he’s just absolutely such an angelic little man and for me it’s of course just like a bolt from the blue. listen, well, of course there is a god, it’s simple, it’s some kind of miracle, she hasn’t changed , she just became a little thinner, but she’s so very thin, she laughed, we remembered our childhood, our parents there, god, i just

wish her many better years , it’s as god wills, you said that you regret that you didn’t pay enough attention to your mother, you are now trying to catch up on what you didn’t do in that life, you know, i just i can say one thing, i’m just asking for your prayers, i have a prosaic question, you went to a monastery, you talk about it with such warmth and love, but just recently, a mansion in france, parisian bohemian life. and now you say that there is nothing, where is the whole fortune, somehow lost, in short, where does the money go, yes, sasha wants to ask what you got after your divorce from the frenchman, absolutely nothing, because i did not officially register the marriage with my groom, i with my compulsive character didn’t make it to marriage, of course i didn’t live up to it, i still i gave up on this matter, returned to russia, and he proposed to you, but of course, we were engaged , and he didn’t even leave you any money, for some reason ... with a man i’m always

a sacrificial person like that, i’m everything to them i give it away, then i leave barefoot in the snow, i have no real estate, well, i have a small house in crimea and two houses in chuvashia and i had a municipal apartment in paris, as a single mother i am entitled to municipal housing, that’s actually all my real estate , in the end, when you arrived in st. petersburg for mother’s grave, you didn’t even have money for a hotel and you were huddled with friends , attention, she just wrote that mom is dying, can i stay with you, i can’t clean up, well, in general, this room is for our guests, another guest says , here she came, last time she came with some strange bags, then five days later she brought two huge, heavy suitcases from her brother, we sorted everything out of these suitcases. if you want a sweater,

leave it on you and i'll get out of two suitcases, she she probably took something very small there, she says that she really likes it here, that she somehow relaxes here , that’s how her life is, today everything is fine, tomorrow that’s it, but she doesn’t get discouraged, not here, not here . she’s not discouraged, she has some kind of feeling, i don’t know, but i don’t know her that much, yes, but in all my time i’ve never seen her feel sad, well, although she read her diaries the day before yesterday, i have to to be like this, i should be the most beautiful, and i should meet successful people, you know, that's how she behaves, well why did she go to this material and how much pain was there, the lawsuit now and.

here he lies and lies on the bed, in the trash, everything is fine, we have a wedding soon, we had a question with the rings, larisa comes and says, oh, by the way, i have rings from my parents, you know, i mean this from the heart , from the heart, here are two rings, we tried them on, they fit right, the size is right, whether it’s for me or not, that’s how it ’s not a miracle, not some kind of divine manifestation, like that - no, but just the most important thing is that she didn't know we were having a wedding, she says: i just wanted to take them for you, and it’s simple , and it’s just something amazing, as far as i know , i heard that your brother is in st. petersburg, why did you stay with friends and not with your brother, you know, and i love my brother very much, despite the fact that he is very kind, he helps me a lot, but i want to live and communicate with people.

with whom you can laugh, have a heart-to-heart talk, but he approved of your decision to go to the monastery, he just didn’t understand it, he said, why do you need to go somewhere and work for free when you can... did the same thing, but for money, the right question, excuse me, larisa, to you, why not my brother, but because she owes her brother for a past relationship, she, and it’s easier for her to start over, that’s your ease, that’s your problem , you inherited from your mother two parental houses on the volga, attention, yes, yes, these are siluyalchiki, where i was born, grew up, this is my homeland, this is my home, i haven’t been here for 3 years, it stood empty. after my mother got sick, everything was overgrown, but these are my native thickets, everything here was like under my mother, this i bought a kitchen set for my parents for my first fee, i brought these mittens from france, so i wasn’t too lazy to carry them, and i also brought this, uh, coffee pair from

france for my mom, now we ’ll have a little coffee, because it’s early , the pressure has not risen yet, i have two children, one grandson mark, my son lives in america, he has been married for a long time, my grandson mark is one year old, my daughter is 18 years old, maria isabel, she was born and raised in france, finished first grade there, then we returned to russia in 2013, now 10 years she lives here now, well, she graduated from school, while she’s working, this is my mother ’s sofa, very old, she adored it, always slept on it, one of her favorite scarves, she loved these chuvash national scarves, this is the pride of my parents, a gold medal, which was awarded to me at school, i always studied with straight a 's, my parents really liked it

, they loved me, i was the chairman of the pioneer squad in the fourth grade, here i was the chairman of the komsomol squad, such an eternal activist, i went to cell. dress, and this is my wedding, the first, oleg shteiman, tall, such an abdullah type , handsome, we lived together for probably 10 years, then divorced, i always liked people, unusual, extraordinary, bright, bright, talented, i’m for talent i’m ready to forgive everything to a person, this is the second house that my mother built for herself in order to leave her father and live there separately, she built this house under... his howl, curse, groans, because he said that it was useless when she built it, dad died, by the way, it’s closed with nails, maybe some relatives will live here, maybe we’ll rent out the house

, put it up for sale, maybe we’ll sell it, or maybe we’ll just mothball it, it’ll stand waiting, just in case, so be it if you’re going to... and the church refused, which i wanted to immediately sign over this house, and the other monastery also refused. why did you want to give it to the monastery? you have a daughter, but let’s ask your daughter, isn’t it offensive to her to be left without an inheritance? maria isabel, meet me. this is my mother’s decision to give two houses to the monastery, they didn’t accept it, good, but not for you, to the monastery, you would have already figured out what to do, sometimes the memories still stick a little, after all, i ’m not yet ready to completely get rid of it, where do you live now, after returning, now i

live in hostel, at the hotel where i work, i really like it there , it’s really an interesting experience for me , look, you’ve already acted in french cinema, everyone then said why didn’t you continue your career as an actress? i’m not really going to continue my career as an actress, i have slightly different plans, i have this the feeling that you are repeating the fate of your mother, and you are repeating the fate of your mother, we are afraid for you, fate, why do you care so much , the fate of my mother is the fate of my mother, i have another fate, you don’t know how it will continue to last, well , because the french life is bovine, as a result, my own daughter lives in a change house. everyone starts with it, did you really start with luxury , you know, yes, he was born in the center of moscow, but you know, my parents are very modest people, yeah, but i don’t have one behind me

such a background, such a divine life as your parents have, your mother, your mother can support you, and not just run away from the monastery, because this is no longer going to the monastery, this is running away to the monastery, your daughter followed the path of alexandra abdulo . why didn't you do the dna? mom was simply afraid of reality. many people are afraid to do this and you must understand this, but are you also afraid to know who your dad is? no, but you know, when people have something, they lose it, they are very sorry, they are heartbroken, but when a person didn’t have something initially, i don’t feel anything about it, well, you could become a famous actress, i can become a famous actress at any moment if i want, and you think your mother is ready to go to a monastery, why doesn’t she ready, if she had already gone into it, when you returned to your homeland , you first of all went to... in which you were baptized, attention, this is the alexander

nevsky church, it was restored not so long ago, about 10 years ago, at sasha’s there was such a feature when we passed domes, churches, monasteries, he was truly baptized, he never drove past a church without being baptized, this was important to him. he admitted that he was a very sinner, he was in a state of endless repentance, he repented of what he had once done, did not talk about it out loud, he was a living person, a real one, i would like to light a candle for the repose of my mother, but represented by galina, the kingdom of heaven, eternal peace, may the soul of the deceased slave

of alexander rest in peace, may the kingdom of heaven and eternal rest rest in peace. laris, you said that you are talking with alexander abdulov, but about what are you talking to him so far, some kind of conversation. probably similar for many, probably once a year, once every 2 years , he says: well, you know that i’m alive, well, you know, well, you understand that i’m not dead, that’s when i have difficult moments in life, difficult, in some incredible way helps me, here i am, like such an angel , probably here, another close friend of alexander abdoov and a witness to your novel, actress lyudmila porgina, is sure that there is no place for you in the monastery. we meet,

hello, can i, hello, hello, i’m not a fan of yours, sit here, please, look, your daughter is going to a monastery, yes, i didn’t go to a monastery either, and an actress, yes, why do you say that you went to a monastery , you come to the program in a bright red dress, why did you wear a headscarf, are you not a monk yet? and that it is not necessary yet, they are the ones who wear scarves, it’s normal, they cover their hair, then you’ll excuse me, of course, my mother was dying of cancer, in my arms, you ask where you want to lie, just next to your father, why are you you are allowed, you are a believer, you allow yourself to ask not god, but yourself, why will your father be there, chuvash, and your mother in st. petersburg, why? my grandmother had dementia, she was sick and couldn’t... talk, how could we ask her where she wanted to be buried, i know what i want to tell you, my dear,

if she treats you the same way, then you will also bury her in a hospice, she will die there alone, she won’t even write, you won’t even pet her, because that’s what she did to her mother, we sat with my grandmother the whole year, i went to school and at the same time, it’s a pity that you didn’t learn very much, older , who is you, this one, secondly... i’m not insulting, i’m asking a question, girl, can i ask a question, so who her father, i'm asking a question, i'm interested in your life, who is her father? in the theater she spread a rumor that sasha abdulov was her father, never said this , said, said and all the actors told me, never, it was a disgrace, i want to say honestly, you were an impudent, self-confident journalist who pushed through. he is like that and he

lived and he was not going to start a family with you, you see, you’ve been here for a year and a half, i know who lived with him for 4 years , his mistress you say, everything you tell is all fairy tales from the vienna woods, not a word of truth, no relationship with sasha, nothing, i know how much he has it was, what beautiful girls, because he himself was like that, you got ready to become a nun, you wrote that i went to a monastery, what a monastery, don’t flirt, a monastery is terrible work, my dear. and we worked in the same theater like this , we also sat holding hands and he told me how unbearable it is when a woman lies well now she’s her own mother, she’s fantasizing about her life, dad buried chuvash’s mother there in

st. petersburg, so here i am, my son went there to america, but what are you supposed to do as a mother? what difference does it make to you where our relatives are buried, firstly, i’ll tell you what difference it makes, because i already know that i will lie with my husband, karachi resident nikolai petrovich, and i swore an oath to him, and that i will be next to him there too in heaven, because we are married and we gave birth to children and fed them above the grandmother, what difference does it make, i don’t bite, don’t worry, very funny, rejuvenating actress, well done, well done, well, on the other hand, on the other hand, but she chose her path, she recognizes abdoo’s mistress , now she wants to go to the monastery, she’s already a laborer there, it’s her choice, she won’t go to the monastery, because she her nature is different, you see, she is an arrogant, false woman, she did not raise her, she did not raise her son, she did not

bury her mother as she should, maybe in a monastery they will correct themselves, if you think so, no, no, that is, she has no place in a monastery ? no, no, no, no, everything is a lie, everything is a lie, she didn’t even raise a girl, she’s not even a mother, 17 years old, acts in a french movie, she filmed this, and it was a long time ago, and now, excuse me, she lives in a hostel in some kind of her business, you know, yes, this is her business, but also her mother’s business, as well as her father’s business, if she has a father, we are responsible for our children, as you are responsible for yours, as i am responsible for mine, but let's not put... an end to varisa, despite her dubious past, i just know that she is lying very he lies a lot, it’s obvious, i know all his mistresses, they all came to the theater, they all drank together with these friends of his, and were wonderful girls, and so on and so forth, but he had another sizya, until he met yulia, he dreamed that ira alorova would give birth to a child for him, she did not give birth, i say,

i hate little children, lyudmila, honey, i know that you are very courageous... your path, but this is not a reason to curse those who have not passed it, who have not passed it, i’m talking about you, that i curse you, i ask you, that i am a believer, as a believer man, you are talking nonsense, it was you who made the scarf, i am supposedly a believer, but i don’t play, i live like this, i i help people, with love, but you don’t, elena, with love, but you can’t say , you lived at least 50 years with someone, i lived 35. and i’m 50, and i’m 50, i feel sorry for you, i’m 50, i’m sorry , yes, why, well, i won’t tell you everything i know about korachivantse, sit down, you’re not alone, tell me, she told me, listen to me for a second, your aggressive, active position destroys the whole meaning of your words, you’re saying the right thing, in fact, but you insult other

people, this is not, i cannot see this fairy tale, this is a fairy tale of the vienna woods, everything is made up, no i like it, go away, she’s the hero of today’s program, thank you. nobody kicks you out, and you see the reaction, listen to at least someone, now there’s a short pause, right after the live broadcast of alexander abdulov’s mistress about her arrest in prison. there won't be much advertising. moisev’s studio is very prestigious, when i saw my name among the applicants, i was so happy, i can’t even describe it in words, you stand there and are simply in shock, whenever i happen to look at the productions of igor aleksandrovich moiseev, i always think, well what i had a rich imagination, gave the whole world so many

dances, such happiness that these amazing traditions of ours have been preserved for so many years, an amazing combination of folk dance and real ballet , wonderful guys, blue bird, anniversary season, sunday on the rt, dad, when we go to the amusement park , now dad will establish a business and we will go every week, dad! on sunday there was a game in the intensive care unit on the koshirka, they said it would be, here’s your phone number, some nika wrote to you, she was very worried. when the old life has fallen apart, there will be you have both money and the maldives, stop fooling around, go back to your love, kiril, i’m actually

married, i have children, so that’s why i’m inviting you to lunch and not dinner, don’t rush to leave everything behind, you’re serious , this doesn’t concern you, i left my parents because i realized that i couldn’t live without you, i couldn’t live without my children. the oncoming lane on sunday on rtr, you are watching 100 to one , what is our task to open the whole board, we can handle it, if you ask, then with the underside, the name of which character from pushkin’s works everyone knows, how much it will be 7.8, 7.8, who is at work, speaks a lot and loudly, if you answer, then with humor, i chop oak

, don’t pluck, problems with water, light, uh, housing and communal services, i don’t know what else, geometry, algebra, physics, chemistry - this is a set for a headache, god forbid now beep, if you win, then hurray, 100 to one. every saturday and sunday on rtr love is when you look in one direction, look, look, look, you want to look, look, let's look , look, well, look at the screen, look at me, take it out, look, look, agreement, sign, we sign at the same time, for two, three, we sign, we look, we look , maybe we’ll go to my place, just watch a movie, in

the studio, hello andrey, songs dedicated to birds are being played, my mother and i went to the bird market and bought a parrot gosha, i sang the swan fidelity, andrei malakhov's evening show on saturday on rtr, russia tv channel live broadcast , the former mistress of actor alexander abdulov secretly returned from france to go to a monastery, we continue, what is this story, when you were arrested, i married italy. for the italian, yes, i had such a story connected with the pandemic, this is how you remembered that terrible day when you found yourself behind bars, attention, i was flying to milan to see

my husband, david alberti, i was arrested at the airport, uh, i spent a day in milan prison, why they arrested me, why they arrested me, but they said that on december 30 i, as a russian woman, was flying for the new year. to my husband, this is declared a red zone, and i do not have the right to cross the borders of the regions of italy from milan to venice to train, the trains were canceled that day , i didn't have a car, uh, that i would have rented in advance, i didn't have confirmation, they said, sorry, you'll have to leave italy. and i was extradited to russia, and why was they actually detained for a day, but because because there was no nearest flight, yes, there was only one

flight from moscow to milan during quarantine, so i decided to save money, which is the greatest mistake, not a single one a woman in this world should not bear responsibility for herself, i agree with you, this is a great sin, for this sin i was terribly punished. but you are a socialite and you find yourself in a milan prison, it was scary there, this is the extradition zone at milan airport , there were these beautiful bunks covered with denim, they fed absolutely perfectly, the italian police were very polite, that’s why i have this feeling , what you like everywhere , you like it in the monastery, you like it in prison, but when this happened and you ended up in a milan prison, you didn’t remember the situation when... you were accused of stealing jewelry, i decided to declare a fight against sasha’s alcoholism, my friends didn’t like it very much, well, for example, i just didn’t let them home, so they

came with a box of vodka. they rang the doorbell, i just didn’t open it for them, they didn’t forgive me for this, so they came to me and said, you won’t be with sasha, and you know this story, when alexander abdullov’s friends found him out, as larisa says, that she stole a jewel from him, and you believed then, no, of course, because these wonderful friends of his, they gathered every evening after the performance, had a drink, had a snack, at the expense of whom, at the expense of sasha abdullov, so he has money, that’s why it’s like this. there was no need for this girl who grabbed him so zealously, so they removed her , why don’t grown men, especially over a bottle, just talk to sasha, that she is unworthy of you , leave her, why come up with such a scheme, i wouldn’t listen, he always had his own opinion, he chose a woman, he somehow specifically, not not by beauty, because i’m sorry, i don’t think she’s very beautiful, larisa, sorry, yes, there were just

such beauties, absolutely, but to him.. . need to there was live communication, emotions, that’s what he loved, you know, he needed it to be warm in the house, for everyone to fly there, to wait for him, to greet him, to shout, that’s what he looked for in a woman, well, that is, she after all, she made him happy, she tried, but it worked, well, i don’t know, if sasha didn’t agree, it means it didn’t work out, he got together with yulia, now, and despite the fact that we are examining the fate of this woman in such detail, with our falls, ups, wrongs and rights, expectations and lack of results from these expectations, one might say one thing is that we are trying, using her example, to understand something in ourselves, to clarify, to somehow plan our future, i ’m looking at larisa now, and to be honest, my soul rejoices, next to her is her amazing daughter, maria,

look, your mother is either in prison or in a monastery, she was in prison once and not for a crime, but for ignorance, in a monastery, in a monastery she is looking for her salvation, and i will be very glad if she finds it, i if my mother is happy, then i am happy, before you went to the monastery, you went to i traditionally bring the grave of my beloved alexander abdulov, this is how it was, to his grave. white chryzontemi, he always gave them to me, called them daisies, they just smell very strongly, last a very long time, they are so very tenacious for months, when i’m here, i just order, well, an ordinary small memorial service in the local chapel, i order a ponyhida, alexander, when i order services, there are sorakalusts, or endless literature about him, i... always feel

some kind of gratitude and warmth, and i understand that he needs this, he asked how i named my daughter frosya, a miracle i called frosya, my daughter has grown up to be 18 years old, you are always alive for me, you come to me in a dream, you begin to explain for a long time on your fingers that you are not dead, that this is some kind of simple... .' fake story, he says, well, you're right, you understand that i'm alive , he always convinces me in my dreams that he's here, that he hasn't left, sasha helps me, sends me help when i'm here not easy, i try to live in such a way that i would not be ashamed of him, we lived easily, absolutely recklessly, crazy, magically, just like

two idiots, absolutely, like two children. lord jesus christ, son of god, have mercy, save, preserve the soul of your deceased servant, alexander, and forgive him all his sins, voluntary and involuntary, for he is good and a lover of mankind. amen. kingdom of heaven and eternal rest, servant of god alexander, rest in peace. you know, i would appeal to everyone. it doesn’t matter whether you are a believer or an unbeliever, this is such a thing, it seems to me that it is not for us to judge, just love, love, live this life given to us by the almighty with love, with love, forgiveness, and pray, if you love the artist, pray for alexander, if you can do something good, be on time, because who knows, yes, no one promised us tomorrow.