it rotates and on the one hand you understand what it is? well, scary, probably not scientific from a modern point of view. although, in the same bootleg kutuzov, i read a thought, as clay writes. in kutuzov , a soviet mathematician, p . e rules talks about the fact that dante doesn’t have such quildian geometry, it turns out that there, on the contrary, he looked far ahead and saw what, for example, copernicus galileo and jordan bruno saw there they could, well, about mathematics. i certainly can’t say anything, but in any case, here is the fact that he has the stunning beauty of god’s world, that he has stunning landscapes, whether earthly or creepy, these hellish landscapes. yes , but whether it be purgatory, then the sea from everything there, which is still floating, all this is connected, and with the activities of people and these heavenly spheres. this is the music of the spheres, which will then be chronic. to enter a venichko,

erofeevna, of course, dante's, yes, this is the world , this is really the world. this is the universe that he created. it is, of course, mesmerizing. it is absolutely. uh, blows the roof off. these are the ones i forgot about beatrice. oborhis had a cool idea, where borchis, in a paradoxical manner again to him, in my opinion, he writes that sometimes one gets the impression that, in fact, for the sake of meeting with the biotrack, everything is written, that he was so longing for this e of his deceased the wounds of his beloved, that for her sake he wrote everything and, as it were, the central event in the divine comedy. actually is u meeting dante u api a3 well it seems to me as a special case of a more general you can because look we are talking about the divine comedy ends with the phrase there. here he feels like love, that the sun is shining, but in a sense, it begins, if we proceed from the fact that dante experienced some kind of experience. well, let's be careful. so. delicately, he experienced something, then he went through it. then he wrote, that is

, dante, who writes earthly life, reaching halfway, begins, the first chapter i found myself in a gloomy forest, this is dante, who already felt love for himself, what he moves with this light love and only what he saw in paradise allowed him to describe everything else later. he woke up something. first i made this journey from beginning to end, and then i sat down to write it down and led to this. yes. i think, interestingly restrained, the father said to herself, but about the stars. i would also like to add two words that they really are of great importance only as, so to speak, final words. one hundred years yes, in each edging, but they do not have a symbolic very great meaning, because, let's say in hell, there are no luminaries and light at all, yes, this completely dark. yes, that's why they went out to see the luminary again, yes, the stars and four stars appear at the beginning. what

is it these are the four ancient virtues wisdom courage moderation and that, beloved alexey nikolaevich justice here are four ancient ones, and then three more appear already when climbing the mountain. uh, when you are already in paradise on earth, yes, when you go to heaven, three more stars already appear theological virtues. faith hope love yes, that is, uh, what other luminaries? what is it about? yes, that is a person one must also acquire these virtues in order to enter the woe, of course, and here too. you know, i want to make a sharp u-turn and have time to talk. about sadly, probably on the subject of the topic of translation, we understand that between the reader and the author in the case of translation there is always a translator. well, what can you do, but we understand that the translation of lazinsky, which is considered canonical, is a feat in every sense, or is it human because he

wrote in besieged leningrad, yes, then he ended up in evacuation in the forty-second year. if i am not mistaken, i have finished translating and this is a poetic feat. yes, this is a philological linguistic feat. but at the same time, giving their due, experts say, of course, that sublime language that lazinsky offers us. this is not a language. dante, without such things, he is exalted on dark littered things. it's just like the truth, yes, that is, everything is tough there, and in general, this is the language. it was after all. eh, that's understandable. he creates the italian language in fact with this work, but this is the language that we spoke people. we don’t speak lozinsky, and in the days of latin we didn’t speak, and in general, we never spoke like that. almost to tell the truth, modern italian some strong already differs reprimand, if robert charges a wonderful act, rediscovered dante for the whole of italy after which they are now

read out laughing shelves. eh, then it would have remained for them, like some kind of word about igor's regiment. what do you think about the translation of lazinsky to read? well, to be honest, i have nothing to compare. i'm here still need an expert specialist. i can only say that i have the same mandelstam, and he learned a special italian language in order to read dented was the beginning of the thirties. and by the way, it is curious that the translation of lozinsky in the forty- sixth year received the stalin prize. yes , and even according to the rules personally. yes, they corrected the situation personally, stalin according to the rules, what did he ask? what is tikhonov's? main event he was told the translation of the infant. let's give an award . we do not have such a situation, we will change the situation and give time, but here's what i kind of intuitively anyway. now they are already preparing for the knives of today's conversation. these are mine in quotation marks attack. why was he like that, that's angry, strict, severe to

himself and those around him. does this really suggest that the sharp one could speak? he's out there fighting one of these sinners, seriously. in the ninth circle there , one of them doesn't want to answer him something. he just starts to fight him. so you understand that a person who behaves this way is most likely expressed in a different language. how is this possibly described in babies. by the way, you said that you learned it at mandelstam on purpose. i remembered that i had also read that azin's family had such a rule that he wanted to read a book. well , as foreign authors learn the language and so he confessed that many masterpieces of his literature. he missed. well, because akhmatova didn’t manage to learn all the languages , look, and the muse’s poem and now she came in , throwing back the veil, looked at me carefully and said the back date, dictated the pages of hell answers. i read somewhere that this is it. and the marking is such these akhmatov

poems that russian culture russian literature the divine comedy is not fully read. what, uh, the work here akhmatova writes about hell. yes she has a boyfriend dante there, and there the truth-diray is mentioned. well , and many others. where is the sacrament? where someone talks about paradise, well, it doesn't matter. it's boring and so on. but we often come across the fact that people really read hell and further, but it’s just interesting, it seems to them that way, yes, in fact, this is the famous, just rozanov’s statement that vice the artistic display is so dim, yes, that is all representations. well, what can be interesting in paradise, but, in principle. well, what are you like there, well, the angels sing, and there are no conflicts, no speeches, there is less tension and sometimes higher yes, and brighter. and these exams that we arrange. there are apostles, peter

john answers in general i am amazed. i would have cooked there on the first cut. that is, in this sense, there at all. it is so worked out and the fact that the other two canted lines are not read is such a sad phenomenon. that is, you think what can you agree with? but what about our culture? well, it just seems to me that this is a given, although our great ones, of course , that's how pushkin gogol they read in the original. yes here, naturally yes and they read entirely. yes, they did not know each other, yes, but they read it in its entirety and appreciated it in its entirety. yes, therefore, it seems to me that not mowing is needed here, and, among other things, i found a common effort to overcome this stereotype that there is only interesting in hell, there is a disco. there, you know, there was some italian advertising. uh, telephone connections, there are discotheques. there dates there, hi yes, that is, well, sort of like that, yes, it was a whole series of commercials. uh, advertisements

for company phones, yes, and the tomato pestered in such an entertaining one. this is, of course, the general one. that's a sad stereotype . well, i still want us to finish already, we could not make it impossible. yes, but on the other hand, i really wanted the result of our conversation to be for those who will remember dante with us . yes, for those who have not re-read for a long time dante i mean, of course, this book is written for heaven. and of course, if you get to, uh, before that, it's not like it's been through some kind of difficulty before. and just read it. you read you see that it is interesting and much higher in tension, yes, than what is written in dante's hell terribly. thank you dear friends. today we gathered our thoughts about dante alexei nikolaevich varlamov archimandrite. mochinsky. i am vladimir

berry. thank you thank you only those eyes i will always believe. you will only forget purity, you me at dawn, alas, when you forget me and leave

a bouquet at dawn. i will remember. only this voice always. he , like a forest stream, will caress, my heart,

when the rain has sheltered over the old old ones alone in the fall alone, when you are behind me. i will always remember these words. how many words joking from the wind,

they began to teach when you forgot me and at dawn the fire, how ships sail away like a pier, when you forgot me and sailed away at dawn. how do i smile like that? sails away when you say forgive, i see paradise lost fly away to go.

pages to always remember alexander ivanov and the group rondo immortal hit we have a podcast lab 20 years later, we usually remember the groups tea peak of the dawn fell exactly in the early 2000s, but today we have

a guest group that just temporarily ceased to exist precisely in 2003 . this is the rondo group, our guest is uranus , the permanent leader alexander ivanov and the musical director of the group. listen, in 2003, the last album was released at that time, but the album was called something. or everyone just wanted to do their own thing. and that's okay. in fact , such a practice all over the world, ah, it existed and exists. people sometimes get tired of burning there to brush their teeth together. mm in the bathroom. you know,

when there are five brushes, everyone needs to climb in , you know, everyone climbs. this is what you imagine, so at some point. it's time to leave the pioneer camp and get your own apartments. well, apparently and there was a desire, but to leave this pioneer camp and create for everyone, as it were, in their own way, yes, in fact, normal like all creative people, there were no outright conflicts there, or just for a long time the toilet can be occupied or not. not only that, i must say that i had already collected some material for the solo album of the game, mikhalych will continue his producer activity with me , arranging, that is, the two of us remained. we also, yes. but i didn't go to concerts. we just worked in the studio, and then we realized that we couldn’t live without each other, and again the pioneer camp returned and resumed. yes, but interest already had other natalia ratio. yes? clearly, which of these people supported you then in

2003, when you made this decision, igor mikhailovich supported me, he stayed with me like a producer. but yes, and the arrangement is all. well, how would i support you because of the artists themselves yulich, the artists supported me almost all of the most important, well, he said, you're doing the right thing sasha everything you do is like that there in this phone book. and then i do not think it's good there, after all? yes, valera was still just a brother and friend. here you go phone book, let's call him. now come on, call valery, after all, it was not by chance that the phone was in your pocket. let's call valery yes, let's put on the speakerphone. yes, this is valera syutkin, you can imagine , here we had such an interesting conversation on the subject of who supported me

after the ronda group went on a solo voyage of each individual participant. they ask which of your friends, muscovites , musicians, especially supported me, and i got a-a recollection that i called you. nobody supports. the first channel, you know, the podcast program does not change anything familiar. firstly, firstly

i understood everything, 20 years later hello hello, with pleasure. i watch your podcast as well as all my colleagues. i don’t watch anything else now, you know, when a podcast was launched on the first, paws, it’s just that there is a full spectrum of what you can see everything there. valera, maybe some secrets about alexander while no one hears us. well, this is good, because cockroach youth all i want to say is that well, you hear a wonderful song. it's just him wonderful and we have moscow autumn, in my opinion. here's how the duet e moscow friends of the time-tested. uh, our relationship. in chemistry, because it's the spark that creates it all. it’s not just that it either exists or it doesn’t. we are here with mikhalych.

here he is, too, here lavira hello, they started talking about what can be said about what is not and mikhailovich is listening, but you have a new wife , i have an old one, so maybe we won’t be all tell the tour. hear in this life it's too late all fiona of course, and music has always been our favorite muse. before this call, everything was fine. we're trying to try to be funny. we always succeed with him, but speak for ourselves,

if mikhalych now has a few words for you. why valerochka we love you kiss, hug. we love you and thank you for being with us today. thank you, we are waiting for new duets with you. thank you little one. we love you with all our heart. this is a podcast 20 years later, host konstantin mikhailov is visiting me. today the rondo group represented by alexander ivanov and igor zhernov. let's talk about the good things about the bright, uh, warm countries that we are the warm country specialists. i mean, which they didn’t let you go right away and then let you go. i am proteoland. sasha at that moment, yes, in thailand, in phuket, i literally conveyed

this situation from there. there are many different things. everything was simple at the moment when we, uh, plunged into this one. the history associated with the cruise with the fact that vietnam is passed. and what were you there, you were in a vietnamese prison, ah, there was a prospect. there dragged the bars just turned out to be unscrupulous, uh, the person who promised a lot of things was the organizer. that was the man who really was. yes, it's such a long story, in fact, but the man just climbed into trust in our director and offered us to work, uh, in thailand. yes, in general, a star hotel. uh-huh and when we arrived there, it turned out that this was not so, so, and igor mikhailovich at that time in moscow was mixing our new album hmm welcome

to paradise hmm just like that, well, and it happened, that from the moment when we went on a cruise and returned back to moscow, six months have passed. and where did you live these six months in the jungle in a prison of some kind there such a coast rented two houses. well, then it was just beginning, and the whole story is that russian is our fourth year. yes, they discovered the southeast for themselves, and the so-called then there was not yet such a couple of families in russia who lived in pattaya russian families, since we got there without a work visa, well, roughly speaking, you got there, there is not a very sheet, a pleasant situation and for a long time could not return back to moscow and returned due to the fact that our director andrey seryshev. nevertheless, he borrowed the money and brought us back home , literally pulled us out. yes redeemed when you want

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hamburger or chickenburger for only 35 rubles. i heard that the song is from the album that you wrote in collaboration with trophy. god, what a trifle only, nevertheless, when he wrote it in the eighties, it did not shoot like that. how is your performance? because you sang really brilliantly very subtly quietly. the journalistic community puts some labels on you. igor will hang on him, just a good performer. we have age. here are the different compositions. there is

an album. you went a little bit into lyrics, a little bit went into more, let's say, intellectual poetry. because of this, we had a lot of lyrical ballads of all kinds from ronda starting there, and since i didn’t like you there, well, there were a lot in different compositions of different authors. it's just, probably, every artist has his own stigma. yes, which is glued to him. here he is a jazz performer. yes there or there the horn of the performers or he is some kind of bard there, in fact, all this is mainstream, in general, a direction where there are, uh, different compositions created at different times. do you remember the period of alexander's work, where during one song he even went on stage in a bright image of death with a scythe in his hands, i remember i am completely immersed in the history of alexander yuryevich. i even saw what a large audience saw. there are some rare videos after the concert. is that

interesting? well, it's hard to explain in your own time. i didn't participate then. vaughn, motherfucker. by the way, i just sincerely hate this material. who is the moment when they worked in such a new wave, he directly hates and pecks, and i think that it was worthy, in general, like a team at that time from stylistically and performing, etc. and they say what you say about the album , which was recorded more lyrically, this one, which included the song god, what a trifle. i will lay under your feet the sky of the coil, something just fine album and themselves, in fact, as if seryoga realized the dreams of seryoga, the ideal trophy songs were performed, although seryoga himself, therefore, not bad. it's enough, but it's just that everything came together and the musicians who recorded, and who produced this business with you, were more practically perfect material. although, by the way, it should

be noted that at first they perceived, as always, it was very difficult. there was no such single single-stage breakthrough. yes , the same thing, god, we performed during the concert somewhere in the sixth seventh number. and it passed, well, not at all with a bang. not just with over the course of some time. yeah it wasn't a clip shot. yes, some time had to pass. well, they themselves, naturally , showed, by the way, organizational skills and broke through the whole thing, because no one wanted not to stage, and all this was on the air. well, they just believed in this material. and this is very important when the performer himself likes what he does, because it turns out that before that, i had such an idea. i often tell the story that in london i met by one musician. interestingly , they could have started with him there, so he, as it were, directed me

to this idea, so that here are some russian roots, and russian russian melody such slavic was used in the best traditions. there, about syrian rachmaninov's coffee and sergei trofimov, there was such material that we submitted ourselves. probably, everything coincided with the sound. the handwriting of certain musicians who participated in the creation of this project, probably, at the beginning of the 2000s, people began to get tired of completely meaningless pop lyrics. and, probably, the song has matured, it’s hard to say unequivocally that it’s tired of getting tired there. people just started, but here it turned out just a separate material, which was recorded with high quality thanks to alexander kuzmichev. hmm to the guitarist and arranger the studio itself was very creative. ugh, no one knew. that's

how much effort and money was spent to create this or that work. we did so much, caught a fortune, worked just for fun. this is very important . sasha igor and who did you yourself listen to in 2001, the second third year. well there actually a large number of people, there was just a very large volume of music, new interesting ones, and even such names are difficult to single out. or pop music is all new wave and just such a new wave turns out, because that's experimental, when interesting musicians experimented with harmonies with melodies. there is a lot of interesting things in the same police group, however, anyway, i mean that the development and harmonics are there. if we take the same citizens there with the fact that when nirvana appeared in the most correct, that already in 2000 according to merkel you understand by and large, and this

period from the nineties, two thousand years , the ninety-first, laughed that it had already happened, the second third year it poured out directly, like they are from the eighties. i've had a call all my life. never used. yes, of course, i still have it, this is a call. yes, i have two calls. and you mean class? yes, they are still not worth it and that's it. do you love my old lady? sash do you like this kind of steward, like a person alexander yurievich or as a creator? no, well, first of all. well, here why are people here there is a big blanket of wonderful music to compare with him even so honestly. i do not accept at all. there are no comparisons, how

funny, even and sometimes even sad, when they say there is such a direction there. it seems to me that every musician is unique in his own way. no, you like erased. anyway. nobody says that, i always liked joe cocker and jennifer there damn, what the hell, in general, i consider my aunts. and this is planta by his uncle. she knows about it knows how much. and sent sms and all sorts of messages out there somewhere up there. she knows that there is such a singer alexander ivanov. well, there are many there, in fact, in different periods there were different performers who appeared with each musician. yes, and this is an influence. uh huh, allowed you to cultivate yourself, that's why the sixties were there. yes, uh, everyone starts there. there father with great dishes, jeans finish the battles there, some stones came later. there mark swamp. rex also had its time, it was also given a lot of

hours of listening. there, including climbing, damn it, it disappeared, then van hellin appeared, with their amazing ones. david lee roth. they just influenced, in short, so not a single one left unnoticed, because if you touch on the conversation about, uh, who influenced, there are the same people who influenced us. it was also different jazz there, all kinds of swing there, people who did there twist all this kind of material that you passed through yourself and now you are this or that vocal technique, there are split-split ligaments, there is singing there, well, implied itself not only there, just a clean hit on the note. uh, some interesting instrumentals. i would even say tricks when you could use your voice to portray some instruments with drugs. of course,

yes, it was two. yes, there are all sorts of things. well , it's like separate such a split, in general, fucked up. you only see them better. i kind of always say when people are there with someone or talking. you have such a voice there, or perhaps such a voice. and to those people who write about it, or they compare a pseudonym there, someday take alexander lirod some would be yes, yes, alexander rondo no. and when we worked in the center behind the stas znamya music center in moscow, then we, well, had a story connected with the fact that stas helped a young and talented team move westward, probably recommended to come up with a pseudonym, well, there were some abbreviated alan there alexander ivanov was some, but i always had

a group of rhonda my pseudonym, therefore, here is alexander rondo, so it didn’t make sense for me to invent some pseudonyms for myself there, which would correspond to my second self in life i am alone, but on stage i am different. well , the name “late” somehow suited me, again , it was too late then. in fact, this is all guys, i revealed the secret to you, of course. you are such a trifle word, i thought about it. i listened and listened to this song again and again and thought about the word trifle, there is a jamb, there is a cool one. and we remade, by the way, this song, and the guys sometimes sang, god, what a belly or there god there really is a joint there god or god save the king, as the guys often sang on concerts.

he can keep the king here, so here, yes, we are like such guys with humor , relating to strengthening somehow, god, what a trifle to do, at least once something is wrong to throw the trash out of the house and send old friends. no, there really is for creativity. yes, we by the way, we went through all the known options, so the platform. yes, anything is possible there. yes , a hit is always subjected to all sorts of alterations, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, interpretation. forgot the guy. that's all there, and the king is very respected. by the way, i'm here called monomedna. he said he watches the paws podcast and enjoys watching it 20 years later. maybe you don’t know, but so just in case there, i am mikhailov’s bone and my father alexander mikhailov e. people's artist of russia - these are the men of snakes. e. this is love and blueberries, this surname is the same as ivanov, he says, who will you have? i'm talking

with alexandra ivanov group, rhonda sends them your clip, says, it's generally a super song say hello to huge i sasha is very respected as a person. we crossed wrong often not so tight, but now, by the way, i can try to dial him. and maybe he'll tell you something himself, father. hi how are you? it's great. father, hello. this is your son, kostya mikhailov . hello, dad, that's great. this is the maximum volume that my phone can give out. i hear. yes hello dad, great i listened to the song god what a trifle? yes, yes, yes, it's a cool cool song melodic and very cool. made a clip very good clip

a little happy. and the fact that we have an alliance with trofimov is just doubly wonderful, because i'm from trofimov, he is a unique man. i like it. the first spring flower and i will make a simpler wish and god's forgiveness. oh what song? why the world? we would like less thank you for your appreciation thank you. well done for the son. i'm not ashamed of you. and it is always expensive. thank you. bye bye, hug you again. energetic

energetic such here at eight wonderful listen, well, this is the magic of rock and roll. you don't know if you are old believers or sports, zoosh hmm no , we go to sports there, everything is always gone. well, come on, tell me, no, well, why am i not going to reveal all the secrets, of course, there was a time for everything and love. yes, i would like to make everyone present to stand up

famous popular everyone. to make happy now there is some goal ahead, say, if we meet in this cube in another 20 years. where do you see yourself, what would you like? that's just honestly just the truth, because this cop grants a wish. the main thing is that in 20 years we remember who we were in general. i'm not joking. yes, we remember that we are. accordingly, they came here, understand? god forbid i didn't visit. well, you know, everyone here is each according to his age. today i came up with some of my experiments. and uh, everyone probably already has a certain set now. yes, that's what corresponds to his age, so it's important to somehow stay healthy. i think the most important thing is to have the energy to make it work, and this or that big concert. and believe that there are 2-3 hours. this is such

a serious work to endure, so what? this was worthy, so sleep is very important , proper nutrition is very important, and the road is very important. if, for example, previously, you could spend the night there, anywhere. well, now it is important that there is some kind of comfort, so during the flight of the move, a good pensioner's conversation. yes? yes, yes alexander ivanov is the artistic director of the rondo group and the musical director of the group's documentary ensemble. igor zhirnov today is a guest on the podcast 20 years later and our conversation was wonderful. although it was all a trifle, but god, what a beautiful trifle. let's let's listen to this hit mm, yes.

i see the sky in it is silence. i rise to the sky ate to breathe and suddenly understand this my soul it's a strange thing - this is my strangle not with my head, when it seems like this, the stars can be designated. god, what a trifle to do,

it was just throwing something wrong, we call slava and old friends. all of you, that for the family to replace without being afraid of trifles only the sky above my head is free. it’s as if the old man of the runners has such a view of the sky. it won’t

be easy to come, and everything will be unimportant and living peace has become far from me. just a cloud falling. god, what a trifle to make a square, anything wrong. from the old ones, call all of you friends, but don’t be afraid to change something seriously, go to take off the darlings freely only the sky above my head,

oh my god. girl you rub something glory and all of your old friends into something seriously change without being afraid to rub the little things freely only the sky from the head.

hello this is a podcast of the psyche. my name is natalya loseva, a journalist, and my co-host is a clinical psychologist and ph.d. in psychology, mikhail khors hello , and we are here to open boxes your dressers. to disassemble your hearts , unravel your destinies and try to find a way out for the better, our today's hero came with such a request. he suffers from burnout. he suffers from the loss of the meaning of life. well, you know , such a typical middle age crisis for a smart thinking man, but there are a variety of ways out of this crisis, sometimes tragic . our task today is to come if you want. alex tell your story. hello, my story begins a few years ago. first it was. in general, everything was built on

i took my love for work and feelings about it to heart. lots of events there. yes, i, in fact, a perfectionist, an excellent student, probably, were. no, i was a doppelgänger. well, i mean, i'm a perfectionist. i tried to do well for people and some there, but not the ideal. it, uh, touched my soul. that is, i had about two burnouts due to work. well, we did not succeed there. but the third most serious thing happened in 2020, when the pandemic came, i had one serious problem at work, after which during i had to for several years. uh, long enough to stay. well, in general, yes, until this moment, to stay in a difficult, let's say , difficult condition. i had to rebuild companies. here e. there were debts , some obligations, all this appeared in 2020 construction. here's the situation. that is, i

was hit on the psyche so strongly in general, how to say, probably, that in the spring of the twenty-first year it calls me. there for 3 months about knees. well, i could barely walk, i was diagnosed there. and arthrosis, which they just didn’t put. then i i went to the doctors, that is, i was given injections in my knee so that i could start walking somewhere in the summer, i could run. i used to get up in the morning at five in the morning and run, you know, i remember the book the magic of the morning there he had a phrase that the only place where i felt more or less normal. it was covered in bed. that's confident in fact, i found myself in about the same situation, i could no longer smile. for me, the world was gray a, that is, nothing pleased. i first went to one psychologist, and we tried to film. eh, let's put it this way. a gray veil before my eyes, that's it he then said that well, by the way, so, in short, you first need to weed the bed from all the negative weeds, and then on this

favorable soil. you can sow something good, then some affirmations will already help, something else, so first we voluntarily plant a garden bed. that is, you began to work. yes, yes, because it was impossible to get out of this situation on your own before the result turned out. but let's say this. the first step was when to remove this black veil before my eyes. here is the black veil. e was there. what is the diagnosis, maybe not me not went to the evrachi. i went to a psychotherapist for depression, they didn’t put you on any medication, they didn’t prescribe you. i, probably, now, maybe they put something there. that's when i myself came with such a list of problems for pills. it's already in january. and then they didn’t put me then i didn’t go to a psycho, yes, i wouldn’t go to doctors. and what else, except for those obligations that have fallen on you in connection with the pandemic. i understand that you are more or less raked out of them. now yes. what else is in your life right now? after all, the loss of the meaning of life. she is associated with more than just work. surely there are

some more, uh, in general, after this situation. i actually thought, in general, why do i live, well, like that, or even do it. i used to really love my job. here it is after 10 years. that is, such a blow, and that is, i am now losing the meaning and it turns out. i've been here for these two years, well, forced. what else does your camera do? what else? well, i used to love construction photography. that is, i photographed some of our neat, uh, close people in different ways. you have now also a wife. and this is not yes, his wife recently appeared. recently, after this crisis, we experienced it during this month. that is, there was a crisis not only for me there, but for my masha there was the same crisis. in general, we are like this, that is, then i will fail, then she. we both went to the psychologist on the belly. that's why the minefield yes, together together and did not

part, and i congratulate you on this. well, that's how i helped. uh, in general, the iphone but about a month remained to ask alexei directly whether there was a crisis, because you usually look at human crisis. he's hiding under the covers of everything, he's afraid of nowhere, he doesn't want to go anywhere, he doesn't want to do anything. and here, yes, it means that you were married at this time. hmm, you got married at this time, it means that you have a continuation of your wonderful family. this time you started to study some new spheres of life there, i will explain, i had a very strong drop in energy. well , i used to get up at 5:00 in the morning and ran to the park for about an hour and a half after i had this story. i lit up a new one here uh with your company. that's it

there i lit a new one, i have a drop in strength, in general, a very strong thing happened. eh, and energy practically, but did not. then i was like that, that is, well, i figured it out, i think that in order to get out of it all, i need a colossal amount of energy, that is, to be motivated to achieve the goals that i set myself, but i don’t have it. that is, and first with what i started from the beginning. i needed to speak black and black captive connection with the eyes. then i realized that in general , smoking a cigarette - it was all the time. just such a drawdown you light up, you immediately fall, all my strength falls. decided to quit smoking first. so, in general, i was recommended, well, a psychologist, with whom we began to work. e was broken. work on two stages the first stage of work with stress, and the second work with smoking. so the stage of working with stress helped me a lot - it began to help, and then after a month and a half.

well, in fact, i quit smoking almost one day, and i already went. we are who we are together with a psychologist, i will comment. yes , because most people are trying to quit. smoke in the state they are in. it's just that it can be our spectator, but we first need to level our emotional state so that there is a resource for victory for us. the nicotine woman never thought about it. i think just now there are millions of people who are going to quit smoking. this, by the way, is correct. were surprised by the words of michael horso, but it's great to work on psychological problems, and then quit smoking. well, uh, you need to. yes, be calmer in all areas of life, then quit smoking. so first i needed energy, that is, due to the release of nicotine, then i have a resource, uh, there was another plus more work with stress. that is , the resource became more here, and then i had a story at work there, a client. i have one here, with which it was difficult to find

an extremely common language in general. in general, in the end, i started drinking alcohol at 8:00 in the morning. yes, yes, right from 8:00 in the morning. it's like it was somehow charging started, like now it's happening. here we drank eight in the morning once, or it just realized that the trigger is working for me now, that is, there as it happens. yes? first, we smoked and drank, well, roughly speaking, uh, drinking money down the drain, these are all sorts of sayings. yes, i understand that if i go further, therefore, the paths , that is, for each of this stress, that is, we have not worked out all the stresses to the end, that is, well, it is impossible to work out all the stresses in even a month and a half. here i am, in general, i call the psychologist again and say this. now i want to stop drinking somewhere in such clients, so that once every one and a half months they come with a new task. mikhail leave. ok ok na

in fact, here you can comment on what it was, that is, here i am listening to this whole story. i understand that something here is not so in reality. yes, i want to ask alexei, here is alexei. describe to me, please, an ordinary normal day when you are not in a crisis. here, well, no in a crisis. here is how your usual day looked or how you would like it to look there in the morning, well, not stretching it, it’s just cheerful there in the morning, what time do you get up in the usual normal money without a crisis, the nineteenth or eighteenth year. i started trying to get up at 5:00 am at 5:00 am. what to do yourself while charging? here is the exercise this time siberia that is, what does the exercise look like, it went ran to the park to run ran. yes, that is, it was the overcoming for you. at first it was generally very difficult, it

was overcoming i ran straight straight. i look at the bench, i go to bed, right in the park i went to sleep on the bench. okay, so ice hole 5:00 am exercise run a few kilometers. yes, as far as it then ran home at 7:00 am already. yes, i had to later, because that you get up five of them while you get ready at 5:30 there for six. you put forward somewhere what it is to charge so you came to eight in the normal state of the resource, which you consider for yourself. here's what happens next. then the working cycle began. i mean, he might have eaten. all this goes into the work stage. and uh. well, the fuss usually started there, that is, until the situation in 2020, as it were, a crisis. yes, yes work each other's favorite. what do you do at work, what do you like when you like never? well, in general, the work was based on what i liked to create, that is, to create, how uh it becomes beautiful good there, that's

the emotions of people, uh. see glory gratitude here, but until the twentieth year, you can say, i lived unconsciously, that is, the twentieth year. in fact, on the one hand it is bad, but on the other hand. he changed me and turned me around. wait, let's return to the state that you consider to be the right resource for yourself, without a crisis, yes, that's it.