but then she said something, stop, pray, believe, go, and there i met through young guys who are from peresvet me, come with us to the godfather. and i’m thinking to myself, oh, a hike, cool, i didn’t know what it was, i’m there for me they started telling me, i think i’ll come now, it was the voronezh procession of the cross, the first one, i think i’ll come, everyone there is now in the church, there is grace and so on, in the end i come, it’s even blacker than me, everyone is like, get away from here, god willing, let me get out of this series, i think, what am i doing here, what am i doing here, i think i’ll go, excuse me, from here, and the young girl says, vladushka, let’s go, i have to go, to... i have tears started flowing, i get up, i can’t do anything, my grandmother is standing next to me like, lord, have mercy, lord, have mercy, lord, have mercy, he gives me a handkerchief, i gave it back, and this happens there for a whole hour, that is, he gives it to my handkerchief, i wipe away my tears, back, i go into the temple, this is how unhumble we are, for example, i go into the temple,