arthur with a smile and legs, i sang, danced, cursed , hooligans or showed a creative nature. isn’t that how i played in all school performances, and there was no physical or moral torment, i knew for sure that the theater was waiting for me . then there was a lot better place, we tried together, because after all we really need this profession, but everything is right to the end and we didn’t weigh it, but do we need a profession? i would have believed myself before, it’s unlikely, but the fact is, i work in a children’s theater, shoes , wig, makeup, frag nose, i’m a clown, dreams come true. so, according to the new parsley

, the gnome, the bunny aibolit, the deja vu crocodile. i already went through almost all the rehearsals end with an yell. i argue with the director, i see that he is not interested in my advice. listen to his advice. where should i shove my hints that i didn’t become what i was in the school class and in plain text that i’m an actor so-so to which i answer. excuse me please. i put a statement on your desk and bolt so the landmark was quick changed and left behind the temple, miles changed. haha my life, and he is an unemployed actor. what are the prospects for wedding anniversaries corporate parties? well, dear friends, our dance floor is sad without you for friends, this is a profitable business. no, friends. i didn't want to play hamlet let's raise our glasses

friends. i hope everyone doesn’t have this, that i didn’t want to act in this movie, it’s much more fun to mats the bride in the corridor. here it is my baggage my creative potential sang drank smoked danced, arranging in a wonderful order, angry. and then where my curve leads me filling in the gaps between musical words. i 'm sitting right here in front of you right now, with a guitar and a microphone, and it's flying somewhere. my life is running out my life is in the balance my life is with her.

please tell me, you still don't say more reggae and rap. yes, well, probably, yes, after all, there are jambs here, because you can hardly tell me. what is the musical genre of the visa, but with sergei tatyana nikitina you are unreliable genre, here they are, in fact, the genre of author's songs. but you're not like that, really, mostly. no, i've always been interesting to cross. it's just so different for me. i like music, i want to do something like that in e. where here, so that everything that i like is there. in particular, i had to master the guitar in terms of fingerstyle. oh, i don't know, i guess, well, i'm not such a fan. well, if it turns out, yes, i don't aspire. well, there are definitely people like that. for example, romario, uh, they love this technique very much, and he works very painstakingly. i know. above each

song, so that every note is everything, but i have more jokes, lord, not so painstakingly started uh the reaction you are seeking is laughter. this is my main weapon. yes, we are talking about music. but urievsky is like that, after all, what you heard. that's where i'm the main one, uh, i often hear a song in english, for example, the language, i really like it, a very cool song. but if you listen to the text, it is most often banal and , as it were, you think, well, even such a banal text is necessary, but the song you're still cool, but if you sing in russian, then all this is a dead song. she doesn't work like that. and so, that is, we hear this we speak the language, we understand it, and therefore, if you are already writing a song in this language, then you need to write it like well , somehow, so that there is some kind of wow, that's what i heard in the author's song. now come on,

so together with the audience we will say. wow, when we listen to the next song. there will be sadness. and will not know. what are you waiting for? i will kiss you little. will you think it's raining? the background of life here i will be abandoned, passing their unimaginable stages. good

there will be questions. nobody will answer. i will hug you girl. and you will think that a strong wind. leave

your creation in the sun with tears. i will be by your side. suddenly eternal i will pray for you, honey. you will think that you are just lucky, i will

pray for you, dear. will you think? oh, well, here it is necessary, of course, you still have to tell you, it was my personal observation, not gossip , that as soon as the urievsky performs somewhere in a concert, then in the back of the hall you will definitely find an incredible beauty of short stature, but very beautiful girl. she stands and straight eye. not the point. this is his wife. i don't remember what her name is? i only remember that look. well, we won't write anything. this is too ideal, because okudzhava recommends us.

this means that the load always coexists with love, that you go here as a family or arrange it, it wasn’t always already, for sure, you started writing. only when i quote you another poet wound on wheels, love many years ago in saratov for sure, and i must say this is the song, i wrote it in saratov and the other is not even something yes. this is an anthropology podcast on channel one , hosted by dmitry dibrov, neo-bard vasily urevsky is our guest. well, now the theater . tell me, please, like ward's author's songs . the theater soon leaves along with that very stellar generation, even for several generations, for whom it was both air and water. well, the russian people lived inside the theatrical sphere, and today what can be seen from uh, from the stage there are many tanks of us. there is much

more in the hall than it was during the pandemic ; now it is difficult when there was this chess seating, but people walk around, and you played at yogi petrovich's. no, i didn’t find you playing, but not on a permanent basis, but we have, as they say, a baptism of fire, everyone must go through the master and margarita i also went through, i replaced yu nikolaevich in my opinion, smirnova this is a cat. no, he plays the director. boil something that comes to him in the morning, and he just said from a hangover, get up or we would say shoot you for everything. here he is played by yuri nikolayevich, and just the same, in my opinion, after the pandemic, he was sick and said, come on, for about a month i

played a young actor under the vault and taganka . and here we are with our nipples. but bortnik yeah, here’s the older generation together, yes, how they played no, there’s no such thing , in fact, i don’t know, god forbid that it be like this everywhere, but we have some kind of team that’s just magical, i think that i really lucky. i remember, i came to me all this. i've been around for a year or two. i went to the theater, i can't believe that i work there. and that's all about it, yes, yes, i came from saratov like that. and this is taganka , and but always yes to me, let's come , you will probably pour some tea and tell and tell all sorts of stories there , some kind of how it happened there. and now

petrovich told me about one, of course, vysotsky and it was clear. that's what some jealousy is about when he was leaving. let's make it clear that it contained it, but he did not love his beloved, this part of vysotsky's life. he considered this, not that he said it openly, but it was clear how he relates to this through. here they sit, well , of course, this is an art thing. do you have a song there do you have such a feeling today after all? you are gaining momentum of fame every day, just like bart, i will say bard. although even for urievsky. perhaps we have to find. this is a more precise definition of a prefix. neo is unexpected. nebob agreed. eh, it's in conflict. it's a calling with the one in me not. well, at first i get asked a lot of questions. so all the same theater or garbage. i'm in well , naturally. i also asked it to myself, but i told myself that i do not want to find the answer to

this question. and i don't want to choose. well, at least while i think that if this happens, i somehow felt that something from this goes away on its own, as if the playwright falls off to write, such a play would be needed specially for you, so that the guitar would be in this song, and in one performance i still sing. e your news, but the playwright. eh, vampilov wrote not for me, not for me, but uh, there is the eldest son, even there silva uh in the film boyarsky yes, he is with a guitar, of course, galoshes. we changed history and we have a guitar with busygin a and it's me, yes, that's it. we wove five, i don’t remember six songs , some old ones that i had and they took a couple of songs. i wrote, it seems to me,

as organically as possible. well, that's how it goes, thank you. god with success is always on a small stage, there are only 100 people. and the hall is always full and everyone leaves in tears and with a smile. come on, don't stray far from this musical calling next song next song. i have prepared, which characterizes me. musical e, eccentric eccentric clown yes, and i have such a thing, just such a la-la, i won’t show anyone. you have spider roaches, but you never will. here is the same thing, and i have such a thing , i won’t show it to anyone. every month you hide a paycheck under your pillow, but you never save up for the same little thing. and i have a little thing

like that, just lie down, i won’t show it to anyone. you want to look smart, put on your glasses, but you are still an idiot. girl, if i come i will say, look what a little thing is like that. la-la-la, i won't show it to anyone. i have a thing like this stack, la-la, and i won’t show it to anyone, it’s hot, all the time they don’t know something else, that everyone is very nervous, and i don’t care at all, i’m like that, in short, and i what yes, i’m nothing. it's just that i have it, i'll show you such a direct daughter, and you clap, don't clap on the snot.

clap on the secret thing, either there or it isn't, it's interesting to work. very interesting, we complain that the russian language is ill-suited for rhythmic shapes for blues for rock and roll. still, we have long words. we are still hissing. and you don’t feel, i love him very much, that’s why. of course, in english, they are somehow lucky. eh, every time. i'm amazed that each word is almost one word in russian, but uh, when i heard uh,

the friday group, which is like u like they spit it all and me. it’s just that a new planet has opened up for me and i realized that that’s it. that's how i want it, and for me it was too and on the one hand there was an author's song, and then, here here is friday with this. here, too, that's all there was one guitar and ugh, damn it, that's all. so it's swinging. i realized that here i want it to be, as it were, an author's song, but for her to rock it. it's like that's what she says. well, of course, and i have it seems to me. just in time for the next song i want to sing, which i almost always finish my gigs. she is also so lyrical and it seems to me that everything in her is the most ideal. i even once sang at the grushevsky festival already. well, that is, i'm there, you're still there too there is. of course, we will break away from the roots.

i will tell about grushinsky now and this song. i sang on stage. i see. hmm after. and one evening in some camp, someone has me, let's go to our table. there is nowhere. there it was uh, they have. well, the table wasn’t exactly like the one that gave a table by the fire on the ground and they took me there, and there is a person sitting there, 15 whom i don’t know at all, here, and then i was already slowly gaining some kind of popularity at the festival and that’s all such is transfused with that very vaunted registry, but yes, and there in such uncles already all, but big fans. in the author's song versed here to me. well, come on, then i sang a song called the whole world in the palm of your hand. i sang it, and there, in general, rap. and here he is alone, which is the most like this, he looked, then he says, it seems strange, it seems like some kind of rap, but the song

is good, let's have a drink with her somehow, so that it turns out it's time to sing it. yes, it's saturday, even though tuesday i like to sit on the balcony with my elbows. everything, it's the little things. i remember that they will drive away the whole world in the palm of your hand, the whole world in the palm of your hand, a parking lot, a construction site, garages, an old pond, a lot of some kind of dachas, they burn puddles all the time, which do not dry, for a whole year and there is a layer of mud around bushes, trees and bushes. i got out everything. there behind this i know there is a level field. i saw him through binoculars. it is huge. and why do you need to go there for this will or drive it on a bike? the main thing is that

parents do not recognize, and there, behind this field, lies simply the world, after all, i plan to see everything and i will definitely break out. you just need to be good. i will do my homework. i 'll take out the trash. i'll wash the dishes, and then there, where the mountains of the river are waiting, they ate them, i will definitely come with sandwiches in my briefcase. during the day i will look at the clouds, and at night i will not get lost at the cosmos. i have my dad's computer. resse of that boy eyes mi slarik from you he said. it would be possible, of course,

to invite my older brother with me, but i don’t think he will go, he is unlikely to stick out all the time. there, in this institute of his own, he says it's boring, but there is nowhere to go from this horror. but i'm not going to do what i don't want to. i will always do only what i want, i will not complain about the hard my fate. and if something goes wrong, i 'll come up with something in adulthood, they say a lot of difficulties. well, let me be very patient, i have achieved my goal and i will definitely see the ocean of the colosseum pyramid, i will have a house, and the house will be full of friends. mom, dad, brother, everyone will live with me. i know nothing like this will happen to us, but just in case, i will learn karate to protect them and even the worst hooligans will beg, but for mercy, if you met that boy.

could look into his eyes if he saw busy, slarika, where are you going to be told, and there will be flowers around the house, but you don’t need to dig anything in the garden, the flowers will be the best. every day i will collect and give to dasha and from the fifth b. she will be so beautiful, her hair is a beaded dress. there, she does not know about it yet. it is too early for her to tackle this, but i have already decided everything. she will become my wife. why is she? ask because there are others, but i see clearly in comparison with dasha all the other girls.

i'm just painted fools. filmed i see, only give her and she smart, kind, and she lets me write off my homework, granny says everything will come down like water off a goose. no, grandma, i'm getting married and i won't divorce anyone else. you don't have to have five or 90 of them. i love dasha. it's easy, if we meet that boy, look at his eyes, not a slarik for you, so he would say. oh, and saturday, even though tuesday i like to sit on the balcony with my elbows on the windowsill and the whole world in the palm of my hand.

i remember everything, yes, a trifle, until they drive me away the whole world in the palm of my hand the whole world in the palm of my hand, parking lot, construction of garages , an old pond just behave well the whole world in the palm of the hand the whole world in the palm of your hand. here you are, the audience drove us into a nostalgic mood. everyone had something like that and everyone was such a boy or girl, it's autobiographical, it's maximum. yes, and who is your dad, he has nothing to do with the creative profession, dad worked. uh, at some

thermal power plant, my mother worked at the plant for 30 years. those glass. in saratov, there is a technical glass factory that made everything probably, what can be done from glass, glassware , chandeliers for cars. eh, and so further. i have an older brother. this is exactly what he is. he is a journalist. in general, so far. yes, dear friends, we must tell everyone who deliberately dwells on one child and thinks that by doing so he is doing good, as everything is better get this only child. i will have to share this sisterly mistake when a person has an older brother. he is the happiest, because the bass guitar comes to him from his older brother. uh, flared jeans and, of course, an older brother. very approach to the girls so it was, well i didn’t teach girls to get acquainted, but we opened music with him. e together, as if we

were discovering the world of rock music, no, no longer a battle. first there was nirvana of course ah. there was straight heavy music, nirvana , then metallica, then there was all the culture, and then we decided a little, we bought a book where the anthology was. well, in general, all the rock bands of history, there and so on, and we are by description. eh, we understood that, probably, this is what you want to hear, and then we went to some saratov humpback. and do you have this and there we are exactly which album is recommended, there we bought black and purple and everything that made us give birth as quietly as possible. it seems quieter to do here, you can not listen to this coffin for some reason. i don't know how they endured anything either. although i have. well, just now nirvana came to me from exactly when, even when she should come, apparently i was 13, in my opinion, or 14 years old. in the summer i opened the window of the tape recorder to the fullest and put on some

most terrible song, where it’s just even where he just yells and there’s nothing, i’m like here know he lives here. here is a person who listens. that's the kind of music, and not what you have there, and that was the nineties. everyone there was listening to other music the time you told your parents you were going to be actors. they told you, so put seals like this here, law school, because lawyers always live best of all. here you put the law school in that, go to the actors, wherever you want, even though there was no clown, there was no such thing either. the doctor, of course, understood that vasya would go. of course, they saw me here. uh, desire , that's what this thing is, but seriously, it's not really treated. and when i finished school, i ended up pretty bad. i would have some. well, he certainly wasn't perfect. at best, i had almost all fours, but sometimes one other three slipped. they spoke, with such assessments.

you won’t get into a normal university and they will take you to the army and you won’t actually survive there, so you need to be told to go to the culinary school oh lord , because you will receive a chef’s diploma and you will go to the army already as a cook, and you will already be on kitchen. and this is a different attitude towards you there you will cut that's all and i think so, well, mom, as you say, i went to the culinary entered. and it wasn't difficult to do fantasy there, because with my level of knowledge. i was a genius there, i entered easy but unlearned for 2.5 months and we came to the assembly to see what was happening to other parents. and then she asked me a question. and you generally like it there, and i told her no, and they sent me back to school. it was after ninth grade. brought back to school. i'm tenth-eleventh finished. i'm not when my parents told me that you know, then we tried to participate

in our destiny. somehow send you something there, yes, but now he does whatever he wants. and i saw. i entered the university. i took english courses. i wanted to go into journalism. actually , too, and saratov state and i began to take exams there. i passed one, and the second, uh, i didn’t come to the second, because at the same time i applied for the theater, for some reason they took me there, although i i remember myself. i wouldn't take myself. well, you 're crazy, probably, the future also determines your present, as well as the past is it's an old samurai qua- well, okay. and now we are here. we would still like to listen to something else in the future and thank you for your attention to the anthropology podcast on the first see you again. hippopotamus

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i am now striving for this in order to find out exactly with the professionals what is happening with me, but according to the descriptions and self-feelings , this is exactly what happened at the beginning of this year, but the peak came when i realized that something had to be done. it is necessary to change something when i was just filling out the documents for a visa. well, it would seem that some ordinary documents that are constantly filled out. i saw a list of uh documents, there were a lot of things to prepare. and my body just froze. i couldn't breathe and i i slammed my laptop shut, just threw it away, and for about an hour i tried to breathe and meditate. that is, i just didn’t know what could help me, so i’ll think meditation immediately dialed on the phone, listened and tried to breathe this. and after that, for several months , i didn’t have such moments right away.

now it started just a month and a half ago, but on an ongoing basis, the most terrible thing, probably, is when i’m lying down and i can’t get up, as if my body is just, but paralyzed, and everything inside is like that, that is, well, very terrible feeling. eh, it's not laziness. when you're just lying down, i don't want to get up. and you want. you have everything right here, like this, just like that, as if in the soul in the region of the lungs. i don’t know how to explain the nerves, but there are also a lot of thoughts in my head, and they are just on top of each other, there are ideas and experiences, that is. a very huge stream of thoughts, with which i seem to be unable to cope, well, that is, you are in such a slightly disassembled state, something disturbs you excitedly all the time. what else is going on in your life? how does it reflect. this is your state of communication with your loved ones with yours, i don’t know your work almost a year ago, i was in brazil, uh, i have a brazilian ex-husband, a son and a translator from portuguese. yes, i'm a translator and uh, i went there to pick up

my son and decided to stay longer to work. it just doesn’t work for me as your husband. yes, the former a child was born in this marriage in moscow, and he was taken away there. he is not here. dad just took it. meet the family for 3 months. i went there after two and a half months to pick him up and thought to work somehow i have a block in portuguese, i think to shoot. well, in general , i had such emotions. eh, the expectations are very high, this is eurasia itself and i didn’t succeed. that i couldn’t find a job, but the rhythm of life is different for us brazilians. they are so, well, slow, they can negotiate for 3 months, that is, i came from russia where everything is clear. we are filming there in a week, and they can call to stay tomorrow. well, no, don't stay. i just wanted to do it, yes, and at this time.