an article called the end of renata, it is with this article that a brilliant book of memoirs opens hadasevichre’s the move... writers, eagerly respond to everything that happens in literature, make personal acquaintances, play a role in the literary life of the environment, communicate with poets, communicate from that time, directly participate in it, and as if to burn in this fire, in this bonfire, in this she saw, she felt her calling, and the first poet who had a very great personal impact on her was konstantin balmont. “balmont at that time was really such a literary star, he was very popular, fans and admirers of his work crowded around him, at some point our heroine turned out to be one of them. she fell in love with balmont, balmont reciprocated her feelings, if that’s possible express, but that was clearly not what nina counted, nina wanted to be exceptional, but for balmont she was just one of..." of his fans, this absolutely did not satisfy her, they soon broke up, but as khodosevich later wrote, this ecstasy, well, even if not of first love, but the first love affair with a great