remember, i was looking for the keys, and you had them? how did you not let me sleep your springs unraveled. how are you tired of the sofa treat things easier with a loan from sberbank with a rate of 4% per annum and a monthly felt bag is obviously profitable. for reading, i am gleinbadnikova, a director, a writer, my guest is vladislav otroshenko, a writer, a screenwriter, an expert on the mysterious case of armature alexander sukhogo kobylin, what was the main thing for you in this topic, what fascinated you, because you wrote the script and studied the book is a huge deal . tell me what you pushed for so many years. e waste energy on it. you. you know, how would i still, uh , this. like this is my lifelong torment. it's his fate that haunts me, because here is

this simple pushkin question. is genius and villainy compatible? yes, he is, uh, there is no other such fate. e, for example, only characteristic, yes, yes, and so much characteristic, on an example that can put this question. that's what is called a rib. yes, a man writes a brilliant play that simply turns the history of the russian theater upside down, yes. hunting and and at the same time murder suspect here is the question. eh, he haunts me the fate of the dry mare. she, uh, makes it possible to figure it out. why is this the case? left? unopened? why did this question become? yes? here, let's open the case. so there were no problems, this question would not have arisen, that is, they would have established, for example , e, he still does not know on the one hand, there were, as it were, such scientific means, because when the blood was found, e zakrevsky immediately sent this is the medical office of the police, one could make today the dna of the tc yes, yes, today even

no longer even. if it were a little later, there in 15 years, for example, all this could already be established there, at least the questions that u asked, whether human blood is human blood for zakrev doctors or not, and at what time it belongs now to whom were there saying that they were slaughtering chicks there. in general, the cook carried it, i'll catch it. he is there, well, in general, if trust was a lot right up to the fact that she was staying with him, so his aunt is an adviser zhukova and she has her daughter the regulations could be and now they got dirty, they somehow forgive god, well, that is, uh, like the minister of justice count panin, when he read all this, he said it does not deserve any probability, but on the one hand, uh, it was impossible to open e scientific ways, means the truth, and on the other hand, these officials. they arranged such a balancing act out of this case, which suited them very much, as she

said, a sharp and swinging affair for both sides. here they are mutually sharp rocking and on the one hand. could be turned against the master and against the peasants. well, it’s not interesting against the peasants, what can you take them. yes and it’s richer if a man of russia and they took from him and they just took, they just poisoned money from him and i want to say that all three plays are dedicated to this , let’s say, theft and arbitrariness of officials and uh, he has u in the play case. uh, a detailed description of the types of bribes, that is, a person understood the survey of a rural bribe, which is given in kind. yes industrial bribe. this is what is called rollback today. it is when you receive some order and thank you. eh, in general, you roll back. yes, and a bribe is criminal or trap. that is, it is a trap, and she is taken naked. that is, it

destroys a person simply and like him, like him, then the hero of krichinsky, says they want to, uh, take a bribe from you. give uh, the consequences of your refusal will be cruel to you, dear money. let's because otherwise you end, well, dry mares understand? eh, that's interesting, then, eh. e was like that. eh, actually the thing. who did the mare in st. petersburg chief prosecutor of the governing senate of kostornenky doctors lebedev he was still an official, at the same time, special assignments under the ministry of the minister of justice were scheduled and pania, and then such a decisive moment came when lebedev was preparing a resolution on the case of this , uh, the murder of simon dimash tu the very resolution that the attorney general was supposed to read in the senate. yes, and he studied the whole thing, but dry. and they were, being at that time on e, a subscription not to leave, he was temporarily released from prison on the guarantee of his mother. eh, here, and

he goes to petersburg having already agreed in advance with people there that kostroma nikiforovich does not go empty-handed. well, of course, he mortgages the estate, takes the ticket of the board of trustees , it was such a small piece of paper on thin wiped paper. so the entire estate would be transferred to this piece of paper to the bearer ; in fact, this is a piece of paper. yes, yes, or you can just get cash, yes, 10,000 rubles. silver is 30,000 at 17, and chest condition. generally. yes, this is the price of the emperor near moscow, approximately the moscow region. yes, such an average suburban of the estate and the sukhouka bylin goes to the employees of ferroch lebedev and here it happens. here, as a matter of fact, is the scene which became central in the play. she is by nature. in fact , it was written from dry ovens. so, uh, he's coming to the islander. turn on lebedev and, uh, he shows him what the minister's resolution will look like. he beats everything there, so all the cards,

what is called everything everyone promises to solve the issue absolutely. yes, that is, the resolution is such that the dry mare will simply be released from criminal prosecution. and e. well, you need means to thank him, he gives him this ticket from the pekut council, he puts it in his vest pocket dry, as they were, well, his brother-in-law also goes. eh, nightingale to petrov. speaks. sasha , come on, he says, let's look into the skin of written cases in a rag and see really what the resolution will be. the devil knows these officials. yes, and indeed they look into the closet and there is some small bribe there, 10 rubles. eh, the cook. why does he show the result is exactly the opposite, that is, he is threatened with hard labor, just according to this resolution and a bribe from take a person. yes, promise him to solve the case and at the same time to the authorities, on the contrary. that's dasha, yes, right. why , in order to receive a cross or an award later, that i caught a terrible notice there, because count panin

, the minister of justice, he was completely convinced of the convinced guilt of a dry mare on and when he instructed. lebedev is preparing to cut his hands. she didn't get to prepare a specific resolution where he would appear as an accuser. uh, dry in front of the senate, of course, the reason. a and. well, he decided how to please the authorities. he i took a bribe, so i received the cross and received the money. well, just well done, more dry kobulenko. yes, i saw it all. he breaks into his office and says, you scoundrel scoundrel, so, uh, you took money from me as a bribe. i'm going to yell at the whole department now. yes, the department for the whole of russia, i will give you a bribe, they will search you now you will find something like this, well, of a brutal temper, yes, that is , this anger was so fierce, that is, it probably swept everything away. on his maternal side, there were tatar khans in his family, and he had

was like that. well, that is, on the one hand. from the greek, on the other hand, the tatar hannah was such a powerful datura, and he yells this to the prosecutor and what he does, he takes this ticket out of his vest pocket and puts it in his mouth. chew and drink a glass of water. the estate sat down, and she disappeared. well , in the sense of such a banking instrument that exists in a single copy. that is , it is like an estate. uh, it was sukhov, the mares mortgaged one of their estates near moscow, so that it means to take this ticket and, uh, bring him. and here and here it is, in fact, the scene it is. well, of course, fantastic is a reality. and, of course, this is where it gets interesting. it's like a cleft staff. uh, i read his notes. he was like that, he was on a plate, there was also a fire, as if,

well, in reality, that means, uh, in death. as a matter of fact, he made plates out of it, then they met yes from the kostorge, and mutton from the minister of justice. yes, and uh, here's an interesting thing. eh, here are lebedev’s kostornenky speeches, he counted the russian one like that. proturus and his diaries there is an entry about gogol, uh, says that i read these dead souls. well, this is all these clickers to compose, or they do not know our management. they do not know everything, how we are arranged. something there is written so dismissively. google i wrote. well , uh, i write in my book that but another breeder appeared, as he called them the password, who found out everything how it is going on with you. how do you take a bribe? as you know, brilliant from the inside, it's all just described and you know, i laughed yes, tears, so i don't know the play, the old one would have turned out. yes what a huge gap, but no, and the language is very lively and that's it. it's clear. eh, everything is recognizable and

insanely funny. when i read these songs, i understood why women were so in love with him, because he knew how to make them laugh. and the sukholoka were i initially laugh, but on the other hand. here, if u now know uh, okay evidence. there was one piece of evidence against a dry mare, probably completely ridiculous and funny, but the fact that she was ridiculously funny became known many, many years later. so you mentioned how he charmed a woman. he not only charmed them. that's when the sukhovokka were on came to him with a search and arrest. yes , all his letters were taken from him from the table. yes, and there was one letter addressed to louise or forget dem was in french. e there was literally the following. he writes to her. she went to ostankino and was naughty for some reason, she didn’t want to come to moscow, and he writes to her. eh, that means. stop your farces and i

call an ungrateful and oath from a criminal woman. at the distance of my costil dagger. come back and tre-tremble. he is not writes with a lot of er so and e, expressed in love letters. as i understand it, this is how the race took place, and here and the researcher troitsky e, he also read the materials, he writes, as far as i understand, the french language. i realized that this is a very important threatening note. means to pierce her bones with a dagger. daggers are taken from him and uh, the minister of justice graf panin quotes this note in the senate. so, he says, look, he wanted to pierce her with his castilian dagger, but the fact is that they had there were such lovers. special, which means erotic symbols of expression, after all , 8 years of relationship, of course, they had their own special language and louise herself called it. uh, as

alexander vasilyevich later told this to his neighbor with a belt, he says it all - this is how she called the organs of male dignity , she called the katic dagger. and when you know all this, when the minister of justice reads out. that 's it in the senate, of course, it's just been some fantastic ambiguity. here but uh, here uh, alexander vasilyevich has on his table took a bunch of notes from different women from different families. there from sixteen influential. here. and uh, there's still uh, what a moment, of course, uh, this is his passion, for which the frenchwoman decided to afam for a longer time. is there a role for another woman in this murder? yes, this is insane jealousy that happened to a frenchwoman, if actually, as it was, according to the version of the zakrevsky minister of the russian federation, panin, it

means that it was a murder prepared by the high society, and who they meant meant the most dry epic. and so this is his new mouth. uh, nadezhda bathing naryshkin. she was so she didn't possess. in general, such beauty, but she was. eh, cynical. she was free and what they called her. she was called the green-eyed cat, she was such a red-haired green-eyed cat. well, bone is a witch cat, and the frenchwoman began to follow him. she was jealous and it was not by chance that naryshkina herself also hated the frenchwoman. she wrote to alexander vasilyevich. he must get rid of her. that's shortly before death. this means that contemporaries describe such a story, which means when alexander vasilyevich was at a ball at the naryshkins' house. here he is dancing snaryshkina. and she notices through the window that the frenchwoman is looking out the window, and then what does she do? she, uh, nothing, not suspecting alexander vasilyevich , pulls back the curtains, which means that such a bay window brings

such a bay there. yes, like this. yes, you guessed the female mindset. why? she would turn her back so that he would not see the frenchwoman, and so, of course, they covered her in the face. runs away from despair. yes, well, what is the moment? eh, when does it mean that they didn’t have time for naryshkin? arrest and interrogate is very it is suspicious that she escaped. is not it. yes? she didn’t just, so she ran away with lightning speed, when they came with a search to alexander vasilyevich, he even wrote in his diary that the catastrophe searched, uh, left alone, that is, she just runs, she runs from the top or from the child of a dry mare. she was three months pregnant, being a married woman, and he did not give her away. he didn't give it away. of course he's a point. it was he who , during interrogations, denied that he said that i never had any connection with naryshkina. it was, in general, as if we understood that he was lying, of course, he was lying, because after 6 months

naryshkina, e, in paris, gives birth to his daughter and how the younger one raised the younger correctly in the family and how would you think, the daughter was called her name was louise. and with herself, too, very suspiciously very strange, yes, and she and naryshkina e, when she was already abroad, she actually ran away from her husband. well, by the way, a married woman helped her with documents, she couldn’t just leave without her husband’s permission. i needed to write a statement to the governor general in order to the governor-general gave a blank passport. so this passport form for naryshkin was stolen by the daughter of the governor general. uh, lydia zakrevskaya, and in fact, it means that soon lydia zakrevskaya also moved away from her husband. uh, the son of a chancellor, the mission of childbirth, she was married, she ran away for the son of the chancellor, and they, in paris

, organized such a thing. eh, i already read this in french memoirs. uh, they called this society debauchery at home. then they arranged there, they invited french writers arranged, there were orgies and that same alexandre dumas son, who painted the lady with the camellia. he fell in love with naryshkina and then in the family until sukhovokka. we will be sitting here in prison writing plays, then it means that the matter ended only after 7 years of the emperor. yes , only the head of state could solve this problem. yes, they didn’t care, the investigators confused the case, so these officials, that when the sovereign emperor already got access to him there, uh, she got access, mother was dry to her sister , they began to explain, and he, of course, looked at this case. he realized that there bribes he said so, that is, it was confused there. it was

impossible to unravel everything with bribes. what do you think, huh? well, what is the real version? for example, i think that it was a situation from a series that, well, sort of escaped. it's probably a frenchwoman on a date in this outbuilding. i think it was something along the lines of. i will go. and you girls figure it out yourself, and then he comes, and there it is. maybe this. you are an excellent researcher. yes, indeed , he took naryshkin to his place in africa and here could happen, of course, such a scene in a phleg or in general, the way it was transmitted. contemporaries da naryshkin somehow participated in this and uh. it seems to me, thus confirming. and the fact that she named her daughter after her rival. it seems to me, i feel guilty, this is something, well, there is even more naryshkin there even before the discovery of the corpse. she sent a note to the kabat-kuder. uh, like a catholic campfire. uh, the note

was intercepted by the secret investigation of the governor-general, that she wrote to him. catholic denomination, where you can order, tombs. how to store in french rite? yes, everything is clear. here tell me so the compatibility of the action. is this picture of a crime the way you suggested as an example, yes, then , of course, uh, they could not tear apart two feelings of guilt before, uh, louise and guilt before naryshkina and before. baby yes, he knew, of course he knew that she was three months pregnant. he knew all this very well when it all happened. tell me, and you, studying this person, learned something, that is, somehow the spirit of sukhov's mare has settled in you, but relatively speaking, but uh, what has changed in you while working on this material. you know how i am, first of all. when i studied, in general, his whole nature, his

character and tearing him into pieces of contradiction. here i am, of course, i was attracted by yegor's strength. despite the fact that he survived all this in prison, such nervous shocks for 86 years. yes, this is for those times. it's just scary. that's lev nikolayevich tolstoy more than tolstoy. that 's in this sense. eh, i tried. here e, comprehend. here's to me the usual russian nature, you see, for me this is a mystery. he says a talented person is all over the place to talk. here's something you didn't fight for. there is a lynx there. everything was a success with him. and here and at the same time some kind of strange dark one, as he himself said. uh, strange strange fate great run me great holy fate, yes, the great blind man, he was called bluff him. so , uh, i must say, yes, i really changed a lot internally while i was studying hawk,

yes, it’s a feature when you work with some material from the biography and you change. this is nature, uh, which cannot but have an impact, and uh, this is such an archetypal fate, uh, of a russian writer. of course, when prison either uh, write or break, or she, on the contrary, makes him a powerful figure strengthens his spirit. and this happened to the auditory mare, then it was to dostaevsky, or the same thing happened when he got out of prison. here, that is, here it is very archite. here is such a collision in the development of the fate of e russian writer. here i thank you for the conversation. uh, thanks, that was podcast is a must read. i am babadnikov's main director and writer, my guest was vladislav atroshenko, a screenwriter and connoisseur. e affairs of a dry mare.

today we gathered our thoughts on the topic of fasting. hello dear friends. let's start with tolstoy leo nikolayevich leo tolstoy writes in his diary. i'm not verbatim, i'm quoting. yes , experts will forgive me, we need to figure it out, in general, with fasting with orthodoxy. nothing burnt out, honest , i didn’t feel anything, it’s all nonsense. what is the error or maybe not the error. well, i, of course, i can’t answer the great classic in what he got burned. and how did he talk? well , there must have been some. you don’t remember, this moment will either fall out, or not like

somewhere with me, and i left such a school one, where i don’t remember, yes, money, well, it doesn’t matter. you understand, it's just possible to carry out the same in different ways, what purpose to assume. you can just watch because i've been told it's right. you can simply observe, because this is my sacrifice to god, a certain part, relatively speaking, the great four tens tenth of my life. she is specifically dedicated to god. and you can just carry out consciously meaningfully. uh, understanding how it works, depending on what modality of the post we will be in , you can generally, you can simply simply observe, because children. yes it is, maybe you want to talk about it. we will definitely come to this. i know i have my own version. naturally, lev nikolayevich set up a scientific experiment. if a then b a i always here i am when i read it for the first time, i mentally entered into a dialogue with the great. i say count and why did you decide that you had to

feel something certain what do you think, well, he's generally a maximalist. listen , man, who learned there, uh, a bunch of languages ​​and started learning japanese. in his ninth decade of his life. yes. this is the same person who set himself. uh, obviously not lifting targets and was disappointed. yes, and broke off. well, i don’t know, i know a huge number of, uh, and uh people and stories, when such a zealous non- athenian. at the beginning of the post, she cited quite severe disappointment and many years of looking at himself and, of course, leo nikolayevich tolstoy, it seems to me, would also not be desirable, of course, to present to a psychoanalyst. for a long time already there was a classic, but it seems to me that it was insulting to myself, of course, it was an insult to some that did not take place. expectations, a. it seems to me, even for myself, well, that there is a person somewhere

, uh, obviously, it seems to me, he was waiting for some kind of uh, there uh, the insight of some kind of transformation, some kind of metamorphosing. yes, that's all, now the holiday has come, i open the door gift. no, how? yes, for some reason i was reminded of one story, one of my friends told me that his friend decided. so, for the first time in their life, the church fasted everything, as it should be according to the church charter. prepared for the first confession in my life everything is grown-up. that's it, it's a real great er, thursday, he confessed and took communion for the first time in his life. came home and opened the freezer. he took out a frozen steak, ate it and said more. i will never do that. in the sense there is a joint not to fast at all, nor to go to the temple

nothing. it seems to me that this is very bad. he's not raw. i hope, at least how many are not. listen, you're laughing, but it's just a classic. listen like this right now. it seems to me, cynically, uh, we walked through thousands of people whose first experience of fasting and strict fasting, of course, was exactly like this, when i’ll go through about completely unbearable , disproportionate physical emotional limitation of your readiness. and so, when you just fly from tartarus, sometimes in the literal sense. yes, when they faint in the temple so here you understand it right away, here stands there lies a pale student, who you know, how it even happens in reality when one of our parishioners 15 years ago, a very, very responsible excellent student came with a printed tselesos table. with a list of c 200 sins there and

small checkmarks, then there are none of their own. these are all her sins, but with ticks. she noted. how much she was there for a week between confessions, so to speak, she sinned. yes, there were ten angry. here. she was annoyed here there something there, she thought. this is very a frequent path of neophyteness, and this, of course, is actually a big problem, because uh, especially you know here uh, such an intellectual elite of the church that you both belong to the lord. yes, here is a mirror, look. you know such snobbery, i can do it the best there you don’t eat people. you are a locality because you have another host here. yes, i have corrected these. you said, uh, hmm right there, and there is correct yes, that is, and what is correct to say goodbye means to find the right corresponding specific to you inside. she is

the tension that will be working, that will be productive. that is, we remove everything, this is superfluous. in what we usually creep a little. and then we conditionally look at a certain indicator. here is the voltage arrow on in what excuse is the green yellow or red that i already have everything shaking. and this will be expressed in the fact that we finally find the time , the spiritual strength and the ability to do what we did not have before. this was not enough. and what, we perform first of all about the love of god love for your neighbor, but here i’ll interrupt you for a second, there is, here’s what natasha began to say, there are already such two extreme approaches, yes two extremes, one main people, don’t eat. this snobbery is pseudo-intellectual. why, spreading butter on the sausage, the intellectual will deliver the first week. the main thing people, they are and immediately bit off is the opposite point of view on the charter first money. there , dry food is everything, then it ends in a hungry way at best, or, as yes,

with gastritis. uh, or as my friend said. here berries fasted so fasted did not eat anything. he condemned everyone. well, that is the same verdict. yes, but how do you respond to the fact that i told you a spaniard, this is how to somehow collect yourself. it seems to me that the experience of going through this is very much. i really like it when you write about worship. uh, lenten is not what you know, i'm jealous. this is not such a feeling, but i am glad that people experience it, that a person experiences it and can say about it. for me. it's very difficult. both the first and the second. i had different way, but i have been in the church for many years. eh , it's over 20 years old, and it's nothing special, because it's these upswings downswings downswings, but uh, you're talking about something after all. i found harmony in eh, probably, you are aesthetics in beauty, but you understand it not in external beauty, that is, not

something not byzantine, yes, but the beauty of this depth. now you mean worship, you mean worship. i mean internal state. i'm really looking forward to great always. and although for me as a person, uh, gourmet or i'm still afraid it's always, of course, to prepare. yes? yes, for me, the restriction, of course, uh, the restriction in food, i, well, i still try, thank god i can still keep the post well, yes, quite strictly either in the author's charter, but nevertheless, this is the post for me - this is the inner focus. this is the internal collection. this is such a mobilization. when you know, you're just here in the ocean in the sense that you , uh, finally you have a reason which is often not enough in the bustle to discard a lot of things and concentrate. and in this sense of e does not help, of course the parish, because well, there are parish traditions there

for additional readings. here we are now reading not the first post. we read the old testament. and it's always some kind of you know this. well, or there we read some kind of angels, you know , such an additional one, and the skeleton is a crystalline lattice that collects you all this goes away. it's finally sinking in. it's only great. it's just that you have such feelings, yes, because there are other multi-day ones, there are less strict, but short lines too, by the way yes, by the way, it is physically harder for me to endure the two-week fast of the assumption than the huge five-day fast. but it's amazing that i'm sorry, please stop at 10 for a minute. it’s never been difficult for me to graze physically at all, i say with caution, because, as it were, as soon as you say something affirmative, it immediately begins. yes, well, here it is, to collect yourself what you said, but at the same time, very people who will look at us. yes, they are still waiting for answers

to some very specific questions. yes i here are the treats. well, it doesn't matter how important it is, how unimportant it is, it's important, the food component of the supply chain, of course, is important. and at the same time, we know, that's even said in the monastery charter, but there is no other. yes, there are monastic charters, that is, there is a charter for fasting, which everyone publishes. uh, already different and church secular media are different, uh, no one, i won’t answer. not them, before the priest is needed normally, yes, you understand, about which these words are such an important marker of the normality of lighting. yes, the fact that the priest sees a living person in front of him with the world, not just a function. those who come to the church to light a candle say the right things at confession, then they take communion and disappear and he

knows nothing about her. here is the theme do not go away, how can a person fast fast of reason, there is the highest virtue of prudence. yes , the ability to distinguish the real from the apparent. here, uh, according to the plans, the result of the post is known, if a person ends up in such a story as we just told, it means that he was radically chosen incorrectly. e fashion from this post is normal when there is tension, but it does not, as it were, destroy a person. i had a completely funny story, when i was still a student of the academy, there was, uh, such a young man, very so pious, very so strong. so he decided during the great lent right now to really get caught on the academic pavlovian, what does it mean, he got up on friday morning on a stupid mobile, after throwing himself into the service. this is the first week. she starts there hours. or the seventh and ends somewhere around half past one, so it comes from this service, but i went to the academic, like any

normal healthy thinking student who knows his limits. oh, why do lazy people get tired there too? that's it, well, that's how it is, that's how it is, he comes, i see how he staggers. sasha , so he hardly keeps focus and gives out a completely brilliant phrase when it's 12:00 o'clock. i realized that this service will never end. i started to pray. this is genius. today we gathered our thoughts on the topic of great lent and what it is eaten with natalia loseva archpriest pavel giants. i am vladimir legaida. we continue our conversation. to me it seems that the post should not be light at all, of course, there must be efforts, efforts and you know, uh, i have one friend who is a friend, he is an orthodox church man, a big businessman and he conducts experiments, uh, outstanding in every vegetable protein and he makes these meatballs out of vegetable

protein. there's all sorts of cereals, uh, american meat. yes, they are delicious, but not well, they just won’t measure them. it's just impossible. it is not simple. i believe that i believe the post should be discomfort. yes, it should be not only. i i agree, in what it is to allow god to be a little. here, to free up a little space, so that there is where to come. yes, it makes sense to put something if we are talking about tithing, that after this saturday something t will be abolished, you know, and it turns out that god is allowed to be, please, stop logoting. stop fussing , stop twitching to deal with your worldly issues and give god a place to come out , look. after all, if we look at some of the technical components of the post, we will see that they are in an absolutely amazing way. are coupled with secular

tendencies, what i'm talking about, that's it, that's enough, because now it's very, very, fashionable to introduce various kinds of austerities, for example, conscious consumption of proper nutrition. emotional intelligence. a healthy lifestyle , including, so to speak, emotionally, morally and morality, and it turns out that we tell a person that look, you can do everything that is now trendy and fashionable. what do they teach you on different coaches? forgive me lord session. god, there is absolutely no starving, only well, only there is no christ. that is, everything is the same. this is all a huge bubbling of my vedic ego, you understand, but maybe a person through this practice thought interestingly. i through practice here limits the awareness of emotional intelligence, mercy humanism about helping the weak. i

think let's take a step back now 1 minute. here's what he said. i think there are a lot of twists and turns here. i would like to start, indeed, on the one hand, life includes such, as it were , ascetic or not, as it were, ascetic exercises, yes, quite skeptical, but on the other hand there is an idea that, well , maybe a little earlier, it was more vivid, that christianity is constantly wearing socks, that is, constantly humility of the flesh. there you don’t eat up , you don’t get enough sleep, and so on. but after all, what is important about what i would like to say very much christianity , against the background of, at least, those religions that existed when it arose, did not at all differ in the extreme maskism of the reality of christians in general. came into the world with the statement that you need to turn on the head and avoid extremes. yes, and this is the first part, more precisely, the second, but the first. and here is what we are now approaching, that all this is done for the sake of christ, the famous christian authors, let's say this, but here, yes, and he chrysostom says that if you

do not marry because of contempt for marriage, and not love for christ, then , it's worse than wantonness, of course, what does that mean? that's what it means for christ what is it how to understand it? yes, you understand. what does it mean for the sake of christ. it means that it allows us to tune in to a certain key, so to speak. definitely resonates with how chris lived and taught. why is the main problem of ourselves in relation to god - it's ourselves, it's not the people around us. this is that we have a powerful magnet on which we constantly stick. what is passion passion is a healthy aspiration of the power of the soul, which is stuck on the person himself. and the primary thing here is just the same, this monok is the lure of pleasure. and fasting in this sense helps a person to feel that he can tear himself away from this magnet. and so, when

he tears it arises, well, conditionally speaking, a certain excess of energy is an excess of force that either he directs to himself within the framework of some coaching technologies coach practitioner and there, thereby he will increase his means his controllability and everything else, or he will turn it to god in order to so that excuse me there was a high-speed channel of communication with god and interaction with god so that he began to recognize something more than god's but this will of god when a person begins to see it in no way some kind of antagonist in relation to the person himself. what reveals you inside, when you begin to feel that god is actually less easily brought into the world. he wants something from me that he wants from me since he always brought me he knows much better what i can do. but this is already the very depth, but look one more step back. now to the question that natasha submitted, as i understand it, yes, but if not, then

for the sake of christ, everything else is there. yes? eh, including some kind of help there, something weaker. this is love for them and love. maybe i think it's still better than if this was not, in general, here a man comes home from work, took a bottle of a bottle. pifa, pivasika, turned on some kind of series or some kind of movie. and so he thinks, he feels quite well for himself and everything can intersect interesting, are you, well , i want to ask you how lobachevsky's eucalyte can they change seats, uh, a person who fasts in church with christ and for christ's sake and the second is straight, when man does the same. the same asceticism, the same love , the same mercy, without christ, they can intersect. i think they can of course yes, but it means that there is also a person. you may not be aware of it. well look good. and why at all is this all

the pumping of certain qualities of oneself? he already has some kind of goal-setting for the sake of which it is better to sign the best version of you for yourself, that each next best version of you does not lead to the fact that the need for god, it decreases, on the contrary, increases. you understand that , relatively speaking, you create a beautiful frame around yourself about the content, it remains the same as it was not agreed, wait agreed gave, with whom with engels or scout sables with wallpaper. i disagree. it cannot cross. you know, it seems to me, why. because there is a principle, a fundamental difference in these two situations in situations where a person does not think about god and then he is all beautiful white fluffy at the heart of everything, he says, i can.