[000:00:32;00] he remained alive, they saved him, five years later they stabbed him to death in a drunken brawl, and then i ended up in a children’s colony, where a glorious path began, i see, like this all your life, and you were a gentle, dreamy boy, so vulnerable, a poet, so he came, okay, let’s assume, but

everything else, marina, oleg, katya, why? well, well, you, well, i thought you left, yes , but you didn’t, people advised me to stay and see what... my beloved wife and best friend are doing, she’s vova, don’t kill, please don’t, i beg you, vova, no you have to, please, forgive me, please, vova, don’t, i’m with you, vova, that means you want to live like this, yes, yes, of course, yes, yes, then disappear forever, okay, briskly stays with me, okay, okay, of course, of course, that's it, thank you, thank you, dear, thank you,

beloved, thank you! thank you, i’ll take it, okay, as a souvenir, even you gave it to me, i’ll remember you, and yuri, let him, let him stay with you and it’s good, he looks like you , and when i look at him, i remember myself for a long time, him, i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i didn't mean for this to happen, i'm sorry, it turns out i a boy from a good family, you said that my mother died when i was 3 years old, that’s true, she and my friend went to canada, she died there, i left her to live, but fate punished her, she was a creature, the portrait is for you i keep it, and then you grew up, the girls appeared, i

started thinking, great. how is it for you? is life normal? vladimir nikolaevich, the fifth table there refuses to pay, he doesn’t like the dessert, call security or something, but he knows whose establishment this is, i think not, well , go and say, okay, maybe that’s it, huh? hi, just now the reptile is over, i want to eat, horror, tanya, can i have some salad, a piece of meat and coffee , more right away, what’s the count, leva, vova, leva, vova , dedliva, uncle lyuva, let’s go, please, again, well,

vera, student inyaza, dad, professor, yes, yes, this little black one, well, listen, what if it’s fate, love for life, and you’re our star, please, let’s go, let’s go, listen, it’s amazing, i staged five performances in moscow, sold out, tickets couldn’t be reached, and no one knew me except theatergoers, but here i played a rogue jew in a tv series and i’m a national celebrity, on they don’t allow passage to the street, maybe it’s a brilliant artist, uncle lela, a genius. so everything, music, oh, this is the one in the series, well, remember, thank you, dear friends, today here among us is a young, very young, but already known, and most importantly, an extremely talented poet, let me introduce yuri platonov, let’s let’s ask yuri to read something to us, yuri, i’m alone, and you’re alone, head to shoulder, i used to say

words, but now i’m silent. what i thought to myself, i didn’t say, i forgot, forever, eye to eye, yesterday i closed it, it’s an exhalation, just smoke, a drop on the glass, it was us, and it was me, no, unlucky, time... passes in queues by the minute for an hour, it seems, even later, and now, there’s vera, the girl, well, with yura, you see, yes, suddenly they are getting married tomorrow, do you know about her? something, no, i’m seeing her for the first time, but what then? i’m scared, you know, i’m scared, yes, what happened, finally, vova, explain

how it’s like, well, he’s going to marry, well, not her, well, some other woman, well, what’s the difference, but she seems like his mother, well, or a friend, remember how that one, yurka writes poetry, well, you did you say you like it? i asked, sooner or later it will be published, but once it is accepted, you can’t buy everyone, and then what to do, what about yuri, he is small, you know, a gentle nature, a poet, he will break, and this will last his whole life, the worst thing is, you know, it’s scary, this is life, vova , listen, it used to be good, yes, the father himself chose his son’s bride, told him who to be friends with, who to become, huh? now is not the time, vova, wait, but if you do this, what

can you do, he’ll get married by force, but why, travelers coming to venice would rather tends to see his expectations rather than the city as it is. world, if the crowd doesn’t want anything, a carnival is impossible, the phenomenon of a mask is difficult to understand, using a mask is a desire to change, hide, become someone else, sometimes people get the crazy idea that there is no more taboo, energy itself, some kind of actions. here to breathe a new spirit. confused masks wander through the venetian squares and streets, but this is nothing more than the shadow of a carnival. why wear a mask if you

can't give up on yourself. matador, venice, winter water. next friday, on the first. what kind of idiot even wrote this letter, and what kind of idiot. cool kostya kenyach could actually be imprisoned, because they imprisoned pop musicians, if roman kostomarov had not been a famous legendary athlete, you would have fought for him to exactly the same extent, any celebrity who ends up in the shock hall will end up on the same bed, on the same machine ekmon on the same apparatus and we do not have any division in the consideration of the case of kamilla valieva, of course they want geniuses like her, because she is truly a genius, they want so that in their countries... is born, because if we have it in our country, we will always defeat them, any person who wants to adequately assess the present, of course , should know history, now they don’t ask, it was you who flew into space, now they’re saying that you were filming a challenge for the film, but it’s different for me, they’re telling me, well, it was you who flew sulli

, i say, no, it’s strange, it looks like it, i say, you ’re pregnant, i know that you recently had a very difficult accident, i flew over, back seat first, i have a concussion, a man got into a standing traffic accident at a speed of 110, he didn’t brake at all. podcast lab, all nights with you, you are out of your mind, you understand what you want to do, you want to give your son an artificial life, not a real one, no more, no less, but why is that bad, remember what you came up with when beat up the yura, it's a game, it's a game, but it can't be like that, why, what if someone spills the beans sooner or later, and can you imagine what will happen to the yura? leva, it’s

easy to silence a person. well, yurka believed it, now it’s true if there’s even a rumor about if this goes well, it will immediately become clear where this rumor came from, then we’ll talk differently. and so that tomorrow all of you would no longer be in the city, yes, yes, they have been silent for so many years, otherwise rumors would spread, everyone wants to live, it won’t work out, but why? well, let’s say there is a girl who agrees to pretend to be in love, there is a guy who will be able to pretend to be friends, let’s say, but we need to make sure that yurka falls in love with this particular girl. well, i became friends with this

guy, well, it’s unthinkable, and where can i find people who would agree to such a game, to all your life, there is a good guy, a thimble-maker, let him look, and then you will choose from them who is better suited, you will teach him what, well, we’ll see, but no, no, lion, that is , you want him next to your son, instead of sincere, truly loving people, all my life were...' hired characters who must play and pretend? what will they really think? don't you care? and remember, vova! yes, who cares what they think about? if only they pretended properly. here is vladimir nikolaevich, the result

seryozha's long searches and my tests. your son's future wife and his best friend is a thimble, by the way, the guy turned out to be okay, his assistant is smart, if you say so, let's start getting acquainted with the young girl, well, we need to introduce her, and then we'll see, oh, sorry, please, sorry, and marina appeared, and my life, probably, was written by uncle leva, it seemed like nothing, it was marina who was working, but i had to say that yesterday i lost my virginity, with yurka’s help, and where did she get it, a simple operation, but he says to yura it... it worked

impression, as i thought, but what about this, how is it with his friend, with oleg, everything is simple there , we’ll solve the questions about yurka’s work in one go, but from the marina we need to somehow stimulate the situation, listen, now yurka will come, he will ask me to introduce him, here we’ll try, and you join in, but i don’t know what to say, think as you go , improvise, uncle leva, come on, please, marina is there, we study in the same group, and she is a girl. very seriously , everything with her is also very, very serious, serious, therefore let's go, please, wait, wait, wait, what, what is this girl , where is she from, she came to us from vladivostok, and if it's not a secret, who are our marina's parents, there is no father, and her mother works at a fish processing plant as an accountant, and what, what is it, well, life means it’s not rich, that is, marinochka’s life is not rich, well, she found herself

a millionaire son, you know what, dad, if it’s just like that with her, well, maybe, but if you’re serious, then think seriously , i'll think seriously, quietly, quietly, calm down, dad is worried, in life anything can happen, let's go, well, let's go, let's go, i want to eat. thank you, thank you, dear friends, today here among us is a young, very young, but already famous , most importantly extremely talented poet , let me introduce you to yuri platonov, let's ask yuri to read something to us, yuri, please, yes, thank you very much, i will definitely read something to you, but first i would like to ask you to be

my witnesses, marina, will you marry me, i agree, yadleva, dad, meet me, this is marina, hello, hello, it’s very nice, you know, i’m so glad, dad, dad, and my dad and i were, oh, oh, it’s amazing that i ’ve seen all your performances, thank you, don’t overdo it, come here, i’m worried

for you, dad, yes, i understand, okay, we'll go and dance a little, okay, congratulations, thank you very much, we're waiting for my uncle's wedding, but it couldn't be that i would meet a good girl who would n't cheat on me, wouldn't bully me over me, i would make friends with a normal guy, i would get my poems read, it could be like that be, of course, so why all this? wait , i was scared, i’m scared for you, yuri has grown up,

look, he’s good, quieter, quieter, quieter, well, come on, i’m still very young. and dad has already had so much, dad told me a secret that life is always expensive, there will be no sun and there will be rain, fires, winds and blizzards, but if you always go straight, you can reach the goal, well done, learned it, don’t lose your way, yes, i composed it myself , wow, myself, you were little, i already thought then how to save, how to protect, from life, from this, just like the same women, how many men because of them she died, they get confused, hang

themselves, go crazy, this is marina, bought, she will never humiliate, she will not refuse love, she will not mix with shit, as beloved wives know how to do. she’ll bend to the left, please, she’s also a human being, it’s not a pity, but under our control, including medical control, or you never know, but you’ll never know, but if you don’t know, that means it didn’t happen, and olek won’t give it, and katya i won’t get on my nerves, throw hysterics, so that you leave the family, i’ll also play from your book, which oleg published. and good, but how much cases, the first failure, you give up, your whole life is over, but you gained confidence, then began to write, now you are a poet, a real one, you and levka overdid it , of course, everything was too good for you,

but in theory it was right . think about it, you’re adults, here’s sashka, what, do you want to arrange something like that for him, or do you want me to do this? dad, are you out of your mind? wait, i feel sorry for sashka, little one, dad, look, look at the life of your

son, look, wife, best friend, beloved woman, everything is a lie, everything is a game, this is the result of your good deeds. thank you, dad, sasha, son, are you home, yes, hi, hi, dad, my father told me everything, i know that. was a currency prostitute who deceived me all my life and there was no love, i’m

leaving, that’s enough, sashka. lena and i are going to the cinema, i went, happily, lena, hello, you can stay here, live the same way as before, i’ll move to a city apartment, or even go somewhere else, all the accounts are at your disposal, use it, yes, i am so grateful to you, it is simply incredible that i i did, without you, i probably just died, benefactor, you are my benefactor, breadwinner, i gave birth to your son, i raised him, i seemed to take care of you, i learned to cook, as you love, i forgave all your tricks, with katya , not with katya, not only, it doesn’t matter. we sat here in the evenings, talked about what was wrong, we lived like everyone else lives

, then people marry for love, who even loves whom , what are you doing, what’s wrong with you, i was probably a fool, i stayed like that, okay, do as you know, i tried for him, i did everything that not this way? you nimble fool, in short, like this, it’s all a game, and most importantly, dad and uncle lev want to arrange the same thing for my son, sashka, yura, you need to bow at your dad’s feet, and you, remember what you ’re talking about , yura. yes, any parents would be happy to arrange such a life for their child so that he would not depend on any

surprises of fate, few people can do this, it’s an expensive pleasure, and your dad could, but this is impossible if someone hired you, and you would be with me, even if i knew about it, what matters is it would still be you, let alone if i didn’t know, you’re a fool, yurka, dad, it’s me, hello, dad, i want to leave , i don’t know, the main thing is to get away from here, sashka, why not... i’ll have to lie about the business trip or

i’ll think about it later, i’ll call, bye, it seems to me that the world is sleeping, the turning of the key is sleeping in the lock, the wind is in the joints of panel slabs, half-drunk tea is sleeping in mugs, the gateways of other people's houses are sleeping, stairs, elevators, entrances, cats, windows, dust, plaster corners, rats in basements and their tails, both glass, old parquet, a thousand pieces in closets, a family skeleton in a deep cupboard, curtains on the windows, clock hands, a well, a square, the height of the yard, drops of gasoline, tire tracks, trees sleep, and their bark sleeps in the wooden roots of the tops, attics, gateways and dead ends, alleys, roofs, antenna ribs, babies, women, old people, the dead sleep, turning into decay, the whisper fell asleep, reflected from the walls. glances, grins, handshakes, rusty cages and nuts of systems, sleeping, filling a vicious circle.

silence comes from the darkness, darkness for the eyes, nothing around, silence alone, prison, wasteland, darkness - prayer with a closed mouth, silence inside, darkness everywhere, silence calls to darkness, silence alone cannot cope, in the emptiness, it merges with the silence , wow, finally someone has come to us, you are welcome, hello, and if it’s not a secret to you, come to us guests, or so on business, i’m like this, no one, i looked at the schedule on the train, i see the name is good, i got off, the name is good, but there is no city, like this, the plant closed, everyone left, but what? then the trains stop here, who knows, the next one is only at night, what am i doing here, where am i going, the classic question of how to live

further, the game is over, and what in i wonder what kind of life i would have without this very game, that oh you, i need it, i need it, please, me! do you still want to marry me? okay, here's a draft marriage contract. i don’t want to miss out on my benefits either. in case of divorce, monthly maintenance, an apartment in moscow, a share in one of my dad’s companies,

blondel real estate, it won’t come from your dad , right, yuvochka? azhi. she won't turn around at all. the enemy is not 18 years old, love, this is of course all good, but what should i do, wait until you are tired of me. in short, either you divorce your marina and marry me, well, or excuse me. all the time young girls hover around you at receptions, at banquets, at premieres, and you are happy to try , you think, i don’t know, i know, dear yurochka, in short, now we only go to all events together, on all business trips. your so-called ones, only together, and if you try to bend to the left, i will cause a scandal for the whole world , i will appear on tv on all channels, i will say that you are a sexual maniac, a pervert, and a moral monster, and we will see who then

will read his poems, but that’s exactly how it would be. or even worse, i wonder, my life was a complete game, but how do people live in general, everything is honest, everything is for real, yes or what? for example, my employees, wonderful, decent people, here are two girlfriends, hate each other with fierce hatred, because they are fighting for the position of senior editor, while pretending to be tender friendship, it’s calmer, and this gray-haired handsome man... life pretends to be unrecognized a brilliant writer, because he himself understands perfectly well that he is mediocre, once he complained when he was drunk, he’s a good person, so we all play along with him, the hardest thing is to explain to him why we at our own publishing house don’t publish his next book, oleg demands a bonus every time after that, and he’s right, kolya, ira and masha, husband

, wife and mistress, the wife knows everything, the mistress knows that she knows everything, kolya knows that they both know everything, all three are happy and happy. helen hates her job. all my life i dreamed of being a hairdresser, but it’s not prestigious, it’s not intelligent. she comes from a family of professors, that's why she's an editor, depicts a love of literature and refined taste. she is truly an educated and well-read person. yes, everything is arranged in an interesting way. it’s interesting, but if you imagine what my employees think about all this, yuri vladimirovich, everyone to each other, but what did you think, understand, yuri vladimirovich, of course, we are all lying, of course, each of us is pretending to be something, sometimes for the sake of benefits, yes, sometimes, so as not to offend a good person, and of course, first of all, we lie to ourselves, we lie,

we lie, because the truth can drive you crazy. and so we are happy, happy, and satisfied happy, happy happy, happy happy, happy happy, i still live like this, and i knew all this, about each of them, oleg told me all this with pleasure, i knew and didn’t pay attention to it, didn’t notice what was around me one continuous game is happening, everyone is playing with each other, everyone is lying, and above all... to yourself, while this is happening, everything is fine, but as soon as this is over, everything will become bad, that's what

you think about, you are adults, here is sashka, ok, hi, it's me, where's sasha, what's wrong with the phone? it's 9 pm, it's too early to sleep, at school, at a disco, yes, let them give you a picture, look at him, well, apparently,

yes, there is a picture, thank you. well, how are you, when you arrive, i’m fine, i don’t know when i’ll arrive, i’ll take a look, okay. where were you, my stomach hurt, i had to quickly fall asleep, well, everything is fine, yes, it’s fine, you can dance, yes i can, i can, listen, how are they doing with their slies, everything seems

fine, everything, right? yes, everything is fine. hey, traveler, go and drink some hot tea, lena seems to have a stomach ache, so she left the hall, and if she’s lying, that’s it... here she is lying, but if she really was a swindler, could this be?

maybe, no, no, no, of course, most likely it’s not true, but if it’s true, and sashka finds out, oleg, hi, tell the guys to look where i am and let them take me. from here, yes, to moscow, bye, are you off the road, maybe you can eat something , i’ll wake up the kitchen, no, thank you, dad, forgive me, forgive me, of course, of course, you were right when you were afraid for me, but now i’m afraid for sashka must be with him, but also what’s wrong with me, before it’s too late, why did you suddenly change your mind? but i,

because i saw the video from the cameras from the disco, lena left, and sasha followed her , and it seemed to me, well, that she was with the physical education teacher, well, in the gym, right in the locker room, and sashka sees this, well, nonsense, of course, is now

out of the question, i mean, just look at it. that is, after all, he, lena, you see, acted wisely, she quickly lost her innocence with sashka, so that he wouldn’t have any questions later about where her maiden honor went, but so that’s out of the question, on the contrary, as soon as it started, i told lena talk, in a couple of years he will benefit from courage, a luxurious life, complete freedom, even if it’s the same thing with all the physical education instructors in the world, but under our control, breaks the contract or spills the beans, a car accident, lena

agreed, of course. sashka is happy, vladimir nikolaevich called, i recommend sergei, he told me to call you so that you can meet, and we know each other, it seems you worked at my birthday, yes, he can organize anything, you will have to deal with sashka, i don’t know how long i ’ll last, there will be problems , contact me at any time, all the best, this is him then marinka in i found vladivostok, and oleg too , i came up with a levka, and he found it. when i found out that you were returning, i thought that i should

call him, suddenly the conversation would turn to sashka. understand, yurka, the main thing is not to know anything, who is next to you, with whom you live, what your loved ones really think about you, you don’t know, you are happy, as long as these loved ones pretend properly. dear friends, we greet the happy lovers, today is their funeral , don’t take away the wedding, congratulations to you , the parents congratulate the newlyweds, a loving grandfather gave the newlyweds a gift own home, grandfather, thank you, thank you,

that’s it. he’s going well, sashka is happy, he’s shining like a pancake, yes, everything is fine, but marinka, why didn’t she come, my mother still, i invited her, she found some kind of life partner and went on vacation with him, she called sashka and congratulated her, come in, i haven't been here for 4 days. by the way, dad, you wanted me to always carry it with me, maybe for this.

think hard, what should i do, what? yurochka, what a fool you are, how good we lived with you, do you remember, remember, it was good, we were friends, we talked,

remember, huh? it was so good, remember, well, i figured, well, you’ll come in, and yes, yes, i’ll come in. excuse me, can i see you? yes, of course, something is wrong, you are the organizer, yes, you can organize everything, absolutely, i’m listening to you, we’ll discuss it, not here and not now, of course, but i have an earnest request, if you refuse, no one will talk about our conversation i shouldn’t know, it

’s possible, i know what happens when you’re too talkative, call me any time, i apologize now. if only these loved ones pretended properly, yes, everything is correct, i’ll go to the airport for work, i’ll get everything done, you call me when you arrive, it’s about 2 hours in amsterdam, a little more, as soon as i land, i’ll call you right away. please, for 10 days, you are in charge, by the way, yura, wait a minute, dad asked me

to remind you, no need, but hello to amsterdam. eh, what does it say, love your neighbor

as yourself? no, no, deceive your neighbor and yourself, just like that, right. my crazy god sleeps at your feet, your diamond laughter pulls me, the most priceless gift, the flame of my troubles. the strength of your tea, the color of your eyes is icy, time spares the ardor, over

the mirror of all tears, time will burn into dust, the light dust of stars, the world will grow, the water will bring sand as grass, my crazy god has fallen asleep at your feet. hello, dear friends, today we have very dear guests, you saw that here , as part of the anthropology podcast on channel one, we played instruments with the most