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you kind of get molded in to become you know a killer in a way or you kind of get molded into becoming this done to become the baddest gang member. there's a low charge always waiting can be a good guy or. how do you reduce this big start to going back to home. is coming hard. but is not it's not impossible.

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a regular without regular. i run to two classes or homeboys one of the toaster books that explain the bulk of narcotics anonymous right and. what i try to do. is. a lot of the homeboys in the holders are not hip to the recovery world you know saying or are they look at it like just getting clean. and recovery is more than just being clean man in the book of narcotics anonymous alcoholics anonymous talks about how to live their life you know they consider recovery a lifestyle all about choices learning how to live life with coping skills so that you can prevent yourself from going backwards or relapse and then sold the book will be trying to do is break it down is just a tool i look at like a tour like

a carpenter takes bill what is hammers chisels or whatever it is then for mission here is a tool that goes in your belt your recovery go to great day. as everybody. koku. and so we're on the title connecting to others right and i think it's an important one because to watch the whole journey of recovery man sometimes the best thing you can do is connect with others relate to others talk to others because sometimes when you're doing it by yourself you know for me and i'm choosing my experience i usually make mistakes based on choices right i don't know of anybody struggles with that little. else that review so comes with the bad. good comes to truly destroy you don't want to you would be interested in it you have to talk about

a better new way of life you long to eat of night in basically for readers who are books because i wasn't used to you know you're presented. a version for. anybody else that's terrible r s s s also use on thing. oh or long lost my case it landed in memphis. and manifested into this just another gentleman from you know where are all of them are really more starboard holidays are by this really hard substance. to take up with the store but you're burning yourself. your body destroying the really you're burning yourself map and you put it you know freedom feels like your own personal self of session you know a saint but that's why you gotta keep doing the work man you got to keep putting in the work like that's the import of many guys make wise choices as we can all forget

the training who forget mansoul a trading game if you make the choice you might be trading your freedom from being locked up your partner for that sally the good food out here for that put in there right there you. let us have a beer we can. to usual. you have a lot of people needing me man. and soldier with you to do whatever we never. spent about twenty three years of my life back to the future. gaming. of my life was on the line to stay so. i shall write here one time writing to dry when she has just done the air car cold up there in the us a nothing just

a bit off the woman we're all. crazy and he's got god killed right there gosh i'm right there. and it's all been right here in this little sect all within the sector and so much has happened. because still to all of the still war for going on like somebody. you know you can see the neighborhoods right in re your enemy territory that whacked them out they cross them back on this again and it could kill as you're walking out the neighborhood where i come from right. the street signs are. good dad. it was all for that that who sat right there i got in a day no matter what you gotta die for. when i finally got too close to one defender you know we're a man maybe this is this is not what i want. now why am i am seeking for bigger

things it was hard for me to just turn my back. on reality. and watch people argue triggering the split thinking it's going to go down. also because paul is going to play by sure. because i see so much and i see how grimy deuce can get out here sometimes i rather keep my heart of because i want to live like a man i enjoy and i don't i look forward to seeing my god i look forward to talking to my son i look forward to seeing family so i know that if i'm gone i'm not going to see them and you know so. anybody with a radio anybody with

a radio got eyes on anthony anderson. to. copy i got him i got to say. and he was saw that on. the radio. all right. to. speak to the man i just called and he said he wants to meet you to see if you like it and he want to take it away and so it was both time and we did it we're going to be as big. as the game with you know just pick up you'll go there fourteen. that's what you grew up data started talking point the kids are going to come up play the towles i

know i'm here to sneak out. and you devote yourself to these getting. this is like a downward spiral like like just that quick just a you know in the blink of body you know you're only just turning the murderers and i don't dealer's. convicts. mind you you are right. compassion. is what we. like love don't love nobody knows. i'm a firm believer that people grow in this conference. this is you man this is your journey this is where it all started this could be the new beginning. it's just humble not keepin on my knees to it. i was addicted to crystal meth smoking weed or beg p.c.p. no i was getting bang bang like going bang with no. you know gang member they do

this to people. you know. this almost like. we're ok we're not doing this no more we're going to go to we're going to go to college. we're going to get those tattoo moved off your face you know. and it's going to be all right. and if somebody's telling you to. and then you'll be like are you sure but are you sure. it is. i'm sure you did go beyond. if each gang member he's welcome. if you want this it or family members know that i would appreciate everybody's face carries with. them at the whole literally. a mask. their. eyes on the

people who live in this accident are going to get them to all and they're going to maybe see where. i fit in with the school you give me phone i said i was only going to share the law one other person has to work the people in it not only share a one hundred or two just two people sharing the rooms three of us and one room it was a low ass room. whore like i feel is to some of the large bro up billy and i when you. die there are several that you're going to have it was like they bombarded me in life i don't know much where you fall where you don't don't stand over me while sleep i don't know what kind of light we're well below i don't know these people are standing on you will he get what the politics was going on. right here be done but now i'm gonna build you know will have your obvious pain too to the fullest. i'm not trying to be like talk like. are hostile are to you and oh well i'm his

harlot you know like i don't know how to express myself like you know i get that peace man i have just not understand the whole concert. going to understand one thing. this is a process and a journey and change all me this is not bridge this is not the county guys are not acting on that life now this is a sober living an environment where you try to maintain your so sober from anything . let it go. and. we're. just going to have book. and. they were. right back or. hey i was watching on friday the hague in their next meal me i appreciated male

prison apre said you help me because if you would here to. mediate i or two like. i would of took a whole lot of always off target and out of the manager. they are thank you good man you got it you're new to trip man they gave me a child alright i don't ever hear. right before you always take people i used to gotta make sure that they're ready for what they're asking for right because it's not what we think that you need is what you're telling us at uni. he said he was ready he was willing to do whatever it takes as we take them. but then after that he just never went back to the stuff

there came back to all boys a few days later i started to cycle again back out here. till i'm broke so what are the most out of our here barker to turn. to god or no one would just like to find the same one stuff tart right. that's out. doggy bags are dicks.

if you're a drug addict like the way i was it's hard man to say. i'm done all my walk away from is that's one of the hardest choices i ever had to make in my life. i love be a gentlemen of the lifestyle of the bush that has been out there. addiction signee downhill asked for years. i think people by you criticize me quite the same as vegan all the as gaius like he's come on here. i just didn't have the courage to to take the flying leap and walk away from what was holding me down. it was said was chaos. at ted it felt that i was that way to be how to find him dead.

there was like a lot more i was just chilling opening to the chemo wait for me to reduce come live . i've heard a lot of people want out. people that weren't even my family at the time they just keep me to my life. proud that i'm standing here and not dared. you know on their lives. but they still do. this as a gun owner. i can become fat. and about a matter of an hour. maybe thirty minutes. i can become a man. and

i'm giving up on him i think was one of the hardest things about my whole relationship with him. i think that's what drained to me the most. it took a long time for him to get sober. that's a long time for him to accomplish different things but he's doing it. even if being a father to her it's the last one. one day he is going to be that father that i want for my daughter. i wish that really close to god that what afghanistan was close enough to own culture that yes are you ready to give up work for head magic on. i've been

out and hunt. to find a. way and that. i think is good out here no help no have no hope. for nothing to the side because the people in fashion buy with the bikes they get it. they still comes to. guard. the like them in my foot in my family in danger they've lost my will. we're bowing to the bottom of our waters and we will walk right through the. only thing. somebody has to lie sure is something. most to get is going to happen because i'm experienced at. the so i blow with them on and on like a violent someone how they react. you're

going to feel it in a place you get it is just a new vehicle for a. guy at work on the make it. will be ashamed or sad and die like. for your body science and live life to normal sane or at the same. seen it happen to a lot of people that tried something different i don't have a life i'll be scared. and i do something to somebody in the scene. they might not forgive i might have been put that already by the way back in the past i might even work with that in my personal we're in full recovery like writing

a body while i can say that he's going to react the same way. some people are alive vulnerable sorry. what then write. more. it's a guarantee talking about raising kids houses. all of the things in the dark are. going to be no problem for every day i struggle a big ball out of a. well the mom i love being a cigar in the books all about the dark of the of books i know didn't have the year a good place now to get the murder done now know how i learn how to live a good one how do. you know this is me i don't blog californias or car while i

borrow the underdog. you know role this year i told her i never thought that our numbers for i never thought that i have offered them i never thought. i could get that to move on paper i never got that same as possible i'm not saying that they're not perfect but i got to see so i had him do the basics here what i call this all of the k b a great job well called last of all some of the most pain you never know who you are because that miserable fall that's what we got to learn today i'll never be one of the only one of those of us out thank you that offered. as a man does the journey of trying to become a better person i fall short sometimes when that's my reality that fall short.

retire in my past into our present at the rails me bad. so i've got to stay focused with the tools i got on. my blog all. i wanted to do something that i was probably going to regret for the rest of my life and. some information i got to back when it was people who were close to. you know right away manner right away like i just went back to. dollar me. you don't think it like you want to hurt me dan you want to do something bad to my kids. get information about a week i was writing dirty running amok on guns or stuff and just see. the babies or do something for them and do something so i just call with or. you know

and a month into these things you know. and i was thinking like this is exactly what people sometimes go to me about and here i am in a situation where i can use this mall so like all these these these tools that i got i can pick them up you know. good scary. letters money. returned what i had borrowed for some people firearms that is sold i felt like i was able to breathe again and. when the natives and i'm settling down a stove in the back in my day. that i'd laid into they were heard and.

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