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the training who forget mansoul a trading game if you make the choice you might be trading your freedom from being locked up your partner for that sally the good food out here for that put in there right there you. let us have a bit we can. to usual. you had a lot of people even me man. and soldier wouldn't you do what they were never. spent about twenty three years of my life back to the future gaming. of my life was on the line for life so. i shot right here one time right in this dry which is just funny your car pulled up then you may say nothing just get off the woman we're all. crazy

and he's got you got killed right there gosh i'm right there. and it's all been right here in this little sect are within the second and so much has happened. because still to all of the still war for going on like somebody. you know you could see the neighborhood spreading where your enemy territory it was a lot they crossed him back on the sea bed and you could kill as you're walking up the neighborhood where i come from right. the street signs are. good dad. it was all for that that will sign right there i got in a day no matter what you gotta die for. when i finally got to increase the one defending a woman maybe this is this is not what i want. now wam i'm seeking for bigger

things it was hard for me to just turn my back. on reality. and watch people argue triggering a split thinking it's going to go down. also because paul is going to play advice to. because i see so much and i see how grimy truth can get out here sometimes i rather keep my guard up because i want to live like a man i enjoy that i don't i look forward to seeing my god i look forward to talking to my son i look forward to seeing family so i know that if i'm gone i'm not going to see them you know so. anybody with a radio anybody with

a radio got eyes on anthony anderson. to. copy i got a marine officer. and he was saw that on. the radio. all right. to speak to the man i just called and he said he wants to meet you. at the game with you know to pick up your girl of fourteen. that's when she grew up data started talking to a kid to get him to come up play the towles i know i'm here to sneak out. and you devote yourself to his game. this is like a downward spiral like like just that quick just

a you know in the blink of body you know you're only just turning the murderers and i don't. come here it's. like you know you are like compassion. for a week. like love don't love nobody no. i'm a firm believer that people grow in this conference. this is you man this is your journey this is where it all started this could be the new beginning. it's just on we're not keeping on the minus to it. i was addicted to crystal meth smoking weed or beg p.c.p. not with get banged a lot going bankrupt no. you know getting there will they do this to people. you know. this is almost like. we're ok we're not doing this no

more we're going to go to word for i'm going to go to college. we're going to get those tests soon you'll go off your face you know. and it's going to be all right. and somebody telling you to. and then you'll be like are you sure bro are you sure . i'm sure this is go beyond. if each gang member he's welcome if you want this it or family members know that i would appreciate everybody's face carries with. them at the literally. a mask. their. eyes only people who live in the section are so let me explain to get them to all and then get in maybe see where. i fit in with the school you give me

phone i said i was only going to share the one other person has to we're the people we're not going to share a one hundred or two just two people sharing the rooms three of us and one room it was a low ass room. whore like i feel is to some of the large bro up billy and i when you. die there are several that you're going to have it was like they bombarded me in life i don't know much where you fall where you don't don't stand over me while sleep i don't know what kind of light we're. below i don't know these people standing on you will he get what the politics was going. right here be done but now i'm gonna build you know how dear abby spent you to the fullest. i'm not trying to be like talk. i'm hostile or to you and oh well i'm disheartened that you know like i don't know how to express myself like you know i get that piece of man i have

just not understand the whole concert we're going to understand one thing. this is a process and a journey and change all me this is not bridge this is not the county guys are not acting on that life now this is a sober living in environment where you try to maintain your so sober from anything . let it go. and. we're. just going to have book. and. they were. right back or. hey i was watching on friday the hate in there and explain to me i appreciated male pretty obvious that you helped me a lot because if you would here to. mediate i or two like.

i would talk a whole lot of always off target and out of the manager who are right. that they are thank you goodness i got it you're new to trip man they gave me a tell all right i don't ever know. right before you always take people i used to got to make sure that they're ready for what they're asking for right because it's not what we think that you need us what you're telling us at uni. he said he was ready he was willing to do whatever it takes as we take on. but then after that he just never went back to the stuff there came back home boys a few days later i started to cycle again back out here. till i'm broke

so what are the most out of the heat barker to turn. to god or no one would just like to find the city bus stop tart right. that's out. jogging back to our next. if you're a drug addict like the way i was it's hard man to say. i'm done all my walk away from his house one of the hardest choices i ever had to make in my life. i love be

a gentleman of the lifestyle of the bush that has been out there. addiction signee downhill asked for years. i think people by you criticize me quite the same as going to all the as gaius like he's coming here. i just didn't have the courage to to take the flying leap and walk away from what was holding me down. it was see it was chaos. at ted a felt that i was going to wake up in hell to find him dead. there was like a lot more i was just chilling open it in the chemo wait for the tornado or do is come with. i've heard

a lot of people want out. people that weren't even my family at the time they just keep me to my life. proud that i'm standing here and not dared. you know on their lives. but it's still to me. this hasn't gone nowhere. i can become fat. and about a matter of an hour. maybe thirty minutes. i can become a. nun

giving up on him i think was one of the hardest things about my whole relationship with him. i think that's what drained to me the most. it took a long time for him to get sober. that's a long time for him to accomplish different things but he's doing it. even of being a father to her it's the last one. one day he is going to be that father that i want for my daughter. alyssa really does not know what afghanistan but close enough to own culture that yes are you ready to give a little bit of magic time. i've been out and hunt. to find a. way and that.

i think is good down through here no help no help no hope. for nothing to the side because the people in fashion buy with the bikes they get it. do they still comes to. guard. the like them in my foot in my family in danger and they've lost my will. we're bowing to the bottom of our waters and we will walk right through the. only thing. that somebody has to lie sure is something. most to get is going to happen because on experience that. the son of law with a modern on like a violent someone how they react. you're

going to feel it in a place you get if you're just a new vehicle for. guy at work and they make it. will be ashamed or sad and die like. or your body science and live life in or saying like this and. seen it happen to a lot of people have tried something different i don't have a life i'll be scared. and i do something to somebody in the scene. they might not forgive i might have been put that already by the way back in the past i might even work with that in my personal were in full recovery like writing a body while i can say that he's going to react the same way. some people are lived on their goals or. what then write.

more. sabera be talking about great examples of us focus on the things that the majority are. going to never be a problem for every day i struggle a big ball out of a. both the mom i love being as a guard in the books all about the dark of the of books i know didn't i the the a here a good place now to get the murder done now i know how i learn how to live a good one how do. you know this is me i don't blog california's our car while i borrow the underdog. you know roll this year october i never thought that our numbers for i never thought that kept offering them i never thought. to

move up on paper i never thought that's a possible i'm not saying that they're not perfect but i got to see so i had him do the basics here what i call this all of the k b a great job well called last of all some of the most pain you never know who you are because that miserable fall that's what we got to learn a lot today i'll never be one of the only one of those of us out thank you that offered. as a man does the journey of trying to become a better person i thought sure sometimes when that's my reality that fall short. retelling my passing to my present at the rails me bad. so i've got to stay focused with the tools i got.

all. i wanted to do something that i was probably going to regret for the rest of my life i have. some information i got him back when it was people who were close to. you know right away manner right away like mine just went back to. dollar me. you don't think it like you want to hurt me dan you want to do something bad to my kids. get information about a week i was writing dirty running amok and guns or stuff and just debating should i do something should man do something so i just go over there. you know and a month into these things you know. and i was thinking like this is exactly what people sometimes go to me about and here i am in

a situation where i can use this it's also like all these these these tools that i got i can pick them up you know. lose gary. little money and. return what i had borrowed for some people firearms that is sold i felt like i was able to breathe again and. when the natives and i'm settling down a stove settled back in my day. that i'd laid into data heard and. that i'd do anything to help somebody to that. again and that's one of them are part of life it's like. a holiday time is the world.

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