there was a fifth chapter. e hmm uh, it was called ideological, in my opinion, maybe these people did it, and these counterintelligence - this is a white bone. the elite, in any case, did not deal with trifles. yes, others did the little things. you said you have always traveled abroad. if the artists were traveling, then some man was traveling with them, and i remember we were somewhere at that time in poland and the group. it means that some person in a suit is so nasty speaking and walking around. so he went and there, uh, and where are you? and i may not go to the city, but shops don't need to. so he walked and walked and i walked along the corridor and his number and i look at the key sticking out and you know. i've turned my hand. i distinctly closed, and then and then we went to the concert, and i'm right it happened by itself, and we come to his concert. i don’t know how they do it, and then

such an evil one appeared, but i’m still proud of it, to be honest , i’ll challenge this anti-soviet oak tree. what about music? did you feel then some kind of censorship, not textual, let's say, but musical, musical precisely. well, there is also no your performances. directly as you are not musical, that this cannot be listened to. and if everywhere and everywhere something was recommended by the texts, it is unconditional, and there. well, here, these are jews, then they checked for loyalty precisely about the texts. i remember that my parents, very angry , returned to the artistic council there was a song. eh, a very beautiful lyrical goodbye, and there were words, goodbye, and forgive me harsh fidelity, which is in vain yes, and there further music was banned and they said that a soviet person loyalty could not be in vain . yes, that is, this is true, here are the music,

of course it can't be. no, everything seems, but in music to say this, of course, some kind of harmony was very fond of. he was such a strong accordion player that he always fell in love with this one. yes, no, it was not welcome at my house there, well, there were no singing guitars anymore, yes, but it was not welcome at all, of course not, soviet harmonies. even though the council knew what to hack they always say here remake, there were professional ones sitting there absolutely not. well, i must say that all the same echoes of the fact that everything with us has become highly professional. it's so natural professional people. they know that they will be hit on the head professionally chopped everything about the west , you hear how they sing, uh, in north korean choirs and so on the question, yes the question is, what do they sing, how is it? well, i think it makes sense. that thanks to

these professionals, sometimes, probably, some kind of benefit also happened not yes, because we just really wanted, because i say that, lena , we also wanted something else, and i remembered that then there were some such first swallows of this pro-westernness. for example we have the pesnyars used to come to the oktyabrsky hall and performed often, and pesnyary they somehow allowed the young valera daineko to appear and, uh, that’s right, it’s somewhere around this time and they sang such music that valera is very much like that in general. we understood that he is such our josh benson and he sang like this with melismas, no one sang with melismas, he sang in his head beyond incredible. you are not yet. no, i wo n't. no, he sang this i rue to you. and the mist copper monkey was already 84. she probably was in this world in school at all. well, the forest. as they say,

and in songwriters this is the western trend and we ran there right ran and ran, and it might have been a little earlier, but i remember that i completely fell in love with him as an artist and then after the concert came up and said that here is valera you know, i liked me so much. here is your song dear to you. and here i am, well, as if i’m starting to sing everything, and after a while an envelope came with an index and i opened it, and there were the notes of this song. valera sent me, yes. and she was not soviet at all. yes michael i wanted to help ask, but there were interesting reviews. yes, of course, i was terribly interested in what they promised me. it’s just about consultants that they have , uh, a service that monitors the reaction, which means some kind of foreign press, and i

have such a selection somewhere, reviews on the film tasu is authorized to declare that, uh, there are quite a few in america this case was actively discussed and there were many flattering ones. yes. yes reviews, first of all, as it were, what they wrote. they wrote that the film turned out to be exciting, that the whole country dying out and watching my brother was quite a big power manager in western siberia he says your picture. we transferred energy to the orbits with a bang, we need a crazy house, believe me, i'm misha, that's older. he girls do not know, it was just a nightmare. and the same thing happened to my amazement . they also showed yes, yes, i didn’t bring it, and the main thing is that we arrived. excuse me

, it was at home, uh, a week of soviet cinema, and we were another documentary director, me and at that time just shows our position, and we walked along the city street one guy, there is my friend gigovskiy operator. he was translating and all of a sudden he laughs? i say, what is it that they all point fingers yesterday, the third series, where they killed olga venter, whom ira plays and the people began to collect live live and they attacked us in cuba because she lives yes, yes, yes, even er, much more verification, because it is that so many years have passed since the premiere of the film, where is the eighty-fourth year, where is today's and our tv channels repeat. this is a movie, and

you can also watch it on youtube. and this, of course, testifies that the movie is made very well and is very swallowing. i thank everyone who remembered. today is the eighty-fourth year of this wonderful film. uh, taz is authorized to announce the completion of this program. we want a hit of course in 1984, the song iceberg, which will be performed in our studio today by the singer and here it is over the edgeless loggers. good for someone who knows how dangerous the ocean is. dangerous, so they aspers eternal ships, and i ask in the world with you i forget. and i'm

love, like the sea, i throw my head, and you're so cold. what a light and all your sorrows in all nayu in hell, and all your sorrows in everything i give. who are you, grief or joy, then you freeze, then you insist on who you are affectionate, the sun or dead white snow. i'm trying to understand. who are you really? who are you really a man about everything in the

world i howl with you rock yes, you are so cold. what light into the ocean, and all your sorrows like black water? are your sorrows like black water? help that love, my death,

reconcile me with you. this is a heart without love. i forget everything in the world with you. well, i'm love, like the sea, i throw my head, and you're so cold. what is above in the ocean and all your sorrows are honorable water?

now he is a successful photographer, a professional skier and a happy person, but everything could have turned out quite differently 8 years ago, life subjected him to a difficult test, while climbing elbrus, he stumbled and fell down. 2 km. rolled down a rocky slope and survived. for more than a day he struggled for life was tormented by thirst lost 10 kg of weight, he stopped feeling his legs, the rescue operation lasted more than 10 hours, and that's it. this time did not leave him. hope legs could not be saved. and

it radically changed his life, and for the better. now he continues to go to the mountains, he is professionally engaged in skiing and lives on prostheses. taught him the basics. never give up and always go to the intended goal, not paying attention to the obstacle alone with everyone alpine skier and photographer sergey alexandrovna hello, i'm glad to welcome you to our studio, you know, i'm always very interested in people who, uh, some from a general point of view, but interpret misfortunes as a new impetus to life , a new one, in general, almost a gift. i would even say fate. and why i do not know how to answer this question. this is by far the most difficult question. although he probably expect the thing is that when it happened, yes, uh, well, it was a state of shock. here i am, there without legs with a temperature. i feel very

bad. it's physically a complete nightmare. yes, that there you do not know how to live and you are physically ill, well, in general, everything should collapse and inside it should have been bad. well, that's normal, yes, but that didn't happen to me. i don't know how to explain it. for me. this is a great gift. this uh, uh, i was already happy, then in a completely terrible state with the simplest things a window opened. i heard the birds there. and i felt good. from this. i was happy. eh, the simplest things. that i regard it as a gift, because i don't know the answer. yes, where did it come from and why and why? and because well, i'm not something that i didn't deserve. i didn’t do anything for this, because sometimes you find the strength in yourself to pull yourself out of the swamp. there, well, somehow you do something, and it was well, for free, just lucky you got the feeling of a

gift, but you know what i might suspect, maybe because the chance that you could lose this life quite and he will too big enough. maybe this is not a chance. this is a rough statistic - more than 90% in such a situation dies within an hour and a half, respectively, live 32 hours. it's a problem and during all those hours of knowing that it's, well, it's like, you'd rather be sent there than stay here and so there 's something that, well, like the news that there will be an amputation, it did not cause some big problems. i'm alive and it's, well, in general. it happened well, i don’t know what to call it a tragedy. for me. this is indeed a very big adventure. it sounds completely crazy and well speaking of tragedy, most recently before this injury. i didn't have a mother. that was it for me really

tragedy. it's something i can't even explain going through and it's become so serious for me. why did she die so hard. it's cancer and it's scary when your loved one dies. so hard for me for several years it was a key issue in understanding the world in an attempt to understand it. yes, in general, in every minute, i felt that it was important for me to understand what death is and why it is at all. eh, it was so important. i counted in general everything that is possible on this topic to understand what death is, what kind of these limits of the concept or in general in everything. that is, i tried to approach this issue from all sides. well, the most productive one. this is the key to existential psychotherapy. and the idea is that, in general, death does, the very notion of presence in our life e makes our life valuable. ah, when an aunt with a scythe is standing nearby, you

begin to understand what is really valuable to you, what is important? and what? well what's the point if she's around as well and for me it wasn't a word for a few years it was straight. here you go a question that was pounding every minute, perhaps that's why i'm there in the woods in the mountains. yes, it’s high and scary, and in no case was i looking for death, in general i don’t like risk, i can’t stand it. yes, i always buckle up, but beyond the limits. i'm interested in extremely simple and and it's just interesting that literally that's before the ascent. yes, we were going to elbrus the next morning, it was generally a training climb, we had very serious plans, and in the evening i suddenly get the idea that death is insanely interesting. this the most interesting event that can happen to your life is, well, it sounds crazy, but the point is, like, at this moment, all questions are opened. that is, as if everything falls into

place, everything is for real. well, uh, you are talking about this fall that happened, so to speak, you needed elementary attention for that, that is, it was not some kind of direct extreme extreme. you just caught your foot in there, as i understand it, for your own and further, and these seconds flew down the fall. do you remember them? yes, very good, and again it's hmm well, i fell for a long time, not a second. yes, it's about two kilometers head over heels. that is, i flew without a single, not that without hope at all, as if some kind of ability to cling to this world. that is, it’s just sausage and twists you, and such a thought came and not thoughts. eh, it's very straight forward that i'm not trying. it's like reflecting. it was really there, uh, long-term. i feel it, i realized that eh. well,

nothing depends on me anymore. it's a feeling of trust. here you go, how to stop me, well, thank god it will not stop. well , it's not mine either. it was i who flew in absolutely trusting, because it was not scary around, very scary. this is the ultimate feeling. this is a terrible fear. ah, there is fear. eh, when you leave your comfort zone, relatively speaking, that is, well, and there you are completely lost to this world. it 's very scary anyway. it's not going anywhere and it's not a question. can you overcome this fear? well , live, yes, continue to continue, well, sometimes fear completely fetters. uh, knocking you into a brick. and you become nothing. yes, but sometimes you can work in this state. and this is my crazy sport. it helps me. and i am me very , uh, i'm afraid of this, yes, go out to the start. dive into a state of absolute e is not that

discomfort. ah, well, fear, but when you manage to work there in this zone. this is very cool. it 's really great. this is a huge energy, which there is no limit there. let's listen now to your friend dima, who was just with you at that time in the mountains, which actually made a lot of efforts in order to save you, you remember this moment. the most difficult moment was this just yet. we were still on the slope, and well, i found him. well, when there was a panic, uh, respectively, the panic passes both for me and for him, and then we begin to act, more comrades came up. we brought things. and when it's more or less everything. well, the overnight stay was ready, then the mood was better. that left the unknown. only when the rescuers come but we were in contact with them , and therefore, uh, well, too. it was obvious that they

will come in the morning or a little later. well, after i came to my senses, again, uh, everything was, well, there was not drawn in black colors. yes well already thought, how to return to the city. how to arrange life there? well, from such things, er, household, well, yes, we are friends, well, this is already more than 20 years old, probably, and has not changed at all. with no, he would say that he became more serious and matured, and only in this respect did he change, and his feelings of life and this is endless optimism. he remained the same as at 12 years old. and, of course, i don’t perceive seryoga as disabled and with a limited person with disabilities.

it is really impossible to apply the word disabled person to you, your possibilities are not limited. you just do what people don’t do with their legs, so to speak. but you even somehow insist on it. here are your quotes. you say don't expect me. there are people of an unfortunate invalid in the four years that i live without grandchildren, i visited volcanoes in the mountains of norway, kamchatka, i can walk 10 hours in a row on a slope with a thirty-kilogram backpack. i have space prostheses, german. in short, iron legs are cool. you might think that this is such a self-incantation. here i am disabled. and that's even better. yes, i don’t know, somehow i live with what i have, yes, using the opportunities that there are, it’s all technical difficulties. there are a lot of things in the life of every person . er, well, any technical problems. yeah, i don't know, the sink broke, uh. disorder something

my leg broke disorder, well, the first year and a half - it really hurts, that is, walking on prostheses. this is tryndets excuse me, especially there the first time i went to the kitchen. uh, i was drenched, then in the literal sense. oh, well, from pain, and on crutches, but at the same time this disgrace of the last happy, because i can walk. that's all. it's in this nonsense. i can do that, well, it's a matter of training. this is a question. e my efforts. the chances of his salvation were negligible, rough statistics are small, more than 90% in such a situation dies within an hour and a half, respectively, live 32 hours. it's a problem, and during all those hours of knowing that it's, well, it's like, than you stay. there are real tragedies here. he

considers the death of his mother, she was dying very hard. it 's cancer and it's scary when your loved one dies. so hard, he's comfortable with life on prosthetics, because quote you say, don't expect me. there are people of an unfortunate disabled person, iron legs - that's cool. i live with the fact that there are a lot of technical problems in the life of every person. yes, i don't know, the sink broke. uh, disorder there, my leg broke disorder. life without borders sergey alexandrov has an amazing photo of you right after you were rescued. uh, so the rescuers lowered after 32 hours from the mountain 32 hours of waiting. uh, the doctors stated in the hospital that i lost 10 kg in total. just for these 20. yes, for these 32 hours of waiting, when both legs

are broken, irreparable blood bleeds and so on. here you lie smiling, and i saw my friends, that in general it was also an absolutely amazing feeling. i'm insanely losing see and it wasn't something that i had to call everyone there, yeah somehow. so i was just very glad to see my friends. e people who communicated with me there and failed to immediately start a conversation with a living person to me then a crowd of friends to this same hospital. yes, the nights climbed, then over the fence. it was cool overall. for some reason, you remember, as a kind of special impression, when a butterfly flew into your intensive care unit. well, this is just an example, it’s just, probably, it’s just very beautiful, and i remember that there’s not even such a butterfly there , just a dead moth. well, yes, it seemed, a butterfly. well yes. well, it’s just, uh, this is it, when you’re lying down during the animation, but i don’t think you pumps, it’s like, like,

but i was really pleased that this world exists in general, and it’s so big and beautiful there, that there ’s something else , because in intensive care there is a creepy place, in general, next to you people are constantly either dying or something else. well, there, a nightmare in general, here is and here is something living wonderful. and these are the little things that made me very happy, and again , you understand, everyone asks me. uh, motivational secret. here, come on, tell me how here too so. yes, in the same case. well, not exactly the same. come on, it's hard, but this is a gift, it's a freebie. i don’t know where it came from, and what it is, well, in my life there was such a very simple plot, but at the same time, for me it is subjectively very valuable almost mystical experience. i used to go to students. but in practice, i was in a terrible, creepy, so nasty mood. here you were, there

was a well, i wanted to spit such a nasty one all right and it was cold, it was so chilly. and here i am, and suddenly, uh, suddenly behind me, as if something hugs, and warm, warm and turn around. and there is the sun. it's, uh, it's like a gift, when you're halal, you don't seem to deserve it. do you want like yes? well, well. yes, and hugs from you. here is something like that. i must say you have an amazing story, er, your marriage, but because a year before it happened, well, let's call it a misfortune. this is ah. so, although, this is the case when there would be no happiness, unfortunately it helped. e you broke up with your wife. that is, she was your girlfriend, as i understand it, or either she wasn't even your girlfriend, or you were

an unsuccessful attempt to woo her. well, to cut a long story short, she wasn't there for you just when you were in the hospital here, so she reappeared on the horizon. eh, tell me what it was like, it's impossible at all. yes, that is, it does not fit into any social norms. well, it's just, well, before that we had met for a very short time, we had only just met and somehow it didn't work out there. uh, she was there, she had her own problems, she wasn’t up to me at all, and in general, we are broke up. and then she found out about me. here 's something. on the internet somewhere and just came to the hospital her words. how exactly did she say, because otherwise, well, she didn’t know how to, that is. she just came to regret came. here is the key word. this is the worst. what can be done? e with a man in such a situation to feel sorry for him, i learned how to become disabled in the head. here, uh, and parts of it. well, probably not in part,

maybe in general, well, as it were, to a greater extent. she saved me from that, you know. and you lie down so helpless. well, it's really objectively helpless, it's really objectively hard and you ask, well, someone, but not a glass of water. i'm just this image. it seems to me very accurate, and naturally, they immediately serve you. well, i'm helping you. this is the same one, i can have an egg there , something else, pizza there, here, and here with olives, and here, and here it is, here you are, and here it is, and chocolate and candy. come on come on, and then, and then you know what happens at some point, and people are watching, yes, you can reach yourself glasses and such. well, it’s easier for you to file for me and such an insult arises immediately immediately. here, but this one, well, how am i so unhappy. and you, and you can't give me a glass. here and this a-a

man turns into a completely monster moment. it happens hmm right away and eventually. it turns into a man. he himself is no longer capable of anything, but a terrible resentment for the whole world for his loved ones is constant snot and a complete lack of personal strength. this is scary. it happens very quickly uh-huh that's unfortunately, and polina, uh, in plain text. you don't interest me at all. just in a hard and non-destructive form. not only that, she continues to do so. this is very hard for me. in the literal sense. well, yes, i am, well, no matter how to say, maybe, yes, it’s wrong to formulate this here. she feels very subtly when you yourself can, but when you pull someone's strings, you start to pull. she immediately feels it and this thread at once and that's it. that's when you are well, that's when i was sick, especially

after and when i'm tired after training, well, so i want to be looked after there, well, uchi-way all that. here. unfortunately, this is not about her. no, you see, she is very affectionate and gentle with me, but this is the case when you yourself have the necessary energy to not be at all and when you lie like a rotten woman, yes, then you don’t expect any help from her and that’s not the same . get up and then we’ll talk hard, but in my case it’s exceptionally effective, that is, so you got on your feet and the elections started, it didn’t seem like it was, right? you a year later, uh, made her very beautiful balloon proposal at that moment you already had prostheses, right? yeah. although we went for a ride in a wheelchair for half a year, it was terrible. yes, and

she had to dung this stroller, and carry it there. and this is very hard. i was in a wheelchair for six months. i even managed to, uh, i went to the city center and went alone and even found a job for myself. although i didn’t have problems with finances at that moment, my friends were incredibly able, including money, for the first couple of years. i didn't think it was such a problem at all. that's what for some reason they are needed, but i really liked that i didn’t want to and i adore photographs. and then i also found it there on the first floor in the studio, all this was possible, but nevertheless, doing photography even in a wheelchair, but it is very difficult with a wheelchair user. first time. you thought that now i want to understand development, as it were, when prostheses appeared then. from the very beginning, you thought that there would be prostheses, or did you initially think, no. well , it’s okay, so you need to get used to the wheelchair of life. i don't know at what point something happened there. this is from the category of technical

solutions. this big adventure prosthetics is hmm here is my very favorite. joke. it's true, the wife joked again, and she keeps complaining that she has one closet with these very things. and i have two legs. that's it. it's really like that, it's just a blockage, it's for every function for every movement you need new legs. and thanks to my prosthetists. my god, what would he do without them. they just don’t invent anything, but they are for what goals each leg, but first of all, it is for each function, that is, unfortunately, in general, our legs - this is a unique creation in general and any prostheses. it's just an attempt to get closer. accordingly, to walk you need one thing, to walk over rough terrain another, to go out with a load of the third, to run the fourth and for my beloved ones to ski. this is fundamentally different. and whose idea was

to get married anywhere, but in the forest on rough terrain. i don’t remember whose. but of course, polina was worried that i screwed up there. it's just that i'm a very uncomfortable person. i can live in the woods on tree without everything. well, i'm generally fine here, eh. well, a wedding is such an event, when do you need everything to be right? yes, so that people can wear beautiful dresses and shoes, and here is some kind of forest. yes, i was, of course, scared, but i'm a wedding in a restaurant. well i have a lot of videos of weddings in the restaurant. i'm already yes, i'm working. and now i'm tired of seeing. well, as it were, i'm not what to see, i'm starting to work. i come to the restaurant and start working. it was somewhere to escape from, probably, yes, and in general, it was perfectly fine, because we had time it was everything was done, yes, that

is, we secured ourselves from the rain and from everything it was your wedding photos on the internet. they are truly extraordinary beauties. i'm insanely sorry that we can't show them in our program, because you forbade us to show your wife, there is such a thing. and what is it is difficult to say, well, firstly, she does not want to. how about convincing her? this is a completely pointless exercise. yes, you understand that, right? what are you doing on your feet ? because she chose to. yes, a glass of water don't wait on me. you can do it all there. why doesn't she want to? it's a big load, actually, when well, isn't that what you get recognized for? i can probably handle it, but it's not just that. hmm, it 's like a different world and different energy. things are changing so much and i'm not sure if i can handle it? yes hmm yes? he is sure that you become disabled in your head when you ask, well,

give me a glass of water for someone, and of course, they immediately serve you. well, they help you. here you are lying like that, can i have an egg there something else there pizza, there, and this one, this one. and this one, and chocolate and candy, and people are watching. yes, you can reach the glass yourself. how am i so unhappy. and you, and you can't give me a glass. that's when a man turns into a completely monster. sergey has more prostheses than outfits. at his wife. i have a very favorite. joke. it's true, the wife joked again, and she keeps complaining that she has one closet with these very things. i have two with legs for every activity. he has a separate pair of legs to you need to walk one thing, to walk over rough terrain it’s another to go out with a load of the third, to run the fourth and so that my we ski. it's fundamentally different

life without borders sergei alexandrov have you had a daughter? uh-huh and this uh set some new goals for you. yes, it generally changes everything. the most remarkable thing is that, you know, in childhood, you really love the new year, your birthday. yes, and then you become old and rotten. and it's like it 's so easy to set holidays at some point, how would you lose the holiday you lose. well, he, well , he gave a cool birthday there, he called back to everyone there. and when a child appears, everything returns, the magic returns and the new year returns and now i have the opportunity to make a holiday for her, yes, to make joy. it's just incredible i know that you travel a lot, and you travel with your family, including, well , for example, you drive a car. yes, of course, you drove her to no, i didn’t, just. well, actually, i rode

a bike. and i went seriously, it's a long time was. well, i drove 6-8 thousand kilometers a year. well , yes, it's 50 kilometers a day there. this is approximately the average. well, you got into the car and began to drive it, realizing that you have a responsibility, so to speak, to your family, because , well, a husband and a father need to somehow, because it is convenient. you once said that at any moment you can say, change, uh , i need to go to the mountains because he has a wife and a daughter. and this hmm basic part of my life is inexchangeable. yeah, i mean, if they're doing well, then i can have fun. is this entertainment or solitude after all? well, look at the mountains in the figures that walked before the injuries. i don't walk anymore, but it's a very important part for me to find the state when

it's so difficult. yes, you are forced. eh, finding in yourself, well, some incredible resources is important to me. i want to search through it, which is probably why i do this completely insane sport. yes, the names began to be dealt with when the injury had already happened before. you didn't get very close to them. i didn't know what it was. that is. i, uh, we did kitur, that is, with a heavy backpack we went down from high mountains. but this is a completely different technique. here, uh, skiing technique is classic. this is completely different. that is, just when you have already stood up on prostheses, go skiing. it has become a kind of test for you too, will i find more resources in myself? well, in this case, well, this one and this too, but in this case it's also a thrill. so i wanted to return to the topic of the prosthesis, because in fact, now, about the fact that they have a full wardrobe of these prostheses, well, prostheses, this is

not a cheap business, that's what and how. i know at first the prostheses helped you raise money. the fact is that it is not so bad in our kingdom. so, in fact , everyone makes normal prostheses. well, you don’t need to think that a person there must definitely run with an outstretched hand, and so on. all problems are solvable, sometimes difficult to solve, but they are solvable, and uh, well, uh, a man helped me. he i just have a brick of half a million. yes, here on and, as it were , on prostheses, on which you can immediately walk quickly , well and beautifully, and for a crossed month. and this briquette gave money. i don't know, i'm insanely grateful to him, because it helped me a lot then . oh, it's through friends of acquaintances. uh, that's just what a person who knew what such a problem is and will say how can i help. we need good dentures. i went to the prosthodontist. here's what you can do here super-duper good. really.

what can you walk on at all and not think about anything, e he here i drew the numbers. and this person took and gave me this money in your life was the first. well, so that you know so much, this is how the universe opens towards you, in the literal sense of the word, when you need a lot of money and a person appears who speaks in and do n’t think about anything. it's hard for me to say the first uh. hmm, i 'm afraid, just getting to the point. in fact, that's all for me now. this time helps. just an incredible number of people and not only money and, well, purely organizational and well, just support, because uh, i don't even know. start thanking because it's, well, really fantastic.