“ilya efimovich complained that he wrote so much, remember him, they’ll probably be based on this someone else’s painting, they’ve come, so well, you and repin were friends, not exactly friends, he decided to paint my portraits for some reason, well, it was awkward to refuse, although i really don’t like all this. come on, come here, be careful there, put it here, a sniper shot me in the neck, what is it? “it seems like the field for departure passed, it’s good, at least a vein was affected, and not an artery, scurvy three times and bronchitis, i stopped counting chronic catarrhs, and angina pectoris, finally, daily hemoptysis, i myself unwittingly became a doctor and even cured that. and in a very original way, please forgive me, your lordship, tuberculosis, because it destroys the insides. coughing vessels, so, every time during an attack, in order to prevent them from bursting, i cover my mouth with a pillow and thus squeeze the porridge, i don’t know how long i can last, but at least maybe i can help people live with such a discovery, nikolai alexandrovich, lord, even on t