[000:00:00;00] women, you know, i can’t say who they were by profession, but they were women who shocked me, because, well , it seems to me that you were hardly interested in boring, but beautiful, because anyway, well beauty it's secondary. well, i don’t like about this beauty here i met the brightest women in my life and now uh, what, for example, cannot unite them, because you will be offended now. god forbid someone sees and says. no, i'm not like that, but, anyway, we go and the advancing rake. here if you like it, bitch, you understand, and until your last breath you will have the most disgusting nurse, whom you will grab with your trembling hand or try to grab by the soft spot. well, like these or not like teachers who are forever, but people, but still something must somehow.

yes, i liked women and those who gave me the most important process when i made them fall in love with me, because this is the happiest work for men, of course, i think that now i am happy, because i won my family. i just fought, i have it. this is a very difficult path, the hardest. how many years there is no difference of 40 years, we have 20 years. you understand, i am a supporter of the fact that he is well, then why do women mostly lie, that age does not matter to them. do not lie. it seems to me that she is a woman and begins to be a woman, when they fall in love with her, and we are also in some confusion. why is she suddenly thinking about this man. and why does she want to see him women, and there are those who reflect. so, when you are in love , they achieve this, you say, well, on and if the huntress that she saw and it doesn’t matter married is not married, you know, she will

call at night to call your wife, and she will pull you out of the family a little, you’re right, because you are a woman, so i’m just telling my memories yes, because it seemed to me that then happening. this is natural, because after this the question usually arose. and then what, and then it began that you fell in love to the last. this does not mean that there is the first night and beyond. hello. make me scrambled eggs. no. i thought that falling in love continue to be a much-needed woman. i've lived half my life on suitcases. here i fell in love. i got married. i lived with a man. she knew that this was not the end. it's not for life. imagine, it's scary, probably not. i gave myself completely. i’m right here, yes, i was so good, but i understood. so you know, uh, or felt that moment when you realized that this is your destiny. and this is your last woman. and how did you understand that this is your

last woman, she is extremely necessary for me. but what is in it, but there is such a thing, i just selfish, interesting, which was not in others. eh, boys, when they are left without mothers, a very terrible period, i survived it. and when does a woman come into your life? before which you are ashamed of something that you did. and you want to be the best strong for her. smart and talented, that's what my anya did to me, she didn't do a single woman, without holding. it never delays me for a second, because something very similar to the feeling that i had for my mother. since you are my

gold, then i understand that this person is. well be there when you're helpless a strange thing, perhaps an age-related thing, but here i tried to answer you something like this. i directly believe that these words need to be framed. how right yes, you also asked me a young talented famous rich man. i say, a woman must be caring, absolutely necessary. you were right, and you killed me with this phrase. eh, maybe you don't remember her, but the country and the men remember her. basically what women don't like. that a man loves to really spend there, whatever i can, well, if there is no poetic warehouse, then they fly money, there are conquests and so on, the woman is more, probably there. well, probably, the head works more. i just

agree with you a thousand percent, and yes, i was directly torn apart, especially by women, who are the majority. it's not bad, because there is your nest, in which there are children of your husband, but you just haven't proved why, because it seems to me that, in principle, if so. a man could live for a year, let's say, yes, the way a woman lives, who is his wife, who has children, it's just to live this chronicle this routine. that is the obligation of this guarding of the family. here is this amulet. this is impossible for a man . and when they tell me that he raised the child himself, there, and so on and so forth. i admit that yes, probably, but i think that he howled at night because he understood that he was disappearing. here he just

disappears. i understand. yes, i have a lot of cossack blood in me. i have always known here since childhood that if a boy will wash the floors, his beard will not grow and he was brought up in great respect for a man, and then you know, yes, that women love, here i don’t talk about everyone. i can only have love through compassion through pity what is required? he is coughing, so i’ll call pyotr stepanovich now, because allergies need to be treated like this, poor thing , this is all, then we go with him, it means to lose weight, because i have la-la-la for sure. i can't go to bed without it. i am not born. er, well, sexual infatuation. no, if i have a little bit of it, well, as it were, yes, it is sure that you say the right things and rehabilitated me. well, then it seems to me that you just, as it were, probably didn’t analyze so tightly when you said this phrase, but this is the result of what you thought through before you said it. just what distinguishes a man from a woman is sacrifice,

for which, of course, you love your child, and it doesn’t matter that he is already 67 years old, you understand your child. now, if you don't love a man like that, it has nothing to do with love. our victims are slightly different. yes, we are ready to rake and unload wagons at night to bring her a ring you know, the homeland or went to defend the homeland of course i have goosebumps for a woman. why did you come, of course, a beautiful stump, and she has delicious dumplings there. well , of course, tell me please, and how much you have conjured children in this wonderful union, they gave me two daughters. i am very glad that it is daughters why? first of all, you don't have to spend a lot. uh, prompt, maybe i 'm such a corefan in them, that is, a woman's friend, i can't yell there anymore, if there

are just excesses, tell me, and the wife is straight wife takes care of the house with the family or as today is not for this i bloomed, therefore i am also a person and i will work. and in general, are you lyosha in the middle, or is she right here with the girls and rustling around the house. she has her own little tragedy in that she lost as many as 14 years while children were born, and she remained in her profession and work in her, and this naturally gnaws at her, because she wants to be in demand. what are her spare parts? you know, she was connected with religion, if i met on the voice acting of soldiers, she was doing documentaries, and then, when she met me, she went completely into me, because the velographics helped there. this

is something i will never forget, i was in the hospital. where do i remember very bright flashes of what i came to, when she was carrying some incredible packages of food on herself , and a small tv for lyosha to watch hockey, and when i saw it from the window, but i realized that dude. well, you, too, i want to cry. well, because you understand, and therefore it is laid there in the future for her, of course, everything that i can, i did in order to for her to go to work. naturally, it worked. where she wants to work. tell me, love. here, imagine that in your life, well, suddenly god tells you, you have to choose your tv or it's me and the girls. well, don't let her suffer. well, how are you, well, then you got so much. eh, in the form of you in the form of daughters at home and forget. yes, come on, i'm already with you everything go learn, you're doing great. uh,

photos of the shoot . no. go she's afraid we're tamed we're tamed rough speaking, we know what is there, let's say. mom is leaving somewhere for 2 days there. well, what kind of nightmare do we understand? that somehow i will hug you, let the interview know now, yes, because if i leave for 2 days, the dog does not eat. well, that's how she lies. that's how she doesn't even whine or howl. so, uh, my daughter is starting to have problems everywhere in everything. everything that i have is in the refrigerator. ah, i wrote when i left. they love it. daughter loves it. open it up, please. here i am for you to do it all. they don't eat or drink. they order this pizza nasty, of course, he says when you are not at home, he dies, you understand, because, well, i still have time to organize everything according to babia. you see, you answered, well, almost to yourself for what you

are crying for. vali a woman, perhaps, may not love , but everything dies when she leaves, when i don’t disappear, the youngest, how many 10, the three of us at the feet and say, darling, we ourselves will make television for you, you will shoot. eh, all sorts of little ones, tell me, i'll be your main artist for free, i'll shoot for extra pay. just don't go, don't go, woman want it to hear, yes, what they will give you there on television, she is so zatyukana now that she leads me on projects. so, when your director is still, well, she tries to make it small, god, it's easy. well, the paradox when he goes about his own business every day decides there. it's she telling me, don't forget to take, uh, a t-shirt, i put you, uh, perfume your comma and we all stopped like that, and why are you comma she usually slanders into the phone, so there hello exclamation mark. and

so she says a comma and we all understood that dude, you're doing a really good job. oh yes, he always had an argument, a picture in his head. i used to say mayakovsky was a rebellion mayakovsky was a challenge. he was jealous of her, of course, on this basis, they constantly had scandals about the word love. that's what this word contains for you, there are no horse dogs, i wanted to visit those places that my father described, smoked dubaikal. yes , the birthdays of wonderful people from monday on the first are now happiness with the letter from me , happiness, i will be happy. visiting artist

alekseykov, please tell me almost the apartment do you want to buy something for the girls or have you already bought it? no plans. do you know that they gave me a trailer? you see how surprised you were to my friends and told the story of how they gave me a small trailer on my soldiers. so, when you enter one bench and a table, when, so that i don’t go to moscow there, they went to meet me and bought it. this is a small trailer. i made it, installed an antenna, a guide , prepared a tv, everything he needs is a table, everything is so i told my friends that i had this trailer for a long time, maybe three years ago and then, when the shooting was over, they stole from me from the parking lot, where i put it and i flew to krasnodar from you, in front of the guys of which a call from this huge building group, in which my friends, goes to the front. they say you can come to us and i can. balloons come to them

and there is a huge trailer eight meters long. i say, what are you talking about? i say, come on, that crazy tears are flowing that i am well, how difficult it is for me to react differently. yes? this is a kapets, they cleaned everything there, right, in winter? i realized that well that here is another factor that saves my whole life, and all my friends love, of course, and here is the love of the audience. and if you don't deserve it, nothing will break off. listen, and you overtook. in short, you've seen now worth getting numbers. and he would have been driving, or i didn’t ask a question, but the tractor needs

a fig for yourself, can you imagine, but it’s already you who will talk with the producer. i only need a tractor with me, so you say that you will sit, i would like to coach kulakov that he did it smartly there. i'll be right speak to the producer. and while you can, for example, go called and say you are filming there, you say no. can i take you there for 3 days? yes please pay. yes? the main thing is that you don’t sarish there, because you are now tulle, but i did it. here it is for pathological cleanliness. again, i said somewhere out of town to relax. we want to take off there, i don’t know, i ’m telling you, i’m not sitting now, anya drives. she will be two cars, well, she will sit down, i say, let 's hitch on and go. well, it seems to have given consent so you would now where i just wanted to say what you said about love. i happened to be such a strange breed in my life , when mom left my life, i left you alone, that i have no one after 3 days

soldiers came out, mm, the first season. and somehow strange, she ordered everything upstairs that they gave me any spectator room in return for my mother. this is a very strange feeling, it means that somehow the exchange of balance, maybe then i got lucky with my friends. i used to have six of them, but now i have added two eight people all my life. i have a friend with whom we are silent, he is coming. we sit down there in the kitchenette and talk, then we are silent for two hours , and they ask me a question. what did you communicate? why? well, well, we are silent to communicate, that is, some strange things. here they surround me like a charm from me. that's probably friends because i have a fat. and well, they usually treat him very kindly. well, i suggest them too. what, let's drink to friends, knowing that when we leave, they will still remain, then our children will become. and everyone is lost, because it seems to be true, but then there is and then this is friendship

. because his child is mine, it ’s natural, because she will hurt him, which means it will hurt me, and i can see right away that i sometimes have flare-ups. it's a pity that sometimes i can't contain myself. it's very hard, because, well, i know that it is, uh, and it will be right. well, unfortunately, in this case there is some such segment in life that you would like to replay. now, if you are suddenly eleni here is a break or remove it completely from your biography. i would probably replayed with enei's mistakes. here, i would love to cut out this part of the fight and throw it away. this is what she heard. well, god forbid something connected, yes. et i started drinking at your place a year ago, a little bit. i haven't drank in 25

years. i was afraid of all some internal things that are very complex, because i was so sieved at work. and i realized that she survived it. and if you endure it. well, then what then she can not stand it will be. just hello to you. i think we will see you. let's get acquainted it was a letter podcast, and i was a brilliant theater actor. leninist komsomol alexei maklakov thank you. hello this is a podcast, paws. my name is dmitry bak and we have a literary clue under

a wonderful name. let them not speak. let them read, you can read in any situation, you can read in the evening on a sofa under a floor lamp, you can read in a tent, you can read in space , you can even read in the theater during the intermission, if you don’t understand everything, from the first act, this is especially important, because we have today in a wonderful person is a playwright and the director of the kolyada theater, his surname is consonant with the theater. as you well guessed. our guest is nikolai kolyada hello nikolai but dmitry, here we are discussing behind the scenes with you. how are your notebooks? and, of course, here. eh, a lot could be attributed to you of all sorts of properties, because you are a man of orchestras - everyone knows this. you said that there would be cleaners and a cashier in the theater. well, yes, yes, i do everything, well, a private theater, so i do all the videos of some kind. uh, there is an answer. i write a play, put on performances. i'm heading i'll figure out the light about the costumes. i even write music dmitry i'm ashamed to admit it. well, really, but think it's a good life. well,

write covers. yes, the plays, see for yourself. i mean , they don't have their own. i can't look at the ends. here are the conservatories that have already been made. i love to rehearse. this is to indulge. you will come to the process, indulge in laughing artists. let's do it. let's, just like in childhood from my mother's curtains of a stick. let's do theatre, let's do something fun. but when you sit down, you sit down, in the audience, you watch the performance is already ready. this already the public. is not boring. it's like jumping onto the stage from a yelling fire curtain. if you want to remove all the artists, so that everything is already , they do everything wrong . it just seems to be the audience. in general , i'm more relaxed about it. and they start beating me like that. i then just sleep. i can for- e why do i need these nerves? that is, i made a play, they go on 15-17. i have king lear going there for 14 years. i play the king, the lyre. hamlet is coming. uh, i play shadows from

gypsies. it's 12 years old. well, the performance goes on for many, many, or what will i watch them ? the actors know what the person who has been playing the shadow for many years knows his business. it certainly is. yes? yes, yes, yes, that's all. no, unfortunately, the version is all with the soul and you are listening. yes, yes, it’s not my mother’s duty to you, but there to take revenge when you hear everything. i am the spirit of your own father. she is a certain term of her father's skete condemned piece. i remember, of course, to be not to be. eh, that's the question worthy to perform. oh, resistance is the worst. this is the worst acid in terms of mortality. yes, yes, and no one came back from there, and the worst thing. there are such words that to be a mockery of those who are not fit it is she who laughs at you, scoundrels and people who are unworthy of you, these

are the most terrible words. and then you turned, uh, with your eyes into the soul and there, everywhere, not inside, but there are five stifling translations , pasternak turned his eyes with pupils into the soul and there, everywhere, is a stain gertrude hamlet says yes, then he says that he knows, yes? why did his beloved father die, and her beloved husband. what do you think, what are we doing now? what are we talking about literature or theater all the same at the moment, just chatting chatting nogamet. yes, perhaps the most disturbing works without hamlet are the four captains. yes, the last line, what silence or all other silence, when i saw oleg my artist, he reads a monologue e, to be or not to be, and every time i stand backstage. listen. when he starts screaming to be or not to be? that's the question, i 'll tell you the truth. tears run from me, because he makes them grandiose, firstly, what kind of text is there, but, why? why live when everything is solved, all our problems are solved

by blows. wait sorry. i think that's all. oleg yagodin is a completely legendary actor. who doesn't even know this is true, but er, does this text need to be performed? after all, there is a german concept of drama, that is, a drama for reading, because everything is in the text. imagine i'm talking. i tell you and those who hear us that, e hamlet, who loved his father knows for sure, and who is the culprit of death? is it easy for him to kill a person? yes, easily polonium rats here once through batches of rats and then around castle. well, just kill a person, well, or him playing the role of a madman, but it doesn't matter. here instead of going and killing. my god. how gullible he is. and here what kind of dreams in that mortal dream will dream, why here? it is necessary to kill or not to kill the monologue, by the way, here to be or not to be, i rearranged it in the second act, because in the first act for no reason, for no reason, he walks at all, he walks

saying to be or not to be, and i put it in the second act, when he speaks, poor yorick in the graveyard there from these bones some kind of cross and then says to be or not to be. that's the question, because when we were rehearsing, yagodin asked, why did he suddenly start with the first act of the reason they ask. why live? then? everything is possible in the second act is very logical. everything, farewell to the pen. i don't simplify. yes, it seems to me, but something like that is not there, logic. tolstoy gorky gogol , our great ones know such a house that all billions go to nikolai there is enough space i understood everything. remember what i said. eh, tolstoy chekhov and he spoke roughly. so uh, shakespeare a barbarian, of course, is even worse for your plays. yes, yes, he said shakespeare the barbarian. well, chekhov, i must tell the truth, the plays are boring, but we will discuss this too, especially since i will read today the beginning of the cherry orchard in my performance, the train of the word came. everything is ahead.

well, you know, there's no way we can start the play. and like a perantella in six characters in search of an author, when everyone knocks with hammers, then the audience realizes that the play is already underway. that's how we have nikolai caroling. today the plays are already on. and my first question. i don't like i can't ask you, but there was a question. well, such a traditional one in general, how did you come to a life like this, how did it all turn out? yes, now you are nikolai kolya, yes, whose last name miraculously means his profession, his life is caroling carols. yes, yes, this is a whole life, a whole tradition, how did it all work out? how it all began. finally. i ask you the director of the theater or money, money, money money money, and that's your essence. yes, yes, 70 people need to feed them, they need a salary and it worries me all the time scary, because i can’t owe anyone i start to itch if i owe someone, well, here’s my sister recently, i

call something, so i say, vera has no money, again she laughs and says, how much are you, directly like ours, baby or what? and grandfather all the time, he said, mittens, pennies. they didn't beat me anymore. i don’t demand anything, the tilki were pennies, and the family was 10 people, with my grandfather. there were 10 children. he worked as a carpenter and did only one carol, he was one of those ten children. i don't know when i was 15 years. i went to the city, sverdlovsk entered the theater school. well, the boss yes, from kazakhstan and less whole land and the village is called fresh gorkov and everyone laughs like that. what's the name? well, from the surname i was lucky from the name, maybe in the village, not that. there is no gorky, our life. well, well, but how many uh there are graduates in theatrical

universities. but there are thousands of them. yes, seventy thousand. for almost 20 years, i have been serving in one of these educational institutions at the school - the moscow art theater studio , which i love endlessly, uh, and now, well, not every graduate of the theater, which is named directly by his last name ivanov in the theater. petrov theatre. well, how did it happen? how did the old dramas of people serve, yes, how do you understand that? here's what happened to me, i think. i also think so, from what i have. i just fell in love with the theater at some point, endless , when i came from the village from the villages to some performance of the sverdlovsk academic drama theater and so the curtain began to open slowly, slowly slowly, and there was some kind of scenery people for me this is a fairy tale when the curtain always opens in the theater or rises or whatever, it has remained for a century for me, except for the theater, no, nothing in life.

probably that's why i started writing plays later to put on a performance, then here's my own theater or i don't know, well, somehow love builds everything, love builds, you know it destroys everything, they say it's true, it's absolutely true, but i had a provocation prepared, but even behind the scenes, i realized that with you no provocation would be easy for you. well, look taken from theatrical to theatrical people say that the date operator lives. i can't live without him. i will play when i am 80 years old. this is so, understandable. and i love theater too. yes, but still, some of those who are listening to us now, after all, he hmm belongs to those who can be annoyed by this. well, how football fans get together and say away in childhood. you know, the bones of kairat yes and buttermilk korzh in the sixty-seventh year, left back petrov, oh well deserved artist, he played this and that, this is the people, well, an ordinary person does not remember, but besides this, all the same, except corporate unity of falling in love, that life ends when the stage begins, yes, that is, no, well, according to statistics,

3% of the population goes to the theater. here comes no more. uh, those who let them not speak will find it necessary to force them to beat and go to the theatre. yes, no, why does he go to the theater to the theater? here you will take us to the stage to bow. when you go out, do you see that they are sitting in the theater? sorry for that rude word from my aunt. here they tell me who is the hero of our time aunties, that's who saves us my theater, who saves an aunt forty-fifty-five years old, they buy tickets, they come to the performance. why do they come, the husband drank himself, so let's move on to your book. this is nothing to say, of course, where we slept. yes, yes, this, well, it’s coming very much, i ’m signing programs with a trip. and i say, where are your men, and at home he watches football on the couch. are you not with cast by chance, yes, psychomania. yes? no, the defender of the kairat team is what you say or spartak, and the other remembers the honored

artist petrov in the role. here i remember in such a year and the great actress elena nikolaevna vampil him in the role of blanstein was the author of my desire. mom dear no first time 50. well, it doesn't matter the other way. i talked about who fills the halls and who goes to the theater, mostly these women go here, and they save us and god grant them health, i really like them. why are beautiful love. they want this, if the poster of romeo and juliet is written, the whole city is running and it doesn’t matter if it’s avant-garde or any roman vest everyone knows about love, but they will die. well so what? but there will be love. god bless all these women, because they bring flowers, they bring chocolates, they love artists, they love it. anyway, they build something in their souls, i don’t know, sometimes you know it fits, and i sign, there are good programs, health, and so what are you there khan already asked. yes, and she says, you write, i tell you, and the peasant passes.

a month later. you know, he comes and says several times, it came true, you understand that nikolai kolyada is the miracle worker yes, well, what is it? kolyada is good with us. uh, calendar so imitate look. well, i have a different impression. hmm, in moscow we have in moscow. it's fashionable, it's cool. a lot of young people, we are talking now about sverdlovsk and yekaterinburg, so what kind of cultural center is this. so, you got him to me, in general, young, apparently, aged. yes, and that's where dmitry, as they say, is such a beautiful passionate explosion. yes, that's the eightieth year of the eighties . we have formed venetian dances. nautilus pompilu. silius we have artists. many famous appeared balabanov appeared ural dramaturgy, here's what i'm involved in. as a matter of fact, i produced many students. why did it happen? but all the roots are from there. here,

take it. for 30 years or more, everything has been going and developing and moving from there. from what i don't know. and how did it happen that i began to produce one after another at the theater institute in yekaterinburg, and not a single playwright at the elite institute for 30 years. that's at least some kind of testament no one was released. do i love this institution? god bless and health. i myself studied there, but in the eighty-ninth year i have finished since then not a single playwright. i don't remember there. where did dramaturgy come from? it's a very crafty profession. it's some kind of nest. yes, these are some kind of roots, this is some kind of sphere, which means that there is something in moscow that does not have emitries, and there is malta, and there is none there. you see, some kind of black soil cats. well, what is it, really, i still lived in siberia for 7 years, therefore, you won’t fool me. well, what kind of black soil is there? an industrial city, children are not from yekaterinburg. and the children there and who come to me to study, but burst tight, you know such cities, kamensk-uralsk,

artyomov, industrial cities. so they know life firsthand, something different than so-and-so absorbed by their lives, maybe the knowledge of life in some other non-fictional institution too. uh, we won’t compare muscovites at all, but still, yekaterinburg is something special. we have a museum worker. who knows who reshetnikov is nobody knows here everything is forgotten. we have a writer of the second plan in russia, in general, they knew for themselves the ariad yet yes, well, my mother's subject is also considered, as it were, well, also the second dmitry nargisovich, but reshetnikov's name is dostoevsky, which is already quite a lot. well, yes, he is fyodor mikhailovich well, look, uh, i have a hypothesis. why were they forgotten? the fact is that in soviet times it was considered that the essay tradition? it directly leads socialist realism to communism, therefore, following the physiological school, janitors and organ grinders go further, there they immediately go to grigorovich. just the uspensky brothers nikolay

but who is their gleb artril, novikov-surf about the extraction of the great production, who is a different story, another different another, yes, we emphasize, but i mean that the essayists in the sixties of the century before last too surpassed the soviet era of the two uspensky brothers nikolai and glebakov. khlebtsov, yes vladimirovich that's why they didn't thwart herzen, they drilled chernyshevsky . so, in a word, this one too , in such a way that the urals are famous for their talents, which, well, as if effortlessly live, yes, black earth from the earth. they don't strive for success. they do not move the capital. they don't take. he moves quickly here. very fast. that's it but i always say please don't go anywhere go. stay at home and, well, the urals is generally a very differentiated place. sorry for that foreign word. there are several areas. thank you but, in the sense

of literature. there are very different people late makanenkolpide. yes, there is a powerful enzifovich, and leonid abramovich, you all know, not even. no , of course, but nikonov nikolai grigorievich what a great writer was? i've now written a play on great motives. uh, books, his vestal, wrote a play, in the theater, a satire by sergei gazarov, will have to stage hoping, because well, the name is completely forgotten brilliant writer. i worked in the ural magazine for 11 years as the editor-in-chief , nikolaevich magazine came at one time, it looked like an absolutely small circulation, a small one. uh, the library. looks like 87 is a darnay number. yes , this is the most famous, yes, of the famous sasha ivanchenko was. it's great to write, where did you go, by the way, you understand, comrades, let them say it, read it. here is a podcast, paws