at the ioc. and all the mail asieh would have to do is self-declared as a woman and spent one year with testosterone levels lower two and maintained at or below can nanomoles per liter. female athletes, right? to a fair and safe sport have been disregarded by the ioc this mindset just has to change a lot of world leaders. >> the message that they're sending is that we as women don't matter our safety doesn't matter. privacy. >> forget it. >> when you have males who have gone through male puberty, is it takes away that fairness. we

can't neglect fairness and safe d and hopes to be inclusive some of you have been called names and canceled in a variety of ways. >> if you are a current athlete, you come here despite the trauma you endure when sports administrators tried to silence you are we winning yet? >> 22 states now restrict female sports to just females. at the elementary high school and college levels. >> we are working hard to persuade the administration and our members in congress to establish federal policy or laws to keep female sports, female in june, a gallup poll revealed that 69% of americans believe female sports should be female-only i feel certain that ultimately we will win she was

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will testify at the committee hearing yeah. so maybe they can see he i don't know the kids who were actually going to be affected by this yeah. i want to call this median in the senate primary and secondary education committee to order up next is amended substituted house bill 1501 one and we do have testimony here all right being a trans athlete isn't easy especially when you have to try and prove that you deserve something as simple as the basic right to try out for a sport plane on a boy's team would be ally. i would have to deny my truth to make other people feel comfortable this is dehumanizing and unjust. >> this is nothing more than a way for politicians to score a few political points on the backs of a handful of students who have been deemed expendable my daughter is not expendable trans kids are not expendable.

they are kids trying to find their way in a world that tears them down every single day children's hospitals are targets of bomb threats for providing gender affirming care groups, including the proud boys, some of them with guns showed up just a few miles away to protests and event sponsored by his school held at a church because it involved members in drag. this discriminatory bill denies an already vulnerable pop relation of students. the physiological emotional, and social benefits of participating in team sports. >> and frankly, i just i can't imagine how exhausted they must be all right. thank you for your testimony with that. >> that will conclude the third hearing on amended substitute your hospital 1501 so one thing

i did for ember this year is i took all of our ornaments that people gave us when she was a baby and without her knowing i i managed to get the old names off and put the new name for the last five years, she wouldn't allow any of her ornaments for her childhood to go on the tree and then she saw was like she actually went and on a tree so it was cool to the we have 26 minutes before session border thank you, mr. president builds i've been exhausted all day, just i know i know i'm so sorry. >> you had to go to school i think about things without warning. >> in to throw up. so i'm just not thinking. >> they all really want today

to be their last day so they can all go home for the holidays. but they're going to just shove it so there will probably just shove it through and then it'll go to the guy seminar, reverting to hospital 1501. is that correct without a jackpot is getting ready for bad and they just started debate on the athlete band. >> and you want to watch and she's like no i can't i need to step away, which you recognize the center, antonio. thank you, mr. president, i wonder if our state senators got up to speak and read embers entire testimony to the false floor some people that have never met me suggested i became trans de, do better in sports. >> now, why would i become trans in order to have every fight, every day just to be perceived as who i am. i kids the senate floor something that is another moment i will always remember and the thing is, is it's one i wish i didn't have

to have she does not identify nor see herself as a boy who wants to play girls sports and then they went on and on and i think that would also put girls at a disadvantage. >> i think that's what this is about. maybe you're voting for this, you're voting for hate. do we want our girls playing against boys? >> questionnaire shao, the senate amendments be agreed to the house will prepare and proceed to vote they didn't vote until oh, wait. >> in the morning, about 2:00 a.m. or something 46 affirmative votes, 41 negative votes. >> the bill has not received the required constitution majority and has not passed and entitled all right ultimately, safe minimum score exact. >> it ended up not being asked we got lucky is really how it felt i haven't endocrinology

appointment with dr. kaplan, which so excited about i'm coming in funding here and being on hormone treatment it's going to check your heart and lungs. >> okay i'm one of the few endocrinologists in this area who is treating transgender patients. >> all right. here, deep breath i have never cheated transgender athletes before. megan i feel like it's on the rise, like the whole movement against transgender care any pain over here, you're okay. >> i'm okay nothing right okay. you're ready. let's go over your results and everything. first of all, how you've been feeling. how is

everything? >> i mean, i did experience like i've injury also mean i definitely think like just because my body was changing so much that it made me a little bit more prone to having like, it's like a torn muscle. >> is your endurance any different like cardiovascular. >> i have noticed it's a bit different. i can't necessarily do what i used to do, right? >> there's some change. yeah. that was looking to see if there's any changes like anemia or using. but your levels are fine and this is where the best part is for you, for your goal in terms of the testosterone, it's aides less than ten, which was your goal i'm so happy. >> got to that level, but i think it's all too late because they would have to get it in like february to be on the women's team, the nc delays requirements on their website. i remember looking at three different types of regulations. they're always changing and difficult to understand. that's nanogram per deciliter.

so i always assume there's going no, okay? i'm not sure how you convert the nanogram per deciliter to nanomole per liter. >> but she was kind of confused and i was confused as well. and then in that we realized i've already been there. >> you're okay. you're qualify urine eight here. >> that's actually really exciting. >> yes i was a senior double-checking to see the and. >> cwa guidelines for my testosterone levels to switch teams. and turns out that changed i just got my hormone results back. we can get my application sent to the nc doublet to get reviewed so that i can hopefully for right first me at the season a certain the

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drowning voice and sound it's around me i tried to call myself and occasionally i'll do a prayer to tell god. that you know, whatever happens isn't his plan i pray that gives me the strength to do this hi once i'm in that race, it's just i gotta go and when mom let me so no matter what, i will always try my hardest, i'm just afraid for the reception that it will get if i try my hardest and 60 and i was

afraid that if i was able to win all of my success would be discredited because i was trans after transferring from the men's team over to the women's megan cortes fields smashed ramp up on college has hundred yard butterfly record like leah thomas gets into the women's category and starts blowing records away and the woman here you can second, i to just accept it summing has definitely become a battleground for this disagreement i'm trans people have existed since the beginning of time, but we win and it becomes an issue i am bianna happy that i'm able to close up my something career as myself. i really couldn't have thought this for myself because it reminds me of a kid who struggled to be themselves i'm not that good.

>> anymore hey how's it going? >> really good news last week with, uci cycling. it's another international body that has as recognize that fair competition is necessary for the female athlete i'll take every sport that we can get i have young daughter who's just starting tennis and swimming. and so i think we want to see a future where women and girls can see you themselves as a flutter champions. like i had i don't want the same for my daughter and what more? we have to kind of tie everything in a bow legally and legislatively as well. so i mean, you know, it's a huge battle. i think lawmakers are taking. it more seriously. we're just trying

to make that time frame as short as possible. >> so so that future thanks, mary now one okay. >> this is going to pick you got no. okay. >> i love to play catch her it feels very powerful because you're secretly in control of

the team but like no one's looking at you everyone's looking at the picture what a pop up there i can play brain games a little bit with the runners just to try and trick them and get them out. and that's for the final i see the joy on her face when she gets to play for the last five years there have been very few moments when she's just been able to be a kid it's so rare let's go let's go back. we've got to back. here we go, amber, you got it. >> the fact that she can just fail and mess up and get back up there and try again that is

one of those valuable things about sports. one of her favorite moments and with her team this year was a game that they lost actually, they were down by a lot and they rallied well, you can see they just geld as a team everyone was focused and everyone was doing what they needed to do a job ever and in bursa, that's been my favorite great game can we do a tape picture real quick in the fall? i am leaving ohio for

college i'm actually forgoing a scholarship to an ohio school because it's not safe for for me to continue to stay in ohio i want to play division three softball and i don't feel so like i belong and i'm very ready to get out and escape this debate is not expected to die down anytime soon so far at least 24 states have banned transgender people fro