serba. when he was attacked by kamil serba. the 16—year—old cycled over and stabbed him through the heart. in 5econds, his life was lost and his family's lives changed forever. i was singing a song in the garden. i texted a friend. and then i told them that ashi5h was doing well, he had a good job. you know, "he's turned his life around". three hours later, i am texting the same person to say that he's passed away. one morning ijust went straight to the park. there was police guarding the area. everyone was crying, everybody wondered where i had gone to. i've been brave to walk around, talk, laugh, but deep down i know how much it kills me. but i have to keep going for my little boy. everybody is broken. my dad doesn't know how to reassure me. when she talks about ashish, she starts crying. my heart gets broken because i can't handle it. i can't explain to anyone how i miss him. tho5e feelings are something ben hardwidge's family knows too well. he was 22 when he died after being attacked in essex. he had been stabbed 50 ti