somehow don't cry, don't cry, now i'll show you what i brought you now. given as a gift from the nursery. what are you putting on the table? take another minute. and the truth is that you don’t need a valechka on the table. mom well, why well, why, when i take care of a child, he doesn’t stick some rats under his nose out of spite, so that you repeat the same thing every day on my nerves to play. yes, leave if you don’t like it, leave, no one will pay, we’ll get divorced and that’s it . i'm tired of all this.

angelina angelina you are the only reason for everything not doctors i am already the target student of me only after 2 years let go. you don't have to go anywhere. i came to you myself, yes absolutely. i will live well with you, i will work in small aviation, not everyone is naive to fly. today it turned out delicious.

let's get divorced. what are you? get divorced because of a rat. you see, there are men who one day get married and live like that until they die. and god forbid happiness, but there are others who will never marry. this is their dir. i'm just one of those. well, i mean, i won't lie. of course, i fell in love more than once and very seriously. very seriously. but i never promised anything to anyone. that is, i knew

family, this is not for me. this is not my others. so maybe i can't. i never promised anything to anyone. but he never deceived anyone. your independence is your modernity. wait a second no , i can't, i'm leaving on a business trip for a long time, yes, for six months. ok ok. why do we have for six months what is with you only for six months? man but what do you think i had to say comrade that i'm leaving on a business trip for life? well, are

you jealous, you are never jealous for anything, those who have an inferiority complex, i have other complexes, okay, stop listen, persuaded on a serious topic. here you are all the same amazing here, tell us women are equal in rights with men. use what you do not use your privileges. where did you get all this meaningless. maybe you're looking at me like that, that i'm wrong right, of course.

sitting and waiting for his fire, she understands. but this can be understood, there was an iron meaning in it. she had to cling to someone in order to survive, it's natural. and what now? now that she is a candidate of science, his salary is that she is better off than any man. she must cling with both hands to someone, some nothing. because this is a husband, this is a husband, this is a family, i do not understand. hello

what happened terrorists? the plane was hijacked in mallorca. and they flew here to refuel. here is the last message the terrorists have agreed to release one woman. this is a japanese comedian remix. but 67 people remained on board the plane , including 14 women, which they demand. it is not yet clear. probably, they will ask for money and enclose for their own. they want the prisons to be freed

four-rested from their own group. on board among the hostages are domestic workers of the japanese embassy gives a child. and she wants to return the plane. why is her husband there? why admire only once turned to look at her child.

you're the devil. hello, there's an ambulance downstairs. i thought not for us. natalia is bad, direct trouble what is it? toxicosis strong here is completely tortured. what are you, natul again?

may i. mom, i agree to the hospital, let's go now. can you come? natasha well, you wanted a child. i didn't want to lose him. mom didn't want to tell you. i endured i endured, but my limit has come, i can no longer i yes, you always act, you don’t reckon with me in your own way . and now you will do the same. you know, if

a person did not do what he wanted. he succumbed to fear or some other pressure on him, then after that he would be sorry and ashamed. and you can't change anything . be patient, it will open like a second wind. such a strong mechanism to endure the matter of the search for the inadvertent valentin georgievich, the inadvertent luftina fedorovna, the removal of the child, the secretary report the appearance in judicial sitting. witnesses meshakova was

a representative of the rono was a child to do remove the child. answer you have a challenge. i have a challenge to his lawyer, i am without a lawyer. let him without a lawyer, defendant. the law does not provide for the right to challenge the lawyer of the opposing country. do you also have the opportunity to invite a lawyer? nobody can take me baby. you can't kill here . the child is very bad without a father. without a mother,

in my opinion, even worse. but then i don’t know what valentin georgievich hopes for. he flies often delayed, then sowing then, well, some cases. well, when will he take care of the child? he's always at work. don't you work? i work, but my mother is retired and still full strength, tell me, do you know that valentin georgievich also has a retired mother, an unmarried sister, that they live in their own house in the krasnodar territory, where, by the way, your ex-husband or easily ? maybe transfer? these are completely different people. and my mom raised me. mom raised. what didn't you accept? participation? listen, you don’t understand me, what kind of person he is a good person and in the description so

it is said. respected by the team morally stable caring father well, please, please, i can tell you what kind of person he is, i’ll tell you what kind of father he is, what kind of moral stability i’ll tell you, he didn’t spend the night at home for two to three days, father. he is the father, which means that he did not give any real education to the child, he could not give. i am a primary school teacher, and he who did he come, he cursed beat, even such a crumb. alka just started to stutter from this. it's just amazing how such a person is kept in our aviation. he often went to work singing drunk. he could destroy

both the car and people. like such a person. you know how to entrust a child to him, he had such inadvertent statements that it ’s even embarrassing to listen to him. here he is, for example, these silver wings on his tunic. he called chicken. the day when they gave a salary, he called the day of aviation, are you essentially? can anything to add, i say. invite witness mishakov. that's how she said, that's how it is. how do you know what exactly she was telling she won’t say, and how it was, i know everything, everything

was spinning before my eyes. you can't take a child away from the mother. here you are speaking in front of your eyes. say before your eyes the child on the back of the head, but this is loving. more question please tell us, you often saw your ex-son-in-law drunk. and i have never seen it. how did he drink and drink and not get drunk? yes, not beer, well, if so, 100 grams holiday drink. actually, i can, boys. ask she remembers everything better, thank you. i have everything

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from you then the movie odin tv presents, nika, you know what i want to tell you, you need to give birth, mom, i grew up hardened, unlike a broom. and i don't need all this. and let's not suddenly become a good mother, otherwise, no one will know it's scary. after all, you understand, yes, now or never, i was practically on my knees in front of you here. i want to live my life well taken to the mri indicate

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can’t say i’ll be back by 6:00. why is the ball? he stutters to tease him there, they can still come out, my head hurts. and such petrovna why didn't you influence him in the kindergarten, since he stutters, it will be bad for him there. i don't have it at home keep. you left us. mom is sick. well, all right. since you have already arrived, you will see alik, but only for half an hour and in our presence with my mother. why, with you, i did not come to the colony to see a juvenile delinquent. do n't turn him against us.

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in mineralnye vody attention to the information meeting the plane rating 1768 kiev is delayed with the departure from kiev until 16:00 more delayed by the metrological. where are you going baby? where to? where

is alik comrade lieutenant, i ask him to involve. where is the family? i think you will figure it out yourself. right valentine georgievich bunny even it is a pity to wake up. don't know. i would eat something.

airplanes why why why did you torment me all my life? what did i do to you? have n't you understood anything yet? i don't love you, i never loved you. how she very span kissed walking. they couldn't talk. kissing well, what is kissing? i was a stupid young girl, and you came, pilot. muscovite all because of me quit his job quit moscow quit. i saw you in love to death. i just took pity on you and went, but i shouldn't have

. beautifully could not forgive me for 5 years contained. do you think i have no regrets? i flew in a completely different sky in a completely different sky. i'll see the flashing lights now, the liner is coming, i have a lump in my throat. i'm a great pilot. i would drive an il-62 now. well, of course. of course, you're good, i'm bad. you endured, i took it out. the fact that you left me with a child is also good. alik baby, wake up. well, wake up. mom came for you.

where did you come from from leningrad, of course, but it seems to me that you are not happy why you are not happy. well you're a joy to her, take me a suitcase.

you, of course, do not care for a whole year one postcard. but i'm wired differently. i didn't call because it's three hours before the train. on not to go, i could not and decided. let between stations, i will see him. don't be late three hours before the train. what is going on? you need someone

to come, right? no, they shouldn't, but maybe something is really going on in my life. there are some changes. turns cockroaches beloved well, in general, yes. what's this? here are three news.

do you want me to make you coffee? well, of course i want to, of course. come on. let's agree with you, let it be. call do not pick up the phone.

why in my slippers? why in my slippers? excuse me they sodium number are great. everything you

could have done already. bye. stay at home, i'll explain everything to you now, what, please. we agreed with you full independence . no obligations. well, well, you remember, you yourself

said, oh, modern women, i understand everything. well, she spoke because you wanted to hear it. that's why i said, i just wanted to like you. listen, how many women did you have? it 's not understood that all women are at heart the same that everyone wants to get married. they want children to always have one for life, you know? this is your present. well, why do i need this modernity of yours? is this your independence? why is she to me? i didn't mean to change you. you understand? well, you came to an old friend quite by accident for a record? like a hysterical woman, like a bazarny woman, i am a hysterical woman. because i love you very much. you

don't care. do you know what? and i'm glad it happened. that would have grown to you with all the skin and meat. and so i'm very happy. how glad i am you yourself you can't imagine. salute

girls bring us some coffee coffee. soon a medical board for a heart, don't be afraid. yes? you veterans need to be afraid, don't be afraid. you will find something anyway. he sleeps earlier, however, i was afraid of these commissions, but now he doesn’t, so and so it’s time to change my specialty. haven't heard of a dying profession for a long time. he is on his eighty-sixth storm,

not at all provided vladimirovich i didn’t understand something. are you going to fly for up to 100 years, but for 20 years. i think you've had enough. okay, stop. you know how this uncle got a memorial service, so everything will be at the central medical board tomorrow. every year you say the same thing from behind, but what's the difference? i haven't been in jail for a month, no reason to worry. indeed, there is no causal form, i tell you, as a doctor, this cognac of age is better. we will see.

fly thank you well, how is comrade professor? but this is when the

old cognac works out its time for a flayer, so that the good does not disappear. fly thank you bike. the bike is worse than last time so i'm not a cyclist pilot. written off, well flew off i'm 8 years younger than you. well, what can i say to you? misha how is it? pushkin

today you tomorrow i well on earth, too, work. then, after all, you are in aviation, and they give you the position. let's go have a drink. let's go go go go. nothing will work. i'm leaving on a business trip for a long time no for life.

i'll call you, in the evening, wait, don't run. listen , let's go somewhere under the roof and talk. we have nothing to talk to you. look, stop fooling around. i feel bad without you. you're worse than me, i know. and by the way, i'm sure that you're crying, a

you don't want to call. now, after all, you have to live as actresses to play in order to change that i'm wrong. why did you see it so you know life experience. well , okay. wait. well, wait. well, please, since you're such an idiot, please, i'll propose to you. which proposition? i propose that you marry me. here is a proposal. get away from me and never come near me again, you understand? you indulge in the search group cosmonauts your square 26d, stay in touch niva i 20408. i understand you . what's the matter? they didn't say? meet cosmonauts

lekosmonaut a soviet pilot meets a cosmonaut to watch the condrive inadvertently got into the bourgeois press. it's a pity it's time to listen from us from a fool, but is cupid a lamur, if the guy was not lucky there is a

full family, bonfires, how do you know from personal correspondence? i got such grass, i’ll save it right. no. well, in general, brought the guy to the handle. and what actually does not allow to scribble? almost every day andrei vasilievich gave the minister a cartload of prestige and a harsh word in his offices. okay , let's go lawyer. in my opinion, on the phone we talk about everything with agreed with you. no, we didn't agree. listen, we've known each other for 20 years. i ever asked for myself for myself, i did not ask for another against. what's the difference? well, it’s not serious, how are you all this, he’s also

a pilot with a capital letter, and we have all pilots with a capital letter with a capital letter, and with a capital letter it was like that until the end and everyone is waiting for their turn. gratitude gratitude still does not say that a bad pilot. and in your opinion, that bad pilots should work in the national economy, you see, the enterprising attentive cosmonaut is the first saw? it's not for me to teach you more.

alex is coming. well, come on in, he came to tolya val's neighbors. meet my husband. get ready, come in, sit down yes

undress, you and be at home. and smart, after all, and the character is golden. well, i'm not being honest. well, let's go then you can. and i'm just surprised. how could you miss such a woman? burdock you burdock guy you have a very good dad calls me. and you know, now he has become less likely to stutter to a speech therapist . about

valentine but you are interested in him not with us. come on, let's go to the cinema with my mother. whom stay? maybe we can go for a walk? do you remember? let's go to the park on the carousel to ride. i am your dad.

you have completely forgotten me. i didn’t forget, i don’t have a child now, right, mom?

well, walked up. aren't you tired? well, i would tell you a little about yourself, how you live. well , as i passed the medical examination in moscow during the preparation, now i will fly the tu-154. understood. so you're all right. well, how did you find someone in your personal life? but if you start all over again, as

before, i'm you alik, did you agree? i would agree. i just now realized that means to live. i fall asleep happy, i wake up, happy is what i asked. i wanted to check whether you remained the same or not? i stayed the same. and you

are the same as you were. okay , so i want to tell you. what does it concern you, yes, beauty, if a person cries? if a person 's life was broken from everyone, but for sure, that's what i

thought of me, especially she is the granddaughter of my old comrade's pilot. i put up with your numbers for a long time igor surprised. yes, it’s not for you to spoil the mood, right before the flight of such fear they caught up with you right where you are. what if i’m going to make a mistake now, like you won’t spoil the mood. people like you spoil the mood of others? and they hung up from the detachment you will fly out. well, valentin letim vasilyevich rejoice promised to drive from the detachment.

medicines and food for the victims of the earthquake and collect the transmit was another alarming push in the mountains. you need to take on board all our builders the wounded, speed up, return departure, 831, 2, understood. we changed the task of the battle, again the situation became more complicated; there was another

earthquake, great destruction. so as soon as we hand over medicines to the red cross of food, we will immediately bring back the people of the wife and the children of our builders and the wounded will fly. a friendly little place that you can't foresee.

no one expects miracles from us, and yet i ask everyone to be extremely clear and responsible. be careful, be careful, it's a currency. currency currency is not eggs, we will not break and i said that everything will be in order. can't they just leave us here alone? but now all the worst is behind, otherwise it simply could not be. hello well, you had a push again at night, so back in an hour. well, the sooner we leave, the better our builder. they mostly stay here for restoration work. wives. children, wounded fly with you. of course, well, calm down. i will arrive. i'll fly, let's restore the plant, i'll fly. calm down, calm down or i'll worry too. if you knew how

we were waiting for you, if you knew what was here what happened here, what did we experience? what a horror, how do we learn everything? soon we will fly, as soon as we take food, we will immediately fly, right? comrades carry the wounded to the plane

tamara

why are you sitting here? i have it everywhere else. be careful.

women, children, pregnant are flying here. it is necessary to plant the strip formed a crack. please be patient. we will look for a way out. well, they may still be allowed. still, there will be no ideal conditions. what to expect? speak again dispatcher. the controller cancels all sorties, damage to the runway. they are now there to find out the nature, apparently, until the morning street will not. maybe you need to somehow reassure people, well, cheer up, or what? can the wounded city

send? they have nothing to do in the city, the hospital was destroyed yesterday. yes, it's quieter here. i’m afraid that they won’t give a flight at all, then we will call in small-engine aircraft for real ones. what's with the boom ah? and what are you, maybe it’s good, because it was shaking, something is falling down there, but it’s falling down there, and in general, all this is very far away and it doesn’t concern us at all.

mud flow coming soon. you will visit us that they do not predict ignorance they say. oh in the twenty-fifth in a year, half the city was blown away by a stream of dirt , fire, speed, and a large freeway. true, we are

40 kilometers away, we need an oil plant, this is a sea of ​​\u200b\u200bfire. well, how do you think, take off? can we? no, i don't think

we can. here i don't know. i don't know yet. look, there, the plane is taking off. so you can take off.

you can't take off.

please tell me, please tell me, are we flying or not? you can tell me quite frankly, because i have already endured so much. i'm not afraid of anything. i just need to reassure others. you see, now our bosses think, maybe make a decision. does anyone here think anyone is responsible for something or not? i understand, but do not wait until they drown us here, as buckets want.

men men stay perish. hence the conclusion we will take off, how to take off close to the mountains along the free taxiing of the extra ones enough everything enough not enough, we will discuss in moscow all the set.

and a mouse. i ask you here violon. mom mom

mode

mode thunderstorm education check

completed map completed readiness green years crew take off. decision-making speed 220 260

now everything will be fine.

even flash a swab even more and all the cases. the main thing is to take your hands in time so that you don’t bite off your fingers? thank you doctor. well, have i experienced how my jaw will jump? 131 altitude 1.200 the aircraft does not

obey the elevator, we assume damage on takeoff. i continue climbing. calm down.

in the second cabin some whistle the temperature dropped. smiling smile. bring me a scalpel. take it to the surgeon.

calm down andrei vasya so that the passenger is worried, in some way to breathe, there is even nothing and cold in the cabin. what do i do? what to do, what to do? that's what. bring

us some coffee. and in general, worry less and run around the cabin, walk calmly, we are going down to breathe, it will soon become easier. departure up to 3000 the aircraft is depressurized in the skin of the tail section , a crack is found dimensions, we specify the next damage, the engine of the second power plant failed, the elevator failed and a crack formed in the tail section of the fuselage. we need

to warm her wraps. well masters think what shall we do? well, it is clear

that with such damage we will not fly far. therefore, i propose. cut through the germanmangot. exit to the tail compartment, get into the air intake channel , through it, get to the crack and try to return the raised skin to its place. this is the only one. that can somehow stop the development of the crack is risky, but i think it is doable. finally, the most important thing for me and the most difficult thing for us is to liquidate the malfunction after the crack. your opinion is the theoretical possibility of this no one has ever done. but since there is no other way, we must try. agree. start valentin andrey vasilievich why is he? it the same is my idea, but also then it is my duty as

an engineer. go valentine but he doesn't know how. and i know. andrew will you answer? you understand you now is not the time for likes and dislikes? yes , i like the casual ones better. he has more experience , more composure, and he will go to perform. will you go with him and help him? does anyone have a warm jacket, or is the extra sweater really needed for the crew?

it was possible to drag you back, so

do not be offended by your consumption.

and why? so it's okay. it's okay. everything is so should be should be. if all the air comes out, we will suffocate and scare others. we are fixed, but do not be silent, dear, speak. speak your every movement, and it will be easier for you to comprehend me more calmly and hear.

ah, ah mommy, i already miss you. i saw a little bit, it didn't hurt, it didn't hurt, it didn't hurt. i know when it hurts. i can do it myself, i can cut the bones. i got cold feet. in general, andrey vasilyevich's whole eyes can no longer climb to send me. igor

, smear more fat on his face. i say that everything will be alright when i got out of the hospital after the car accident. we the doctor told me that i would live 100 years, that everything would be fine with me. and i had a fracture of the base of the skull and the cranial vault, they cut out my spleen, i had a rupture of the left kidney, which, thank god, was sewn up, i had a fracture of both ankles on my legs, on the one hand, four fish-brokers, on the other hand. six ribs broken, i'm begging you, darling, if it's not difficult for you, i understand everything perfectly, we're starting to repair the elevator. board engineer will penetrate the sock the keel will rise up and try to remove the foreign object. you

need advice on the elevator, here we have experts gathered. they can't sit down. they have the role of spruce walking in the air, and half of the rudder is enough for us, but when approaching the ground during landing, you need to have full control of the steering wheels, this is a child. clearly a risky risky business, but since timchenko made such a decision, apparently he had no other choice, a non-standard situation. there is a proposal to kill the tail on which you fly, this is perhaps worse than cutting the bough on which you sit. i'm tired of cutting the second break nothing, build nothing. tell me what you're doing.

i already have a rest you don't believe in god? glow could have run away to the mountains. that you have igor

normally steering wheel walks. i'm just horrified. i don't have any accountability for evolution. it's the same currency. everything flew away. sergei nikolaevich, you will confirm there, after all, the people will not understand. of course, sergei nikolaevich is white. and i can sit down for it. 85 131 in kiev, a thunderstorm cannot set down,

the front of 200 km is shifting to the north, we are preparing other fallback options, which i think will not increase from the crack, until the load on it increases when descending. therefore, we fly to moscow to land, we will be sheremetyevo at our port. what forecasts for landing would not like to get bumpy with our tail. we're ready to take it in soon, but the storm is moving faster than let 's predict. are leningrad ready? i don’t have enough fuel, don’t tariki not until leningrad. prepare moscow and

by the way, i dreamed of entering the medical school. i wouldn’t fly now . you can’t deceive fate, it will deceive you, but you won’t deceive it.

it's growing, isn't it? andrey vasilyevich yes definitely growing. i 85-131 crack increases downpour chatter. i'm telling you, go to the first one, the commander ordered the saloon. we will break, well, take it

off. think dear passengers i ask you to fasten your seat belts to remove, piercing and cutting objects. bow your heads to the deer. wrap them in blankets. and so cover them with your hands. reverse

cannot be enabled. let's try to sit down. wake up, wake up, please, wake up, wake up, please.

mommy, we've already arrived, yes, yes.

terms no one believe. i alone knew what would happen everything is fine. i alone knew that everything would be all right. and all of you are not there for you, and i know that everything will be all right. and i'm going home. may i kiss normally? thank you. i live i live.

you have a reverse reflex before you had to cry, and now you have to rejoice. you have a seam from you for life, you see, he does not complain only for you. and you me delirium yet it was quite different an hour ago. i thought we were going to die. now everything is as it was. i'm sorry i didn't

die. andryusha look, please, have some cognac for me. professor it's not time to rip off the horseshoe. andrei vasilievich

will not fly yet. the cardiogram showed that the heart does not withstand overloads. i 'll find these konovalovs. a man has fallen, he is healthy, they bury you like a bull. why will they give you? he will understand me. let him appoint others to say any work. i don't need any. i need to fly, i'm healthy. you understand that i'm healthy, healthy, andryushenka andryusha calm down. oh,

i missed you. how yes, no, now it’s getting used to running around a little to demand special attention. be careful, drop it. as they say gypsy life is over, it's time to eat on the ground. andrey vasilyevich, i have news tomorrow at the registry office, then, however, there is still time and i can change my mind. and rethink her happiness. let's

find my fiancé cleaned. you know, people like him don't calm down quickly. so keep in mind you have to suffer for another 10 years, which means i’m getting married, so i should have brought the commander. damn, let's go let's go ah, but andrey vasilievich well, in general, that everything was good with you for everything for everything good. bullfinches will fly in with a peck.

good morning dear passenger commander pilot first class valentin georgievich nenarokov and the crew on behalf of aeroflot welcomes you. he calls himself a kamyshin traveler, because he was born in the city of kamyshin and has been traveling

around the country for 4 years, aiming to visit all 1.113 small towns in russia over the past few years, hitchhiking around the country, he visited more than 300 cities in russia along the way giving lectures about travel and about how to protect yourself and your loved ones from the harmful influence of totalitarian sections. and his story began wandering is quite dramatic even for schoolchildren, he ended up in sex. for 11 years he was engaged in missionary preaching, casting new adherents into a totalitarian organization and for the time being did not doubt his convictions. but one day he realized that he was not at all the master of his fate. after several unsuccessful attempts to leave the sect, he did not give up. the thirst for freedom was stronger. today,

alone with everyone, the man who discovered freedom for himself ivan shiryaev, it’s good that in your travels you brought to the city of moscow and that we we can talk to you. how many cities have you visited at the moment already today , 41, the city of russia is about 35% of the total . and what a strange idea it is to visit the cities of russia, to be honest. i dreamed about it since childhood, i loved to look at the map of russia to travel on it mentally. mom is a geography teacher. i think it also influenced how you travel. so to say, you hitchhike or already now the variety is a variation mainly hitchhiking. i rarely use any other ways of movement. uh, apart from the traditional

hitchhiking. it happens railway stop hydrostop. and even an air stop is also possible. it is, of course, much more difficult right in front of you. this, of course, is much more difficult and among hitchhikers it is considered the coolest when the air stop, yes, yes, but it is also real. i wanted to understand it for free, so to speak, when hitchhiking or hydrostop or air, stop or still, so to speak, you need something some penny to pay it for free without money, but at the same time not for free driver who stops on the track to sum up the journey he also expects something. uh, basically this is communication, in order not to fall asleep at the wheel, especially if you are driving far to pass the time, sometimes, on the contrary, you need free ears for a person who needs to tell something, yes, yes, and you are

absolutely to this steering wheel ready to entertain your interlocutor and be these ears for interlocutors, of course, this is a fare. well, this is your readiness, and in a sense it was nurtured, as i understand it, by your existence in a sect, in which you have spent many years. yes, there are a lot of useful skills in terms of communicating with people. i got it in sex. it comes in handy in life, and the experts got it. for some purpose. you needed to be a preacher. it was a prerequisite. uh, staying in a sect. it was necessary to spread these beliefs to involve new students. so it's so to say, here they got a great skill and became more adept in this matter. in general, hmm, so to speak, not only are you not afraid to talk about your stay in a sect, but even in in a sense, you are now doing this. it seems to me that it is also a kind of preaching only of the opposite sense in this, so to speak, quite free and easy to talk about this topic, but it

seems to you that this is some kind of important mission to inform people about what hmm totalitarian sects of this kind are to many people this the topic is interesting. and having such an experience. uh, which is not every person. i try to share it. here, tell me, please, and how could it happen to you that you got into a sect at the age of 15. usually children go where on the street there, yes in bad company, relatively speaking, why exactly did the sect become your image, probably the usual standard teenage problems questions. what is the meaning of life to dedicate oneself to? and when i heard from my classmate that she attends religious meetings, i became interested, they read the bible there. they communicate there. they call each other brothers and sisters. and i decided to go out of curiosity. and even out of a desire to mock these believers. and what happened? why didn't he get bullied, i was more impressed

of all, the way they met me there, i was a fifteen-year-old boy, they surrounded me with care and attention. i felt needed. we were given the opportunity for self-realization. they began to say that i can teach other people to perform in front of them from the stage. and naturally. i have caught fire to me will turn for advice. i will become so wise. yes, this attracts many people reacted when, in fact, they were attentive to your life or not. or he leaves and goes somewhere the parents thought it was another of my many hobbies, and therefore at first they did not convey meaning. what were your hobbies before this? i loved pulling out election flyers from other people's mailboxes and pasting them on the walls in my room. instead of wallpaper. i loved filling out all the coupons and ordering

everything you could possibly have for free. i thought the day was over. in vain, if not a single large letter was thrown to me in the mailbox. and there were a lot of similar hobbies, so, well, i went to the meeting, nothing will pass either, how from letters. and when they realized that it didn’t go away, when i began to apply it in life, what i was taught in sex, when i began to refuse to celebrate birthdays new year and other holidays, when i stopped communicating so closely with my relatives, that is , these changes became noticeable and naturally alerted relatives, they answered that i answered that this was the only truth. everything else is the devil. you need to go only this way, as you think, this is a conscious action in this or that sex. well, that's the kind of tradition that arises there. it imposed by the leadership of the sect. and when

you are there, you think that these are your own conclusions. e conclusions are your own choice, but in fact it is imposed from the outside by repeated repetition of the same thing every day, they inspire you that you need to please god in this way to please god in no other way, including in terms of holidays. there is a conscious purpose in this to say that these holidays are not good for severing relationships with loved ones as much as possible. i think so, and it's very fast and efficient. affects. obviously the first few years. you say, this is the feeling, so to speak, in inspiration and so on, and well, the year has passed well. well two there was no doubt. you have only strengthened your sense that this is the very right path that you have chosen . doubts and critical thinking are not allowed. even forbidden are not encouraged in any way, of course, some doubts arose. well, there just wasn’t

time to develop them to think about it. you get on the rails of this life and already you can’t get out of the rut somewhere literally scheduled by the clock week after week and no time to think. when you hmm were still in school, because when this story happened to you, you did not experience any ridicule. for example, those who found out about what you did not hide, so to speak, that there were a lot of ridicule, but it was not difficult to endure it all. i don't know why, i tried to preach to all odnoklassniki and students. uh, tried to spread those beliefs. and maybe in the form that i am firm on this path. uh, they're not so strong already uh laughed, and before you became a sectarian, that's up to these 15 years. what were your relations like, so to speak, it was with my peers that from childhood i

was considered a jerk both at school and in other places. and in general, it was not difficult for me to be different from everyone, as they say, uh, me. well, he probably differed in some way from other people, to run around at breaks to pull high school girls by their pigtails. here. well, that sounds pretty normal. i would say, well, for some reason, in our class, one such would somehow get used to the fact that they treat me like that manner. yeah, before he became a cultist. i was a trio. but the sect somehow had a positive effect on my studies. i have already begun to receive fours pyaterochki more often, because again, the goal is the same, let's show evidence of our lives. that i am a servant of god, and it has a good effect on me. you did not begin to receive higher education. still, higher education is not encouraged. why not that it is forbidden, but

it is considered not a spiritual aspiration and on a person who is a sectarian. uh, graduates will somehow look askance like on a person, well, who doubts something and sets worldly goals that are not spiritual. what do you think, now what is the meaning of the prohibition of higher education, a person who knows less will doubt less and less likely that he will leave the sect was or some commercial component in this section voluntary donations were encouraged. well, i would not say that this was the main thing, they sectarians take something more valuable from a person than money. the property is his soul. you no longer belong to your loved ones, but fully submit to sex and ready. all the time, all the forces of e and the soviet are also forbidden to devote higher education to this matter. and what is allowed how to live? mostly members of the

sect work. mm janitors cleaners loaders in the service sector it's rare to find a person, uh, who has a higher education holds some significant position, if he even has a higher education, then most likely he received it before joining everyone. and who did you work for? i worked as a helper at a construction site, i worked as a cleaner entrances. e so that the work takes only a few hours a week you understand in my head all the time such thoughts that everything is outside the sect. here satan is drawn in gloomy colors only within the community, perhaps real happiness, true love, everything is correct and real. it's all in her. diavolo, since childhood, he did not develop relationships with other children. i was different from others by the moon,

since childhood i was considered a jerk by everyone who attracted him, the attention with which he was treated there. i felt needed useful provided an opportunity for self-realization. certain thoughts and actions were imposed on him daily. you get on the rails of this life and already out of the rut. you can’t go out the day literally by the hour, it’s scheduled week after week and there’s no time to think escape is the story of a former sectarian. the fact that you didn’t enter any institute threatened you with the army, and how is the situation with the army, how does not everyone belong to those who were, and it’s forbidden to serve in the army yeah before the law on alternative civilian service was adopted, sectarians were in prison. uh. it's not me scarecrow. and so, when in 2004 a law came into force in the village, but about alternative service. i was just uh

ready, uh, for the draft and doing alternative service. in the nursing home for 3.5 years as a ward nurse in the documents, it was listed as a nurse, because such a position was not provided for men, and at that time, so to speak, you still continued to go to the meeting. that is, one does not interfere with the other. it was very difficult with an eight hour work day with such a busy schedule. but sectarian affairs were for me more importantly, i quickly washed after work, got dressed, and hurried to preach at the meeting. and so the service passed very quickly, partly due to this, the week after the weeks flew by very quickly. in fact , the choice was whether i would continue to be a member of the sector, because if i accepted the army service, i would be expelled from there. and it was completely unthinkable for me at that time. and what happens to the expelled when an

announcement is made in the congregation? let's say shiryaev is no longer our brother. they stop talking to the left. he becomes a vile apostate and all ties with him are interrupted by none of his former friends. eh, acquaintances from the sect will not communicate with him, if i have a family left there, then even relatives will stop communicating. wow, you saw that. yes, of course, i saw it, but for a convinced sectarian. this, of course, hmm is not a reason to hesitate in something. on the contrary, you condemn the person who is condemned, uh, who is excluded. uh, you judge him and think, this is worse than death. it would be better if he died than sinned. uh-huh and you got the situation to someone a friend close to you has been hurt in this way or a girlfriend. i stopped to communicate, as

and as ordered, otherwise it is impossible, otherwise you will also be condemned. well, that is, it turns out that the leading feelings are fear fear fear and guilt guilt you constantly feel that you are not doing something, you are doing something, not that you need to do more and this is very depressing and constantly stress. yeah, every day, that is, there is such an ostentatious external love for each other at the meeting. well , coming home, everyone feels oppressed and exhausted. yes, this is it. i think the worst thing in the sect. this is hypocrisy, you do what is expected of you, and not what you want or what the heart induces and hmm deprives the sect. e human

freedom freedom in almost all areas of life. eh, they dictate to me. what kind of music to listen to? with whom to communicate? yes, who to marry, whether to have a beard, what to wear in everything i must obey strict rules. after all, after the army, you left for another city. why did i suddenly want to change, and the situation in my hometown was to preach very difficult. these preachers were well known there. i even counted in our city for one sectarian. there were few 200 civilians. i decided to move to another area to preach where this doctrine had not yet been heard, and in fact, there it was more interesting to do this activity, people were more willing to listen. well , because they didn’t come across, to be honest, because rather tragic circumstances happened

in your family with your dad. yes, after the death of his father. i was forced to care for my cross baba. his mother and in connection with this he returned to kamyshin not just passed away, but he committed suicide, what happened, it's hard to say what actually happened, but to some extent i feel guilty, because my father wanted to see i wanted to see my future differently. he wanted me to get a college degree, find a good job, provide for myself, become a successful person. well, i chose the other way and it bothered him. perhaps this influenced his decision to leave this life to contact before his death and somehow talk to you. ah. it didn't quite work out. i usually come on vacation. i came home only for a week to see my relatives to meet

everyone. and on the very first evening, when i arrived home, my father hanged himself, right in the apartment, it turns out that it was done in such a way that you would know it. apparently yes, maybe he planned it in advance and decided to do it after waiting for me. this, of course, was a strong blow for me, until now the thought of it haunts me, but uh, having returned to kamyshin, i continued to engage in sectarian activities, uh and dedicated himself to it. this event is your desire. so to say, to be closer to your family and yet. er, well, appreciate something else. well, brothers, sisters, brothers and sisters, but here is the most native close blood, on the contrary, uh, at that moment we moved away with relatives not with my mother, but with my father’s relatives, because they accused me of my father’s suicide, allegedly. i uh tried to persuade

him to register an apartment for me or something like that, supposedly. i drove him to suicide. well, they had some similar thoughts. here but uh with my mother, perhaps, not only because of the sect, we were distant. and also because you lived in different cities, and at some point, you got married, married a girl, too, who was, so to speak , within the framework of this sect. it was because you fell in love with me, or because that's how marriage is supposed to be. i didn't mean to, at all in sex. hmm, marriage is not encouraged. yeah, not that it's forbidden, but the philosophy is so simple, if you can, don't get married, be free to do sectarian deeds. if married, try not to have children, so that nothing distracts from the ministry. if , god forbid, one child was born, well, try not to have a second one. well, listen and and this is not well,

so you were familiar with this ideology. it seemed to you that it was, well, strange. no. after all , uh, i lived only for this, i just wanted to promote these goals, and before i ask you a question on which they will. you probably answered more than once, like a preacher, but it says be fruitful and multiply no, uh, yes, yes, but the answer is now the last days of this evil system things to give birth to children in this evil world is not prudent the best to multiply spiritually, helping new disciples to approach god so that they survive. uh, those events that will happen in the future and before getting married. i made sure that my wife, like me, does not want to have children. and only then we went to the registry office, because what is it, if you can not marry, not marry, you could not help but marry, you fell in love. here it is necessary. what

a mistake. and your chosen one, she, uh, also, so to speak, has been in this section since childhood. yes, mine ex-wife. e has been in the sect since childhood, and she continues to be there to this day. that is, you are vile apostate and she is there. he did not understand that the sect deprived him of his freedom, they dictate to me. what kind of music to listen to? with whom to communicate, whom to marry? does he have a beard to wear in all the most terrible in sex? he considers hypocrisy that you do what is expected of you, and not what you want or what your heart prompts you to do. he feels guilty before his father father wanted to see me differently, my future wanted to see others, and he wanted me to get a higher education education found a good job. the story of a former sectarian provided for himself became a successful person.

you tried for 11 years within this sect, and why exactly after you got married with some kind of worm of doubt, you always had a worm of doubt, but i didn’t give it, uh, critical thinking was forbidden to read some third- party literature what the former sectarians write is what religion writes. vedas researchers can not, but there is still how modest he lived. uh, worked more money porches. i barely had enough in order to make ends meet, i had neither a computer nor the internet and, accordingly, it was not possible to find this information somewhere in order to give it with my doubts. we were given a laptop for the wedding and it all started with that. and climbed into the forbidden secret from his wife,

secret from friends. i began to get acquainted with such information, what former members of this sect write, what other people write. observers, you must have accumulated some, so to speak, a critical mass of your you wanted to double-check in other sources. what exactly by that time, there were a lot of such questions. uh, for example, the one about the alleged doomsday dates. in this sect several times. uh, a certain date was set when the end of the world was to be expected, and people in those days prepared for this date, sold their property , devoted themselves entirely to preaching, and then bam the date came no end of the world further. yes, there were many disappointed, of course, you wait and wait. the end

of the world, it will never come, and the most powerful i was impressed by two books written by a former member of the governing council of this sect. this is generally unheard of because of their entire history , the situation when one of the most important leaders, who was there since childhood, spent 60 years there, did just that. suddenly, bam was disappointed and wrote two books on this topic and i had a look at the situation in the sect from the bottom up. and what he describes from top to bottom. that's right, thanks to his books. i have many puzzles in my head, they saw that this is a use. yes, sectarians. uh, they firmly believe that these leaders receive interpretations of the scriptures almost directly from god, uh, some kind of guidance and already in the form of letters they send it to the congregation. and this ex-manager hmm wrote how it actually happens.