duration and everything in between the most is a video and audio production by d w. i hope that you will tune in the mileage by bodies that you're not unless we're with my head today. i look in the mirror and i think i'm really pretty lost. our bodies are for sure. that's just what as per appearance really bothers me lose a little way. 2 items. there were a lot of comments that hurt you, my chicago refill. the concept of beauty is a fits defined woman with a tiny way and a huge but right?

you already had surgery or some pretty, but i want to look a little better. my name's boss if i would never think of doing that kind of surgery. i want to get a nose job, the one like i want to get no surgery to work on my music and have a life full of life. i may need to be rough. they need countless is on their hands . trying to reach my goals. i'm fighting for my dreams. you want to spend $25000000.00 to a month on a nose jobs, then what the market will think you're beautiful. we all want to look good, right? but sometimes our families have their own ideas of what fee to fall. actually if it's up to them, the young and old are realities and dreams can be so different. seriously,

it seems like there's a huge gap between the generations. sometimes we just don't guess each other. the question is can we fix it? a cool cool. everything. ok, so good beauty. her beauty hurts boxes, low talks home. once you start you'll always want to do more complicated symbols without botox, you look like an angry woman there, but i think this is your right. that includes all good, semi in line delays or my mother, beauty is being sent. she

said it basically it like barbie. you know, things of the you'll have a big fan of plastic surgery. the face it was you got to come. he talks yeah. and heard excess skin removed from my breast to school. they heard my mother say a lot i feel free to share for us or like mine are gonna sign their gutter group home on the mice k gene was there going to drew and gets out of here. and i just measured that she should get implants to city calling in there for you guys to move us to think i would never choose to have surgery one. yeah. the

one of those besides came most of the people who lets me have the most as fernando as my wife is enough in them the kidneys. she always tells me how beautiful i am. i like the good to. so we need the nimble as things just as a teenager, i heard a lot that i needed to lose weight, but i had to lose weight just signal top of the slip showing that it's not like a disappointment kind that my parents would never be proud of new york city would really despise. ringback that's couple sto my phone. i started testing pictures, it took a while to pass one that showed my belly on and by he, it was very hard to find that curtis quit as properly set you. i worked at a beauty clinic for 7 years on the to the board to do we did fact freezing, so you're like treatment. laser hair removal solely easier. got out of dodge. i was telling people what they should do to be more beautiful. this is so called the radio for sometimes she even pointed out things off. didn't even bother them before

me though me are you cannot follow this up with the video or not cuz i used to take a minute to the clinic to have procedures done. decision me sometimes it was of her own will much more sometimes she would go to the police man that got the nosy lock while i worked in the clinic. so if i needed to model someone would be a little boy. yeah, yeah, that's when we started clunk. shots. hello camille is mom has clear expectations about 2 doses. looks no wonder in brazil you mean status and opportunity? result number 2 in the world and the number of cosmetic surgeries. usa is number one despite present, having fewer people with less money. according to the surgeon who invented the world's most dangerous plastic surgery, the brazilian but left, it's a human rights to be beautiful. some cosmetic surgeries are actually covered by brazil is public health system. so society here has clear expectations about

appearances that some intense pressure camilla is up against the my favorite granddaughter you know, i think just my family was always very traditional and i was always different settings versus you used to be more, you know, your less of my friends with that. yeah, no, yeah, no, i that i bought kelly marketing, but it would be good if she lost weight wouldn't just a little little way be more to find that. i might have come as if you knew g. yeah . yeah. thankfully was always stop and i was in, this is down the when i came out as lesbian and that was another issue. appearance

is important to are feeling good, wearing nice clothes, look at look. so mean anything that you think i'm ugly? no, i think you're pretty bang is like the exhaustive finding. the comments salute the cold, but this is coming. died is new jersey to exercise. i do sometimes we use this discourse about how to cover up a static pressure. what the society say is beautiful. you know, who's on the cover of a magazine, a woman who's been and blah stop right there. no positive will say my godfather had gastric bypass surgery a while ago moving would be was always very fast. don't with us, they cut out a piece of your stomach so you can either be committed to a mega invasive surgery to move your megan, how's the, let's you will see if you ever think about getting your stomach staples, go for it. dimly cause it's wonderful. it is great,

it has, but it's highly recommended. no, not on any doctor. when i have it's recommended by my family link boss, i would never think of doing that kind of surgery of the show. this is on you to use it. so it was i was, i call, i'm a musician. i was out there and i write music shows music licensing, nursing, me hold on to. so what i think appearance is really important. twisting or is growth and success law probably a review to on the phone. no,

see jordan, the bring it up to your shoulder. there you go. to carry the show that you're working for your audience. i panel of course i like using the more southern i know my audience likes him to. i'm, i mean, i'm general, whatever that was on the i'm was, bye, have no problem with women, caring about their beauty. their job in life is clear and they do it for their husband. so you won't be too much f as a by the show addison. but an incredible, but i don't understand it for a minute. gladys only maybe from a cassette or any problem with shawn. nice work. ha ha. how are you? and we shall say, look, great, race size there. money list. great. so one question, did you get a nose job opportunity though?

yeah, yes. it really was. i knew i was watching your thinking. this guy looks perfectly a big dog. you look right to your nose, a sofa. i was sure you had a nice job at dad's of on chad, but i don't have a voice telling me. i love how i moved. i brought voice on the on. i like my eyebrows as i look my laughing on. but hope everyone has some supplies in order to get the manliness comes from strength. antonius, those jobs and i, bro, transplants don't make utah fifteenish nose jobs and chic surgery. what am i maybe tomorrow they'll get dressed in the the i thought i'd at

least 60 or 70 percent of all the rain. young girls have had a nose drawn to ensure. no, it's no different for boise, there's fire that on. so recess on cold doesn't want him getting a nose job button. iran a k, ava knows job capital of the world over a 100000 people. do it every year. people even where knows bandages as a status symbol, iranians became obsessed with their noses because for about half of them, the female half. that's basically older, allowed to show. iranians are still getting those jobs, including more and more men like resa this to you to the starter. so let's go to your to be and uh choose who. it says this is just so

short. funny. yeah. so to the visa one, the one i'm on honey, let's eating coming. i'm hungry. oh, wait a sec moms. i'm practicing the talking with. i mean, no harm. i keep calling you kind of give me a hand, you know, this bottom grab the yoga. it's while i serve the food on it's a mom on being and i want to get a nose job aids. and what's would that face ending? where did this come from? oh my, you know that notices are important. yes. yes. it could be unusual as you can create if someone doesn't have a problem with their nose or cheeks or their face. especially women now are changing their whole face, assuming that they put in cheeks. i don't know, let's eyes and so on. i'm, i'm against it. so i haven't done it since i won't do it. i don't like it. so i

found that i saw those people around me. i was like, my friends, i sometimes make fun of me and my know she downloaded turning it totally joke around. i don't know just text me or not. i live over a month. i assume is that is i name and don't answer the phone, but i don't exactly know what happened to my nose. why don't you? but i think when i was 7 or 8, i broke it while i was playing or wrestling with my brother. as soon as i was kind of gaining one problem with my notes here is that i have trouble re, eval, is a ton of was a much get a lot of the most signs. of course, i know it will look much better to say that i sometimes they show me the meeting to meet the truck and i had to wear sunglasses to

hide. my nose was his mother. i think his face is fine as that. so the more that i've been living with my model since i've had to, so i didn't have a close relationship with my dad, so soon as you can name each of them go, you're not by sci fi uncles. have my back ever since i was a kid. i don't have all that. how do i as i used to talk to him whenever i had a problem with setting me off them with a my son john. now i'm gonna say, i don't think he'll ever become a famous singer by doing surgery. he won't achieve anything in this industry. it's i have always been passionate about passions. i'm now no police have the question. you're totally, i started working for 1030 a about 2 years ago as an influence for the brand police out the way to them on the door and lot of shopping getting dressed,

not putting on makeup, saying she's loved to make up since she was a little girl yeah, a lot of ladies right. but it's just kind of that jessica from santoria was the 1st person who believed in me like a loving chevy guys. see quite a while now. i take care of all the instagram promotion. but this is a country where more than 57 percent of people don't weigh the standard weight is the standard that's brought on by i have off i'm when jessica was a pioneer and i said she had this vision been women. i was like, madge, i want everybody to have the same access to fashion. the i have a thing i was i school things eligible savings to don't just have to overcome your own thoughts, minute by minute when you were the community to the beach. most of you also have to overcome the rooks you get from people. yeah. they're going to be subject to saying limited to mom is a one time i got a message. she said, wow,

i bought my 1st opportunity because i saw you were a month or 2 deals and the key and i was like, you look at this if i can just change the life of one person that you one person couldn't go to the beach before i ever it was a beach body any way. camila is parts of a body positivity movement that says, let's accept ourselves regardless of how we live. but pitching yourself right there like camilla does, can also mean guessing some nasty looks and comments will fall. i like, i don't think this photo shows a little much when it's going to be cleaning, showing a lot of her test, c o minus c as a mother, you should, if you want to protect your child, to demand from every st. right. it's the least boss, the and when you say you're showing so much, maybe you're afraid of the comments and of her getting her g. my genome,

each muscles prejudiced, you know, just don't put a whole seat in deal to her. it's when someone calls her shot at her her well, and me between the, the, me the news john, do you may even get new shows me. so shut up. you shut out that my nose is, it's very important for my career, the in my life. the money is that you so you're going to put all the money you earn in a doctor's pocket. it is it to give it to, to make your voice worse. your voice will be like maybe yes, he's on the side on my mind, the to your i. d as in now the any,

ronda the surgery cost of $1500.00. that's my cost of living for at least a year traditional. how will you earn all that money? well, me wants to buy for instruments that they can do what, what i the 1st time i saw him playing music on the street. i really cried a quite a lot, but i didn't let him say me. and as i said, i'm not, i'm not upset that my child's asking. i'm sad because i don't have enough money to help him. the come on, i mean, i mean to my concern, it was a 5 today. it's about his nose because to let him get tomorrow, it will be an eyebrow transplant. he's already got this thing in his ear. what god

forbid, he turns into a junkie some day to the down. but you gotta do both. how many of your friends have done it all together? so you're saying, you know, lots of them about. i said your problem has been, i'm a boy and i was wanting to pass that on. so society hasn't seen and that's the problem. i'm saying that as a boy, your costs and your needs are different than a girl, so the most of over to you for the interest. so i, when i talked to my uncle, he looked like he wanted to be pretty good is i know, because i imagine my nephew's going to do this now says when it goes against my honor to put in, i think it's creepy, but that's in the sense the most you can visit for one week. otherwise we'll start fighting. got let's make a nice breakfast. and there is nothing in the fridge. is this a,

do you a protein before your workout? are you cutting back on that salt? you live so much? whole egg with a salt no way cheese plate. let's see. the really need salt. we really let me see not raise great to me mom. i think it's great. oh hello. i have an appointment with dr. gustavo. i'm cloud jeff cloud default, but it keeps us the falls is just so after i was pregnant with camilla, i had a lot of excess skin in my breasts in my abdomen, and it really bothered me. hold up. i'm going to is a couple, couple of so you've already done your brushes and your abdomen. exactly. flat, not your back in there. so going to get hit you that the little bit fat,

little removed from your back, and then we'll move it to this part of your buttocks here, the only state or just the state. so that will give you a nice lift and fill in the areas where you need a couple key to a little fat in here, not overdoing. and i get, i know, get a nice curve here with the go a want to something honestly, if i could give her one piece of advice and she would listen, i'm feeling i would say a little so, so don't do it faster than i don't want to hear it. so you're doing it. of course it's wonderful. i'll get the definition. i always wanted. it's not plastic surgery, it's liposuction. so you asked about the risk of citizens surgeries under general anesthesia wellbeing, debated. it's possible to have respiratory failure and make your children orphans for having a keels. if i do it all carefully on the yoga paid child a couple of them, i want you to support meal care. people all support you. if it makes you happy, like what is that, like, i'm going to judge someone for having surgery and less so it's not about that. and

that otherwise can minimize what i presume is much more about respecting what others want to do with their body. they put the, the to frequently. do you really think a nose job would make you successful? absolutely. well that's, that's close. so you don't need to do anything else for your career based system. you're looking to change your appearance 1st, or any of that. by the way, the list to a bunch of nose is reesa likes weren't always the thing, and iran for thousands of years. this is what was known as the persian knows. you probably still have you taken any other useful steps? oh, i could say nice done. all the work and now the only thing left is this nose job. and it says, you know, it's all connected on them and you can't just seeing or make music. there's also, as they call my audience, wants it now. and they're asking for in on me, what should i do? one, because my name is from chicago is what i'm doing here are some of the runs taught

male singers. can you spell the nose job here? jim, is there any someone like was san diego and they got surgery. ethan peak is this main cabot i've done at least to prove that he'd already accomplish something that you haven't done anything yet. i haven't even done. all of my uncle does huge cutting that to your mother has so many problems you could help her. you want to spend 25000000 to minds on a nose job. then what, what the market will think you're beautiful. i'll call you when you are. yes, i even heard a song of yours and it has your mother here, not an artist you can. so you're just trying to look like an artist. if you were a real artist, would you mind i should have heard a hit song by now, right in a bad do whatever you want to. thanks. there's one thing that is on me. it's all summarize everything my mother ever tried to make

me lose weight. the weight watchers on that she's kids and weight loss medicine. the gym from a very early age said super restrictive diet is chief of immigrant. single when you 1st thing has cream, i lost a lot of weight. my mom got to the skinny as i've ever been in my life. yeah. huge . again, like i got to that way. you know, but i like, wasn't that supposed to make me happy? you know, i don't know what she told them, but i wasn't happy with it. so now what, yeah god, what do i do now? these are going to add the research to shut off. we know that at some point they've got pushed us apart from the side. me don't worry too painful for a long time. i was the person who said that she was fat and my is nowadays funny. i don't say anything anymore and you'll know follow minds thing to do as you're welcome of i ended up pushing her away from me when i had those attitudes and i don't want to push her away from me. you're welcome. i love her the way she is, and that's the one thing i realize the pressure to lose weight here really hurts

her. so no matter how much i want to pressure her, no matter how much i look at her and things show up, which is she could lose weight as i don't speak up because i don't want to push her away. i mean, it really makes me feel bad. seeing my uncle upset with me, i was thinking of just trying to get closer to my dream st. you and then we overdone the path that i want my city to for them the whole very, to the know surgery effect, my singing voice ties, will it change it or that is the best to get them? and so it depends on how much smaller the new noses in order. what do you want a normal, natural, masculine knows you're not doing enough for the odd created man like noses for man, and not thinking that i'm getting the best. i think if he does it against everyone's opinion,

i'll be very disappointed. similar to send you more to idea. and by the way, how are you? i'm sure that i finally got the surgery, you see a shuttle and i'll see you this weekend when you return home. yeah. so if you uh bye for now to say listen, i hope the surgery went well and that you look even more beautiful. and if i tried to change your mind or disagreed with you, it was only because i was the best for you. love you see you soon? take care. hi. i'm for the follow up or not. is it something to me that's really stuck in my mind when using says she says, news, how many 27 year old women have the power to influence people like you do? she got on gotten there and such a short time. then book things. when i see, yeah,

i've been thinking about that sometimes every day and she said, well think would you meet us? i'll see what else to do. i do admire her for saying what i'm fine, i'm going to put on a bikini and go out. not worrying at all. and i'm going to me, it's cool. it's beautiful family stuff. if he's a senior, she's happy like this big chubby say marketing. see she wants to lose way. whatever she does. i'm ok with a lot a lot. i can only be grateful for the daughter. i have something i'm going to see a few there to thing. now, what can i do to him? i believe my mother thinks i'm beautiful. now she doesn't have to tell me, but i think she wouldn't be the way i was seeing. eh, i don't know if she would say that. another woman who looks the way i do your that i'm with the she to change. that woman was beautiful. something that would the,

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