amir hossam hashemi and i were supposed to be part of the early war education group that he formed. andwere supposed to go to the khuzestan region with the university of shab officer college a few days later on friday, the mother was very worried and told us that i was very sad. calm down and it wasn't supposed to be on friday . it's like i had some kind of inflammation , i don't know. sometimes it's as if a person is aware of his heart . that night, i had a little baby. my daughter was about five or six months old. this baby didn't sleep at night until morning prayers. i had a history of 6 in the morning. i would never hang up the phone at 6 in the morning. when he fell asleep , i cut off all the phones. when i came down the stairs from my room in mesh headquarters, i was working at that time and i was in the joint headquarters. it was april 21, 1978. i came down to go. it was an emir, remember well, named aliyari. he said, "you know that he was assassinated, and now all the authorities ," i said, "no, not very much." i ate, then i was dumbfounded for a while, then i came and went to a