but i was always preparing a new program for admission , well then metrostroy, of course, when i’m eightyit was the only limited... organization where they took you, yes, with temporary registration, gave you a hostel and even paid some money, it sounds so serious, metrostroy, you built stations , what kind, i worked as a compressor operator, a compressor - this one a trolley on wheels, a trolley, yes, somewhere there was a string attached, somewhere there was a match, and there the guys were already screwing, yes, it was me, yes, i watched his work, so that he did not break, and when he broke , i called the service that repaired it. all my free time, again, i read prose, poetry and prepared myself for admission, thank god, this happened in 1989, it sounded that he was a very sensitive young man, uh-huh, sergei, sensitive, which means vulnerable, vulnerable, which means perhaps touchy, yeah, remembering what happened, as far as possible to preserve this sensually in myself, no, for me it’s, how to say, this is an untouchable territory, because i can’t work without it, that is, it’s vulner