didenko, in our society for 30 years, since the nineties, the ideology of the superiority of the personal for 30 years , heroes have been created in our cultural space, films have been shown, and nurtured in every possible way. this was written in the summer of 1941, listen, yesterday i bought two literature for the ninth grade, seeing how extensive program, i decided to start reading right away, i started with turgeniev, fortunately i have him, now i’m reading rudin, here are extracts from there, there is nothing more painful than the consciousness of the stupidity i’ve just done. after all, this is also a kind of calculation, a person has put on himself a mask of indifference and laziness, and maybe someone will think, look at the man, how many talents he has ruined in himself , take a closer look and there are no talents in him, deny everything, and you can easily to be known as a smart girl, and now let's move on from 1941. in 1896, this is what he writes in his diary schoolgirl olga dolgova, i am writing this diary not so that anyone will read it, but so that when i grow up, i can kn