i did it on purpose three times with tears in my eyes, but i watched it because i had to do it. just how to close e gestalt how it looked from the outside and what i had inside, and i looked and just let go. this is good. it's already happened. well, that's all. well, stop thinking about it, and there inside and outside these two feelings, they are different, very different. well , such a very chaotic all so directly incomprehensible, and i understood that if i even for a couple of days, there, for example, flew to moscow that it was impossible to do then because of the covid, but it seemed to me that this was a change of scenery. it would help me to exhale a little smoky commandant. so fresh, everything, everything is fine. everything is fine. everything went fine, no big deal. cash will be better, but when you are in it for another 10

days and at the same time you have some cargo from behind. you just walk around and understand that some of them are athletes. well , it’s very strange in the dining room, they look around, and you can’t help but think about it and you understand that you seem to be strong girl, but it was so hard for me to jump because of some, uh, what i built for myself and what fell on me and therefore a change of scenery would be like not getting better when you wake up every morning and don’t know how you skate or don’t skate, participate or don’t participate, how to go out on a skipping rope in general. i don’t know in the hall to warm up to jump, not like there on thursday. it was, on the contrary , normal. at first i was very afraid to even go out to that gym we had because they told me you shouldn't be there show up for training. and i kind of

took it for granted. well, at the beginning of my training, they suspended me and i walked like that for one day. uh, second day. i already went to practice. it's kind of relaxing for me. that is, i'm working. everything is fine, i'm jumping rope, yes, routine, and that's it. she reassured me, but the most, probably, is when you enter the training arena and you understand that instead of, well, there are several. uh photographers, you just have all the rent from this snap camera. or are you leaving and everyone just can’t do something, everything was photographed, everything was laid out. and well, you are already used to being such cameras, but right to such a state that you fell during training and this fall immediately spilled over into the network there.

i’ve been looking like this all the time, i thought, god, but you gained some experience that you are now sharing daniel grassel, who is now training in da khrustalny with you, when he was asked a question, poisoned at the european championships due to the fact that he training in russia he said that i returned to moscow and talked to me and kamila valieva, she supported me very much and said that she was worried about me, because she saw that she was writing to me on the internet. and that i should learn to disengage from such comments, she knows exactly what she is talking about, well, the truth is, this is why you approached a friend and he is also worried. he is even nervous he is engaged in another country performing at these competitions. where well,

unfortunately now. well, let's just say, she's not happy with us , and well, he also wants to show good results, and here because of the fact that you yet, that is, this stress factor, which now appears in our country, was not prepared for this. i hope now they will already prepare what all the media need clickability, they need clickability, therefore, such headlines and sometimes an athlete, when he sees it a little, when he is filming for the first time. he directly perceives very close to himself, and even more so if he arrived there, and that's what also fell on him. and well, it's like this just friendly, so that he, well, probably calmed down. this is probably human, but you yourself read

social network comments are still ongoing, some bullying and so on. i already am. well, well, well, as usual. here at the olympics yes , it was oh god, and now. okay, fine. well, he writes. well, well, a person spent time on me, but this is also some kind of attention only from some other country, that's why you read everything to the olympics or you turned it off, unfortunately, unfortunately, yes, u, i should have just deleted all the social networks, where exactly is the news flow? i am still convulsive at some point, and i checked the news, because they were supposed to go out there, do they allow me further than the competition to the personal or not? and it turns out you subscribe and all 10 and such. yeah. well, that's not the best thing to do. now i understand that before the competition it should be turned off altogether, forget to remove that

we didn’t talk to you earlier then, because of course, with my experience, i could give you something to advise, but also positive comments. in fact. they, too, can then just you. there were really a lot of people who wrote in support, but it was at that moment, here it is, uh, some bad comments. they now attract your attention more than the positive one at that moment now, and there are also a lot of positive comments and thank you very much. very likely. it's nice that there is such support, but what happened, something happened? well, i should have had that experience. there is a project for the world exhibition, again you start to hate the point of building something, so that you can immediately demolish everything you have. life has taught me to prepare for a surprise. i need an idea for a worldwide

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and again a podcast free program. i am maxim tarankov, and my guest today is the incomparable kamila valieva, what is your perfect day off, because your weekend usually consists of master classes, some performances, interviews, shootings, and so on, which is an ideal day off for you. just enjoy walking enjoy the weather. i can't. i so want to walk. i did not have time to take a walk in st. petersburg, somehow go. i'm just doing the next podcast separately . in st. petersburg, i go to you, and you

give me a tour of the skating rink in kazan yes, i'll tell you i will make a tour of st. petersburg because we are a favorite city. when you turn 18, your mother will let you go, we will definitely go, go to rubinstein barchiki. there you count the number of cities where you have visited and performed somewhere. once, probably, i bought some kind of magnet. i have an app, i 'll show you. i didn't know if it would be interesting to watch. what cities. now i remember, i liked it from the last one, vladivostok is straight. here is the very heart, kazan st. petersburg is just love, forever, but if you ask about abroad, then

probably vancouver. unfortunately, we are there, yes, we did not walk there, but these views are from behind the bus. i just sat, we drove for about 30-40 minutes to the skating rink, and it was impossible to take such a beautiful view from the window. hmm where the coolest faces were. so noisy. in what city or country in russia were the noisy noisy in kazan because you are there, dear, dear , and directly such a warm welcome. i haven’t seen or heard for a long time, it’s really nice to perform a birthday party. so, this time you will take with you suitcases for gifts. probably, the planes will have to come, what do you do with the toys that they give you

half i give to our beautiful daughter angelica, it's true, she chooses toys with such enthusiasm that if you had a lot of space in your suitcase. i think i should have taken everything, well, she brought me to st. petersburg that i barely closed my suitcase. see, it's still like this, let's clean something up. well, most of the toys i give out to the kids who are ahh in the city. that is, there, uh, those who ride. and those who collect our toys are also the majority, of course we take them and even in khrustalny, our little children take these toys with such enthusiasm, if i, too, in childhood, and even some famous figure skater brought toys like that. i generally took away, when someone comes. from our team of guys or coaches, i always ask about the interaction.

now, when you have already matured, how do you interact with coaches? how often do you offer programs and maybe argue because of your age? well, i try, of course, there’s really no such thing that i’ll drive up. everything, i decided is to ride. no, i try to talk to them somehow, but sometimes there are some disputes, but that's normal. i think it's normal and somehow more to me. the gun is in no way related to a small child who will not do his task, but simply already as an athlete who already knows what he needs to do, so that there would be cancer, probably the size, and to roll an arbitrary something else. that is, there is no such directly wild total control that was here before. i mean , i don't know what i'll do. that's so much ties and so on. that is, they are more than people, of course. this is my feeling that more

people began to understand that i am also older and also do the right things sometimes sometimes. we have three coaches. well, with whom is it easiest for you to solve some issue sergey viktorovich danil markovich or is it georgievich right away with this gerd it's easier to communicate, but with daniel markovich. i can directly tell him everything that i can communicate with us more, probably with athletes, and you somehow to him, i can’t say that we are we treat him like a friend. no, it's still subordination observed. and this is a coach, but just in some moments with him. yes , it’s interesting with him there, it’s interesting to talk about some topics there, it’s interesting, you know his opinion, and dahlia sateria is also sometimes. and very interesting, right? well, it's very interesting to talk. e that before it was not so

possible, that is, before more so workout workout workout. and now we can talk about some other topics. to tell, too, about her experience with her under colossal in general in life in figure skating, so it's always very interesting to listen to sergey viktorovich less, we communicate closely, like, for example , georgievna's something, but it's interesting, also to know his opinion, in principle, we have very interesting people with interesting people. i work and it's a pleasure to be with them. well, sometimes there are moments, but it happens with all athletes, sometimes such a moment comes. well, how about yourself, a former athlete, right? and as a coach, i can say that you get so tired that you are ready to quit. here's how often you this year i had the same thought.

well, often well, it’s more likely to be the beginning of the season, this one from july to probably, somewhere until september-october , it’s such an incomprehensible feeling when you work right and do everything, well, as far as you can at the moment, but it turns out you can't. yes? it's not enough at all. you can't even reach the level that i don't know, you had in juniors. and you, you've done everything, perhaps, and at this moment your hands fall right down, but you just need to somehow set yourself up continue it, because anyway, after a while it passes and you join the training process. sorry someone is helping. it's a pass there, again, mom coaches. friends, maybe, well, that's more likely in this case.

do not get hung up on figure skating, that is, if you need to live by such rules, here is figure skating, it remains figure skating, that is, you left the ice, forgot everything and live a normal life, that is, your normal life, walking with friends and don't think about him. so i came to figure skating. here is your job. you think about work so as not to burn out. otherwise, if you think about figure skating 24 hours a day, you lose this edge and it seems to you that you are constantly doing it. in fact, there are only three or four hours of ice there a day. and that's all and now you need to roll it out to the maximum and to estrogen the whole season is over. now the only thing left is a pleasant ice show, where we can see you in the next few days at the nearest place. what are the plans for april 22 in omsk april 26 in

kazan even i don’t know, this whole calendar, i i know everything on the 28th in ufa on the first of may in almaty well, on the sixth of the seventh, if i'm not mistaken, in mongolia do you want to swim in mongolia? yes , i'm interested in taking we'll send photos. social networks, but where and how will kamilla valieva take a break from figure skating fans and interviewers? well, i really want to fly to the sea for 3 weeks on june 1 , igor is already preparing in mathematics. here are the plans for the summer. thank you so much. it was very interesting. you are beautiful, you know it to me

and to all the fans who are watching your successes with such pleasure. thanks a lot. it was also a podcast free program with maxim hello this is a podcast life of the wonderful. my name is alexei varlamov today we will talk about wonderful homelands, but not only about them, we will talk about literature about the novels of the writer evgeny vodolazkin, doctor of philology. hello. evgeny germanovich. hello, alexei nikolaevich , i thought it was already possible to say in this number, and

it seems to be. well, by the way, since we are talking about the motherland, and i want to immediately explain what the topic is suggested by the guest. why this particular topic seems to you the most interesting is, in general, a well-known concept, it seems that everyone has some idea about this, but the idea is rather vague. and so i would like for us to talk in more detail about the phenomenon itself in our conversation. about what it is very good, we must clarify. well, let's do everything so that the holy fools in our country feel properly understood, uh, and surrounded by, uh, care and good relations. do you think you have there are many of us now i am her affairs. i think there are always fools, and uh, there are different forms and relationships. maybe we'll talk about

this, uh, in the future, but in general, her kinship is a kind of spiritual feat, kinship is associated only with christianity. uh, there are, uh , some forms, uh, which are similar in different cultures, uh, similar to kinship. uh, uh, there are some things in the east that would seem to resemble her kinship in the west. well, let's say jester but something is a different institution. this is a completely different matter. this jester is an astronomically exalted person, but this person does not have any special spiritual basis. and it seems to be the person who takes the term for it. it can be said that e is a super-legal feat, but because there is asceticism in christianity . uh, there are uh, others. uh, a type

of holiness, but foolishness is the only type of holiness that is not subject. well , perhaps the regulations and, as the ancient russian texts say, are rampant, because this is a kind of holiness that is embarrassed by itself, holiness that wants to hide, that she is holiness and therefore the holy fool behaves. uh, very strange. he wants to escape glory from the man in this respect too. eh, when they ask, but let's say some eh, artists hmm who are satisfied with performances and others of this kind. no, it doesn't seem to be, because the holy fools are infuriated. glory from a person they are looking for it, and these are different

goals, there are different ones, like, its natural kinship, when well, just a person, uh, with some deviations. from birth, but there are people who come to foolishness, which is very important typical of relatives, they are almost never related. where they were born, and where everyone knows them, they leave. well, it seems that they leave not only the world in which they lived, they leave the world, in general, therefore , the transition to foolishness was often called death to the world, death to the world, despite the fact that he is present in this world, but he is present very strange quality, and as if he were outside, put something in relation to this world. well, it turns out that you seem to be saying that the monks are leaving the world hermits leave the world, but they

really leave people. and , as far as i understand, they seem to be running away from human glory, but obviously people and life are not running away, and it seems to be passing in front of everyone and in a sense , you can say. what is this? well, such is the spiritual theater, yes, that is, they are on stage all the time and the people who surround them. these are the audience. they play some kind of role in which there is clearly a deep meaning, yes, that is, their life is filled with meaning, but what is this meaning, right? that is, it turns out that, after all, her homeland is not something that competes churches, but as far as i understand, it is unlikely that anyone really prepares them, it is unlikely that they have mentors, it is unlikely that anyone blesses them on this path. that is , it turns out that there is some kind of innocence in this. some audacity. is this some kind of rebellion against something or what? yes, audacity. this is what fully determines whether these people are impudent, uh, or violent, as they say, uh , the old russian texts will live them, and how the church

still treats them, the church determines by spiritual essence, uh, and radiant a and using leskov has a womb for the sake of a radiva - this is different. these are those who are looking for some kind of opportunity to earn money. here, and there is christ for the sake of the ugly. and so, uh, the church recognizes and deeply reveres these heroic ones, eh. what about goals and kinship? why exactly? eh, why is this an eccentric, then it’s well said in one of the tropores with imaginary madness to expose the madness of the world and what’s more important, it seems that he is, as it is said in the troparion of st. basil the blessed. in the days both of them laughed at the world with pike clouds, and in the daytime

they laughed at the world. and at night he cried not anyone who laughs and homeland. and it seems that this is the one who is capable of crying later, because otherwise laughter is destroyer and this is destructive laughter. and evil, if a person only laughs. for example, gogol but this phrase about, apparently, the world of laughter through tears invisible to the world - if you like. a foolish phrase in the highest sense of the word, and in fact, on this pair of laughter and tears , in part gogol broke down, because laughter turned out to be tears, but now, if you take the second volume of dead souls, he saw that it was strength does not reach the heights of his laughter. and

that's why all this drama happened with the second volume, but gogol, who was a deeply religious person. apparently he was thinking himself. uh, directly or indirectly in this paradigm well kul soon we started talking about russian literature of the 19th-20th centuries, then, of course, they are remembered, there are excellent examples of heroism. in pushkin, first of all, yes, and in boris godunov then, probably, traces can be found, and foolishness can be found in dostoevsky's novels, and in an idiot and in crime and punishment, that is, it is obvious that for fedor mikhailovich it was some. well, this one is also very important, and the human moment has a cool story a little mistake. do not remember , it is dedicated to a real holy fool, but to ivan yakovlevich koreyshe. and there, just her kinship is played out from the other side, because, well , apparently, the shortest such was a personality, rather, contradictory. there, the plot is that a certain person has three

daughters and the eldest daughter cannot become pregnant, and the other two girls are marriageable. they can't get married yet because other suitors look at the older one. she does not get pregnant, something is wrong with these, and then, it means, the little mother goes to give them a note and after a while, it turns out that the eldest became pregnant, and the middle one fell at her feet, that she became heavy, mother rushes to the holy fool and it turns out that in the note she mixed up the names of e and gave the wrong daughter, which means to get pregnant. and that is , here we see some kind of paradoxical enough moment. here is in relation to this veneration of kinship. yes, but he has these freaks at leskov's. eh, let's say. uh, quarterly ryzhov uh, from the same house? yes, these are such weirdos, and the quarterly ryzhov who hmm behaves really. how are you? uh what

are they doing irony they are shocking they hmm throw stones at the houses of people, uh, pious and at the houses of not pious people, they kiss the walls. so it seems to many and always there is some person who explains this or what the matter is, and the fact is that in the houses of pious people, demons are expelled from the house, and they, as spiritual practice shows, they gather at the walls . uh, and so they seams throws stones at them, and there were no people in the houses, and the demons inside the house, and the angels were expelled and the angels huddle against the walls.

and it seems that he comes up and kisses them and asks them not to leave this place, at least here , it seems to me that i read somewhere in some novel, there it also seems to be walking across the river yes, in the city of pskov yes, but really holy fools can walk on the water, well, with a certain tension of spiritual forces, in general, they can, and they repeat after their prototypes, but in fact, uh, thomas the heroic, a and carp mmm. they partly ascend, that is, there are several herodian lives, but he really divided the main herodian life of nikola kachanov the novgorod saint into zones of influence, novgorod, he believes that holiness and spirituality should be distributed. yes, in general , it is fair and beats those who fall into its

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continues, where you are in it with the highest dosage of a substance from more inflammation. pentalgin-extrogel against more inflammation in muscles and joints. we continue with you podcast. wonderful life. my name is alexei varlamov and we have a writer as our guest, and historian of literature, doctor of philological sciences and a little holy fool yevgeny diving. and here is a story about her family, in which tsar ivan the terrible was not afraid, yes, is it true or is it a myth, but these are foreign sources. uh, here's a mention of this story. this is nicholas aga ivan having ruined, novgorod moved to pskov and he was caught towards him.

ivan, who considered himself a pious man, although he was in general, e villains and nikolai gives him a treat with a piece of grass meat. and there was a great post and john was indignant and said, what are you giving me, great post meat, and he tells him. and what do you mean meat, you are the flesh of christians, you could only say that, just like that, because anyone else would not have dared, but you can imagine what happened to him later, but ivan did not order him to be touched and turned the troops and left to moscow without entering pskov, that is, they seemed to be inviolable. it was a special and great sin to offend the entire motherland, and even more so to kill, but a great sin entails a great temptation and therefore her family members beat them, they were

killed and, by the way, they were often offended. children it is repeatedly described how, let's say it, such a gang of juveniles seemed to attack , and they kind of knocked down the hooligans and held him down and nailed his already shabby clothes to the wooden pavement and then, when he got up, and it all remained at them laughing. in part, i also described this in the lavra, which is interesting, many, it seems, were not of russian origin. they were, apparently. there are italians, germans, some. this is exactly the same, uh, they go to another land to act like a fool. even i would say in the anti-world, since these were very different parts of the earth, then here such an anti-world in relation to.