to the theater, where i was shown my place with the leading stage masters, at that time it was and rimmashevskychkin, i was fourth in this trash game, for... somehow i wanted to change something in my life in interest in the future path, uh, well, it so happened that in ninety-six i ended up at the marinsky theater, that is, this was not the goal of the marinsky theater, i understood perfectly well that if there was no marinsky theater, then it would be a malfunction at that time, now the mikhailovsky theater, i had the desire to move from city to city, thus gradually -gradually through the traumas of happiness and misfortunes and... i remembered, appreciated and knew where i came from, this was the main point, on my way to feeling proud of myself i did not have such a feeling, but i always had surprise at myself, at this stage i again i live, i live this moment when i look at myself with interest, i am surprised that they see so much in me, much more than myself, i never imagine my next step, i... do not define it purely fantasy, even i have never had any aspirations, i want this, this has nev