well, now we are welcoming our guest from the penden region, from the village of isa, elena nikolinaoh friend, he is jealous of me, almost at every post, and when we meet, he gently kisses my little hands, and says, “so i’m floating,” and these words make me feel like i’m in a fog. my heart is trembling he sings as if i’m disappearing in a sweet intoxication , i’m just disappearing, that’s all, oh god, how i like him, his look makes me cry, i can’t cope with my love, and i don’t even want to admit it, he’s tamed me. i’ll forgive him everything in absentia , i had a chance to be happy, i won’t miss this chance, my friend goes to restaurants with him, every evening she gives me flowers, she’ll make rainbow plans for me, calling me the woman of her dreams, feel it. i make myself happy, not looking for consequences, not reasons, i want to be gentle with him, i want to be sweet with him, there are few such men on earth, oh god, how i like him, his look makes me angry, i can’t cope with my love, and i don’t want to admit it, he... threw me into a trap, i’ll forgive him everything in person