muddi, built... and the consequences, because by choosing the future, by choosing something that hases the feeling of the unpredictability of the future, if i move to a place where i have not been yet, i cannot help but feel anxiety, this is a natural normal feeling, anxiety is a signal of the unpredictability of the future, in order to get rid of the feeling of anxiety, i must get rid from the future, that is, to surrender to this very inertia and follow the path of preserving what is, but in this case i get rid of anxiety, but i have a feeling of guilt for unrealized opportunities, because i refuse to realize some new possibilities, i always remain with what is there, this is the choice that we have to make all the time in significant situations, naum korzhavin has a wonderful poem with the refrain himself. the worst thing is the inertia of style, yeah, until what point does a person retain this choice of the future, he is not lost there at 30 years old, no, at every new point there is always something new, new choices, because none of the choices is completely final, new and new c