or yourself gentlemen, when we ask for something, as saint seraphim of sorov said, there are thousands of fools for our own sake, but there are only a few fools for the lord’s sake. fools for christ's sake are a special kind of ascetic, whose entire life is devoted to serving god and others. the feat of foolishness is, well, it’s difficult to understand. i say to myself, it’s hard to understand, because it’s so complicated, it, it seems simply impossible, well, like a young woman who became a widow, of course, this is by the grace of god, just to give everything away at once, distribute it, sell it there, not i know, to be left without a roof over your head, without a livelihood, without clothes, and to live for so many years, somewhere at night in a field to pray, and endure reproach, i don’t know how this is possible, this, this, of course, only by the grace of god, by his mercy, can such a feat be accomplished, therefore, of course, this is a great saint, because she helped during her lifetime, we know the word kafesta. now it helps, and people feel it, in 1988, blessed xenia of st.