wait, wait, now i’m very interested, did they tell this neighbor that this guy is a son? she even starred in our video, i know that you have a cover of faina, yes, please, both, oh , even happiness is like steely snow, where is faina, your silvery laugh, you hide your eyes from me, it’s already dawn, you

with another... oh, falina, super cool, who's second, e, bravo, cool, cool, returning, thank you very much, beautiful, beautiful, for me, for me it's an honor to sing with the legends and a legendary song, i think the most interesting thing is that all the guys' songs are there a lot with female names. you know, it happened by chance, we really wrote a lot of different songs about love, and indeed once alena turned out for some reason, then for some reason the song appeared i sang with oleg lunstrem’s orchestra, it’s actually a victory, you know how i was shaking when i left

i need it to be beautiful, i had this top hat, a tie in a suit, here we also had white tailcoats, we also had to dance, and so it turned out that we already had a lot of songs with women’s names, we even have practically the album was made from women's names, now everything is clear, what is the secret of success, khabib, look, people say popular and it’s incredible that you need even more to be popular and write tracks about girls, why do you only have berries, by the way, i’m thinking about writing what do you understand the song, it’s just that valentina is not a karinka berry, this is somehow already a valentine’s berry, wait, can it be a valentine, you know, i’ll now tell you one such interesting thing that no one knows , when in short the song berry was created raspberry and at first i came up with some kind of appeal, well, life is dedicated to all

the girls, but i won’t tell you the exact date now, but it says raspberry berry demon number 13, you see, look, yes, oh, confirmation of the words, you’ve made me a good day in a year already a person made it for me, here is the very first version, it certainly doesn’t sound like on the recording, but cool , cool, cool no, this is very cool, i actually have a competition for you, what

if you try to cover as much as possible names, it’s clear that you, vale almost was dedicated to the raspberry berry, but what if we experiment with different names, try to compose some interesting phrases, so that suddenly a song will be born here for us guys, maybe we ’ll take the same tune, wait, not the same tune, here’s a girl’s song - sadness, there are fundamental differences, there is sibimol, let's give sadness to the girl then let's you can, and we will have women's names appear on the screen, we'll just see if your heart sways at some name, remember sadness, yes , you, we grew up on yours, and so did i, let's all go, one, two, girl, irinka, she loves parties so much, oh, you are my christina. so loves

the party listens to mine. the guitar is playing, but it’s not time for us, it’s not time, angelinka, girl, angelinka, even so, oh, listening to my records, hey, tarinka is playing, but it’s not time for us, not time, marinochka, marinochka, my little girl, girl, faina, faina, the personnel voice should be red, artists, moreover, vladimir, he is a nobleman, he also has the title of count, and you know that we need to be addressed how, your lordship, we we have prepared an unusual competition for you, we want to check

how much you play, give, our rules are etyta, that’s it, i failed, i’ll now show you a certain number of forks, your task is to guess what, what object, usually a table fork, meat is correct answer, what is this? most likely to pick it out, this is for snails, well, think about it, so another hint should be given to some oysters, snails are not suitable, remember we ate this one, you are very close to the truth, that is, crabs, crabs, kutabs and lobster fillers. so you guessed nothing, this is the fork for why dessert dessert 100%, even misha knows this, he is for fish, here he is a hornbeam, and because he is a fisherman, he is because a fisherman is a real hornbeam, this is really, this is for fruit, touch it, for fruit, for dessert,

everything is correct, this is a salad, and this is a thank you nalka, it’s like this all the time, this is a fork, yes, for getting out of the common, yes, that is, and shifting, well, i can say, do you have some kind of blue blood or are you one of ours just like that, yes, i’m generally a simple guy , in fact, i’m a former police officer, that’s why why is the captain, yes, in my opinion, the captain, why are you, i swear to you, by the way, tell me you now now now now come on come on come on cool stop we've come around the corner, sir, stop, you've taken on a lot, now it’s too late to make excuses, look at

the stars, look at this sky, with only a glance at the world, look at this sea, you are seeing it all for the last time. when i retired from the police, i said, if i become popular, i will invite you all to my concert in kazan, i am from kazan myself, and 3 years have passed there, i i’m coming to kazan to all my colleagues, employees, experts, criminologists, hello to you, who will watch, i invited everyone with their families, there are a large number of people there, that is, i allocated about 100 tickets there so that they all came, that is, a huge number of people they are the very first... did your parents somehow participate in your work? maybe they sewed you some pink hats? my parents didn’t know at all that i quit the police and went to moscow when i already got involved in a music project, then i already told them,

that i’m on a musical project, watch on tv , mommy, daddy, hello, hello, we also say hello, dad, tell me , well, according to all the canons, you should sing a chanson, well, yes, i suggest, close this deshtal and sing raspberries in the chanson, let's finish playing, finish playing the square, we start turning our heads , flies into the tog, you're so sad, cold like dininka, batting your eyes left and right at the ceiling of the berries. turns his head, flies into the top, you are so sad, cold, proud, blinks your eyes, left, right at the ceiling, stop, stop,

i came up with a super mega trend for incredible madness, it’s about to fly, we’ll learn it now, quickly, everything is easy, we’ll film it, shoot it. on the internet and collect all the views , valya, we have to do something, get up, get up, get up, everyone get up, now i will lead this parade, we will dance or sing, it will happen. if you want, you can join in, of course, hands shoulder-width apart, a very complex movement, your eyes from me are already in the middle of the poor, you are kissing someone else in front of everyone, yes, of course, it’s a man’s dance, come on, let me stand here, stand here. so, let's go, you hide your eyes from me, already in

broad daylight, you kiss someone else in front of everyone, nah, i love you, payna. wow, all of our millions of views, i think i’ll have more fans, that’s right, khabib, i have a question for you, that’s why you look like a teenager, how old are you, i’m 33, the age of jesus, look at me, wait , you’re older than me, that is, you’re not 18, well , he looks like that, right? i'm really happy that i'm 33, because i've now come to

this is at the main age, i don’t have any thoughts, spend all the money there on this and that, on the contrary, now i’m all about the family, i do everything for my relatives, for my mom, dad, and if i were 18 or 20, maybe, of course, i wouldn’t be like that, i’d be the other way around, everything would be like that, why do i have an official personal life, there’s nothing to advertise, i just don’t have a personal life at all, so no, i have a family audience now, that’s it. .. children, families, mothers, my children love your songs very much, hello to the children, tell me it’s very nice, lisa loves it very much, but there are very few girls your age like that, you worry, i don’t worry, in fact, on the contrary, it’s even cool for me , because firstly, a generation is growing up on my songs, a little one, who will know me and through, well, i think that that’s all, poor old age turns out, well, of course i won’t be a count, and therefore i’m even glad, because i ’m not distracted by these meaningless connections there, and so on, so i just work everything, but if there’s such a thing man, well, of course i’ll say, i

got a girl there, i hope so it will work out someday, definitely, definitely, for his, for his, for his audience, an artist, if he works for such an audience, he must always be free, they must always have hope that he will only be with her, so, and you are free, we are not, i, no, the man told the children, i am free, i am not free at all, tell me, when i came to the group, when i just came, i was already married, somehow i was leaving and my wife came accompany me to the station, says, well, that's it for now, let's happily go, bari comes up, says, come on, let your wife accompany you always, i say, yes please, i say, no problem, and in general says, no need, no matter how she does, i say, you in general , please, no problem, how would my wife generally treat it calmly, the first i have two, she doesn’t care... and did n’t worry about this topic, what we kind of talked about,

we didn’t advertise our wives, that’s just it, me too two marriages, daughters are over 23 years old, and a little son is 3 months old, me too, i also have a second marriage now, i have four children, that means the daughter is 8 years old, the son is six, the middle one is four and the youngest is two, this is the second marriage, second marriage, congratulations. you, like khabibka, are free, no children, no marriage, no gravel, no gravel, but i heard that you had a competition to see who could spend the money the fastest, yes, let’s talk about fees, by the way, i’ll honestly throw the story away , i know that there was so much money that you even made a separate establishment where people could eat, right, yes, yes, amazing, yes, yes. the dining room was organized for those

people who, by the way, were engineers and people with higher education, who simply could not get a job, and there was nothing to eat, and for this we created a free canteen, people could just come and have their first meal , secondly, you had to tell the guy the day off, and what was your biggest fee, what kind of salary do you have with us, well, whatever. yes, we sent sports bags from the tour, we val, honestly, we didn’t know, it was all in paper dollars, the money was carried in bags, there were no cards, there were no cards, well, if it’s 150 a month, it’s 150 concerts , it’s 100 each, so what to do with them , of course we spent them wherever we could, i borrowed from anyone there, remember we were in moscow, we had a trick like that, we went go to pushkin to the monument to alexander sergevich pushkin , people without a fixed place

of residence often gathered there, let’s just say, and we also helped them, they collected food, they sat and eat. we talked to them there we talked , that is, we didn’t save money in the wrong place , didn’t invest it anywhere, just gave it to everyone spent walking khabib, please tell me what was your most memorable fee, i probably haven’t received the biggest fee yet, well done, the right answer, we ’ll strive for more, but i can’t give any numbers right now, but probably the most important thing is that i didn’t waste this money, well done, and of course i didn’t open a hundred like the guys, this is a very cool thing, on the contrary, i have a slightly different story, they give me a lot of toys, i think they give you a lot of toys too , i'll put these toys into one place, then i go to orphanages and give them away, give them away so that they can find a second life, and at the same time you do such a mini-concert there for the children, because they don’t have that kind of attention and i want to give them more of my love, my attention, moreover, well, children, they

love, they know, for them raspberries are such an unreal anthem for all children, and that’s why they hug me, of course. for them it’s something special, so it’s cool to be able to give them this love, so i bought an apartment, i bought a car, i don’t have cars, i take a taxi or not, there is no driver either, either by metro or by taxi , that is, i generally do the maximum, you hide, this is your personal metro, on the contrary, i go down, take pictures with people, cool, i really like it, in the finale i suggest you brew a hit, musically we have the habib sequence, what it looks like, like this. this is a golden sequence, well, great, oh-oh-oh, fayina , you stopped loving me, forgive me, forgive me, habibkana, fayina, fayina,

you stopped loving me, let’s not me, it’s too simple, you stopped loving the boy, you stopped loving kid, great, let's go. youth, one two, three, faina, faina, fell out of love with the boy, khabibkan, the whole country is dancing, baina , fell out of love with the boy, kabilka inana, this is the country, it was hee urgently, urgently, so everything is written down, friends, everything is for you, it turns out, you we agreed about the colab, it turns out that we got lost like boys, yo, that’s it, friends, news, again , on the air of our exclusive podcast, the group nana and khabib agreed that

they would record a hit together, this is a wonderful chord, one might say, the big point in today's episode is that we have... karina crosali carnival group gypsy band, i'm anton lavrentyev, on this energy we give up this stage to khabib, dedicated to all the girls , raspberry, twists his head, flies into the top, twists his head, flies into the top, you're so sad, cold as dininka, pops your eyes, left, right into ceiling, number one, girl crash, i haven’t eaten for a day, spit two,

number one, my fairy tale, where are we! i would wish for you, rivers-riki, rivers in rivers , i have you, i wish i could be with you, tra-la-la, dapalya, let's go to the cinema, but if you don't want to go to the cinema, yes, even to the moon i don’t care, raspberry, chuv, oop, oop, turns your head, stop flies, you’re such a georgian, cold kandinka, slaps your eyes, left, right at the ceiling, raspberry, oop-op-op, turns your head, top flies, such you're a georgian, a cold condinka, you're staring at the leopard, aya! year raspberry, oh-oh, you are my sadness, number one, my fairy tale, hold my gin, i would wish for you, rivers,

rivers, rivers in rivers you are with me, i wish i were with you, tra-la-la, fields, let's go to the cinema with me, but if you don’t want to go to the cinema, i’ll be happy with everything anyway, a raspberry, twists his head, the top flies in, that's how you are... georgian, cold as dininka, bats his eyes, left, right at the ceiling, berry, raspberry, oops, oops, turns his head, flies in the oops, you're such a georgian, cold kondinka, blinks her eyes, left, right in postolo, ah, raspberry berry, oh-oh-oh-oh, you are my sadness, ah, raspberry berry, oh-oh-oh!

this is the podcast triggers with you, its host is tatyana krasnovskaya, psychologist, psychotherapist , psychologist, psychotherapist sergei nasebyan , visiting us today anna, hello, hello anna. tell me, what did you come to us with? a few months ago, i was diagnosed with severe depression, uh-huh, and i, well, yes, several months have passed, i still cannot accept the fact of having this diagnosis, and accordingly, in those moments when it would seem necessary to provide self-support , some kind of self-help, well, there’s no question of that, every time it seems to be getting worse and worse, and i’m constantly scolding myself there. and well, it’s as if you’re expecting from yourself that you’ll pull yourself together now and just win, it seems, well, there’s not enough strength there

for some basic actions , i scold myself every time, you’re lazy, how depressed you are, are you out of your mind, and nothing works at all, how old are you, 21, who diagnosed you ? a psychiatrist, and at the same time, you went through an examination, hormones, that’s... everything is just fine in general, no, wait, in the case of severe depression, or osthenic syndrome, there should be indicators of your hormonal imbalances, that’s how it is your picture looks like, i didn’t have any hormonal imbalances, as far as i know, there were some mris, all these brain studies, there might have been some. have you been prescribed antidepressants?

i was prescribed antidepressants, but at some point i stopped taking them, because it seemed to be getting worse and worse , that is, there was constant drowsiness, in general there were some side effects, and well, to go, let’s say yes there to a new psychiatrist, because well, it happens that it doesn’t suit you, it’s advisable to change the doctor, and well, for me. i already have enough moral strength, like i’m not ready again, i’m not ready to sleep for days, i’m not ready to go there again, well, as if now there are basic forces, but there’s somewhere to go out, to go somewhere , they came here, like here, yes, i came here, and as if i didn’t i’m ready, probably, to go back to the very beginning, when it was 10 times worse, that is, now i can at least get up and wash my hair from this episode, and you came to the psychiatrist at a moment when you couldn’t even wash your hair, no , well, i probably came a little earlier, let’s say, that is, when i was just basically sleeping and slept a lot, a lot slept, 24/7, just in general, i came to work, i work in an office, and i could make

myself some coffee, hold a mug and just like that, you yourself made this decision, you took it to yourself - to a psychiatrist, well, i’m young the man insisted, said that there is a young man, you are depressed, you work, you have a young man , well, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes? that is, well, that’s how it would seem, yes, that’s why i also convince myself of this, that there are plenty of reasons for depression, that’s where depression itself comes from if you have time for a young man, for work, that is, as if you had the strength to do all this, uh-huh, okay, so you ended up in a psychiatrist, who accordingly told you, oh, baby, you have severe depression, or depressive disorder , you remember exactly how severe depression is, definitely severe, but they explained, when they checked your mri , did all your tests, some you took, explained to you at least somehow the mechanics of your disease, because, well, the word is severe depression - this is probably not quite a diagnostic concept, but if you diagnosed with a depressive disorder,

perhaps clinical depression. severe form, including this may be, then well, they somehow explained how it doesn’t work for you here, it doesn’t work here, it recycles here, somehow you understood, well, you didn’t understand, but specifically in terms of some- then there are no particular physiological processes, we could discuss plus or minus there, yes, exactly what external factors could lead me to this , for 90% it’s like, i don’t have severe depression, i just have winter apathy, spring began, it got worse, i kind of hoped. it will become easier. do your parents take any part in your treatment? oh, they don't know at all. why didn't you tell them? well, because - as if my dad doesn’t care about this, in general, and my mother, well, such a person is very difficult, as if to tell her once again to make sure that, well, those phrases that i tell myself, what kind of depression , you have 0 years, what a complete fool. yeah, well, why is that?

hear it again, i can say it to myself, yeah, but she’ll most likely react like that, well, it’s in a mild form, but she somehow sees the manifestation, you’re with her you meet, well, she and i, yes, we see each other, but it happens there in the evening , in the morning format and that’s it, as if, well, that is, you live together, yes, yes, your boyfriend, he is separate, that is, you live with your parents, with your mother, yes with your mother, and living with your mother, you manage to make it so that she doesn’t even know that you are depressed, yes, yes, you just write it off. mood, what how, she should, we just don’t talk practically, well , or if so, she asks something, i do n’t say, well, just what, everything is fine, yeah, but for a long time you have had such a relationship, yes, always, probably, and dad also always had no time for you, apparently, no, it seems to me that dad always cared about me, yeah, and then, when he had more children, well, it ’s not like he stopped loving me, i understand, my parents are divorced, but i’m separated.

two more appeared and, well, it seems logical that his focus of attention also shifted a little and well, this is understandable, but why bother him with any more problems, given that, most likely, he is also conservative views and well, they won’t appreciate my diagnosis, but how long have you been living separately with your dad? i think they divorced when they were 3 years old, yeah, that is, one could already get used to this, yes, tell me, anya, and i’ll ask such an unexpected question, maybe for you, at what age? is this the first time you have encountered such a persistent, perhaps feeling that no one loves you? i don’t remember, i don’t remember, it means it’s as if this is a reference that passes through life all the time, uh, probably, i realized it 100%, and a year ago, a little less than a year ago, when i - well, i was also at a doctor’s appointment, she asked me, well, about

family... matters, so i say, well, dad loves me so much, in general, he does, but, well, we don’t see each other when i , well, i accepted it, as if, well, i heard it, but, probably, i didn’t accept it, that’s the point, anh, we heard it, perhaps we were faced with this reality, perhaps, well, there are some, let’s say, moments that show that, well, my dad and mom love me, well, they just love me in their own way, of course , they love me, in their own way, of course, they love me, but not at all... the way you would like, well, this my problems, of course, that ’s what we’ll deal with now, but look, the important point here is that 21 years, in general, it would be possible to live without their love, yes, what doesn’t give, as it were accept this as a fact and essentially fly out of this nest? mm, well, until you asked, i was actually sure that it was as if i had accepted

this moment a long time ago, well, you see your reaction, yes, why did i assume that perhaps this would be an unexpected question for you, i don’t know , i started talking about this quite early thinking in general, it seems to me that i somehow stopped counting on my parents a long time ago, in general i stopped expecting some kind of support from them, some kind of love, and well , it’s like there’s no such thing that i constantly think about it, that i it’s not enough all the time, no, it’s not always there, but it’s just that 21 years is a period that would seem to be the time when you would have already found your feet, and broken away from it all, but there seems to be a part of you that leaves you all.