tanks targeted several towns in the rebel held suburb of eastern ghouta. iran's president has called for a year of unity as his country celebrated thirty nine years since the islamic revolution hundreds of thousands of people have been rallying in iran to mark the anniversary of the creation of the modern iranian state north korea's olympic delegation has left south korea after a three day trip that included high level talks the group which also had kim jong the powerful sister of north korea's leader kim jong un left on a private plane on saturday she extended a rare invitation to the south korean president lungi in to visit young men. who really see the blood the ruby beaches you want. me on mars welfare minister is denied burning down hundreds of range of religious as part of a crackdown that has forced nearly six hundred ninety thousand people to flee to bangladesh made the statement during a visit by the british foreign secretary boris johnson to wrack on state watch more

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forget the training who forget mansoul a trading game if you make the choice you might be trading your freedom from being locked up your partner for that sally the good food out here for that put in there right there you. let us have a beer we can. two years ago. you had a lot of people needing me man. as a soldier would you do whatever we never. spent about twenty three years of my life back to the future gaming. of my life was on the line for pleasure so. i shall write here one time writing this dry which is just an air car pulled up then you may say nothing just get off

the woman will. crazy and he's got you got killed right there gosh i'm right there . and it's hard to write a little sick all within the second and so much has happened. because still to all of the still war for going on like somebody. you know you could see the neighborhoods writing re your enemy territory that whacked them out they crossed them back on this one and it could kill as you're walking out the neighborhood where i come from right. the street signs are. good dad. it was all for that that bruce sign right there i got in a day no matter what you gotta die for. when i finally got to cruise the one defending a woman maybe this is this is not what i want. now why am i am seeking for bigger

things it was hard for me to just turn my back. on reality. and watch people argue triggering the split think i'm going to go down. also because part of the play applies to. because i see so much and i see how grimy deuce can get out here sometimes i rather keep my guard up because i want to live like a man i enjoy but i don't i look forward to seeing my daughter i look forward to talking to my son i look forward to seeing family so i know that if i'm gone i'm not going to see them you know so. anybody with a radio anybody with

a radio got eyes on anthony anderson. to. copy i got a marine officer. and he was so they don't. say here we are a. piece of meat so the man i just called him he said he wants to meet you to see if you like it and he wanted taken away. so it was both time we did it we're going to be as big. as the game with you know just pick up you'll go there fourteen. that's what you grew up a battle started talking point the kids are getting played in the towles i know i'm

here to sneak out. and you devote yourself to do get me right this is like a downward spiral like like just that quick just sort of in the blink of body you know you're only just turning the murderer but i don't delude. convicts. like you you are right. compassion. is what we. like love don't love nobody knows. i'm a firm believer that people grow in this conference. this is you man this is your journey this is where it all started this could be the new beginning. it's just humble not keepin on my knees to it. i was addicted to crystal meth smoking weed or beg p.c.p. knob of gang bang bang like gang bang with no. you know gang members they do

this to people. you know. this almost like. we're ok we're not doing this no more we're going to allow you to go to word for i'm going to go to college. we're going to get those tattoo nude off your face you know. and it's going to be all right. and somebody telling you to. and then you be like are you sure but are you sure. it is. i'm sure it's going to be all right. if each gang member he's welcome. if you want this it or family members know that i would appreciate it if everybody let's face carries with. them at the literally. a mask. their. eyes only

people who live in the sense that are playing to give them to all and then give them a machine where. i feel what it is called you can follow and i said i was only going to share the law one other person is to other people when you're not sure a one hundred or two just two people sharing a room is three of us and one room it was a low ass room. whore like i feel it to some of the bro up billy and i will you. know i'm going to save all that you're going to have it was martin me unlike you i don't know much where you fall where you don't don't stand over me while sleep i don't know what kind of light we're well below i don't know these people standing on you will he get what the politics was going on. right here be done but now i'm going to build you know will have your obvious pain too to the fullest. i'm not trying to be like talk like. a hostile or to you and oh but i'm his harlot you know

like i don't know how to express myself like you know i get that these men i have just met understand the whole concert we're going to understand one thing. this is a process and a journey and change all this is not bridge this is not the county guys are not acting on that life now this is a sober living an environment where you try to maintain your so sober from anything . can you let it go. and. we're. just going to have book. it was a wrestle right. i

was watching on friday the hague in the israeli army i appreciate it. he said you help me because if you were here to. to mediate or to like. i would've took a whole lot of all way off target and out of the manager. of. our thank you good neighbor you got it your new turf trip man they gave me a child all right i don't ever have to. try before you always take people i used to gotta make sure that they're ready for what they're asking for right because it's not what we think that you need is what you're telling us at uni. he said he was ready he was willing to do whatever it takes as we take on. but then after that he just never went back to the stuff there

and back home boys a few days later i started to cycle again back out here. till i'm broke so what are the oh you are out of are here barker to turn. to god or no one would just write the right. one stop tard right. passed out. doggy bags are dicks.

if you juggled like the way i was is hard man to say. i'm done on the walk away from his house one of the hardest choices i ever had to make in my life. i love be a gentleman of the lifestyle of the bush that has been out there. addiction signee downhill asked for years. i think people by you criticize me quite the same as going to all the as guys like he's coming here. i just didn't have the courage to to take the flying leap and walk away from what was holding me down. it was said was chaos. i tend to felt that i was going to wake up in hope that if i am dead.

there was like a lot more i was just chilling opening to the chemo wait for the tornado or do is come with. i've heard a lot of people want out. people that weren't even my family at the time but it just came into my life. i'm proud that i'm standing here and not there. you know on that limb. but it's still to me. this hasn't gone nowhere. i can become fat. in about a matter of an hour. maybe thirty minutes. i can become a man. not

giving up on him i think was one of the hardest thing of my whole relationship with him. i think that's what drained to me the most. it took a long time for him to get sober. that's a long time for him to accomplish different things but he's doing it. even if being a father to her is the last one. one day he is going to be that father that i want for my daughter. alyssa really does not know what afghanistan was close enough to rollercoaster that yet are you ready to go i would put her head magic on. i've been out and hunt.

to find a. way into one of. i think is good out here no help no help no hope. for nothing to the side because of people in fashion by with the bikes. i get it. they stop comes to a. guard. i feel like them are my foot in my family in danger of big loss i would. we're bowing to the bottom for when the waters are there will walk right through the. city one of. the somebody has to lie sure something. most to get is going to happen because i've experienced that. the so i blow with them on and on like a violent someone how they react. you're

going to feel it in a place you get it is just a new vehicle for a. guy at work on him make it. will be ashamed or sad and die like. or your body science and live life to normal sane or at the same. scene it happens a lot of people have tried something different i don't have a life i'll be scared. for them i do something to somebody in the scene. they might not forgive i might have been put that already by the way back in the past i might even work with that in my personal work in full recovery like writing

a body while i can say that he's going to react the same way. some people are lived on their goals or. what then write. your. own sabera be talking about raising kids houses. all of the things that the dark are. going to be no problem for every day i struck. a big ball out of a. well the mom i love being a cigar in the books all about the heart of the office all i know didn't i these are a good place to get the murder done now know how i learn how to live a good one how do. you know this is me i don't bog california's our car while i

borrow the underdog. to give up control this year october i never thought that our numbers for i never thought that. our freedom i never thought that obvious get it got to move on paper i never got that same as possible i'm not saying that they're not perfect but i got to see the side of him doing the basics here but i'll call those all of the k b a great bob well call cause of all some of the most pain you never know who you are because that miserable fall that's what we gotta learn today i'll never be one of the only one of those of us out that you have offered. as a man does the journey of trying to become a better person i fall short sometimes when that's my reality that fall short.

retelling or not passing to our present at the rails me bad. i got to stay focused with the tools i got. all. i wanted to do something that i was probably going to regret for the rest of my and. some information i got him back when it was people who were close to. you know right away manner right away like mine just went back to. dollar me. you don't think it like you want to hurt me dan you want to do something bad to my kids. and things you like about a week i was writing dirty you know running amok and guns or stuff and just see. the baby should i do something should not do something so i just call with or. you

know and a month into these things you know. and i was thinking like this is exactly what people sometimes go to me about and here i am in a situation where i can use this mall so like all these these these tools that i got i couldn't pick them up you know. lose gary. little money and. return what i had borrowed for some people firearms that is sold i felt like i was able to breathe again and. when the natives and i'm settling down a stove settled back in my day. that i'd learned into data heard and.

that i'd do anything to help somebody to that. again and that's one of the long hard life sleep. as holiday time as the world. the foreign minister. the nature is news as it breaks the u.s.

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