live here since i was 5 years old. so 35 years old man. i grew up here and you, what i learned live here. the bad you learn to love to people, you know? because i'd be like a lot, 0 great. all the way. it means the day because as they have, i apologize to have what happens in everything else while it's being real about myself and being really got to because you have to be real. a real with you in 1st, you know, have to little over 32 years ago. i find myself in a really, really dark place in my life. uh, you know, no home, nothing. i was just my wife and i uh, you know, she's like the lord now, but we just had nothing and someone reached out to us. so someone offered us help and we just want to get back to these beautiful people out here. i'm telling you it's such a blessing. we come out once a month in order just that you don't speak to them about the lord. pray for them, offer them clothes we do raffles and make it exciting the books for the children.

and that's what we're doing out here. religious people say they go back thing tangled up in their about their own ways an interpretation of the word. but if you break it down and you just take the word as it is door and strictly that nothing else. that's how you make your word she cuz it shows strange in near the people of the religious check. don't understand and never heard of like all things for our enjoyment. they don't understand that and just show but you know, rules and regulations kind of, it's just guidelines of, of sure how to do that right. and do it wrong. so is just right way and wrong way of doing stuff. so but to try something, by the way, it was like, oh yeah, i'd try my utmost to, to, to, by the word and people sometimes will say, oh but you, you, what you're doing here, what you're doing the well, what to do is not worry about it that's between me and the creator the,

the, the, you know, just to be honest. uh, i'm a drug addict and uh, i have been for 25 years. uh i quit shooting dope probably about 10 months ago because you know, i work every day and tony's my weird and i work every day and you know, and very a few bags broken year choose lab or don't caution god the bring it to me. i'll fix it all the kids around here. if they need advice, they come over to cope with. they don't pick as real expensive on that. they say i like k bytes. i give it to. so i guess size of flows, you know, mean not all the time, but regularly enough. and when they come in i try to get through them right away. i try not to leave anything in the bags and then i, so i pulled the t shirts out. i pulled dresses and hang them up nice clothes. i won't like to see them left in the bags. people know you already and they told us

and you can spread isn't exactly people typically where they're close until they've flipping fall apart, or i got tires without the tires for days. i feel like when i'm not aware of the time now. i feel like i feel like i'm making the, you know, like mike tammy words, my time when you, when people are even people, when i sit there like, uh uh there are like, uh, aren't you the guy with the guy? well sir. yep. i got to tell you all right, now, look at this one. look, watch. wait. yeah, that's right. that's not true. the trump, the trash. well actually the looks it right here. bra. this is the best deal in this lapse. oh no, sometimes this is like like a dream to me. almost you know,

like this is what my yard will look like. if i had a yard, you know, all these rocks and all these tires and trees dumped all these rocks. i brought all this up here by myself, without a car i'm doing by myself. so man, it's a lot of work shift. this is heavy if you know, so i'm gonna put it in the ground and then once i get it in the ground, i'm gonna put a fence around it. and then it's going to be the, the toy tree. it's going to have towards all around it. so this is how i make it off mode, right? uh, so uh, carver. got with the shovel. and then let's go to this one over here because this one has less rocks. uh huh. so i uh, take out all the rugs so uh it doesn't mess up the tools, but i just wanna just just

find it out and make it look like that for my whole yard fit fix size. uh maybe 2 days to get it all done. how often do i do? uh uh, once a week. yeah. it's a lot of work for sure. like i'm making it look nice for everyone to see, you know, number, i'll show you about those for us 1st impressions. what like, single part of the reason why i wear a tie, you know, like, uh, so i look nice. so when people 1st see me, well that's when we are to up to people come here for the are to look at our i think the, my, my places i one of the newest places what the newest are you know what i mean? like for people to tennessee new it's been a while, so this is all i have

a little can't walk here to go back stage. bringing the lighting and stuff. yeah. we had it for i'd say think it was about 8 months it was rolling. so kitchen. yeah, yeah, and it was uh, faded and several couches there and, and bar adult. mm hm. and there was a stage there we didn't really ask for use at that much for a stage. oh really. now no one makes any money out here. we really do try to share with each other as much as possible. i think most of us are pretty well convinced the economy so in, in the toilet. you think so? probably isn't it, it's built to fluctuate, but at the same time it makes it extremely volatile. and it's, it's, it makes it so it's like a bunch of plate spinning. and all it's gonna take is that once freaking plate that them it and they're all going to go down. so when it happens, i don't know, but we do look an awful lot like

a country that is losing its balance. and that's economy. yeah, i ran, i worked with quite large corporations that their data analysis needs, which is really just forecasting information that's like, but they're bracing the not a lot said yeah, i find non disclosures often with most of the companies that i worked with and, and i just always kept it that way since i've been here in this lab. the air was that i will also, you know, so i was, i'm a ranger on and arrange runners. someone that runs the bombing rage. you get deeper into is it anything so far this guy? i mean, a bomb or missile from a jack or from anything. obviously that's where all the grasses were in the impact area. and do i go to the impact area? yeah, i go there quite a bit. like miscarriage.

sometimes i'm scared of. you're scared why they keep going back. i keep going back because that's what i know how to do. you know? so do you collect the shells? yeah, i collect the shelves. nebraska, you don't touch and nothing is not the black shells like a good good rule of thumb is if you don't know what it is, don't touch it. i know guys it got blown up out there. 50 calf the is, are all banks. this is the head from this falling of boom. there's gorsline, there's to go through a tank. and blue is it's a blue tracer, and we use it. so every, when they're shooting and it's like a 1000 bullets a minute, right? so you want, you can see it in the nighttime, the bullets. so every 5th one is a tracer. and what

a tracer means is you can see the which way, the bush line in the dark time, and so as to train the military. so see which way they're shooting a complex. if you make a home, then you're more likely to become more a part of the community and in be a part of it and not like a leech on it, you know, to provide something, you know, even if it's just support, right. a lot of people need a lot of originals for people need to run or they need people to care about them. and some people, that's their only job out here is just to be a caring individual. and they have other people like me that have a lot more means if you will. and so i, you know, i'm, i can easily talk to people. some of the people here can't talk to people. they have their shy or they have whatever elements they have. and make it difficult for them to be able to talk to every person who comes into town. so because i can talk to all these people to come into town, i can let them know the stuff that we want. the stuff that we liked,

the stuff that we need, and then those things come here and there via people and they don't always come here. sometimes it goes to the races or the soup kitchen or the range, but that's all letting people know that everybody here does something. and then the ones that can talk to people, talk to people and share the message. oh, oh, hello fanny. hello laura, how are you? this is a for of sean batch for you ladies. right. uh yeah. oh you do. oh, perfect. you and the people here would you like to know? you know, to go? yeah. so right. are some ladies from overseas? you know, daniel, are folder, i didn't get too many people visiting from outside of the us. yeah. for you across the world. i mean everywhere, anywhere and everywhere. i really go down to just the stories go there. yeah, yeah, there's a tourist here and a lot of the times the tourists don't even make it up,

has salvation mountain so they don't really get to see the range, the oasis. so if you get up above the hill, you get to explore what's out here and i know there's a bad rap and all that for what does happen and go on here. but i guess if you don't dabble in that lifestyle or whatnot, it doesn't really exist. so i know it's hard one to explain. you just have to experience labs and by doing that you have to live here though. hey luke, this was a can i was in the probably this is karen sound. yeah. a little bit at a time and i get it cleaned up. i get all a big dumped into there and believe it or not, a lot of that stuff and get even though it's burn up there to get utilize, you know, and i want to try to find somebody clean. i'll just step out and have this car painted, you know, like do graffiti on it and some people are very good and the

yeah, this was a good looking car. it was white headed convertible type. married. and then somebody ran in there one day. so it was on fire by the time i came out the door to see my trump r plus i didn't know if there's gas and i just wanted to blow blow me up. yeah, the water is part of it that the employee would post good. isn't the, the place you of us and that in the word, or is it something deeper, more complex might be present? let's stop without please. is that spelled out of the

as the you go to get to her deal, but the driver's way. they cheap. the stores for this understand what were the keywords for which you buy people will show you the ultimate is the fundamental seasons that allow me to be 2 or 3 minutes silver just enough for the shock. you just go to my phone is less than today, but she will put somebody will does. she won't, but yeah. is that already elizabeth?

the reason why you have a fire, you know, so we had a fire that there was stated, the people who lived here for about 10 years, 20 yards from it. it is massive me and like a can me here. yeah, we woke up and then i woke up in the morning because my feet were hot because my baby is on fire. so that was a huge loss because bad like a, a $20.00 to $30000.00 worth of equipment in there. which i'm starting to like collect i come to here, but it's kind of uh a besides like my own words like a robots in programming and art, digital art and stuff. i'm

a fix telephones out here. i take old phones that people don't need me or that we find that discarded, and i get it from working and i give it to the next person. so i have a list less of the people to the phones the can you see how long a frame is it and it only took 25 minutes, burge burned. judy brown just said go public did flags smoke crazy. you all, you got to here know the whole story and a girl lived there. she had a bad, you know, are she had a bad when she lived up there? she traded it for this house. and then, you know, the other person g, people just hate, you know, and, and because the band,

they got to bang, you know, they ended up turning it out here to the cops cuz they're riding and some they weren't supposed to. so now they're mad and know, come over here and burn down your, your freaking house now. you know stupid. no, you're stupid. so it's yeah, yeah. make it absolutely. they burned down because they're like, right stuff that we burned down and the people won't have nor staying and i'll have to leave where you got people around your do some down. i don't even get down there for sure. what are the basic rules you think? don't be a and it keeps around, you'll find out which we also got rid of the bars. we have like 3 or 4 bars that it pops up and hard liquor and people being able to hang out all night long with no repercussions, no responsibility, no accountability,

things kind of got crazy. so all the bars burned down one summer a few years back and they haven't really popped back up. so now we don't really have that all night drinking arina anymore. the hardcore drugs often accompanied the bars, right? so you had the same people that were selling alcohol were the ones that were selling the hardcore drugs as well. i don't see you. i don't know. that's not true . i try to be an honest person as much as classical. i still, lightest and hearts, but either one of the pictures there's a $1.50 or right, and we'll see you guys later today. yeah. you to say hello to your daughter. oh yeah. so i see loves to get a sense. we've got this place called slab mart, where i got a bunch of joke over there that i'm not taking it to the jobs. i'll take it to slide more and dump it there. and my friends will be grateful because they walk through and they pick up, you know, like anything like this, we go to flat mart, i'm not throwing that away as

a perfectly good all sorts of thing. so that's not of what i do when i come here, bro, this. so i look for a move. when i come, i'm looking for trash bags a aren't rip helping you to know the error won't be like, oh man, you're breaking into people's houses or something here. there's no way people are drawing all their stuff away, but you know, check them out here for all the time. you know, like i live right there so i can see a flood trailer with trash close on is i'm done by shelby the 1st one over here in the slabs. we like using a recycling or trash and making it into something some kind of are, you know, see how this all started right here. this skate party is beautiful, good says and be swimming pool. i'm running across from here. and i don't flashlight. well, i'm ready. now looking back with, i'm seeing i didn't see the ground in front of me. i went based 1st in here,

but i got up and brushed me up off a little bit, got distracted, and said, wow, the way this is escaped part. i need a swimming pool and but it had dirty in it. we cleaned it all out. right there concrete porn grants as we used to do, just drop back bill, but there is no rock around here. so i was like, i found rebar source around here. concrete work in general like a city escape park. like you to check out the, they'll be like, not even half this big, and it'll cost them many millions. most of that probably insurance property and they got around 10 minutes fees. yeah. they, there's a kickbacks, essentially per ups and goes along with building things to the government. but no, this is pretty sick for a d i y project like, uh, it's cheap to do this stuff. yeah, i really didn't have too many people show me what to do. i've got

a little glimpse of it, but i've never really been on any other d. i y seems much kind of figure everything out. just researching it. it's really sweet the costs and we realized it will never be done. but it will always keep going. getting better and better. yeah. the more it gets built, the more people come, the more go you get this straightened, hang out, have a great time. the image jam. so that's coming up later this month, which will be super awesome. usually a lot of people come out. i know there's going to be some people vending stuff like that. and so hopefully we can get some more of the stuff for it before everything starts. i mean, the frameworks already set up and everything, it's going to be a matter with our bodies, hold out on it and moving around, a lot of a heavy concrete. we'll definitely get you back. and carlos already has a fractured risk this year. i won't say anything that's going to terminate or make

this basically bad. the way i can do this is my place. you know, i live here. i love people. you know what, i will, i want more people to confiscate, swapped me ro go when he gets a vendors and start making the money the right way. you know, we're not doing the all a stream of money that comes in here as taurus, the art work. well, i've got a couple of people starting to get the idea on their artwork. come and make displays by the roadside. you know what we need to kind of grow that i imagine us being a place where a la, a lady moves into a new apartment in palm springs and says, a flat wall really needs a painting. let's go to slab city and see what they got. so there's, i think it's called slab just as a sub, just this is us like the slab or it's kicking out whoever needs to be kicked out or,

you know, run and you know, i don't like doing it. but you know, if you, i don't want extra money or i've been through a lot of my life, bro. men through uh, i was in a drive by and 96. my best friend oscar, who rather got shot in the head right in front of me. uh 60 years old. so i've been to a lot of, you know, cuz the tried to do the alcohol, it dropped out in society. and it told me it was split up very. you can always rely on the if you got a problem that needs to be solved and i can solve it. if you've got a revolver that needs to be resolved, i can revolve it. it's got a little light of the nice of you find the next feel that item for you, for you to know a model that needs to be taught a problem, the model to look how many bodies, they just condo down here. it is way more to it. they didn't, they didn't put it on the news. the, you know,

it's police say another does let me say another, this library don't manage. people die will still be murdered here all the time. and i'm a little boy that won't take it out of nobody. you know, say you have is your they and be able to disappear like one minute. they're there and then i was it all. yeah, they loved it, but they left the whole camp right to the day they trailer data, all the all the for the state is mailed out in the mail and i end up didn't tell. nobody does not. right. but there is no investigation here. i believe i believe this for a long time that we, we've had a serial killer. i'm i like that was really down here. be that. yeah. so i'm afraid . do you think so as happened? i heard it is always the same thing the it should ask the people, since you've been here, have a lot of change. and uh, i can be for everyone else, but for myself, you know,

i would say my morals have changed. oh my do. you know? and how do i think that they changed is, you know, before i came here where, you know, i was, someone died and i'd be like, no, man, i don't even take their stuff. well now i'm like, man, i'm gonna be over there and i'll get that stuff in or when their daddy, they're not gonna use it. and so i'm going to use my get when i'm there. they have their, you know, ours. and you've got that on video for proof a john this everybody, if you decide to come out here besides the keep your morals there was and because there's places to up real bad and i had i too much freedom and too much for lady too much freedom for anybody is too much freedom, there can be too much vague. i liked and spared a little bit and then see what kind of colors coming out of them. awesome. so that kind of let you know how you're set and see what they've done.

so little bit, i'm not trying to get too busy taste it. if it's good enough for you, it's good enough for the crew. can i say your caterpillars coming down? but once you get here, you become a butterfly. and if you need to leave this place, at least you have just experienced sales people out there that you know, the, there is a place where you become what you want to become. and that's here. and you know, there's a whole community that will support any idea that anybody have the my kids are you know, i don't, i don't have them right now. oh, my associates a jury trial in alaska city alone. i can see my kids. so there i do. i mean, it is very so 7 and, well, whenever, whenever i see my kids again, you know,

when they ask me and asked, what were you doing this whole time? no, that's what i've been doing all the time. i'm is, i'm 11. i'm actually a half here. you know, i, i can be who i am and i get judge bothers me. you know, uh right now i'm senior, the hell here you know, and why would i leave and put myself in a spot where i'm going to be homeless. it's right now, i'm homeless. i have a roof or my air. i have food in the cabinets, you know, i have stuff that you drink, i have friends. good leader, beer based here. i'll give you may, i'll make you laugh. feel a laugh and brand new email. you're something wrong with you. there. reach a moment. you have a good sense of humor, but i love you the way you are. when i say welcome home. like this gentleman right here, holding this camera,

tell him welcome home. because you know what you choose me with the best respect. he didn't just know when he sees his feelings, everybody that are good people, that's been through a lot out here so we don't lie about it. you know, most of my life i took been, i been said just now i want to, i want to do is be happy. is asked, is that too hard to be happy? but you know, happy new starts. you know what happened and start it starts right now if you want to be happy be happy you know, is there. ready if you want to be happy, you know, the easiest way to be happy if we wake up in the morning. thank god. that's a, you know, that's a, that's a good way to be happy to be able to grow. it's dark pay, you know, you're pretty right. think so. i'm pretty or you're pretty and i'm cute. together referred to you the

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