understood, you write nothing. you're hot, chicken, how uh? well, just as a writer, the porridge on the couch will arrive. i went on business, and to the store for kyusha and porridge with milk. for many years passers-by have seen a whole fool for many years, how in the evenings, barely, moving his legs, falls and rises sergey filippov, being fairly more cheerful, went home, therefore the italian bridge. get out of the house. of course, in the mornings, he is neatly dressed and combed. but he returned already all disheveled tattered. he often came home late, and she was always very worried late at night. nightgown and looked so looked touchingly out the window and waited for him it was always a pity for

her, but she was very worried where he was, what, he was the poor habit of the artist was hereditary from his father. nikolai filippov loved to drink hard; this was one of the reasons for the divorce of filippov's parents in the twenty-seventh year, if his mother , evdokia terentyevna, sergey loved his father, was a stranger to him, despite this, his father. filippova filed for alimony in the fifty-second year and the artist was forced to send him a certain amount of money every month, harmful sergei's own habit grew worse over the years, if sergei filippov's second wife had a personal biographer. perhaps he would have titled this woman's story as follows. antonina golubeva's native happiness , but no matter how difficult her character, the red mullet appreciated her weevil and wanted to strengthen the family. in 1949, she took a boy from an orphanage, and she and philip

fed him for 3 months, as it were, after which the probulka handed this child back somewhere. why did this happen? now you don't know, but after this story, the red mullet allowed sam filippov to come to visit them, the current owners, the actor’s apartment on griboedov canal 9 kindly, were allowed to shoot in their house. and we offered yuri filippov to go with us to the place where he parted with his father forever. the last time i was in the seventy-ninth year. and the last time i saw my father was then. then i left it was not possible. yes? this is the cozy little apartment. here i spent half of my childhood youth in the kitchen. here was

sergey nikolayevich's room. indeed, just the same so the ottoman was a desk. there was a closet on it, the bust was a small room. yes, there was a chair here . lessons i did here. remember the phone here on the table and the floor lamp there was a table on the table, some kind of toad stood bronze handles to insert there. you know what toads are. here they had shelves of that time; people lived, in general, not richly. yes, how do you know it hurts?

yet half of my childhood passed here? here, after all, sergei nikolaevich was. if now suddenly there was a miracle, and now i left this room our father that you tell him. well, of course, that's what 's right in front of your eyes. yes, well, i've been here. so to speak. okay thanks, goodbye.

the wife of sergei filippov, antonina golubeva , wrote several books, but became famous as the author of the tale of the childhood of sergei kirov, the boy art rzhuma , this book was translated into 96 languages, the writer for many years, received huge copyrights, and philip was joking. feeds me all my life, a boy from druzhba, of course, tried to instill a love for literature and young yuri filippov. boy, what poems are you? love at all, none

did not like poetry. i liked to shoot with a slingshot and walk through puddles, but it was steady. well, read the poem, not a girl, raspberries are a masterpiece on the canvas of marusya magdalena, completely undressed. madam instantly became indignant and said a hammer poem, how disgusting? well, it got to the point that this madame began to come to school and says that i need to be treated especially. with heavy biased methods of education, that i'm a slob, that i'm a scoundrel, i had to transfer to another school. so i changed five schools, mutual dislike grew and in eventually. yura began to meet with his father in the theater, but he didn’t let pigeons on the threshold of his own offspring, in general, in the forty-eighth year, her daughter came to leningrad with her husband and a tiny girl. they wanted to stop at the red mullet, but they were there. she said through the door. i have

a young husband. can sleep anywhere. i can take the girl to spend the night, and my daughter, that is, plus you. i won't let go. well, your husband, all the more so, will find or sleep, she perfectly understood that sergey was her junior for 15 years and you need to be very careful and not one normal woman could not cross the threshold of their house. yes, only men, that is, women, if you had terrible ones or they were some kind of uh poetess through and through, soaked in urine. this is how antonina golubeva protected her seryozha from the society of young women, but with her husband's addiction to drinking. she could not do anything to him; she used to wait for her husband at the service entrance to the theater. and filippov slipped away through the main entrance. then the woman went out to nevsky and asked passers-by. no, he just saw he saw

just passed. i just went, and there used to be marvelous prison houses on marat. they were always at the bottom of the glasses. and so only he took some kind of pen there. suddenly sergey took yolka from you, so it was very easy. how to find out from sergei filippov's diaries, they ask me why i play negative characters. and i answer it. so have you ever seen the secretary of the regional committee with a face like mine and the questioner was ashamed to be silent. and he, of course, was a comedian of the highest class, because with his sad eyes and secrecy internal - this is a comedian, really a comedian. here , in the fifty-sixth year, a

film was released on the screens of the country, in which sergei filippov played his, perhaps, the most stellar role today. a miscalculation and on the topic inside life on mars from the diary of an artist, i had a teacher vladimir nikolaevich solovyov, an unusually absent-minded person. so i took this person as a prototype people. and this is the famous people ay where you were born at lunchtime sitting. we are both operators. i have no one else . so i yelled people all over the place. and where you the operator immediately stated put inserted. this is by chance nakhodka, the stars below are small. and look with the naked eye we already see, two

stars, three stars, four stars. best of all, of course, five. over the years, filippov stopped losing his head from the flattering words of his fans to his little pranks. antonina golubeva simply closed her eyes, so nothing threatened the artist’s second marriage with outward dissimilarity, the red mullet and the weevil became very close over time. you're to the left, i'm to the right behind envy from above anger, goat rattler, sends, hello her man. grandmother decided to make sure that he did not drink. so he wrote to her. hmm, how can i say a receipt? yes, she travels and polina, well, why? yes, that he will not drink and only on the birthday of his mother and beloved wife. that's from 6:00 am january 1 to march 1. 1949. i don't drink vodka,

liqueurs, champagne, and alcoholic beverages in general. if i break the word given by me, then the goat will die, rather than i will not fulfill the word given by me, then let me be damned forever and ever. amen filippov december 20 , 1948 and sergey kept his word, even given as a joke though. give before the time, and he and his wife knew that sooner or later filippov unfortunately, he would break again. he is even more gloomy, but on the other hand, he, as it were, is not these gray everyday life, which are these people who endlessly pestered him. in his diary, filippov wrote jokingly from the age of 35. i decorate with my presence under the bridge of the kaliningrad comedy theater. this is my opinion,

the management adheres back. on an october evening in 1963, the theater had a premiere performance based on the play by racer and konstantinov after twelve sergei was not busy in the performance that evening, however, as soon as the action began in the hall, the scene was felt, the feast went clearly not according to the script. when we raised our glasses from behind the scenes there was a voice, it means that only someone drinks like that. i will now enter the frame. i 'll show you how to do it. we are all in shock. we pick up. i just shoot scenes as soon as they bring it in, and it was so clear and clear that we froze a little with these glasses and, of course, the voice could belong to only one artist, because the timbre of his manner left no

doubt that it was philip. i don't think he was on purpose, so i'm sure. no, he was just having fun, but a performance. he almost agrees. it would seem that she drank, sit yourself somewhere. no, he must come to the theater, and for some reason everyone must see that he is drunk. this was not the artist's first misconduct in 1947 . sergei was already fired from the theater for appearing at the performance while drunk, but he was taken back into the tube this time by the artistic director of the comedy theater, a brilliant artist and director nikolai akimov took a principled position. sergei nikolaevich summoned akimov, what is this happening? surname from a corpse well, nikolai pavlovich, that's it, right? sergei nikolaevich everything.

maybe if filippov came and asked for forgiveness there a few days later and somehow explained himself and that's it. maybe he would have taken him, because he adored him, as the actress is still convinced. what exactly is difficult and the artist’s relationship with his second wife resulted in his constant dissatisfaction with life and brought him to a misdemeanor, after which he had to leave the theater when he began to live with this madame of course. i would drink too. actually, i think so that you can only live with a beautiful woman with a very loved one. and so

it eventually turns into torture. if sergei filippov had thoughts about returning to the comedy theater, then after the death of nikolai akimov in the sixty-eighth year, the issue was closed. after leaving the theater, the artist was saved by filming a movie. so what, i'm fine. i'm fine at the movies. everything will be fine. well, as it usually happens when there is this house, and suddenly this house disappears, but the theater really was at home, and we always met very well with him. we greeted each other and he always asked as he left. well how are you? in this lousy theatre? and now it was felt how he loves this theater, how he remembers it and how sorry he is that he does not work in it. perhaps these experiences of the artist

did not pass without a trace in the sixty-fifth year, the doctors discovered. sergey filippov has a brain tumor and they scheduled an operation and they took him out. he had a hole in his head. he was lucky that the tumor was, as it were, like a shirt. here the child is born. she was in such a doctors insisted on a second operation. but filippov refused, sergei nikolaevich did not allow the doctors to fully restore his skull , covered the scar with a ticket and joked that part of my head became soft with age, he says, they didn’t want to make a plate. but this needs to be done again . and he has a temechko in the subject. he says i left it like that. i refuse to withdraw from the operation. i'm leaving the day after tomorrow, that's

all they wanted him to do, he told me to make a plate there, but he was afraid, and at first he spoke very badly. well, i forgot, they don't drink tea. he's not him, says the red mullet. well give it to me. well, give me that sugar bowl. in those days, the filippov family often talked with the actor rudolf formanov, when furmanov was about to buy a cooperative apartment, filippov lent him a large amount of money, the artist set aside this money to buy a fur coat for his red mullet. this amateur film. that's just the plot is very sad and traditional for filipov how to sneak out of the house from red mullet to drink european in the hotel restaurant? from

you 230 rubles. in 1971, director leonid gaidai puts his own version of the famous 12 chairs and petrov in this film, filippov plays the leader of the district nobility, kitty vorobyaninov. feed something to the former state duma deputy the new wave of his success is grandiose. i expect you were infuriated if cute girls could fly like that. and there was another one ahead. the brightest role is sharp, a grotesque episode, but what and

just a few lines that are still on everyone 's lips? we include a filipino clip of his artists by all since the third year he has been releasing the film ivan vasilievich changes profession, in which the actor plays a swedish one. breaking loose after the triumph, the artist perked up, but fate was already preparing a new test in the middle, the seventies son and first wife. filippov was presented with documents for immigration from the soviet union, it turned out that, among other formalities. yura needs to get father's consent to leave the ussr however, the artist was categorically against it back in the early seventies by his

son. yura is tired of endless persecution. red mullet. he took his mother's surname gorinovich. in addition , he hoped that with such a surname, it would be easier for him to leave the country of the soviets. valery made an official request on the blank and offered yuri, in front of witnesses, handing his father the absence of an answer automatically, it would be considered the artist’s consent to his son’s departure, but when yura arrived at his father’s house, it turned out to be hunger, i’ll ring the doorbell. now no one opened there who i say. here, get a document, i can't accept you, that's all. i'm talking about the authorities. you can't accept either. then the door opened, the policeman said radiation, she signed. well, we are happy. let 's go down the road. i was standing there, there were shelves, i even touched the pan with my elbow. everything poured out. well, we received an answer for vera what they say

is written to the decision of my son, of course, they will write with pigeons abroad. i don't know anything, i don't know anything. it is desirable to punish him severely it is desirable to shoot, but we have no material claims. the first wife of the artist alevtin garinovich and the son of yuri emigrated to the united states, their relationship with sergei filippov was interrupted for a long time. he was very offended by the scenes when the son was with his first wife. uh, they went to america, so they didn’t recognize the price, and he never told me about him, after leaving during yes, i have a son. all the letters were sealed and lay on the floor. he told me, if you want to take it and read it, i say, why didn't he read them. he didn't want to

talk. he didn't want anything, but somewhere inside he had pain. the artist's son still remembers that even in exile, his mother or in tim goryunovich could not forget sergei, and he never answered letters from america. well, sometimes he answered the phone. well, where did he say that here i am doing exhibitions. he laughed it off. well, what does he say, you are not the only one doing the exhibition. i was almost kicked out of the restaurant yesterday too. so everyone has their own exhibitions. both father and son philip and regretted how their relationship developed. we were not told a rumor about this, and it was too late to change anything. despite the acting demand and success, many were struck by filippov's depressed state, apparently, longing for his son did not let him go until the very end of the early eighties. i

looked out the window and saw how pauline's film garden from this luxurious classicist stalinist deck was walking a hunched thin man in a tracksuit with a shopping bag in which a bottle of kefir and some cheeses were hanging, something like that. some of their own. small let's say money. eh, it was a spectacle that has been depressing in recent years, many considered the brilliant comedian to be a talented but crazy drunkard who married an older woman and lived in a cluttered apartment, in part. it was true. perhaps these circumstances made him play even more piercingly. in the eighty-eighth year, director vladimir bortko invited philip to dream in the heart of a dog tape. it was one of the artist's last roles, the role of nothing like it.

flocks of naked girls every night. in the eighties, filippov rarely appeared on the screen. he didn't feel well, red mullet. being much older, i also often got sick. she passed away on november 20, 1989. they have been together for over 40 years. filippov could not survive her departure. it is rare water, but sergei nikolaevich behind her was like behind a stone wall. of course i regret a lot, and i was also a little harsh. i know a little about all this too, all these stories are already unpleasant. the great

russian comedian sergei nikolayevich filippov passed away on april 19, 1990 in his final months. he lived so closed that many are still convinced that the artist died at home, he died in the anthology hospital, and 2 days before his death. i was at his hospital talking to the doctor. they said it was hopeless. here he was 78 years old. leningrad northern cemetery in pargolovo writer antonina golubeva and artist sergei filippov are buried and almost next to each other on the edge of the cemetery by the road, who are they? why the people's artist is written on the monuments to a strange man in a beret,

many people passing by, now i don’t know. he is only 7 years old and has already won the hearts of millions of chinese after appearing on local television in an entertainment program. gordey knows the dialect of the city of guangzhou knows

by heart 555 chinese idioms masters the difficult art of calligraphy, this wonderful child speaks and writes in five languages, has a second rank in chess, sings and plays the guitar perfectly. his biography so far fits in one sentence. born in moscow and brought up in china, where his father evgeny kulisov has been living with his family for almost 20 years. eugene has four children and each child develops his abilities according to the system of home schooling, individually, developed for each father today alone with everyone, the little child prodigy gordey kolesov and his dad evgeny kolesov zhenya hello, but somehow we didn’t really introduce you to a greater extent introduced your son, and the audience of channel one has an opportunity to watch you uh in china opening program yes and uh, before talking about your

unusual parenting style. uh, i would like to know how you got into china. to me was 14 years old. i wanted a bike. in the summer , boats sailed along the amur to china. and they told me that in china there are only 2 kopecks. worth it and so many of us think, so far i went with a little money to buy lipets, i bought five pieces. indeed, respectively 3 kopecks. they cost. yes, i had very little money. i counted on one, but a good one uh-huh well, five, so i brought four of them and sold them for 14 years. yes, i sold. i had a great bike. and so, i it was in june, uh and the rest. august while i was on vacation. i went to uh china has turned into the smallest shopkeeper, probably from the entire young delegation. that's how i liked it, china. i realized that you can turn around here. well, now let's get back to pride,

which made an impression not only in china, but already on a million internet users, so to speak, in russia, your project. but if the son is a project, then yes, he is my project. well, as if his every step is actually, when we first posted the videos on the internet. i received a lot of letters in order to post more stories. uh huh at least 100 people that i know have started to learn chinese even more with their children, and they keep sending me questions. how to move. how to do what? how are you doing? why not? gordiev what happened to him? where did you share it? they didn’t take him away , or there are chinese triads somewhere out there. that’s why i’m posting. it's probably more of today it's more of a motivation. yeah, for other people it's good, and what opinions are most often because the internet the thing is, so to speak, anonymous, but to a large extent. uh, you heard about gordey and yourself after such a stunning

popularity that has surged. well, not the most partial, maybe some kind of envy is present, of course. uh, the kindest of them are pasports. ugh t-shirt. it is necessary to save the boy knows five languages, and the boy plays chess. at the boy. there is no childhood that you answer or do not go to the answer. go to the doctor. let the prankster do it. and gordey, how does he cope with the surging popularity, he doesn’t feel it at all, he knows that to him, where we are going. there 's an airport, there's something else there, shops suit him are photographed. he's used to it, he smiles. he knows that it is necessary to put on a smile on duty , and to do so, some ask there to kiss and hug. he says, no, he is called to all sorts of shows after this exit and the victory. and in this show there are about twenty proposals. we got all of them denied. why? well, because it's time. hey producers. it was the first chinese channel, and they are difficult to refuse. they found phones. they came. they arrived,

went straight to the entrance, said we need him. i think he is and i need him my son. yes i spoke my project and told them. i have copyright and yes, but still, when you look, this is a performance. uh, gordey, it seems that, well, this is some kind of light husband, of course, so that here is the 550 region, and they are light, serious, serious husbands. try to get your child interested in something. and how long will it last. it is necessary to constantly nurture him, constantly direct him in some kind , please, a woman, so that a child of 6 years old knows 550. go memory, develop memory. why, because it is needed for languages. why do we need languages? so let's build a stupid chain now, which means there are seven languages. why do they really why chess also does not need a rubik's cube, there is always some kind of perspective for something. yes

, there is development. this is the intellect. this is a human skill. the most memory is the logic of memory and er, building a relationship of memory a quick solution is everything. well, how to say the same thing, it's all connected with a quick reaction. yes, why did we introduce the cube, but the prouder loves to play blitz very much, blitz is when there is a minute or 3 minutes for the whole game and you need think very quickly and work quickly with your fingers, and he says, like dad, i can’t work quickly with my fingers. but i say, let's try the rubik's cube, motor skills are developing very quickly cool and so he began to learn how to collect a two-four there, you yourself god saved and why? by the way, how do you explain the question that is often asked, i also have to ask, although it has been a while since gardeev spoke, why didn’t he blink, there was a feeling that he was a little bit zombified. he's just very collected. uh-huh and when he concentrates. he really, maybe not very long without blinking. well, plus

there is also special forces equipment when you know, snipers can not blink for 30 minutes, so you also learn well, i’ll say no, i accidentally found out i opened the book i read it to me well, you have a very strong military theme. maybe you are preparing for some serious military action. hmm, we're ready. you personally, as a family, personally as a family, and personally, as a person myself, always ready, as if the pictures, for example, motivated what he needs know many languages, because he said that if suddenly something happens, if i am behind enemy lines, then as a scout. i'll never recognize how russian i don't know. i think i made it all up, despite the movie just about aga and there the guys in german uniform approached the same guys and spoke german, then all of them. uh, they shot down and that's it. and he says, papa, who is this? i say it's a scout. i say i want to be scouts. i say they know many languages. let me also know many languages. i say it's hard it's not necessary. let's catch the wave, i wonder what is

imposed. the most important. yes, that's the whole point. aha. and why are there so many competitions in which gordiev takes part? well, competitions are coaches who insist on chess. uh, andrey anatolyevich baichuk flew in to train him with a seven-time world chess champion among the disabled. uh-huh, a very powerful grandfather. and he says theory in chess is one thing, but it 's all worthless without practice, so competitions are needed. you must get up first. i do not insist on the first place. i say it is aspiration, but you get upset. yes? of course , i say that if you participate in competitions, you must make every effort to be first, second, third - these are not places. but what about parental praise? and i praise. i praised, i say, you're done. you took. third place. it's not exactly shameful. that's not bad. this is a good medal. third place metal. we don't have much in the house, so it will come in handy. and this is for a year. i brought him this love to the first place. here we were competitions. for example, the first place, and in general

, sometime crying. it was a long time ago, maybe a year ago, there were also some competitions. he literally deflated there in the final, playing at the first board , there were important competitions. so he was blown away and went out and i look at him, i say what it is, and he has some kind of eyes in a wet place, what is called you want to cry? crying will be easier. i directly provoked him myself, he cried and hugged. i asked him to approach this man to memorize his face so that in the next competitions to show him where the crayfish are. i want you and i to digress a little now and listen to anatoly wasserman, since he was also a child prodigy, and my parents also discovered my abilities in childhood. i myself was. in the status of a child prodigy with all

the difficulties that follow from this. the main of these difficulties, i never learned how to work. uh, for a long time, seriously and stubbornly over one and the same among those prodigy biographies at different times, many of them could not pass from the miracle of children into a miracle of an adult, it seems for the same reason for not being ready to work seriously and for a long time now. i can give. for any wunderkind, just one piece of advice from my own experience. it is very difficult to pass from the miracle of children to the miracle of adults, because adults are always expected to do more

than they can give, and in order to meet this expectation, one must, firstly, be able to work not only on what happens by itself. secondly, do not be frightened and do not break if some expectations are not met. bravo, there you go. strictly speaking, yes, but these dangers that anatoly speaks about, you are usually aware of them, a child who is being cared for, who does not go to school, that's all, that is, these abilities are there. for every child, of course, of course, just any absolutely i have my own system arranged in four pillars. yeah, this is food, this is love and discipline he is accused of all mortal sins, the father of the despot

of the boy. it is necessary to rescue the boy knows five languages ​​the boy plays chess. at the boy. no childhood. he has his own method of motivating links pobeda and i praise. i say you are great. you took third place. it's not exactly a shame. but this is not bad, chinese journalists are hunting for his son. they came right up to the entrance, he says we need him. i say he and i need evgeny kolesov's project with you. what education legal deuces skipped classes. i was more interested in going to second grade. we have announced a competition for the collection of waste paper. i once walked with my dad, which means that it was in khabarovsk along komsomolskaya square, in my opinion, there he showed me the building and says, this something there to build a city. the project says a lot here. i say what are they doing here? he says he produces waste paper. it was several

kilometers from the school, probably six or seven kilometers, and i remembered about the waste paper, and they gave a box of ice cream to the class. and i'm the star captain. and, that is, you have always been a leader. no, i was the leader of the star class rep. i lacked a little brutality at that time. so i went collecting waste paper. i took caretaker. i came i say hello, i'm the captain of the star, and we we collect waste paper you have, they said the supply manager has it. i took a wheelbarrow and with a wheelbarrow, so i went loading. and so i went like this for a whole week, i skipped classes, but i collected 2 tons 100 kg of waste paper alone. and what else can you remember from the maximum results from the maximum from childhood, or already from consciously, but whenever you like, let's go through these notches of your life to the institute. i did. i do not know to tell, although 10 years have passed. yes, they

told me, then, that for 10 years i didn’t talk about it told. no, of course not. well, how, as you scout will say, he is a scout, so i'm doing it. i. rather, i decided to go to china. and my dad says to me, you will go to china for a fee , money is not rubber, therefore, if you want to go to china, you enter for free. you go to the south through the competition. here i go for my exams. we had a professor. in my opinion, lunchakov is in the department, which means i am taking exams in his office, two graduate students are sitting, and he is at the table, which means i have a ticket for three questions. the first i know, the other two do not. that's so i'm answering the first question. i will answer answered brilliantly and here i am tightening it, i don’t want to go on to the second call, the phone call of the lanchuks picks up the phone. hello, luckily i had a wife. they were about to go to the country. so, now there is a scandal, who why what will go, and i began to sculpt just nonsense. it’s just that with a different, completely

different answer, i began to answer and i hear the edges of his ear that he is there, he says so, two or three meters away, i control both his conversation and these two comrades. and they have such things that they do not understand what this guy is doing. he hangs up. i say, this is the answer to the third question. they look at each other at me. he asks them how he answered. i think, well, just tell me something. say it's great. say this guy is great and says complete answers well? this is a five. it turns out that you have an amazing talent as a combinator. and yes, that is , they remembered where the waste paper was taken from the wheelbarrow, as it were, yes, and so they collected 2 tons. well that is, you are very adventurous as well, but this is ignorance. this is different knowledge. yes? why would all of a sudden, and yes, you have

such a crazy idea, be proud, you should become the best in knowledge, but i'll tell you one more such moment. uh, when i studied in khabarovsk and graduated, uh, and in china at the same time. i then transferred to moscow. i entered the university and in the same year and a year later, i became the laureate of two all-russian competitions for scientific works. hmm, yes, that is, i went into science, i liked it. he was great with all of them there. now you are in business. it is better, yes, to say about children's upbringing, yes, and about children's education one spy novel and business one book three at once. that is, three at once, which is already small there, how it is calculated for your programs for 5 years for pride of what he must achieve, you know the years hmm means, well, the programs, as such, i will say some such. here is her unshakable. no, these are most likely landmarks more landmarks, but we must approach languages ​​with a good base for

professional study. yeah, since 12. well, now we are learning five he. well, he needs japanese with italian rubber time. i explain to him wants. well, probably about seven, probably, there will be uh-huh that's how you need to approach this period with a good base. well, in chess, probably, there will be some achievements; he has something there at the level of a master of sports. there, probably, will already play. we had plans to do judo. rather, he wants to do judo. hmm he likes all these somersaults all sorts of grabs fooled. yes, in everything you need to be the first, because if a man's such a position. that is, if it's something you get involved in, it's only so it's a responsibility. this is respect for to himself, to his family, to his country. if you go for something, you must die, but make the maximum result. that's it. you, as a scout, talk like special forces. you know, the main rule of special forces. you don't have to

die for your motherland, you have to live for your motherland. yes, now i’ve unlearned a little , let’s listen to andrei banchuk, who trains exactly e proud in chess literally from the first minute, that is, we began to communicate, and i also tested his chess ability. and in general, they turned out to be above average without a doubt. everything worked out very well for him, he grasped it very quickly, he liked it, that is, his self-assessment immediately increased. and i didn't notice that pride was some kind of special move talent. he 's just a very smart kid. and he liked, as i understand it, the game itself. this is my talented kid on the key. it seems to me that i don’t see a limit or ceiling for the development of a child at all, especially since a parents invest very large intellectual material efforts in europe, therefore, it seems to me what to say about

some limits are simply not correct. i think in chess he is able to achieve the greatest success. i'm not a prophet, i can't tell if he'll become a world champion, but i have no doubts that he'll become strong in addiction. home schooling for all children out of the logic of more efficiency. yes, you know, we sent them, sort of to kindergarten, but they, uh, they were like there for six months, and all six months they were sick. hmm, i didn't like it. i went to the kindergarten. looked at them there terrible conditions. it's cold there. uh, they're there at clothes are sleeping. i took them. i think okay, i will prepare a home program and start studying at home. i looked it up very effectively. it's expensive, yes, that is, you write out the best teachers, well, the world champion in the rubik's cube. yeah we had the chinese last year in chess. here is the blue tractor. okay 12 years for example, or a little earlier,

gordey or other girls, they tell you that papa will tell us everything well enough. more. we go with pride to come to competitions. why was he six and a half, milanochka is his youngest sister. so, says dad. i want a medal too. uh-huh, i say, well, play tennis there, you do it. no, i want chess. hermanu let's play chess, you definitely like the move - it's a dull boring game. she says i want. no , okay, if you want, let's get them started. she worked out for about four months. the coach says it's hard to go. i say honey. let's leave chess. they are so uninteresting. no, i want to. and so i say it, as if we will deal with it. she comes and says, daddy, i don't want anymore play chess. i say, thank you lord a few another look. they don't have to be the first or they have to be smart beautiful and

cook well. so the girls now how much i remember now. 5 4 and a half did not confuse anything. yes, and what do they do, which are 5.4 and a half? i think, less degree, while still knowing the languages, the girls are engaged in milana with agate for him , their main sport is tennis. so they draw with languages ​​unconditionally. the same as the gordeyki chinese english french spanish, a they have separate teachers, that is, each has a separate chinese teacher; in french, they study english separately, that is, two girls and gordey separately and also spanish. why not? his educational system is built on four

pillars. this is sleep, food is love and discipline. he believes that you need to win everywhere and always it is a responsibility. it is respect for oneself, for one's family, for one's country. if you enter into something, you must die, but make the maximum result. he finds a way out of any situation with another completely different answer began to speak answer. they look at each other at me, he asks them how he answered the full answer and well. this is a five. and my mother is with you, i mean, your wife agrees in everything, or sometimes she whines and says, children, my poor and unfortunate people are tired of this. no, of course there is no such thing. in general, i consult with her. after all, the children are only 95% mine

5% of hers, so i will listen to her opinion. yes, what are you saying? and so it’s from what you calculated that the ninety-fifth, and not yours seems, that is, not 50 50. of course, 50. what's the deal? there must be a clear clear benefit clearly and clearly mom's place in the house mom's place in the house is very high, very good. you do not think that our mother does not have a word. mom has authority over us, even dad mom is sometimes afraid, it can’t be in what matters it didn’t work. uh-huh no crocodile ride no questions. i always listen to e about teaching education. i am always but the children know that i am generally a moderately harsh person, so i sometimes ask her to talk there, how mood. do you like this teacher? what is he doing? so what's wrong? i myself ask, sometimes i try, but to explore something when it doesn’t work out. she asks, in general, she

supports me in all these issues. and what does she do? works; wife works; she gave birth to four children and evgeny works. what do you think ? four kids and you make your wife work scoundrel all over the country spit it out well it really works. well, four, children, of course, well. amazing and amazing chief way, because it was in china that i met my husband, i met my husband and met on the first day of my arrival in china meeting. for me, of course, she was chain-bearing, i immediately understood when i saw this person. i immediately realized that, well, i probably will fall in love with him

. unfortunately, our children visit relatives in russia, not often, but once a year we try to take them. our children do not have enough communication here with russian children. and when they come to russia of course. for them there, expanse when, of course, i see on the screen more proudly and just when he takes the stage. or just as he begins to read poetry or he won some kind of competition, here, of course, it is not overflowing with pride and of course i understand, it is at these moments that i am a mother, but a very talented child. and it may even be that i am the mother of a future star; girls , of course, like russians. there are no questions here either. no. i once asked him, do you like hmm chinese girls. he tells me not very much, i say, why, but he says? well, for example, you compare here you or our security guard in

entrance, chinese. who's prettier? well, of course, you are indeed victorious. well, if you compare, then there are eyes, who is more beautiful, mom or a security guard in the stairwell? well, you know that after all, special children have unusual abilities first in everything. they are also very selfish. eh, parental amuse pride. well, well, i'm doing my duty. i develop my children. i believe that raising children is the responsibility of parents. i do not want to hang responsibility on the kindergarten of our school. i don't want to come to the parents' meeting and blame the teachers there for something that they did not fit well there. we are his son there or his daughter there or something else, i see my responsibility. in that. this is the main thing, my mission on earth. uh-huh love the motherland and love the family everything.

when gordey took part in the competition, we asked him where he was going to stay. he said in china you even commented on it to say that he is a sly one. he realized that in order to win the competition, well, it's strange to say, yes, and what he would like in russia, but you've been living in china for 15 years, who are all these. well, that's who everyone these magnificent results and fruits of your development of children will go to the great page we plan to return to russia uh-huh yes, we are literally going to have this event in the summer. i hope we return. i will tell you more. we really were about to leave, and at that time we should have already moved. uh, channel one, here is a project we are filming, they say, eros speaks on the map. i understand, but we have already sent things. uh-huh, you know, we already have things. we have everything ready here, the apartment is already everything, everything is prepared, you come. live here if also continue homeschooling. yes, yes, there will be an external student here. we'll finish it right now, uh. and

that means that gordey is studying with us at the embassy. so let’s go, we’ll set everything, we’ll get our document for the second class and, in general, we’ll continue, so russia will certainly get the fruits at the end of may, we’re going to the russian championship with pride until 9 years old, he’s seven, but in general he’s not afraid of anyone, we are preparing hard very seriously. he wants to win the world championship. first, in the fall it will be in september , europe will be, and in october, the world. here he has good goals. i think i will support him in combat. he wants to sing the anthem. i taught him. yes, he knows the anthem, of course, he knows how to sing it, and he says, dad, but when they sing it so that what can i do so that they have time for the anthem? i say you need to win the european championship or the world, he says you need to win. yes, the guy is very patriotic. we talk so much about pride, but since there are also girls with very rare names agatha milana and senya aga why are they so rare, but we choose

such unusual spouses a little just like that, as if originality, yes, it is present in every choice you make, starting with the name with the choice of the name. yes, we proudly had a little bit of a situation, he was born so complicated, by the way, the chinese. eh, the chinese consider it. uh, generally a unique child, because he is an eight in china is an amazing number. he was born on 18.08.008. here for them it is, of course, a magic number. he was born on the 18th. it was monday, i think. a week later, my mother called me, she said he was born, and a week later they called me and said he was dying in intensive care. i got ready. we had joint decision with his wife that she will go to moscow to give birth. they were all born in moscow. so they tell me, i flew here on a plane. he lies in the intensive care unit, all such a blue lump, all in these needles there, and we are still going to go in. well, doctors,

they are all cynics to some extent, their work is difficult, and he is, uh, a doctor, the head of the department tells me. what would you like to name the boy? i say, why are you leading me where? i got a little scared. uh, there to be that's what i'm saying. and why does she say this is a slip of the tongue? i say, you stipulate a new one. i say gordey, she is like i say, gordeev in honor of the phrygian king. she was not like us. i say they will. here we come. i looked at my white wife. she no longer speaks there, we went in for some amount of time. i say what's going on? i say, why did you spread such a panic? well, yes , the child is in intensive care, he was tired unusually here. uh, well, eats little, eats badly. everything will be fine. i say what kind of pale faces, and the doctor looks at me and understands that i'm playing, that i begin to create energy, like dynamo and i

say spouses. you look, he is full of strength, but he closed his eyes. but it's okay. i say where i arrived, if you want to tickle your mother's nerves, then why should i? you look at me, he has already become a gray-haired head because of your tricks. let's finish this quickly, which means, in 2 days, to go eat a boob, in 2 months i'm waiting at home, and they were in such shock, and i stirred them up so much. although i myself was trembling like that. and you know he got better. well, he got better, that's all. and ate and two months later, everything worked out, very very well. and let's look at your girls at agatha and milan at the older ones let me be 5 years old. my name is angar. what is your name

in chinese my name is irina and how old are you, 4 what language do you think? in english, i think in chinese, what is your favorite dish , my favorite food is soup and noodles. i like to eat meatballs the most. mom, mom cooks delicious food. i love the most. potato you very, very smart, brother, gordeev what do you think he can do do best? best to play chess and solve math. and who is your best friend? cold, while

china is hot so big. well, they are unlikely to become blondes, so to speak, in terms of intelligence, but really blondes, what luxurious daughters you have thank you back to envy, but i wanted to note, see your best friend. gordey is milan's best friend ah, that is, it is a closed world to each other, but home schooling. eh, there's always a question. the next one will always move with russia, so to speak, home schooling. continue on one side children who achieve luxurious results in education, even if they are in school, in general, study, that is, there are always problems with socialization, and

socialization is excuse me 50% of success in later adulthood, right? yes and no civilization, what to do? why is there socialization? and we go on weekends. we will go for walks to play, they are often on the hill, there with the chinese it is another matter that the russian and the chinese are different and individuals. they have a different sense of humor. uh, different, mentality, kids, a little bit different. i am noticed, i watched him for a long time. but we will come to russia with us. i think that the same program will remain. uh, they will go to the art studio. they'll play, uh, tennis, and there 'll be kids to run with. well, we talked for so long, looked at the girl, and we talked for so long. oh gordeev you want to see him. so let's finally call him to this studio. come on, he has an opinion about what

real women should be, they should be smart , beautiful and cook well. he never shifts his worries onto other people's shoulders. i do my house. i develop my children. i believe that to develop children. this is the responsibility of the parents. he has a clear purpose in life. this is my main mission on earth. yeah to love the motherland and love the family is everything evgeny kolesov we talked for a long time about your incredible abilities of the most diverse ones that you managed to show you, how does it seem that every child has such abilities, or are you still special? i feel like i'm more special more special, which you can't. i have everything turns out, well done and you get tired, in general, i never get tired, it doesn’t happen like that. well, everyone gets tired. you are a robot, i guess. yes, i will touch you. you are real. you quarrel with dad, no, i never

quarrel. and even when he tells you that this is not the first place won, the second, what they say. e that you are not the first, you are fine, yes, it is normal, because you need to win first places. yes, why? well, what happens to you? when did you win? so i don't know when you won something like what won. probably i won the candidates for the master of sports, so what happened that day? this was some kind of special day. after i played this tournament, i returned home and had a rest, swam in the pool, played with my sisters. and that is, nothing of the kind, somehow, especially fanfare sounded in your address, but evgeny why is this normal? did mom kiss him? this is the most important reward for him. and mom, you are proud of you, she says that

i'm done. do you have any plans there what do you want to become, for example, there are some digging profession itself there, yes, already planned the world chess. this is not a profession. you know chess players, this is unfortunate. he himself, in shock with a rubik's cube, also took part in the most different championships. can we solve the rubik's cube here, yes? you know what i propose, while gordey collects the rubik's cube, let him see another story with irina polyakova, also a person with unusual features that manifested themselves in childhood. let's listen to 2 years. she learned to read at the age of 5 and read the collection of jules' essay correctly. then i i went to school for 5 years in the zero grade then such people just appeared at school it was boring. and i just

began to do all the tasks from the textbooks forward. e thus accidentally completed, er, a program of, say, third grade in half a year in the second six months of the fourth hmm in the summer. since it's so overclocked. uh, she finished fifth and immediately went sixth, which was then changed to one color. tired of seventh jumping to school, ended 13 years old, entered moscow state university at 14. well, i was all the time, but the problem is that i considered myself an adult. ah, let's say if i was studying, then not 3 years older, u i was 10 years old - this is 13. i felt myself almost thirteen years old. yes, because i constantly communicated with them. i had interests at the level of this age and mental development. yes, i completely coincided with them, maybe even surpassed them somewhere, but for those around me. i was still a 10 year old. yes, and how it turns out that studying is big, but going

, uh, for a walk to visit, and then go to the dacha to peers, the topic is small, and this is the feeling of some such total injustice. yes and that and you have duties, but rights? no , yes, it generally stays for a long time. and there is another very big problem. it seems to me that it comes already when childhood ends, prodigy ends, and then you grow up and suddenly you realize that yes. you are quite a successful person. you have a good career, an apartment, a car, a family, some. yes, and who is more fortunate? well, you didn't become an einstein, yes, you didn't discover a cure for cancer, you didn't fly into space. yes, that is, some of your achievements. human scale. i would like to wish e not to miss all the opportunities of childhood, not to exchange it completely for learning achievements. because if

it ends so quickly, what do you say about what she told us, irina does not like what she said. do you understand? first of all, i don't understand why you go to 13-year-olds at the age of 10 if you went through the school curriculum. in general, e of its class. well, go to the expanse, there, natural science according to the teachings a little bit. eh, learn some language. well, something that doesn't bring you in. here in this here adult life does not push you at the age of 13 moscow state university why when you can go on time with everyone, and this is the time to use your horizons for development you know, this is some kind of stupid rubik's cube, it is not designed. i see it's hard for you. let's drop him. let dad support now, please tell me what your happiest day looks like, the magic wand is in your hands and you say, i want my day to be tomorrow. here

is such a 9:20, my english is like that. then we just have fun, play, there near the house. we have so 10:00 to 5:00 pm you're having fun. well, first you need to have lunch, yes, have lunch. this is a very fair point to make. it's like a real man, the same entertainment, if not called like that. had lunch and went to play again, yes, and then what spanish and everything, everything, two lessons a day, lunch dinner breakfast entertainment. this is how your happiness looks eugene how often does a proud day plan like this? what his real day looks like real day looks like everyone 9, 20 english 10 40 tennis at 11:30 chess. until

13:30 lunch. after that again chess 2 hours 2.5 from 17:15 to 18 and 15 spanish 15 minutes. we have a rest break, then an hour of english then calligraphy to wash and sleep. well, we want to say that you are definitely friends of course incredibles thank you thank you families give a small gift from our program. polison family, hold on proud stand up please, let's put

this super cape on you. blimey. look, here, it means you have this one, by the way, from the rain, of course, this is for you super coat. and here is the letter k. a. here is another raincoat for all your girls, because the family is where mom and dad and daughters are, and everything is super. super. thank you. big. thank you. what happened to this family does not fit into the usual stereotypes. julia is married. for many years, the couple dreamed of children, but a serious health problem left them practically no chance. the doctors' verdict was disappointing, either adoption or surrogacy, which

yulia and her husband could not afford, saved their mother yuli elena at 54 years old. she became a surrogate mother of her own grandson, bearing and giving birth to a wonderful boy, kirill alone with everyone elena snegur and her daughter yulia sokolova hello dear yulia elena is glad to welcome you to our studio and would like to thank you for being in general, you decided to , and share with us this, but an unusual case, but as i understand it, up to a certain point you didn’t just hide it, but didn’t really advertise it, as it were, such a situation that arose, here in your big family. we didn't hide. we are just those who were interested, he knew. uh-huh those who were not interested, of course, didn’t go to me and, well, they didn’t shout to every corner that this is our situation and mom. we have a child with us. uh-huh and that's why, in fact, such a

decision was made. it was an exclusively financial issue that could not be resolved in any other way. this problem was mom's suggestion, look how you like it. in general, it occurred to me, to offer myself as, so to speak, a surrogate mother for my own grandson or granddaughter, then there was unknown. well looking at how they want kids. and you know that i have health and i bore my children without problems. i thought that i could, but still, you know, there are very different impressions, so to speak, but there is age, it seems to me, there is some kind. well, i don’t know, there is an unspoken threshold, after which the idea is fixed in our society, well, where to give birth? as they say, well, it's too late. and you were so sure, you were 54 years old. the replantation was 53 more, she gave birth already 54, where did the confidence come from? well, i don't know, maybe

there was uncertainty. vera vera yes, everything will work out yul and how long have you been trying, so to speak, to carry out your attempts to become a mother for 3 years, but very intensively, let's say, yes, and the idea of ​​adoption in your family, so to speak, was it discussed or not? it was discussed when we went to the school of adoptive parents. we collected documents. so far, we have agreed that we will adopt anyway. yeah, that is, now kirill will just grow up and, well, at two years old, when he will be, we will already look for him and back collect documents for the adoption of a girl already. why didn't you resist then? let's say mom's proposal, all the same? did you also think that nothing would work out, or what? here, at the age of 53, mom, you agreed when mom said, let's try to make mom fall behind and what or uh, no matter how much i didn’t have vera at first when i was the first. he is a transplant, well, i think they will put my mother in jail, how would

mom if it’s good there, then well, let it be good, it would all end again. and if it doesn’t work out, maybe my mother, as it were, would be reduced, that, well, as if she would stop offering it, she would stop having such an idea, but you weren’t scared yourself that mom was still healthy, the biggest fear is that mom won’t withstand the body. yes , that's it, that's why i refused, that's why i was not very much for this idea, but then, when the embryo had already taken root, there was already a very big fear for eight months for the health of the mother and for the health of the baby. well, they survived. didn't you have fear? for some reason, i never even thought that something could be bad with me. no, it wasn’t, absolutely fear. i was afraid for the child, so

that everything would be fine, so that he would develop correctly in a timely manner, the only person was afraid. here, so that everything is fine, and every month every week i get up analysis, and every month there are still others. well, i went for an ultrasound every month. yes, she did an ultrasound. yeah, everything was fine for a week. i again began to worry again, then i waited another two weeks and again went for an ultrasound so that only as soon as they told me. well, everything is fine here , everything is fine. i'm easy again was. yeah, mentally it was hard. but you know, in principle, it seems to me, there is the topic of surrogate motherhood. she, well, not so long ago, entered the discussion in our society, so to speak, and there is another such stereotype that, well, people resort to it, but there i don’t know broad views. rich people, perhaps, who cannot solve their problems there otherwise; in general, there are still many prejudices. and hmm, just like that among

the people you have a small town. you were not afraid that e information about what you are carrying, a grandson, so to speak. well, it will somehow be subjected to some kind of moral pressure, including some kind. will you subject something? of course, i was ashamed of my state of my pregnancy. i was shying. well, what do people think i am for myself, and if, well, someone met, i immediately explained that it was for my daughter. this is not for me. this is not my stomach, as it were, yes, but this is actually my daughter's life. and in principle, as i know, we now have some restrictions that a surrogate mammoth can become so an outsider for years up to 35, for your sake they made some kind of exception. yes , but when the conversation started about what i want, yulia agreed, i called the center and the director. hey, head doctor. she explained to me that 35 years is the ceiling. but i asked i never got sick. i

had no problems as a woman. maybe let's try, then, she said, well, as an exception, we can, if your health allows, i started drinking hormonal drugs, which provoked vintometry hyperplasia and a little bit. of course, i had two more minor surgeries. yeah. then they already did in october i received the first injection, when the medications started, when all these people started like that. preparatory measures there was no desire to say so, well, or there suddenly thought that oh , something, i seem to have overestimated my strength. no, i didn't hesitate to help. let's. now let's listen. just your personal doctor, yulia mikhailovna, what she told us, when elena appeared and put forward her candidacy for the role of a surrogate mother, of course, they were skeptical about this and, uh, reluctantly

it can be said that e considered her candidacy, because the age of pregnancy is such a kind of test for the state of health, even if a person is healthy, but without pregnancy, then during pregnancy various complications can occur in the body. can fail, and at age 50 above, of course, these risks are very high, given that she is the age at the time of getting pregnant. you are already 53 years old, even if she is absolutely healthy according to the results of the examination. there are still cardiovascular risks eating during pregnancy may cause cardiovascular problems. here an exception was made, because here, probably see elena why was this done? well, if she was frightened, even for a minute she expressed some

doubt that but what if something would be bad with me there, or what? i would immediately refuse, we took a kind of risk, so to speak, took responsibility for this particular patient, because the cases are exceptional and they had no other choice to learn that they could afford commercial surrogacy . we went for it, but that's how they will come to us. tomorrow. let them say, i want, i want, i want. no, of course, we don’t do this yul, well, we’re all talking about you in the sense of how you reacted to this, and how your husband reacted to this, when you said, you know, my mother wants to give birth to a child for us wanted children so much that he said, if she can, if she really wants to, then let her try, if god wills, so it will be, and your spouse is new,

who not so long ago you are married and happily married. but in general, he always supported this idea, as it were. i had to thin my blood there. he rode and collected 20-30 liters of birch sap, brought it and froze it. here, so that the blood would not thicken, it was necessary so for health, then here it is, it was he who helped the pregnancy a lot, than he could. he is morally that some kind of folk remedies that could help mom hmm carrying a pregnancy. he did the whole thing. all that he could do, he did everything at the age of 54, elena endured and gave birth to her own grandson. look how they want children and you know that i bore my children without problems. i thought that i could before

becoming a surrogate mother. it didn't take long to prepare. i started drinking hormonally and a little. of course, i underwent two more small operations, yulia's husband did not mind that their child would be born in such an unusual way , he wanted children so much that he said, if she can, if she really wants to, then m let her try alone with everyone elena snegur and her daughter yulia sokolova lena i know that there is also brother julia has uh your son and he has some health problems with his joints. here you told us e to e of the program that if i could give away my joints there, if only i had a son, everything is fine. i would give. this is some kind of, uh, maternal sacrifice. i would say some, in which that's all that is possible right up to enduring

grandchildren. come on, we're ready to give up the joints too. it is clear that there is one. well, what a common phrase that a mother is ready, there in the life of her child to give her is pure, true, it is, as it were maternal instinct, he is the strongest, but still, this is not a bust to such an extent, he will be ready to sacrifice everything for the sake of his children. i think, probably, any mother would go for it. that is, you feel it as your duty, right? i owe, if i can, i owe everything i can. and how did you meet your husband, how did we meet, but we met a long time ago in the seventy-fourth year. it 's 42 years already. yes, we studied together at school odnoklassniki in the same class. yes, then in the

tenth grade i left this city and went to grandmother in another city to live in birsk and in the tenth. i no longer studied with my class and at yulia's graduation when his daughter also studied with yulia in parallel classes. and then on social media. when he registered, we also began to correspond with him. and he admitted to me that he kind of had a crush in childhood. we even wanted him with a classmate with my one e with one woman wanted to marry. yes, instead of yourself, you were free. ah, they weren't free yet. so we wanted to introduce him, but he refused. he me

wrote. no, i'll be waiting for you then so i thought about staying with my husband, with whom the desire is very, of course, by that time it's good and it turns out. as a matter of fact, you know that you refute the saying that at the age of 40 your life only begins, it somehow after 50 ran on all counts. anyway, well, you are some kind of a brave woman, you are sitting such a modest mouse, in general, courage is a car for you. let's listen now. how did you react to your decision? uh, your, your loved ones, your spouse, your girlfriend is close and your mother. as a matter of fact, there are also other people who react. what is special about the members of this, generally an amazing person, she is quite. i think she was made for family life. i saw responsibility in this person when she

informed me of this in her desire to help her daughter. of course i was shocked. 54 years old is a serious age to carry a child. besides that, she had other concerns. her son denis underwent several operations, it was pointless to dissuade her, of course, she shared these emotions. she i she says i understood with my mind. that i should give this child away, it's not my child, but my heart didn't let go, because in fact, you know, she even talked to him, she learned to talk to him when he was still in general, yes, yes, here, like mom's mom's grandmother, she put

her hand on her stomach and somehow a little bit somehow. here he was patted, and he reacted to these claps. for us it was of course, but in general, not quite usual. we have seen and not seen with our own eyes. yes of course, you're risky here when you sometimes watch on tv. how many different cases happen that the child dies or the mother's child? and this is what i was afraid of all the time. here she is for you, who is the heroine of the victim who is lena for you ? she was observed lying. e in this, how to say to save. she was on medication all the time. that's

it. it's what for sometimes for health, it's not really good? mom, actually in your grandmother, your mother's mother, naturally, also experiencing her own maternal instinct in turn, was worried that, thank god, everything ended well, but it could end not very well. anyway , you might not have thought about what it is, well , selfish enough. in general, a relationship of willingness, mom, who says. but let me help you, maybe you should have insisted that well, now, of course, there are some, thank god, they are healthy and beautiful. kiryusha was born to his mother in perfect order, beauty. how much kirill now even 4 months. this is how a woman looks like after giving birth to a child of 54 years old. it did not think that well, maybe somehow i went over somehow with the readiness of my mother. well, mom is ready, but

am i ready to risk her health like that. i was not ready, initially i and the decision that we made that yes, my mother will plant in january, when they planted kirill, he succeeded very difficult with tears in his eyes, but my mother called me, you decided. well, here, i can i feel that i can consult with my husband. my husband speaks. well you, what are you so worried about? i say, well, what if it's scary already. hmm, we'll lose embryos. we can lose our mother there, anything can happen. he well , if my mother says, so she wants. trying is not torture, how would he support me. well, not only that he supported, he prompted me to say, yes, but it was still very difficult and i didn’t fully realize and didn’t think that how everything would turn out

, the embryos would take root, that my mother would have to give birth. and how did you feel? how is the pregnancy going? i was ready for everything, and therefore for me i almost now i think that i easily brought this pregnancy to me. i didn’t have any toxicosis, there was nothing with my children, and there was nothing with kirusha . the only thing that has been hard for me lately is to walk for a long time. well, if we talk about the moral side, i did, here are the difficulties, so to speak, physiological, which one way or another you overcame with the help of medicine, so to speak, various modern means, but this hmm how to say, it seems to me, because we are also invested by the lord god already this mechanism that when we we take women, then this connection with the child is restored in such a different way. and how is it to understand that this is not my child, that is. it’s like mine, but she ’s actually my daughter and actually i’ll have to

give her away, and actually, that’s how you talked about, patting your tummy about. i spoke to him right away. so, when it was already more than 20 weeks, when there were already movements, uh, i woke up and said, kiryushenka well kiryushenka baby, i say, baby, well, i’m getting up, we’ll get up, and he somehow moved like this. i am was at ease with him. everything is fine. what to give to yulia. uh, well this is also with his wife and grandson, so love for his daughter. eh, there was no doubt that i was carrying a grandson and i would give my daughter to make her happy, but when i saw kirill in the hospital, i, of course, had something maternal. played right away. i was very worried. how will i

part with him, but this is for her, as i still understand that this is for her, as a big part, like a son. and secondly, as a grandson, she loves him very much. she is very attached to him. yeah, you didn’t expect this, when you went to this experiment, so to speak, you didn’t expect it. but, when i saw what it was like after birth, when i was still walking, my mother, pregnant, i saw how she treated me, i realized that it would be hard to part with him even after especially after resuscitation, when we were in resuscitation. it got harder for mom. it was noticeable and mm, and was a kind of, in general, a burden on your soul. the decision to risk the health of her mother was given to yulia very hard, her husband says, well, what are you, what are you doing are you worried? i say, well, suddenly it's scary already.

we can lose embryos, we can lose our mother, anything can happen there, despite the fact that elena was carrying a grandson, she treated him like her own child, when it was already more than 20 weeks, when there were already movements, uh, i woke up and she said, baby, well, that i’m standing, we’ll get up, and he somehow moved like this. i was at ease with him. everything is fine. julia saw the experiences of the mother and felt her connection with the child, i still understand what it is for her, how most like a son. secondly, as a grandson, she loves him very much. she is very attached to him. alone with everyone, elena snegur, and her daughter yulia sokolova len passed like a mouth. they planned births yes, in advance well, in advance, as i have a

gray section it is always at 38 weeks and so i informed until 38 weeks and arrived for a planned caesarean. ufa you also went, yulia did not, they took her. but she herself did not let us in, they said that it was impossible. why? well, they can't. in this hospital, there are no partnerships in their practice. partnership childbirth, so therefore no. and where were you, we were at home, sitting on pins and needles all this time, until my mother called and said you became parents. and when the caesarean section took place, were you conscious or not, yes, that is, you saw right away yes, you didn’t do the final anesthesia, i heard the child. i heard that he was screaming, even i heard that he seemed to be screaming in his stomach. he began to scream so that such a muffled sound was, uh, a voice, a voice, then

stronger, and then they took him away. uh, to another room, showed him everything, as expected or not. they didn't show it to me. they didn't say that, look. here is the boy. no. although i was conscious. i thought everything was as it should be. i thought so. so they took him to another room. doctors from the children's department were already waiting there and they took him to the children's department, which turns out to be in intensive care. why did they bring babies to everyone in the evening? well , i also stayed in intensive care in my adult- well, they brought children to some, but they don’t have an opinion, in the morning they bring me to others again again no. i already asked a question. why i don't have it does n't show. a doctor will come to you, what he will say, i

began to worry. i went crazy. now i think, yes, then they told me he was in intensive care. you can call there. i called and they told me the child was not breathing, that he was developing pneumonia. well, then, of course, i already had a tantrum yulka. how did they find out that kirill was in intensive care? mom called, she said we talked the night before and everything was fine with the child. everything is fine. i am good. eh, to the child is no longer allowed. mom is also in intensive care; she also does not know what is happening with the child. but everything seems to be fine. but in the morning, uh, my mother called us and said that kirill turned out to be in intensive care with pneumonia. ugh, that's not so good. as much as i would like, as hmm was supposed yesterday. there have already begun attempts to

undertake and in resuscitation. started calling every day there, you know? what every hour, if you call it will be useless and only doctors divert from their duties. calm down moms because mom just felt very at that moment that her mother’s attitude had changed, or something to the child, that for a long time there the mind tried to control feelings, and she said. here is my grandson. this is for your son, and so on and so forth, and that at the moment when the child was born, that, in fact, the concept was mixed up. and what is it that she can’t really distinguish, is it well or is it still my child thinks, she understood this when it became obvious when we ran into her in the intensive care unit itself near kirill for the first time they let kiryusha. and uh, i saw him, and my mother already, in my opinion, came up for the third time. that's when, seeing mom's attitude towards the child, how she

stood crying, and how she was shaking. i understood that it would be very hard for my mother without kirill, and i would give him and her more than m-m more feelings than grandmother to her grandson. and what did you experience with these kirish? this is my child. all i have will be no thoughts . he will recover and everything will be fine. eh, they do everything that was all right. this is my child, and you cried. i am the kind of person i am i very, very rarely cry from emotions, i am a little emotional, especially in those when there is a person nearby who is also feeling bad. yeah seeing my tears. he will be even worse, so we must hold on. well, thank god. this is a story, lenochka, you cry all the time. these are tears of happiness, or either memories and happiness that everything turned out well, thank god everything ended well, really, and

here is kirill's mother. earlier, lena was discharged earlier than kirill, or at the same time. yes, and that is, you still continued to walk. what kind of ride is sterlitamak there 120 km. wow, that is, they are each day is all day through the day. and when i was discharged, it was something like me on the day of discharge. in general, i was waiting there, for a whole week, how long i lay, i was all flowing, and when they were discharged, i say, why? well, because they were afraid, no, kirill is that he is sick, yes, that he was afraid and when he was discharged. i think how can he be left such a tiny tiny one in this maternity hospital. i didn’t understand, in general, for me it was something, the moment came, i had to leave the hospital, and we julia came for me, and we immediately went from the hospital to the church wept and asked, then asked everyone

at each room there, they asked, they stood begging that everything was something with kirill recovered. well, after what time kiryushka was discharged, well, first they were discharged from the intensive care unit on the 12th day on the fourteenth day for 2 weeks, and then another week we spent with him in the children's department for the second stage to the house. kirill and i aga were already lying, yes, and you were waiting. yes, i've been waiting. i already called her too. she sent me pictures. how did you decide among yourselves who will lie with kirusha when when i will pull out mama you have a birth certificate, as if the mother with the child lies. yeah. that is, there was no legal possibility. eh, lenochka, if there was a legal possibility, then you would have run the tension together, you would have been lying, well, that is, when kirill was taken away from the hospital, they met you uh-huh, as it should be yes, saints and mother met. it was a strange feeling.

no, i was glad that kirill recovered. and that he and yulia well, that's it, no, there was no strange feeling. no. i knew it was her child. and that they should meet her, yul, and when you felt, i don’t know somehow here, that here maternal feelings at once it turns out at once m-m. i did not think that if i have a maternal instinct, no, he swears maternal instinct, i just knew. this is my child. i will live with him for a very long time. i already love him. i am boundless man to him tenderness. i am responsible for his life. uh, without this little man. i can't anymore because it's mine. and how did he treat you, kirill, he

looked at me for the first time, as if he were just another nurse. with one eye, and so you can’t say that there are some just around it. at first there were a lot of people. and when he saw me, i was another face for him, which maybe he won’t see again uh-huh well, then after three days, probably, he’s already so used to it, still the best and most of all len pays attention to me when we asked you, but we were preparing for this program. and would you go to such an experiment again, you said, perhaps yes, but you would not be able to give it back. so said. yes , it's hard to break up. this is something that was the most difficult parting for you lena what did you

think? what would be bad without you? yes, and it seemed to me that he felt better with me, that he seemed to feel that i was betraying him, that i was giving and giving. well, that's what he don't know, that's how i felt. i even when they left, and we had an agreement with yulia. they traveled for three days, but murmansk that every 3 hours she tells me how kirill's condition is, and here is some moment in my head, uh, the crying of a child. so i hear the cry of a child, i call them, and the truth is, kirill is crying. here was some kind of connection with him, then it was very difficult to part. and let us know that now we will listen to professor of neonatology irina grigoryevna filipova. and what did she tell us, but told about your specific situation and about a surrogate in general. if we talk about what happens in psychological practice, then this is not the most

shocking story, but in fact, in terms of the arrangement, er, family roles and the formation of the personality of a child, this is, of course, a very difficult story, because definitely family roles, who is my mother, who is my father, who is my grandmother, this helps a person to build his own concept, to define himself as a person of a certain gender, to master the steering wheel in the family , the one that i should have in this case, since we are still talking about a boy , it will be a little easier for him, because girls also need to master the maternal position, and in such a generally mixed story. it's not just that the boy here has at least one single father, and as an object with which he will have to compare himself, there is such a concept as psychology, identification, he has it precisely defined, but about how he will then figure out how to choose for himself. but here there can be different interesting stories, because, in principle,

the mother figure plays a big role here, but now this child has two mother figures. and, probably, the whole problem here is how they will play these roles among themselves, and distribute them, how they will position themselves in relation to the child. for example, we know a lot about psychology examples where these roles are confused. and the game. this inside the family is called so, who is the best mother for this child and can fight for this role, mother and grandmother, mother, and even there father and aunt, someone else would be nice if there was help from a psychologist who would help them put all the roles on this grandmother's place is to accept what she did and, as it were, put an end to it. then say, well, that's it, i'm a grandmother. i give all the rights, i leave for this position of mine and i will study there to be a grandmother so that it is not just easy, but like this grateful parting with a sense of accomplishment of a

job well done gratitude to the parents who take this child in, pressed them to them for the child. it matters a lot when a mother separates from her child. so , with anxiety with feelings of tears, this just speaks of that very internal conflict that she is not ready to let him go, now and other hands, when we talk about surrogate motherhood in general about ikos back motherhood, then we always recommend to parents, so that children know about the status of their birth. as far as i know, you didn't really intend to hide from kirill how he was born. and how are you? it would be explained to him, there is such a thing when children from the age of five ask for a lot of attention there. yes, you gave birth to me there. no, not me who gave birth to him. here is your grandmother. why didn't she give birth? well, in my

house, where children grow up, there are not very good ones, you wouldn’t like it there, this explanation is enough. it seems to me at the level of this age, when he starts such ask questions and this information is enough for him, and then it’s like it won’t happen when he grows up, that you have been deceiving me all your life, that you gave birth to me, it turns out that my grandmother gave birth to me, and everything in my life was a deception and so then there’s something like that, so we wo n’t hide it. his adult intensive care unit. that's when i think it 's mine. why why did this happen? why did i try so

hard? and so this is how yulia understood how difficult it would be for a mother to part with her baby. video of mom's attitude to the child, how she stood crying, how she was shaking. i understood that it would be very difficult for my mother without seryozha and i would give him more than more feelings than my grandmother. well, the future julia plans to tell her son the whole truth, and his birth. children from the age of five ask there you are my mother, there you gave birth to me. no not me who gave birth to him. here is your grandmother alone with everyone elena snegur and her daughter yulia sokolova yulia know when children are born, and of course our parents, there they always feel us as their own children, and there, no, no. and no matter how old we are, they try to educate us to express. we do it this way or not, we do it and when our children are born in the

next generation. i mean, after all, parental guardianship, and they are transferred to our children , they begin to tell him this way or not, do you absorb you, right or wrong? it is it just what you feed your own child. and in general, every mom, dad has an iron answer. uh, if you don't want to draw or interfere or so stop, you raised me, thank you very much. now. this is my child and i will do as i see fit. here is your situation. it seems to me quite difficult to object to your mother and say that i will do it the way i think. well, because we do. we do so, so it is, as it were, and mom is trying to intervene. somehow especially . no, this kirill should not be given, or no, but here, well, as it were, well, other aspects you take it wrong. you put it in the wrong place, put it there. it probably doesn't hurt him. everything is fine. mom is fine, everything is fine with him. you nobody

offends. what if you offend him, there is such a thing as you worry that they offend, kirill. there was such a feeling, i thought, so that suddenly they offend him there, but how can they offend him? it's interesting just like that. i kind of, well, because of the fact that it grew so there, i thought that he was better with me that i feel that you could somehow it's better to do that than these completely young useless inexperienced parents, but uh hmm a question of such parental sacrifice, which hmm which is often a well-known case that when there parents, for example, can tell their child. i sacrificed my career there for you and the child will feel fine. in general, forever in indebted debt to his own parents. and here is the sacrifice that my mother went to say, well, if her health and even this is the moral torment that she experiences

having parted with kiryusha, it does not impose any additional responsibility on you and the feeling that, well, this is some kind of unpaid debt and such. here are even some connectedness in their own actions in relation to their son. well , the debt, and the one that i must now justify mom’s mother’s such a sacrifice, that kirill should grow up with us as a very wonderful good person and raise him well, and in front of my mother that this is the best thing in the world for me, mom and now with no one can argue with that. i love him very much love, respect. and i am eternally grateful to her for what she has done for me. and your husband, as he expressed his gratitude to his mother-in-law, he loves her very much, he respects her very much, all the more, over the past year this is a person who, for him, is probably on such a

pedestal that you can’t say anything against anything at all. here, no matter how bad it is, or even look at it in this direction with some kind of negative there, because this is sacred to him. this holy woman tells me that, uh , i have the most wonderful mother-in-law in the world. she just a super-copper woman who gave me a son a and all some other questions and this is useless. now you will especially quarrel with your mother, you won’t even be able to in the presence of your husband, yes, that is, he will always be on the side of your mother. yes, most likely so kirill you came with you. and i wanted to ask permission. can we bring him here to us? he loves people watching,

right? we will wait. now they are bringing it to us. hello kiryuha, she so gently applauds all hello. here is such a little man hello pretty and people are a lot of fantasy. yes, what degree is a calm child? and you're not afraid of anything? i know that uh for both of you. now, of course, the most important thing is to somehow keep in touch with each other, and in particular with the kiruha, in order to find out how he is doing, how he is growing. are you on a call? how often every day, but we know you don't have

smartphones. you so to speak, only at home . you can use a computer to watch kirills on a daily basis, and we thought that these are such smartphones. would you useful in order to be able to send any new smiles the first tooth as quickly as possible. i do not know the first steps further and everything that will happen with kirill to keep the completely heroic grandmother informed of every event in life, kirill thank you very much. wish you luck. thanks we can't help but admire your act and your masculinity and femininity. well, kirusha grow up as a worthy son and grandchildren, simply the most worthy that can be, thank you very much. now

he is a successful photographer, a professional skier and a happy person, but everything could have turned out quite differently 8 years ago, life subjected him to a difficult test, while climbing elbrus, he stumbled and fell down 2 km. rolled down a rocky slope and survived more than a day. he fought for life, suffered from thirst, lost 10 kg of weight, and stopped feeling his legs. the rescue operation lasted more than 10 hours, and that's it. this time did not leave him. hope legs could not be saved. and this radically changed his life, and to

the best. now he continues to go to the mountains, he is professionally engaged in skiing and lives on prostheses. taught him the basics. never give up and always go to the intended goal, not paying attention to the obstacle alone with all the skier, mountaineer and photographer sergey alexandrovna hello glad. you are welcomed in our studio, you know, i am always very interested in people who, uh, some from a general point of view, but interpret misfortune as a new impetus to life. but you are almost a gift. i would even say fate. and why i do not know how to answer this question. this is by far the most difficult question. although he probably expect the thing is that when it happened, yes, uh, well, it was a state of shock. here i am , there without legs with a temperature. i feel very bad. it's physically a complete nightmare. yes, that is, you do not know how to live and you are physically ill, well, in general,

everything should collapse and it should have been bad inside. well, that's normal, yes, but that didn't happen to me. i do not know how to explain it. for me. this is a great gift. this uh, uh, i was already happy, then, in a completely terrible state, a window opened with the simplest things. i heard the birds there. and i felt good. from this. i was happy. eh, the simplest things. this i regard as a gift, because i do not know the answer. yes, where did it come from and because of what and why? and because well , i'm not something that i didn't deserve. i did n’t do anything for this, because sometimes you find the strength in yourself to pull yourself out of the swamp. there, well, somehow you do something, and it was well, for free, just got lucky, got the feeling of a gift, but you know what i suspect, maybe because the chance that you could lose this life is completely and it

will also be quite large. maybe this is not a chance. this is a rough statistic - more than 90% in such a situation dies within an hour and a half, respectively, live 32 hours. it's a problem and during all those hours of knowing that it's, well, it's like, you'd rather be sent there than stay here and so there's something that, well, like the news that there will be an amputation, it did not cause some big problems. i live it well, the most important thing. it happened well, i don’t know what to call it a tragedy. for me. this is indeed a very big adventure. it sounds completely crazy and well speaking of tragedy, most recently before this injury. i didn't have a mother. that was a real tragedy for me. it's something i can't even explain going through and it's become so serious for me. why did she die so hard. it's cancer and it's scary when

your loved one dies. so hard a few years for me was a key issue in understanding the world in an attempt to understand it, yes, in general , in every minute, i felt that it was important for me to understand what death is. why is this at all? eh, it was so important. i counted in general everything that is possible on this topic to understand what death is, what is beyond these limits of the concept and everything in general, that is, i tried to approach this issue from all sides. well, the most productive one. this is the key to existential psychotherapy. and the idea is that, in general, death makes the very concept of presence in our lives and e makes our life valuable. ah, when an aunt with a scythe is standing nearby, you begin to understand what is really valuable to you, what is important? and what? well what's the point if she's around as well and for me it was

n't a word for a few years it was straight. well, that's the question that was pounding every minute, perhaps that's why i'm there in the woods in the mountains. yes, high and scary, and in no case was looking for death. i do n't like risk at all. yes, i always buckle up, but beyond the limits. i'm interested in extremely simple a and just this interestingly, that's literally before the ascent. yes , the next morning we were going to elbrus, it was generally a training ascent, we had very serious plans. in the evening, the thought suddenly comes to me that death is insanely interesting. this is the most interesting event that can happen to your life, it, well, sounds crazy, but the point is that, as it were, and at that moment all questions open up. that is, as if everything falls into place, everything is for real. well, uh, you're talking about this uh fall that

it happened that it was, so to speak, needed elementary attention. for that, that is, it was not some kind of direct extreme extreme. it’s just that there they caught a foot for a foot and, as i understand it , for their own and further, but these seconds of falling flew down. you remember them, yes, very well, and again it's hmm well, i fell for a long time, not a second. yes , it's about 2 km. that is, i flew without a single, not like nadezhda without at all, as if some kind of ability to cling to this world. that is, it just sausages you, and you twist, and you came such uh, thought and non-thinking. eh, it's very straight forward that i'm not trying. it's like reflecting. it was really there, uh, long-term. i this feeling, realized that e. well, nothing depends on me anymore. it's a feeling of trust. well, that's how it will stop me, well, thank god it won't stop. well

, it's not mine either. it was i who flew in absolutely trusting, because it was not scary around, you are not going anywhere and the question is. can you overcome this fear? well, live, yes, continue to continue. uh, well, sometimes fear completely fetters. uh, knocking you in bricks you turn. nothing to the point yes, but sometimes in this state you can work. and this is my crazy sport. it helps me. and i am very much, but i'm afraid of it, yes, go to the start. dive into a state of absolute e is not that discomfort. ah, well, fear, but when you manage to work there in this zone. this is very cool. it 's really great. this is a huge energy, which there is no limit there. let's listen now to your friend dima, who was just with you at that time in the mountains that are here actually made a lot of efforts to

save you. so he remembers this moment, it's just for now. we were still on the slope, and i found it. well, when there was a panic, uh, respectively, the panic passes both for me and for him, and then we begin to act, another comrade came up, well, bring in things and when it’s more or less everything. well, it was ready for the night, then the mood was better. it remains unknown, only when the rescuers will come, but we were in touch with them, so uh, well, it was also obvious that they would come up with in the morning or a little later. well, after i came to my senses, again, uh, everything was, well, it wasn’t drawn in black colors, but from above we were already thinking, how to return to the city. how to equip life there, well, from such things. eh, yes, we know household people, but we have known each other for

more than 20 years, probably, and have not changed at all. no, he will say. so he became more serious and only in this respect he changed, but his own. feeling of life and here is this endless optimism. he remained the same as at 12 years old. and, of course, i don’t perceive seryoga as a disabled person and with a limited person with disabilities. it is really impossible to apply the word disabled person to you, your possibilities are not limited. it’s just that god knows what you are doing, which people don’t do with their legs, so to speak. but you even somehow insist on it. here are your quotes. you say don't expect me. there are people who are unfortunately disabled for the four years that i

live without legs. i visited the mountains of norway on volcanoes. kamchatka i can walk for 10 hours in a row on a slope with a thirty-kilogram backpack. i have space prostheses, german. in short, iron legs are cool. you might think that this is such a self-incantation. here i am disabled. and that's even better. yes, i don’t know, somehow i live with what i have, yes, using the opportunities that there are, it’s all technical difficulties. there are a lot of things in the life of every person . er, well, any technical problems. yeah, i don't know, the sink broke, uh. disorder there, my leg broke disorder, well, the first year and a half. it really hurts, that is, well, how to walk on prostheses - this is tryndets excuse me, uh, especially there for the first time reached the kitchen. uh, i drenched myself, then literally oh, well, from pain, and moreover, on crutches, but at the same time this is the disgrace of the

last happy, because i can walk. that's all. it's in this nonsense. i can do that, well, it's a matter of training. this is a question. e my efforts. the chances of his salvation were negligible, rough statistics are small, more than 90% in such a situation dies within an hour and a half, respectively, live 32 hours. it's a problem you'd rather go there than stay. there are real tragedies here. he considers the death of his mother, she was dying very hard. it's cancer and it's scary when your loved one dies. so hard, he is calm about life on prostheses. i think it's a quote. you say don't expect me. there are people of an unfortunate disabled person, iron legs - that's cool. i live with the fact that there are a

lot of technical problems in the life of every person. yes, i don't know, the sink broke. uh, disorder there, my leg broke disorder. life without borders sergei alexandrov has an amazing photo of you right after you were rescued. uh, so the rescuers lowered after 32 hours from the mountain 32 hours of waiting. uh, the doctors stated in the hospital. all have lost 10 kg. just for these 30. yes, for these 32 hours of waiting, when both legs are broken, irreparable blood bleeds and so on. here you lie smiling, and i saw my friends, that in general it was also an absolutely amazing feeling. i am insanely losing you see, and it was not something that i had to cry out all over there, but somehow a stump. so i was just very glad to see my friends. e people who talked to me there, and i managed to

immediately start a conversation with a living person to me, then crowds of friends climbed into this same hospital until night, then over the fence. it was cool overall. you remember, it seems to me, a special experience when a butterfly flew into your intensive care unit. well, this is just an example, it’s just, probably, it’s just very beautiful, and i remember that there’s not even such a butterfly there, just a dead moth. well, yes, it seemed, a butterfly. well, yes. well, it's just this when you lie animation time, but you don't think. talkov seems to be like this, but i was really pleased that this world exists in general, and it’s so big and beautiful there, that there’s something else there, because in intensive care it’s a creepy place there, in general, people are constantly dying next to you, then something else. well, there, a nightmare in general, here is and here is something living wonderful. and these are the little things. hmm, i

was very pleased and, again, you understand, everyone asks me. uh, motivational secret. here, come on, tell me how it is, too. yes, in the same case. well, not in exactly the same way. come on, it's hard, but this is a gift, it's a freebie. i don’t know where it came from, and what it is, well, in my life there was such a very simple plot, but at the same time, for me it is subjectively very valuable almost mystical experience. i used to go to students. but in practice, i was in a terrible, creepy, so nasty mood. here you were, there was a well, i wanted to spit such a nasty one all right and it was cold , it was so chilly. and here i am walking and suddenly, uh, suddenly , from behind, as if something is hugging me, and warm, warm and turn around, and there the sun. it 's like it's a gift, when you do

n't deserve it for free. do you want like yes? well, a well? yes, and you are hugged by something like that. i must say you have an amazing story. e of your marriage, but because the year before this happened . well, let's call it misfortune. and so, although, this is the case when there was no participation before the misfortune helped, and you broke up with yours. eh, wife. that is, she was your girlfriend, as i understand it, or either she wasn’t even a girl anymore, or you were unsuccessful attempt to court her. well, to cut a long story short, she wasn't there for you just when you were in the hospital here, so she reappeared on the horizon. eh, tell me what it was like, it's impossible at all. yes, that is, it does not fit into any social norms. well, it's just, well, before that we had met for a very

short time, we had only just met and somehow it didn't work out there. she was there, she had her own problems, she wasn’t up to me at all, and in general, we broke up. and then she found out about me. here somewhere on the internet. and just came to the hospital her words. how exactly did she say, because otherwise, well, she didn’t know how to, that is. she just came to regret came. here is the key word. this is the worst. what can be done with a person in such a situation to feel sorry for him, i learned how to become disabled in the head. here, uh, and parts of it. well, probably not in part, maybe in general, well, as it were, to a greater extent. she saved me from that, you know. are you lying down? you're so helpless, well, really objectively helplessness, really objectively hard and asking, well, someone give me a glass of water. i'm just this image. it seems to me very accurate, and naturally, they immediately serve you. well, i'm helping you.

here you are lying, can i have a shampoo for her there something else there pizza there, here, and here with olives, here and there, here you are and here this one and a chocolate bar and a candy yeah, and then, and then you know what happens at some point, and people are watching, yes, you yourself can reach for a glass and such. well, it's easier for you to give me and such resentment arises, immediately instantly. here, but this one, well, how am i so unhappy. and you, and you can't give me a glass. here and this, ah, a man turns into a completely monster moment, it happens right away.