i will never trust anyone until the end, i will wait, i will wait, if necessary, i will wait all my life, but i will wait, that's how i got out of this state, i started writing posts, and on the internet i started writing posts, talking with my son, i remembered our stories from his childhood, from the beginning, how he was small, what he was a teenager, what we had. the stories we had, funny and tragic stories, and more, and i wrote them under one hashtag: lemberg, two dots mommy don't cry, lemberg, mommy don't cry, lemberg is my son's call sign, at first he had the call sign lviv, but when he moved east, there was the position lviv, and in order not to confuse the position with the call sign, his brothers renamed him lemberg, this is the ancient name of lviv. i also wrote posts

about myself, about my feelings, about how i was a mother from the beginning of the large-scale war, the invasion of the great war, until may 20 , 2023, what kind of mother i was, what we did, what we got, it was simple if my son called me and said: mom, i need so-so but it is on mars, and i would say: there is, and i would fly to mars, i bought him such things, whoever reads the book, he will understand that it was simply impossible to do it, and i said, i will do it, and when he wanted to be transferred, he says, mom, they don’t want, well , a soldier like him, of course, no one wanted to be transferred, he is beautiful, he has proven himself, and all the recommendations that my comrades later wrote to me, and the commanders wrote, and spoke about him, i ... understood that, of course,

no one wanted to translate him, he wanted, that's how he is passed this height, he needs a higher one, he already passed this one, gained knowledge, he needs a higher one, and here he tossed, tossed and finally, he left from the first days of the full-scale, so from the first days, himself, he came to the university three times, they told him, we will call you back, and he went himself, and then he said, mom, guess what, a trip will come to me, and i'm already here, and then he once told me, mom, they don't want me... you have a way out to the industrious, well damn, who am i and who is the industrious, where do i have access to the industrious, but i know so much that he believes in me as in god and that i am such an authority for him, i said, of course i will find it, i did not know how it would happen, but in three days i already had a phone, in the evening i wrote to valery fedorovych , and in the morning mykhailo was already transferred, valery fedorovych sent me all the documents, these are the stories in this book.

stories from him, how he became a man, how he became a boy, how he fought, our military stories, reviews of the draft, well, the book is non-fiction, but it reads like fiction, and of course my experience, how i came out of this situation, this book has long been called a primer, for the military, for relatives, military, for relatives, and for those who do not have, are not related to the war, so that he could... understand us and we became closer to each other why for my relatives, please explain why for my relatives what is in the book, let’s say i wrote about my experience, it will be a primer for my relatives, i wrote it completely, they evaluated it today, you know, can you give a few examples, just tell me exactly what i wrote myself, and here is the feedback very strong began to write to me after the publication of this book.

every day i receive letters from people i don't know, mothers, sisters, wives write them, and literally this morning i received a letter, thank you, a certain inna wrote me the last name, i don't remember, thank you for writing this the book, while reading it, i got to know my husband when he told me how he was little, how he grew up, all these stories, he gives the impression that you wrote about my husband, ivanka... if you remember, while reading my posts on the internet, she said: "god, i see artemko, i see mine artemka, these are children born in free ukraine, they are completely different, they have been there for a few years plus or minus, and this book is a primer, as i once dreamed when i got to the clinic, er, my doctor is treating me according to viktor frankl's method , and i realized that my son often..." who quoted various phrases, and when i

now know that they are frankl's phrases, i understand that my son read frankl and was interested in him, and i was in very good hands, and when victor frankol wrote a book in search of true meaning, it seems so is called, this is a person who lived through a concentration camp, and he shared his experience, how he survived, what he achieved, what he operated on, what his meanings were, and people, when this war ended, the second world war, this book of his became a primer, so that almost the whole world was wounded by this war, and people reading this book, and it immediately became a bestseller, reading this book, they had such primers for themselves. survival primer, and i realized while writing these posts that serhii rudenko and volodymyr vyatrovych wrote to me that this should be a book, they just wrote to me in personal message, it should be a book, and i collected this book, collected these posts into a book,

named this book under this hashtag, and i had a feeling that maybe it will be, well, i don’t want to praise myself too much there, but she can... perhaps it will be with something similar to viktor frankl's book, only it was during the second world war, and a wounded society read it, and now our ukrainian wounded society, reading this book, will find a lot in common, a lot of kinship, will see this experience, and perhaps in this experience will find for himself some necessary things. who are these people who come to you now for the presentation of this book, when you visit different cities of ukraine? i did not even expect that the presentations would be so crowded and that the book would have such great publicity, because the first edition was sold out in three weeks, i did not

expect that it would be so necessary and so interesting for everyone, the people who come, first of all they all come to sign, buy the book at the presentation, come to sign, and everyone wants to... hug me, and i want to hug this person, we hug each other you need to spend a few minutes talking to a person, someone is a mother, someone is a neighbor, someone is a wife, someone is just a person who cares, and i also noticed that mostly at all my presentations, people cry in the hall, some are afraid to read this book, thinking that it very much... well dramatic, actually, it is a drama of light, who has already read it, they say, there is so much light, and so much flight, reading it, you grow wings and want to fly, so you cry, sometimes over some chapters, but these

tears pure and bright, these tears of faith and hope and love, maybe those people who came to you for the presentation, maybe you remember, maybe... someone told you a story that struck you, and maybe someone had a similar story to yours, and you can share it there was, there was not one, there was not one, when a woman approaches, and her daughter-in-law, the wife of her husband, wrote a book, he had an eagle as a claimant, the surname is orlov, and my mother came to... to the presentation, my wife could not then to come to the presentation, mom came, and we both cried, hugged a lot, but she already knows for sure that he died, everyone who knows me, who writes to me, who cares, people believe that

mykhailo will return, i also really want to believe and i really want him to write a sequel to this book, it should probably be called lemberg's return, i really want to . well, god will grant everything , olenka, well, returning to what you know about your son today, and what you do not know about his fate today, what answers they send you, what they say , nothing, hush, hush , i communicate with many of his fellows, i communicate with combrig. pavlo palisa, i communicate with his kombat, bravo, i communicate with the finance department, because marta processed the receipt of assistance there, as a wife, she is afraid of the military, she

has a terrible fear, so i had to communicate on her behalf, so that marta received money, well... well, we are very good friends with her, we weren't friends like that before, but now we can go to the beauty salon together for coffee. just keeping silent even together is comfortable for us, and i think that mykhailo is happy if he knew this. you are lucky because you have such a wonderful family that supports you, maybe you learned, and when you traveled, traveled with this book to different cities of our country, maybe there are some special unions that unite such women, maybe there are some organizations that help, because we understand... that not everyone really sometimes i am lucky with family, with friends, and not everyone can

get such colossal support, there are, of course, unions, there are organizations, and there are, i have been invited more than once, i am not yet ready for unions and organizations, i communicate with ivanka dymyt, this communication is enough for me, she supports me a lot, it's a not ready why, fantastic woman. we are all different, we are all different, and to be honest, i am a little afraid of this communication, it seems to me that it will harm me, well, this is what my inner intuition tells me for today, maybe i will change my mind later, so far so, afraid because there can be a lot of grief, i take each grief as my own and listening to each story for me... it's another trigger, i've even stopped reading the news lately

because i cry every time, every time a photo a hero who died is flying on facebook, i am crying over each photo, i thought i'm not ready yet, i'm not ready, that's how i thought, and i got a lot of advice and thought about adopting or adopting a child, but my doctor says until you adopt yourself, you're not ready , when you... will already stand well on your feet, this may be a very strong help and change you, or maybe on the contrary you will not be able to give this child anything that you could, find your resource, love yourself, embrace yourself, that is there are even psychotherapeutic classes, you hug yourself, feel yourself, and feel sorry, or you look at yourself in the mirror and talk to yourself, to your self. feel yourself, feel sorry for yourself and understand that god gave you life, and you

have no right to waste it, it happens, people leave, people come, people leave again, and my psychotherapist also said, take it like this, how madonna held her children , and imagine that this is your baby child, do you have the right to harm her, you don't. you have to treat your life in the same way, i'm trying to understand it now and live with it, feel it and be, be like that. maybe you can do you have anything else to advise our viewers who have experienced grief and maybe, you know, some other practices, or what helped you, movies, books, what else? facebook posts, write, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to do a moral

strip, don't be ashamed, don't be ashamed to show your strength, your pain, don't be ashamed to show your desperation, don't hold back, choose a hashtag and write a post every day, write about your husband , write about your child, write about your brother, tell stories, share, let the whole world knows and hears and is as proud as you are. tell me, please, look, what are the next steps, someone told you , maybe some government agencies, maybe the military, they told you what your next steps should be, what to do, nothing, wait, wait, i passed the dna, my ex the man is healthy... dna analysis of the sample.

we did everything we could. now we just have to wait. the territory where mykhailo and bananchyk disappeared is under occupation, no one will venture there. if suddenly they, the wounded, were taken in captive, that side never gives any lists, although lists are supposed to be given according to all the rules. the un, they should give lists, they don't, unless you can use some special telegram channels to hunt them down, find them, which i do from time to time. but to no avail, so what else can be done, i would have already gone there, i would have crawled there and kissed that land of bahmut and waited for my son and looked for him, i don't know what can be done, everything possible , i did, by the way, i remember this idea of ​​yours when you

i told you that you wanted to go there, i went, but i came as close as possible. uh, through druzhkivka to kostyantynivka from kramatorsk, i heard that every morning in kramatorsk you wake up and hear only bang, bang, bang, bang, you hear the war going on, and as close as possible to me, my classmate mykhailo, who also serves there, felix, he took me as close as possible so i could launch the helium balloons from the leaves. to mykhailo and the banana boy, i wrote them a letter that i was waiting for them, and we laughed a lot that there would be an incomprehensible object in the sky, it will be shot down, so the object, well, nothing, it flew, and when i looked at it, it disappeared right from my eyes, i brought these jelly balls from lviv, we

drove in a bus with volunteers, shaking everyone, with all the property , and these balls traveled with us. all the way, the war is going on, and for sure my next question to you will be difficult, very difficult, because it seems to me that i am no longer afraid of anything in this world, i am not even afraid of death anymore, look, women and mothers are looking at you now, in which, thank god, the sons are alive, and... would you let me my son, knowing that it would happen exactly like this, i didn't let him go, i did terrible things that i just didn't do, i begged him, his company, where he works, he works as a business analyst, a well-known american it company, is engaged in banking, his salary was much more expensive than

the 100,000 he received at zero, there was a lot... more, he knows languages ​​perfectly, he is an excellent specialist, his it staff collected and bought everything for him, so that only he would have everything, all the best, that only i, i restrained him at the beginning of the war, he i was still a schoolboy, then a freshman, he was eager for a great war, i didn't just make it up, i even sinned by telling terrible illnesses about myself. i lied to him, but this time, well, how can you stop an adult boy, that i didn't tell him, that i didn't ask him, that i didn't beg him, he said: mom, one day i will have children, maybe a second and a third, and these children will one day also be forced to go to war against moskal, if we do not end this

matter now, we will pass on a very bad thing to the children. we we will leave the war as an inheritance, yes, the inheritance is bad, that’s what he thought, well, maybe it was the wrong construction of the sentence, because really, how can you not let go of a real man, when he assumed and his wife didn’t, we didn’t let go, i understand those mothers who bury their sons, i understand them, i understand, i understand everyone, and people are afraid, and not everyone can, well , he was like that because we talked about him, he says: this is the guy with whom it is not about fishing and not about zhiguli, with whom you can talk about roman law, with whom you can talk about all world wars talk about everything you want, he was an intellectual, he is, i will talk about him in the present tense, plus, this is the person who once, so the guy said verbatim, when we were in a terrible situation, and

it already seemed that's all, we won't get out of here, we... he joked and lifted everyone's spirits and laughed, and we looked at him, charged with this positivity, and it was easier for us, he emotionally held the whole team, and the second tells, says: we also said goodbye with life, here you are walking in the footsteps to help us too, and we persevered, and we got out, he went first as the commander, the commander must go at the end, he was the first to go and the last to leave, and another one of his... he told his brothers that mykhailo saved several dozen lives, that’s how fast he was coming to lviv with his wife, and i’m trying to find free time and go to them in zaporizhzhia. and i also want to visit my parents , little banana, and maybe there are words that you would like to say today to all wives, mothers,

there are words that i really want to say to everyone, speak and love now, don't put anything off for later, because then it may not be, say that you love, say that you are proud, say whatever... whatever you think is best, never put it off for later, because then it might not happen. and i want to thank you, and tell me the book, you can still order, buy, the book can be ordered everywhere on the internet, everywhere, just by typing the name lemberg, don't cry for mommy, or my last name, the name is olena cherninka, you can order it everywhere on the internet , and can also be bought in the store. bookstore. in the cafes of the old lion in the bookstore and in many others. olenka, i thank you for your son. thank you for this

interview, that you agreed, and you know, i am i still believe that lemberg will return to us, we all believe, and that we will remember it. and that our victory will be soon. thank you. thank you very much. events, events that are happening right now and affect our lives, of course, the news feed reports about them, but it is not enough to know what is happening, it is necessary to understand. antin borkovskyi and invited experts soberly assess the events, analyze them, the model. our future every saturday at 13:10 with a repeat on sunday at 10:10. studio zahid with anton borkovsky at espresso. new week on espresso.

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following the call of their hearts and wallets, went to serve the russian occupiers. in today's edition, i will continue to talk about the bubble ministries that russia is creating in the temporarily occupied territories of ukraine and about those who manage them. in the donetsk region , the rashists created 17 secret ministries, some of them are under the control of russian tourers who have moved to the temporarily occupied territories, and some are controlled by local traitors, who proudly call themselves ministers of the dpr. one of them is mykhailo vasyliovych zhaltyakov, born in 1961, a native of kryvyi rih. he is an honored worker of culture of ukraine. we hope that all events planned by the ministry of culture of russia and the ministry of culture of the donetsk people's republic will work for the benefit of our republic, for the benefit of the entire great country. mykhailo has two higher educations, but looking

ahead, i will say that they did not add to his intelligence, well, can an educated person thank the russian soldiers. i would like to express special words of gratitude and support to our soldiers who defend donbas and the whole of russia in advanced positions. we are sure that by joining forces... under the wise leadership of our leader, we can achieve victory. in 1982, zholtyakov graduated from the kharkiv kotlyarevsky institute of arts , majoring in drama theater and cinema. he received his second education in 2004, when graduated from the donetsk state university of management with a degree in business administration. in parallel with his studies , since 2003, mykhailo has been the chief specialist of one of the departments of donetsk city. of the center of social services for youth, and in 2006 took a position in the department of culture of the donetsk regional state administration, was a leading specialist in the department of arts

and educational institutions. in general, mykhailo devoted his whole life to culture. it would seem that this should have instilled in him a love for ukrainian national traditions and brought him up patriot, but something went wrong. after all, when donbas was occupied by the russian army in the 14th year, zheltyakov did not leave the captured territories, but stayed in the region, so to speak, to study another culture - russian. although there is much to study there, zhaltyakov liked it very much . here is a video where he... repenting with delight, thanks the russian singer shamanov and invites him to perform in donetsk. on behalf of all residents of the republic, residents of mariupol, residents of donetsk, we hope that you will be with us in donetsk in the near future. we wish you creative success, and just like you, we feel like russians. for recognizing himself as a russian, mishka received

thanks in the form of the post of deputy minister of culture, the so-called dpr. he organized numerous celebrations in honor of the invaders, rolled out the red carpet and, taking a full chest of air, loudly blew fanfare to personally pay tribute to the murderers. from all cultural workers of our republic, i express my support to the supreme commander-in-chief, the president of the russian federation. with such a striking initiative , zheltyakov did not stay as a deputy for a long time, he became an executive mandatory the minister of culture of the fake dpr has a higher seat, correspondingly more tasks from the kremlin, the complete destruction of ukrainian culture in the temporarily occupied territories of ukraine. russification of libraries, theaters, promotion of the russian military as heroes, and this is a far from complete list of his urgent tasks. i wish that these events would end as soon as possible, and we would all be under a peaceful sky and

feel that we are under reliable protection. for his services, zheltyakov received the title of honored worker of culture of the donetsk people's republic. distinction from the rashists is, now the most important distinction remains in the form of suspicion from our law enforcement agencies. another traitor with a mandate, who believed in the russian peace and its prospects, oleksiy serhiyevich shamav, originally from donetsk, he is 51. the ministry of justice of the donetsk people's republic also participates in law-making activities, implements. state information system. oleksiy has a law degree. in 2003, he graduated from the donetsk institute of internal affairs at the donetsk national university, majoring in law enforcement. since 2006, led individual law practice. he provided his services not only in donetsk, but also throughout ukraine. he was a member of the council of advocates of the donetsk region. shamov also worked in the law enforcement agencies of the donetsk region in the positions of deputy prosecutor and prosecutor. and

in the 14th year he opened his own law firm. when the donetsk region was occupied, oleksiy quickly retrained, studied russian laws and began working according to the rules of the russian federation. for all notarial matters, i recommend contacting the donetsk people's notary chamber republic, or to notaries who carry out their activities on the territory of the donetsk people's republic. at first, the traitor provided his legal services to the occupiers and leaders of the dpr terrorist organization, for which he was appointed. acting director of the department of registration of regulatory and legal acts of the puppet ministry of justice, shamov was later promoted to deputy minister of justice, the so-called dnr. after years of blind and devoted service to the kremlin, in 2023 he finally earned the chair himself the pseudo-minister of justice of the dpr. the ministry of justice will be entrusted with the authority to enter the register of municipal normative

legal acts of the dpr. and a few more new powers. in addition, the seller also received a russian lawyer's license. on the telegram page of the so-called ministry, shamov tells the public about how to annul a marriage, how to get a work book in the supposedly liberated territories, and how to register a legal entity. all this, of course, according to the laws of the russian federation. we, for our part, advise oleksiy not to forget ukrainian laws, especially the criminal procedural code, according to which sooner or later he will be... for treason. and finally, i will tell you about one more minister in the dpr, who in a peaceful life did not achieve anything in particular, that is why he decided to realize himself at least under the occupation, using all the talents of an adaptor. meet denys ihorovych strelchenko, born in 1976, a native of donetsk. the state constitutional guarantee of the russian federation operates on the territory of the dpr.