jenn tran is here, everybody!it was an absolutely amazing experience, and i can't wait to watch it all back. i feel like this chapter of my life happened and i'm like, did it actually happen? tonight i get to finally see it with everybody. i'm so excited. >> well, i speak on behalf of everybody. you have said, it's an ending you didn't see coming for yourself, so it's only fair fo us to ask, are you engaged? >> ugh, come on! you know i can't talk about that! >> i have to ask the tough questions, jenn, what can i tell you? >> i get it, i get it. you know what, i will just say, the way everything played out in the way my story worked out, every single piece that happened needed to happen for me to get to where i am today, so i'm just so grateful and so happy about it all. so i'm very very happy with the outcome of everything. >> you are happy with the outcome, and everything that happened. were there some things that happened that were shocking even to you? >> so many. i kid you not, every day i was on the edge of m