and then i look up and we're in front of sloane kettering, and i go, mr. breslin, thanks. thanks very much. i got to go in. no, i'll go in with you. okay. so we go upstairs and my wife is with me. my wife, my wife, mary and i have to sign in and he's right next to me and he's talking. he's talking and and i have to go into a little room and get into it. johnny and with those little paper slippers, pretty embarrassing. i come and they direct me to this little room small on this stage and. there's my wife and there's jimmy breslin and there's me. this johnny with with paper slippers. and then he's just talking and talking. talking and it. and what he's doing is, is a gift of distraction. it's a gift, a love. and he knows what it means to go to sloan-kettering from own loss, from his own, from his, his first wife, and from his. his daughter is older daughter and the joke is that he keeps going, he's right next to me. i'm getting on the -- gurney. and i just made room for him. that was so going into this procedure the last i see is not my wife or anything. jimmy breslin well,