cross, i told myself that i would endure everything, you would have endured it in any case, even if gonchurovow, because he hated me because i didn’t rehearse as well as he needed, you know, he wanted me to rehearse, to understand him, but it seemed to him that i didn’t understand anything, well, in general, we rehearsed for three weeks or two for about a week with him, he speaks with us, then suddenly complete silence and... what he needed, this is how he rehearsed, armen borisovich could protect you or your husband alexander sergeevich lazarev, but no one protected us , what are you doing? but it was pointless, we could have been protected, of course, all the horror was was that he was always right, you know, potters, no matter what, but he was always right in what he sought, that... listen, accept it, i told him armen, well, i accept it , i live in this hell, and hell was, of course, even the stage workers, our assemblers brought me some water out of pity so that i would drink and not die, put it, put it, what kind of person were you born after the murder by goncherov, put it, well, i alre