preparation for admission is a turning point for you, it was that situation , when you had to go to obankut the plans that i want, and you were already planning to work in the kgb, or i lost, then everything is different and.. .there is no chance, but is russia now also in a position where it is necessary to play abank? firstly, i didn’t have such a position then, right, because, yes, i, uh, wanted to work in the state security agencies and it was precisely the admission, it was such a turning point, that’s it, that’s the feeling, yes, or so, or so, it's the same. not really , because i was told, i just came to the reception, said, i would like to work, what is needed for this, and the alternative was simple, i was told, i need to either get a higher education and better law, or serve in the army and or has no work experience there there for 3 years, but it’s better to postpone joining the army, which means that if i hadn’t gone to university, but had gone to serve in the army, yes, it might have been a longer path, then... the goals that i set for myself, but it’s still... there was, but