and you know i talk about and i rachel hardiman, who's who's at university of minnesota and syria ling they write about this this idea of unmet needs in our community. and i write about this a little bit in book tha because because of how racism plays out, right? just interpersonally and we are less likely to seek care. yeah. because we don't want to with with the health care establishment. and as a result of that we have a burden of unmet needs in our community. so even like we know that communities that have a high rate of interaction with the police so a.k.a, you know police brutality that people are likely to sk health care in those neighborhoods. and so it just bleedsah, a real blind spot for me as a journalist happened during covid as i shared i grew up here and had had black doctors and i didn't understand so many black people's fear of the doctor. and until people personal stories and when you hear some of the stories people have experienced, why would you go back? i mean, i am a black physicians or nurse practitioners or other professionals. i had a black doula. yeah it's so m