not only mother’s power, not only mother’s anxiety, there is some kind of excitement there, there is your contribution, and your responsibility is that you feed the dark side of your mother, simply by doing so you feed your dark side, because in some way the moment your love will change to hatred during her physical life or after her departure, it doesn’t matter, you will just wait for her to die, you will simply hate this person and the memory of him, that’s in order not to do this, that’s why... now we need to upset, that's what concerns your distrust of social networks , meeting everyone else on transport, here i would recommend you to do a very simple thing, now you will go home from here, you will go by public transport, that’s right, yeah, meet three people, three people by on the way home, just come up and say, can i get to know you, they will think that i’m strange, but you’re strange, they already think so, when you’re just walking, they’ll think, that’s their problem, your task: just get to know each other,

come up and ask, can i meet you, someone will say, no, someone will say, are you stupid or something, someone will say, my name is vanya, petya is there, it seems to me that maria is now so terrified that you will just run away into the darkness with the chair , about doing it, this will be the first step towards the changes you dream of, more to come, then you will need to meet people every day, take such small steps, it’s not about mom, it’s about you, that’s your task - start doing what you were supposed to do at 12. and your strangeness lies precisely in the fact that at 35, you live in the mind of a twelve-year -old. after 12 years, in general, physically and physiologically, you no longer needed your mother, just as any girl after 12 years old does not need a mother and a boy there after 14 years old, but you still create this painful and sick relationship with her, you will never get out of this, so if you want to get out of this, do simple things, just promise me now that you will do this, just meet three people on the way home. it’s not difficult to impose yourself

on people, there’s no need to impose yourself, get to know each other, there is no need to impose, your task is to learn how to meet people , you don’t need to analyze it in any way, you just need to do it, just promise me that you will do it, you don’t know how you will do it, you don’t know at what moment, with whom, just tell me, i ’ll do it, i don’t know, mash, well, if you can’t do it, how will you get married, it’s important to start getting out of this box, you need to learn to walk, you know? as if you haven't learned this, you need small steps, so i highly recommend this to you do, i think, get acquainted, if you visit some, say, places, go somewhere , some hobbies, if there are, then there will be men there, maybe someone will like me, i ’m like that, you don’t meet for dates , get acquainted just for communication, even just for a three-minute conversation, and through communication, because naturally, now

, when this broadcast goes out, hundreds of thousands of men will see you, i’m sure that at least one of them will like you, maybe someone - some of them will even start looking for you, now there’s fear maria’s next one, why maybe that same prince will appear, so in order to prepare for this meeting, mash, start getting to know people in everyday life, that is, if i get to know a stranger, it feels like i’m getting to know him only because... because of his appearance, but i don’t know him anymore, that is, if i’m somewhere in some group of people you don’t recognize him, i communicate, i know the person a little, and the person knows me a little, then it’s as if we’re getting to know each other not because of our appearance, and already in terms of communication, super, mash, now we need to get acquainted, based on appearance, with these three the people you will meet today, we hope you will get to know them, not necessarily go on a date with them at all, just talk about what to do, just get to know each other, of course, just talk, you will now be riding in a taxi. meet

the driver, just what is your name? my name is masha, you don’t even have to say anything more, you really need to get a very simple thing, you need to get biological feedback, like an action that will little by little form your social intelligence, then your emotional intelligence will be formed intellect, yes, you are 30 years late, but you need to start doing it now, since you are here, okay? well, in general, i’m a sociable person , it’s just that... apparently, outside, conversation is useful unfortunately, it looks like a wax figure, that ’s the thing, believe me, our today’s meeting will only be with you if you you will do, i think that many people who are watching you now will find it useful even from the fact that they heard the conversation with you, so i am very grateful to you that you came and really spoke, because this a very big step. for you, it’s like going into

outer space, we thank you, we hope that you will still choose the bright side, both yours and your mother’s. this was the triggers podcast, its host tatyana krasnovskaya was with you. and sergey nasebyan, maria was our guest, and we fought around masha’s conviction that her mother would not survive any changes in her life. you can find all episodes of the triggers podcast on the website of the first channel 1tv.ru. hello, dear friends, this is the podcast life of the wonderful with you, i am its host writer alexey varlamov, and today we will talk about the wonderful writer, philosopher mikhail mikhailovich prishvin. i am sure that you are all very familiar with this

name from childhood, from school years, when you wrote dictations, expositions, the author of which was none other than our hero. by the way, it’s a tradition when soviet schoolchildren wrote their first lines based on his texts and wrote them down in their school notebooks. it happened during his lifetime, in the thirties and forties, and prishvin was very amused by this, because he himself he was an unborn student, he was retained for the second year, then he was kicked out of the gymnasium altogether, so he wrote that so many years had passed, i was once kicked out of school, and now, according to my books, children learn... to write and read, but of course, for most of us, prishvin is such a naturalist writer, the author of wonderful stories about birds, dogs , other animals, trees, nature, in general, and i thought so for a long time

, and until i didn’t come across the times of glasnost and perestroika in the october magazine his diary, this diary absolutely changed my mind. about this man forced me to take him extremely seriously, write a book about him and generally never stop thinking about mikhail prishvin. pustovsky once said that if nature could feel gratitude to a person for singing her beauty, then the first person to receive this gratitude would be mikhail prishvin. i think not only nature, but also russian history. century is also very grateful to preshvin for the testimony that he left about her in his main book, and prishvin’s main book was precisely his diary, which he kept for 50 years, writing

several pages every day, and the volume of this diary, which was recently published in full, the volume of this diary is about 25 volumes like this , and, probably, the one who reads all... these 25 volumes will be as wise as prishvin. what do we know about this person? and he was born in 1800 73, and was born not far from the wonderful russian city of yelets, in a merchant family, lost his father early, and there in yelets went to the gymnasium to study, in yelets there was only one gymnasium, this gymnasium was remarkable because ivan bunin studied there. and the future philosopher was the priest sergei bulgakov, and the geography teacher at this gymnasium was none other than the philosopher vasily vasilyevich rozanov, all this was around the same time. just imagine, small, beautiful, charming yelets,

a men's gymnasium, which, by the way, has survived to this day, and there is now a school there, once upon a time almost a century and a half ago in this school met, and missed each other a little. because bunin was expelled from this gymnasium or left this gymnasium, a little earlier than prishvin came to it, in this wonderful building. and they coincided with rozunov, in fact, rozunov played a huge role in the fate of preshvin, because at first he really appreciated this stubborn dreamer, this dreamer who dreamed of traveling, who once ran away from school with his friends on a boat along the tikhaya river. from a dream caught by a police bailiff, a boy returned to the gymnasium, and roznov supported him in this action in this escape, and then they quarreled, because there were two such roosters, there were two such very proud,

independent people, a conflict arose between them, this conflict led to the fact that rozunov expelled prishvin from the gymnasium with volchy ticket and... actually broke his fate, or maybe on the contrary, gave him a fate, a truly amazing fate, because expelled from the yeletsk gymnasium, the boy from... went to study in siberia, there in tyumen, he graduated from a real school, from there went to riga, where he began to study agronomy, since the mother was a middle-class landowner, she wanted her son to get such a normal, solid, very useful profession, but the boy was dreamy, and there in riga he became friends with the marxists, and most importantly, action , which they did in riga, these young idealists. these young dreamers, they destroyed a brothel in riga, protesting against