that is, perhaps she was playing some kind of role, of course, on the other hand, she also wanted to attract charlie’s attention, in fact, throughout the entire novel, everyone is surprised how charles didn’t see it like that, emma herself wanted him, somehow yes so that he would pay attention to her, this illness is also, perhaps, one of the reasons to pay attention to her, well, okay, so she survived this illness, perhaps feigned, yes, but nevertheless she believes in it, so she survived that's her. is embarking on a new novel, that is, she has a real family for which she can really do something, but she chooses, let’s say, to continue to follow this path of matching her illusion with this simulacrum of a beautiful life, because we can say that this is the point of choice, we can no longer say about her, that she was naive, she didn’t know that it was so, that this happens, after this story with rudolf, she already understands that everything is not so. as it seems to her, she

has already encountered, so to speak, a reality that has destroyed her illusions, well, here for me personally this is still controversial the question is, was it a choice, and this may be a great reluctance and not the ability to abandon the chosen illusion, in fact, it seems to me that i follow this novel, there is really a clash of understanding of reality at the very end of the novel, which led to her death, connected with one thing: after all, every love in the person of the beloved, although it is vicious, was personified for her, judging by the books that she read, but by a certain knight who must definitely come to her aid to save her from her hated husband, which did not happen with first lover or something at least get her out of the debt hole, yes, then wait for money, and after all, the first person she rushes to find out about her crazy debts is to her lovers, because she even asks not to tell her husband anything. and he would have given

money, and he would have found it, he would have gotten out of this situation, but it’s just that those outside coincided in such a way that there was no yes, yes, yes, those external simulacra, yes, which we call in our modern word, they were knights for her, this is the illusion when a collision with an illusion and the breaking of this illusion against the stone of reality, no, this is not knights, and this love is no longer there, and this illusion is no longer there, leading her, in fact, to this. charles, who in the end already knew about the existence of these lovers, he found their letters, and after emma’s death, but he still dies with a lock of hair in his hand, he was ready , in theory, to accept her as is, that is this is essentially the single most courageous person in history. that i’m not sure that

emma wanted to die, it seems to me that this is some kind of romantic image, she already sees herself as the heroine of a novel, so she’s poisoned, she even it seems to me that she doesn’t think that she will die, that she will be hurt, she herself reads the novel to herself, as she wrote a letter to rudolf: “i am the heroine of my novel, i am a criminal in love, she, she thinks that she is some kind of... then the character she leads is already when she feels the effect of arsenic on herself, then here she understands that this is real life, that she really feels, it’s scary, here she feels that very real life, finally, that she she can’t just get poisoned, then suddenly she’ll feel better, that’s it, this is the end, here she remembers charles before her death, that he is her only one throughout her entire life, we can say that emma is in this game of hers, yes, well, let ’s say, this illusory one where she plays.

why embellish it like that? and then he dances there, lifting his skirt and showing his red trousers? it seems to me that the flaber outraged everyone... because he showed this inner secret life very clearly and very truthfully, it seems to me that every person has some kind of secret life that he does not want to show to others, some kind of shadow country, everyone has it, and since the novel is dedicated to this shadow country, the focus is on it, yes, on this shadow side of emma, ​​it outrages, but in reality it outrages, because everyone has this country, because.. ... then this is precisely very truthful from the point of view of life, it’s just that there is truth in it, artistic truth, often sometimes you just don’t want to look in the mirror, what flaubert did with this novel, he put it before the entire french society, catholic, puritan.