i'm proud of you grandpa. and this is the aurora on which pyotr dmitrievich and there he visited the sea trials of the aurora and another ship - this is a battleship, petropavlovsk, on which great-uncle boris petrovich served and we know the following about him, that in 1905 he entered the junior general class of the naval cadet corps since the odessa corps is a combatant rank in the

russian imperial navy. translated from french means defender of the sea in 1715, by decree of peter i, the naval academy was established in st. petersburg to train officers, the best pupils of the academy in the last years of study were enrolled in the midshipman company from 1906 . this rank was assigned to a pupil of the senior classes of the naval corps, who were issued for a year of practice in the fleet. the rank of midshipman lasted until 1917. from personal file of boris tizenko dmitry learns that the fate of his grandfather was tragic in 1917. boris petrovich was shot by sailors on the pier of

helsingfors. now it is the city of helsinki for refusing to sign a resolution recognizing general kornilov as a rebel. yes, what is this separate regime, the enemy threatens russia from the sea, representing a single whole , i will not take an active part in political life, but i will obey the commander of the fleet and only his operational order of personal lieutenant kandybank, which tells about the tragic events that happened to his grandfather on the ship, petropavlovsk yes, surprisingly, well, first of all, i, of course, want to say a huge thank you to peter i who organized the cadet corps and the uh naval archive. i touched eternity. i

touched this real living real document with the signatures of my ancestors, and learned a lot of new things. and they and about themselves, of course, we go further. dmitry kharatyan always perceived st. petersburg simply as the legendary city of the russian history and the cruiser aurora from childhood was nothing more than a symbol of the revolution before him, but now everything has changed dmitry for the first time felt how closely intertwined the history of his family was with the history of the country. the cruiser played a fatal role in the history of our family on this chair is mine. great-grandfather pyotr dmitrievich was, he experienced ship trials before he left. this means a raid trip, and from the same seats of the cruiser a fatal thing happened. the shot that marked the beginning of the great socialist october revolution october here

and we can say that it was this revolutionary movement that took the life of one of the sons of pyotr dmitrievich boris petrovich, my great- uncle, who was shot in the seventeenth year by the bolshevik sailors aurora in the life of our family name taken separately of our family, this shot thundered from this ear, this shot has changed the history of mankind . you can say yes. then dmitry goes to the naval cadet corps, the famous navigan school 20 years ago, playing the role of midshipmen alyosha korsak that made him famous.

dmitry kharatyany could not imagine that his great-uncle, zhimarin, studied within these walls a hundred years ago. boris titenko. hello, welcome. thanks to our school. i am also glad that i ended up in your educational institution, because it is related, firstly, to my activities, since i played midshipmen and actually, marina is from here. yes, but not only that, my great-uncle. he also started here, to enter the cadet corps of peter the great, it was not so easy, the selection was very not only knowledge was strictly taken into account, but also the origin of the young elite of that time studied here. hello, good afternoon dmitry allow me to introduce captain fureng podsoblyaev, head of the department of history of our institute. here it is life according to the charter. everyone is responsible for his own business, one meets the other

tells the third one listens. from the usual menu , daily broth with kubyakai fire cutlets with garnish geese with apples are not festive. yes , good. here they tried small nuances of sweets, they were given out in such boxes by the midshipman, because it was possible to treat the young ladies during the ball. and that there were young ladies here, and at the ball the score of the naval corps was somewhere on the anniversary and on the holidays of the corps' birthdays it was considered one of the best scores in st. petersburg. for the violin, this is an astrot, apparently born in this institution midshipmen were able to serve the young ladies of the head thanks to a versatile education and gallant manners. nye grandfather here marched out to

build. boris petrovich tizenko now the new generation is the revolution is a dining room where there were solemn dinners and balls, wow. here is the space. listen, can you get lost here? to dance alone in this hall. space, of course.

next, dmitry will have to find out in which cathedral of the finnish capital the russian officers prayed. how many steps separated from the death of his ancestor, a midshipman, and what family secret did the kharatyans hide in the soviet period? dmitry kharatyan continues to study his pedigree, he visited the homeland of his father's ancestors. in armenia, he learned who founded his maritime dynasty and found a documentary confirmation that his great-uncle was a real midshipman, further searches. dmitry continues with his mother together. they are studying a book donated in the archive, which describes the last hours of the life of their ancestor boris tizenko. the convoy announced that they were

sentenced to death and that they would now be shot ; the sailors, like wild beasts, rushed at the officers, began to shoot at point-blank range from revolvers a scalloped stone and beat them with rifle butts. after all, we lived this we do not know for a long time years to me more than you, my father, brother, also did not know this such details, all the more he could not tell me at all, i would like to go there to see this place. find the grave of your ancestor

if you are looking for the burial place of your relative abroad, you should contact the parish of the moscow patriarchate abroad in almost every country there is an orthodox church in which you will be told in which cemetery your relatives are buried. largest city in finland founded in the 16th century consider one of the greenest cities of the world, in addition, it is very similar to st. petersburg in 1917, helsinki here, from the needle of this extreme building on elizavetinskaya embankment , you need to count 20 steps, as it is written 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 14 18 right here on this spot.

these four officers were shot with their backs facing this house is the last thing they saw. assumption cathedral, the largest orthodox church in scandinavia , russian emperors and the entire color of the russian fleet have been here before the battles of opportunity.

the name of boris is at the end of the list, it is no coincidence that the last victim of the list of killed officers was the terrible year 1917, the brutal murder of lieutenant tizenko, and his comrades shocked the inhabitants of helsingfors, kept them at the ilyinsky cemetery to say goodbye to russian sailors. the whole city came.

money, as it is not sad and mournful, but nonetheless. it seems to me that it is right that we have been here, that we have learned about it. for many years decades, it was secret kept. and in general

it was dangerous for life to know your family tree and ours. here is your grandfather. your father never. not east by our joint search, today we learned so many new and very important things, and maybe even the main thing

for our family. we have learned where our origins come from. where are our roots from, who were our ancestors and not just their last names, we learned where they came from where did they live? what were they doing, you know? and here at the very top of this tree at the very top, one might say on the ship's machete. here is alexander dmitrievna kharatin and what is written dmitrievich, so far you are the successor and the highest point of our family is just beginning. actually. van you glad. i give you this tree to keep it every day, well done. a gifted child is the dream of many parents, a child prodigy, a miracle

child, what distinguishes him from ordinary children is that from childhood he gets used to working with his head, and his mental abilities develop much faster than others. she always loved to study at the age of 5 she read all 26 volumes of the collected works of jules correctly, while her peers ran around the yard. she solved problems to quickly move to the next class, and at 13 she entered moscow state university. like her, only 10% of the world's population, these percentages include simply capable and talented and a genius, and only 10% of young talents develop their talent so much that they become outstanding professionals in adulthood, and out of ninety percent of geeks. in the end, ordinary average citizens grow up. about is it easy to be a gifted child today alone

with everyone recognition of the child prodigy irina polyakova glad to greet you you know, uh, i must say that the modern desire for the all- round development of children. sometimes it seems there egoistic uh desire to assert themselves parents, and sometimes, maybe, you can look at it differently. here's your expert opinion. i would say, because you are a child prodigy, but is it good to be a child prodigy? well, i can say, so for your child. i would not want such a story, why high expectations and the habit of achieving? that is, to the fact that everyone expects something from you? it is sometimes very difficult to unfold already in adulthood. and how early it was generally understood to yourself that you have some kind of, uh, amazing abilities. i would not say that i had some outstanding, and talents for something specific. yes, i just love learning. it

was interesting for me. i was good at math. ah. i am very glad that i learned to read, but the conclusion, for example, at the age of 5, in my opinion, was read. yes , it was at 5 years old. yes, you know, there is such a logic about geeks that it was a child born with talent, god gave him or uh. here, it must be unfortunate. this is his parents, maybe troit, as if, if his parents had not invested in him so much, then he would have been a normal child. here is what version about you, your parents actually pulled you up like that, or, well, what to do, they were born like this about me. it can be said for sure that there was a lot of effort. yes, there was a lot of work and habit to work, your mother is a teacher, and as i understand it, it’s actually thanks to her and her, but perseverance and just her work. oh, and you began to appear. these are some extraordinary learning abilities. she even

came up with some kind of her own technique, in my opinion, yes, in order to develop you. yes, she is an expert. for early development. yes, she works with kids up to school junior school age. here, well , perhaps, his own technique. this is strongly said. that is, it has not been patented anywhere and has not written books on this topic. well, yes, she has a certain approach. and you weren’t interested in what it was connected with, then you didn’t ask. mom why did you decide to say so, sitting with me at home, to begin me to develop a complex issue so intensively. no, i wasn't interested in her. i know that uh, as she told me. it was her own decision. beginning, but it’s hard to say what it was connected with, maybe she’d better tell about it. let's listen to what your mother told you. the fact is that when she was born, and her husband immediately decided that there were no kindergartens, that i would not work, i would leave work and raise the child, because i was tired of watching crying children who were

dragged early by the nursery garden and well, si it's just that i can't be a teacher at home. therefore, from the first days i talked to her, but at 4 years old we didn't have circles for 7 years. we had in the morning, as if in as a game, but as if the lessons of a mathematician of acquaintance with the surrounding russian were composed. i agreed with the teacher in zero and her. well , at least a little. well, they said, only if she was written six years old, she couldn’t be written six years old, the teacher took her to the second grade in another teacher. everything was fine there, but she left, er, for india, and i had to take her with me. this is where the problems started when she was taken in. my class is difficult. i needed to pull it. there are many games, too, everything is in the game. i say irt, you know it all. well, decide, well, i did it will raise his hand. i have already done. there it does the task further, and in general, and she

speaks to me in december. mom, i finished all russian mathematics and the children around the world reading. well, what to do? she says i want to be in fifth grade. and so she went to the fifth grade, and there it turned out that they had already been learning english for six months, and then the teacher told her. you see, irina polyakova learned more english in 2 weeks than you did in six months. why am i sitting with you? and that's all and here they are to her go out to your teacher, then they did not begin with her make friends, when we are told monnergen, but we never considered her a child prodigy, because she is just an extraordinary person. and we tried to break these extraordinary abilities in her, so we developed them, and then the potential itself is completely. she didn't reveal. well, uh, judging by the fact that as she went to study, again she still wants to. she wants to improve. in the yard is a complicated story.

uh, i'm a late kid. eh, such parents are very, but cautious, so let's be honest, well, i didn't go much of them, i went out for a walk. dad i rode bike, back and forth in front of dad in front of his eyes. yes well that is, we can say that the training was. actually, the only alternative to somehow spend time, yes, and they were toys - they were more like games. i learned to play chess early, and so on, toys at the level of dolls with dolls somehow. there were some plot plays of a doctor. here it is to do injections there, cook, eat, m-m somehow feed with food, somehow it didn’t work out. i don't really like to cook right now . how old were you when you graduated from this school?

13:00. that is, ah, firstly, it is necessary. before, i went, respectively, at the age of 6 to the first to 5 zero. then in six months the third six months, the fourth in the summer, the fifth and then in the sixth, which at that moment switched to 11 years. tired seventh. that is, it turned out that last year i started in the third year next year somehow . so in the seventh i was then nine years old. after that, i didn't jump anywhere. uh, calmly, they finished their studies until the age of 13. e at school. what is summer? have you completed the program? fifth grade, well, somehow overclocked, i could no longer stop even on vacation did not want to get back a little. well, somehow i don’t know, it’s conditional to swim and sunbathe there, i don’t know at sea there. we didn't go for sports. i didn't do much. i read books. and i really liked math. and i've always been praised for something yes. eh, it's not just for being loved for what it is, yes, i remember a mostly

some positive emotions. well, because i've achieved something. yes, well done, what did you do, well done, and you get used to it and somehow you want, yes, and also praise. are you ready to move mountains and further yes, it's nice that it turns into the very motivation then well done well done and you remember that your parents were quite strict with you and say that my parents never asked me for forgiveness. and i am learning this with my son, this is what you wrote on your page on the social network. and why do you think it happened? it's kind of like that. well, here's the peculiarity of parents such an attitude that authority cannot be understood? yes, yes, i remember that very well. in general, since childhood, i have been such a fighter for justice very clearly felt some. ah, that's really unfair. yes, uh in any situation. and uh, it offended me that uh,

at some point, my parents understood that they might be wrong in some situation, but they never admitted it, then my mother told me when i got older i asked her. why is he actually talking? well, how is this to drop authority? how to admit that this is not right in front of a child? here and but i really felt it clearly, and it seems to me that the relationship was it would be better if they didn't try to be like that too . that's right, distant, indisputable and somewhere they recognized that yes, here, here we screwed up. forgive me yet you say about yourself that you are daddy 's daughter. and why is there such a denser emotional connection with dad? it’s hard to say why it’s like this, but in childhood yes , in childhood, it seems so to me, and it didn’t turn out to be e , i don’t look like it anymore. mom, really. she also often said this, but in some inside the family. not even conflicts, but some

disputes over petty uh matters. uh, i don't know what program to watch on tv there. somehow i always give more support to dad, maybe dad accepted you more not only for your achievements, just because, well, maybe a daughter . she always learned a lot faster than her peers. before, i went, respectively, at the age of 6 in the first 5 zero, then in six months the third six months, the fourth for flying. irina was a very purposeful child. i remember, mostly some positive emotions, but from the fact that i achieved something, that parents never asked her forgiveness at some point. i understand that they may be wrong in some situation, but they never admitted it, then my mother told me when i was older, i asked why, in fact, well, how does he decide to admit that you are wrong recognition? yes, irina polyakova is a moment

of communication at school, about which you say that this is your feeling of loneliness. it just stuck there. and what is why? that is, when a child is not like all this of course, children, they themselves especially such not not very grown-ups. yes, they are quite violent. and uh, such uncompromising people , let's put it this way, so they certainly do. i like it when someone is different from them. yes, that is, it is some such here. and the yes community, in which if you are not like something, then you need to put a lot of effort in order to be accepted there, you applied these forces. i apply by all means to me i am a very uh such a social person. it is very important for me to be on vkontakte with others. yes, i really wanted to communicate, especially since this was not enough before school, and i was very interesting. i wanted friends, i wanted

to communicate. and here, but on the one hand there was envy, of course, and yes, and moreover, the more achievements there were, the more this envy was included on the part of some, and there were moments that were stimulated even by teachers. that is, it depends on the teachers. no, not envy. eh, more like. well, such an increase in the demonstration of this my personality. yeah, i mean, uh, i still remember being in seventh grade. i was called to the blackboard. he says look here this girl is 9 years old, she wrote a test for five, and you are all on the track. you are just chocks with eyes, and well, of course, this does not cause love. yes, the nationwide was guaranteed after such words. basically, it seemed to me that any person. if he wants to, he will try. he will also be an excellent medalist there, he will also study well. yes, in general, i have not won any

international competitions. yes, not there pilaria, that is, i did, in principle, everything the same as my peers. just could be more effectively. yes, faster sometimes it's better and i didn't understand. why, actually, what doesn’t love me so much, so i tried very hard. eh, somehow deserve this love, than well, i don’t know the control yes, they took a bicycle, they got out here. well, not to take and how did it happen after that to earn people, well, one of the reasons why? i would not want my child, for example, to be a child prodigy, that's just it. divorce is a danger of skew yes, a person is very successful in one area, usually in the area of ​​\u200b\u200bachievement. here is what he has a talent, but in terms of socialization. he suffers from broken contacts with friends of the opposite sex often. yes, the same

thing that happened to me, because ah. i've always been great at learning, and to make friends, uh, go somewhere to meet. i was small in terms of my parents, of course. or maybe there was still a problem in the fact that such a serious age difference, that is, you were nine, and your classmates are 12 3 years old, there are a lot at this age. this is 13 - these are already people who are just teenagers girls girls. and it's not so much a study in the head. how much, as a matter of fact, is just a question of relationships. it comes to the fore, and you are here with your belly, as if in the fact that a, since i really am very early, but almost from the moment i went to school. i was already, when here i am from a purely family cell. yes, let's say, she went into society. i was on par with them. who was older than me. i used to perceive myself as well, that is, to me, and there intellectually morally. i was 12 there. yes, yes, there are 13. and here, but outwardly, of course, here. uh,

it was just such a baby, but with pigtails, that i don’t know and they weren’t allowed to put on makeup when i went to high school, because, well, where do you go? this is the feeling, the inconsistency. something, as if in some strange body, yes, that is, you seem to feel differently, but you look well done, and at the same time a total loser. yes, let's now listen to your classmate for now, what she remembers about the fact that i plan with sad eyes, she is always focused always. busy with some sad thoughts, you could see her cheerful only at physical education classes, that is, some kind of mobility did not appear and, objectively, she was much smaller than us in terms of height in physique. still, 3 years of difference was very felt and the blue uniform that we all wore then was objectively great for her. well

, she’s just not designed for such an age, and it seems to me that every step of irina’s life caused her discomfort. carey was really treated by both teachers and ourselves with a certain with parents that whether? yes, with such, and hmm, an additional ball in her favor due to the fact that she is, as it were, naturally younger than us. so i remember this moment when at the first meeting later, there, 10-12 years after school, we saw and she gathered a person, probably 13 from the class, and no one ever knows who will come. this is a small surprise. here, ira suddenly appeared. it was a completely luxurious woman with such a head of hair, of course, no one recognized her. everyone asked if this is polyakova. this is definitely polyakova. but then they hugged there. uh, and it was so great. really nice for her. you see this one is already more appropriate to

itself. and such a situation, it should give rise to internal protest. well, at some point you didn’t want to, relatively speaking, slow down to say, but i won’t study, but i don’t know there, well, so that i don’t know to stay for the second year, but now i’m talking some kind of crazy. well, there, here, enter into some kind of age correspondence, stop trying so hard, stop learning so much and get ahead. and the fact is that well, how to slow down? well, it's true enough for the second year, right? no , perfectionism did not allow, but hmm , there were no questions about the study itself, it was interesting and easy. it was really interesting to me and in general yes it is easy. now, if you look back, what from childhood you can directly fix and say that normal communication with peers was missed. and as in childhood itself, so what is probably even more important and even more difficult to catch up later. this is the teenage period. teenage early such early

adolescence. yes, just when you learn to be friends normally, you learn to meet with the opposite floor. yes, you are stuffing your bumps. yes, i didn't have any of that. i, this piece, i had it completely turned off, and then it suddenly turned out that everything, as if i had already grown up. i'm no longer a prodigy. well, all my life i just studied and studied. and now it seems like everything is possible, but i ca n’t do anything at the age of 13. you graduated from high school and immediately entered the university. yes, but here i did not want to somehow slow down too. listen, you graduated from high school with so much stress. in the end. you could say so well, i'm this, so i'll lie down in a year on my side, and then next year i will go to do no, at home with my parents with a closed lock. and that is, you still had to learn to learn to go to college. if only there were some oni people and opportunities to establish new relationships in a new team. well, i was a little smarter now. i said based on my bitter experience.

who doesn't know how old i am? and it could be hidden, and at 14 it was easier, you looked like makeup, high heels. here i have already achieved the right to, uh, a certain appearance. i am specifically hiding how old i am? and in my opinion, in the middle of the second year. it was revealed by accident, well, it was too late. in general, i was already accepted, that is, relations had already somehow developed, and therefore it was not important. i hid it very accidentally. ah, at the institute. you have slowed down from the pace of learning and decided to be within the framework, so to speak. no, well, where was it next, i slowed down at school. actually. here after that jump. well, first of all, already, and when the range of items becomes much wider than at the beginning, it’s already so easy for summer. there are three textbooks not about to decide. yes, and here is the meaning. that is, it was not an end in itself. yes, i really did it in my childhood because it worked out well, there were no alternatives, as far as students are concerned, this is understandable. that study

is study, but the students are all remembered as a period of some wonderful parties of the romanovs, first of all, where marriages are tied up, well, student time. er, in most cases, what concerns you? how do i do things with age. it's like you hid. this is not my story, but i hid my age, but my parents accompanied me to the door of the university until the end of the second year, and in the third and fourth. i beat off the meters first to the doors of the institute, then to the universitet metro station, then to the transfer metro station, then there will be more. yes, that is, i myself from yours it was a period of very tough struggle. uh, like the freedom of a parrot. uh-huh that's what i mean, uh, if at school i fought for some kind of love, friendship , the attention of classmates, then the institute period for me is a period of struggle with my parents, because. with

classmates, everything was just fine, but then there was very strong resistance from the parents. just that you are still just learning something big, and everything else is small. now, if everything else at school is somehow, well, there really was less of it, because, well, it’s clear that the children are schoolchildren, then here, just there were all these parties, there were some kind of trips, some kind of hikes were not going anywhere hit me oh my god, i'm nowhere. all that she knew how to do well was to study for the study itself, there were no questions. it was interesting and easy for me. i was really interested. well, in general yes i felt older than my years. i was on par with them. who was older than me. i used to perceive myself the same way, she desperately fought for the freedom to do as she sees fit, my parents accompanied me to the door of the university until the end of the second year, and in the third and fourth. i beat off the confession of the child prodigy irina

polyakova. do you know what i suddenly thought? ira and maybe , you know, this is such a great trick with the strangeness of your parents there are different ways to attach a child to yourself. here you can tie it in this manner. here, uh, encourage him in his ability to learn. but here is the age difference. it's like, like, a collar with a short leash on which you can hold your child and be guaranteed that everything will be fine with him, because he is under our control. i don't think they had such a conscious goal. here, yes, the unconscious. who knows. well, let's listen to your girlfriend now at universities, how i met cheese. it's uh, it was at the university. i do not remember exactly. on what course, but it seems to me that, probably, on the first, but some general companies. and in fact, at first, of course, i did not know that she was a geek. but the fact that she was younger than all of us. i saw this,

of course, at some point i asked a question. and how of course, i was very surprised and even a little envious, because this is in general, well, in my opinion. uh, not everyone can, yes, that is, at least at the institute, i don’t know how at school, at the institute there was no feeling. that ira is some kind of a monster yes, as is sometimes the perception of people, who are not similar, no, she was absolutely equal equal members of the collective team. eh, somewhere, maybe even some concessions were made precisely because she is younger, she is actually very fast. e, succeeded in those areas that she, for which she took on, that is, her. uh, pretty much everything she started doing. she was very interested in everything, and she dug like a real soldier and achieved very high

results in the case of raw. i would probably say that her status is a child prodigy or something, that she had met some things earlier in her life in the path of life. uh, in my opinion opened hmm impossibility. uh, somewhere it can be more risky in your personal life. in terms of my grandfather's health, probably, and in short, ira is just a wonderful person, and a person with whom i would probably want to communicate for the rest of my life. whether it seemed to catherine that you are a more risky person , i don’t know if it can be called riskiness rather, but i’m used to the fact that nothing was given to me just like that, therefore, in situations where many do not accustomed, probably, to difficulties, they simply add up such things, they say that this is not at all for me. i understand that not a little more and that's it. it

can be said, well, to call such a plus this acquisition, let's say this situation of early development. i believe that yes, it certainly helps, but it helps, and in work it helps in studies in some achievements. yes, career. well, there is a situation that interferes somewhere, in which, but in relationships, in general, they are yes, when, as i say, it turns on, completely different factors, where they must suffer for a long time in order for something to work out, yes, and you would habits still trying deserve digging at what point? what do you think, uh, your childhood is over, he is such a difficult question started, if yes, rather, yes, huh? well, maybe when i went to college. ah, because there it really began to start on me is another story. yes, there was more communication. there was

much more positive than in school there was this opportunity to enjoy some moments of things, and not all. than i would like to, yes, because well, at first it was quite difficult mist. fak, it really is. well, i had to work hard. yes, plus, uh, work plus , definitely some conflicts, as i said. fight for freedom with parents. but in general, this is a much more positive time for me, such a quote. your you constantly live from some achievement to their achievement from success to success. if something goes wrong, then a very big breakdown happens. and when you began to collide, for the first time here is such a word, or what ? yes, it turns out, well, not only can it be in relationship. h. in general, that something may not work out with this, in principle, i sometimes encountered at school and at the institute and it was not fatal for me. that is, i, but just got used

to achieving. yes, it didn’t work out there from the first. i'll try again. i really was very pushy in this sense. in general, some may be beyond expectation. yes, the fact that there was some kind of fleur prodigy, from which i first tried very hard to get rid of, yes, and hide it, and then, when i graduated from the institute, i began to develop into career. yes, at the beginning i really was the youngest employee there, i became the youngest member of the board of directors in a large american company that i work for, there are 27 years old, but at some point this realization really comes that there was some kind of rocket start yes, and, probably, something like that was expected from me, that's brilliant, but impossible, they are close to getting the nobel prize for some kind of discovery. and i, well, not only did i choose a field in which, in principle, well, such a very practical one. yes, but you have already started catching up. and where do you overtake others? i remember it

was such a shock for me when i realized that i'm already a leader, i'm taking on a job of a person who was born when i graduated from school, what a nightmare? why is their youth so shocked you? well, because lo and behold, i used to live ahead of the curve. yes, i'm used to being the smallest, that's why i'm the youngest, the most advanced. but here the op is already gone. well, this fact is that, in fact, you have caught up, maybe in terms of results. yes , you didn’t make any discovery into space. you do not flew the nobel prize, you did not receive. and what is it? yes, this is a disappointment. why me? lord so. tried so hard spent on what was this lead? well, what was the lead in fact? i don't really like uh, hmm wonder what would happen if yes, because it seems to me that this is a very thankless task. but, of course, it

hits self-esteem so much, yes, when you are always the first, then once already and the second, that is. maybe she’s just tired of these constant achievements , or maybe she already realized that enough with a diploma hung, the whole wall is already over the wall. you can look for yourself in something else, and what else is a family? for me it has always been very important. i wanted a relationship. especially since just, uh, yes, as we discussed while everyone turned them on. uh, i was little and i couldn't. uh -huh and when it became possible, when he fought off this chance for himself, well, when she ran away from her parents for 18 years, and you ran away from them, she ran away. and what did they do? well, as i packed my things, i escaped, and there they shouted, that's just over my corpse. you won't get over it threshold. no no. you can't. well approximately