grigorevich, yesterday i worked until 3 o’clock , that’s what i was sitting there, he says , he didn need to wait for some kind of inspiration, inspiration comes , when you are working, it will come, here i am, for example, there are still some things to do, and then in the evening they work again, but they won’t finish it until the night, because if you work until the night, you won’t finish something, you’ll start think, maybe it’s better to do it this way, you’re having a bad dream, ruin it again health, this is impossible, when you work, at this time inspiration will come to you, it’s not every day anyway, today you will compose three beautiful works, but tomorrow you will not compose anything, so it will still be such a sine wave, when the monolith of red communist ideology collapsed, many tiny ideological microorganisms flew out of this monolith, there were tolstoyans, non-resisters of evil, there were cadets and grays, there were gumilyovites who professed russian cosmism. he said that if he failed to reach an agreement good to me, he will find other means to silence me. and v