a new place on the south coast of new south wales. and i guess if i didn't think she'd turn over a new leaf and was ready to make some positive changes in her off i wouldn't have done. this in this company is that what this was when but he was using because she was such an opportunist thief she would i would hard things like my car keys my wallet my phone laptop under my pillow whenever you know i went to bed. i have had a very tense relationship with my mom in the past but i am revealing that. mom has given me more than a few chances i have let her down more than a few times more. in. a few days ago nail stole some precious and irreplaceable things from a house that i was looking after and for me it really gutted me that particular time she'd stop on lots of things before in the past but that particular it was

mother's day and we'd been out for a lovely lunch but that not the norm enough to work she came back to the house and and took those things and with it my trust. she stole the trust that other people hurting me and that was really really tough and i went into a bit of a spiral myself at that point. you. have done a lot of personal growth. my self-esteem was shocking i walk in and i'm pretty good now. i was six when i was actually. effect that had on my life. was like devastating. my dad wanted to buy my mom's flat out and i did not believe me which was really hard and then my parents actually got divorced not long after that i don't even know if the abuse affected me as much as not. believed. i went from happy

go to a really i started to possibly i know up to a little fat kid and i just saw everyone loved me because they had to love me. i feel a lot of her grit and shy around that i didn't believe bakey when she told me she was sexually abused as a young child i had no reason to believe that that could possibly happen you know i just didn't know it was very annoying if i do wonder if. we as parents had. believed to early on and acted on that that maybe just maybe it wouldn't have gone as badly as it has. if i could china one thing in my life and hers i would go back and fix that make sure never have a. figurehead and bernie six i'm sure her life would have been better she

wouldn't hang around with the paper she did. such a life self worth or i was unlovable i didn't really get to do things that sixteen year olds did because of my involvement we've have a pretty violent relationship. i think he was attracted to volunteer people to protect us because on one of our own person and all the so i didn't protect i have one hundred percent use a goal against them. for sorts of things so from justifying stealing a car. to just fine them to giving me money. so i'll go to jail i would use that against them like this is your fault. she's broken into my house at least fifty times just all and to get into the house she's broken windows she proclaimed box she was going through walls we spent about

ten grand on the ground floor to put security screens on doors and all the windows and doors and put a four thousand dollars camera system in we put blotched a lot up north it's just horrendous called when he noises when. it's just inches bad news all around. security screen that they put on how. to see that once you know a bunch bulletproofing yet owns a fairly. anyway amount of money back you stone for me i have these to my one hundred thousand possibly more is actually that the door to my bedroom so i used to have a case of that but i've broken through the interior walls of the house everyone in our family has got a cave lock on the door because i had. a deadlock and it came up a deadlock

a loves because i had actually. broken into everybody's rooms. i would pick the lock but then also i. i cut through the possible order from one room into the other room yes. it's a killer drug. when i got home very. who's what it's all made me look good i'll be very happy with it or. my sister was side me she refused to come to the giles the last couple of. i was in she'd had a gutful. and sorry she wrote me letters said you know who you are not the i me person that's been abused you're not the only person that's had trauma yes i feel for you and yes it sucks but you actually in a just get over it because you doing nice and out are all i really can't keep doing

this anymore there's no point holding on to it and maybe in your victim of it because it was actually destroying my life. women's prisons are filled with stories of people. like me. people that have had trauma. abuse really violent relationships. and like and i said to the girls actually this awesome i said you know we're actually pretty lucky that we get to jail because a lot of women die and even get he a lot of women. killed through to mystic ballance a lot of women brian came and and are in prison in their own house. for me. it's really sad and i could actually very sad to think that. that we end up. in prison after such

a dick. you know. mine inspector how are you getting here experts are really made to find a job so i have decided to be proactive have you guys been looking for anyone or are you saying we actually like a cool site worked in back and i have never worked with me and not so well to the bank so. it would please don't know how suicidal i am right here right after the so so it's a really good question because they are literally like i mean for me and i can't i so this thing is with me i actually just had a cruel history. they released from prison so i'm still claim i haven't used in seven months so for me. this is about getting back on my feet and that's

my story and if so if you would like to have think about it that would be that realize i'm going to give you a trial ok phyllis thank you think her take a saying was nice to meet you. thank you. i'm having a trial is to die. i'll do fine i'd like a week people. up and when you're still in work he's got to fight like a limp women coming out of prison do you find it hard to find jobs because a lot of people do do police checks but i think that if you're up front and honest about it first that people give you a guy i mean won't do stupid things sorry i feel like everyone deserves a second chance by. ten cents train make things she looks

great she's very friendly and to be honest i don't really care about people's history i care about what they're going to do without him in the future. i feel regret getting the job so amazing. are just like there's a lot of why i lifted. my boss is amazing. fabulous she has given me the chance to really have a new lives. just. like he has been convicted of morbid driving you. know drive and twenty forty. so i'll be almost sixty but i can get my license back. my driving record is horrendous so i've lost my license about eleven times this is

suspended from spinning away in pay pli it's pretty radical stuff when i was writing to my mind thirty one so i chose about twenty eight probably really about is horrendous driving record and then i got done driving under the influence so the inflow to miss. so i. was picked up five times that. maybe i have to go to court at the end of january today becky is going to see her lawyer bikies facing four charges related to driving while disqualified and two called take a drive provides which basically means that you are driving a stolen vehicle or you're a passenger of one what a different place to make since but he's been released in november she hasn't committed any more offenses the offenses we're dealing with actually like to before she was incarcerated the last time so there is potential that i could go back to

jail. that's that's certainly a real possibility you have been in jail on a thing for. me so very similar offenses to what you plead guilty for on this occasion so look there is a. big he now is going back to prison would just be absolutely horrific for. sending him back to jail again is going to be another band-aid it's not going to help the long term in fact it's just going to make her career prospects and her chance of fitting in society much less successful. meanwhile transponding received some good news. today i'm moving into my new hire you it's a dream come true. what a journey even knockout white.

a. chapter in my life is absolutely it's only good things can come from here i've got such a good feeling but such a good feeling. it's given me hives. so i could say i thought i've made up of at least just everything that i could've drain and it was absolutely everything. that thank you. i don't like to share my emotions but i just couldn't hold back the tears it was just. space. since you know i've

had i felt. i belonged that i belonged if you can imagine that i. hear. them feeling fairly. you know what the outcome is going to behave life. great to. have been dropped. i am pleading guilty to one draw a lot of school thought and one stealing my vehicle. today's offenses happened before i went to prison so i happened early my son from a guy back to prison would be devastating. i caught a baxley imagine that like ike actually cannot even think about that because for me

it's not an option i am not a menace to society anymore. i say that how you feeling. a little bit anxious but i. think. you'll be good but this is where. she's worked so hard this time to try and show off done to get to the study in the hives for to go back and cause rushing because it's not going to help. just bright to solve. it lovely thinking welcome to the safety i mean here.

i received intensive corrections or else a twelve months if i step out of line i'll be going straight back to jail. so i'm not going to jail say no more jail time that's my problem here no nothing so he can shut it down. now from the family very good. luck. china's a problem has become famous for its large number of elderly many aged one hundred years or older one i want to investigate see if the raging home for the sacred to

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the shock the agony in sri lanka has at least two hundred people are killed and hundreds more injured in multiple attacks across the country. elections o'hagan come out santa maria with the world news from al jazeera sri lankan police have arrested several suspects sound the prime minister has revealed the government was warned of an imminent attack. in other news the head of sudan's transitional. council says a joint civilian military government is being considered as the protest movements to pronounce who it is to run the country. and the polls are closing right now in ukraine as voters decide who will be the next leader in this celebrations there already for the popular television comedian is running against the president. no one.

will come to that developing news shortly but first straight away more than two hundred people have been killed in multiple attacks on several churches in luxury hotels it happened on easter sunday one of the most important days of the year for christians sri lanka's defense minister says police have arrested several suspects and a nationwide curfew is in place police are calling the coordinated bomb attacks which targeted worshipers during church services two not the christian holiday of easter as well as prominent hotels in the capital and we've also got at least four hundred fifty people injured in the attacks thirty two foreigners believed to be among those killed. because prime minister rania what he has called those behind the attacks quite simply terrorists that the but i am requesting all the people of sri lanka to be calm and help the investigation process without falling prey to the

terrorists if any group to risk group is trying to break the stability of the country in this moment we are going to those attempts by taking international support. and we've also heard the cardinal archbishop of colombo with a very strong reaction comparing the attackers to animals. i also like to us the government. very. strong inquiry and find out least responsible behind these acts and punish them mercilessly because only any hmas can behave like that. more from an elf an and as has been covering the story for us all day she's in colombo. the streets of colombo desert this sunday night the police curfew in place until further notice as you can see behind me a central role in the heart of the city absolutely deserted almost bar the few

security vehicles that are playing the roads just at the back near that bright light of the shangri-la hotel the scene of one of the explosions this morning easter sunday brunch leading to a number of fatalities and casualties among guests not a little further down the road the kingsbury hotel and back down this direction the cinnamon grande the three key five star hotels that were attacked today and for the down in that direction the samantha nice church the big catholic shrine where in the midst of easter sunday service an explosion ripped through the congregation i was there a short while ago obviously. of body bags lined up being taken there we are but before that heart wrenching scenes of relatives of people coming to identify their loved ones and when the truth of the fact that their particular member of the family had been among the fatalities are just drenching wills

overall she lankans are still coming to terms with discord need to detect the worst part is not knowing and not knowing whether there's going to be more even drug authorities basically have sort of clamped down with the curfew in a bid to prevent any further incidents any tensions there's still that feeling of uncertainty and it's not a good place for sri lankans to be in the prime minister saying that there might have been prior knowledge coming as a shock to this. short while ago saying that investigations might be must be held into why precautions were taken that is basic. really almost pointing the blame at the present my people are serious enough he who took over the police portfolio in the recent drift shuffle apparently hadn't kept the government or the prime minister informed and the prime minister very keen to point to that fact the

president himself having appointed a committee to report on what exactly happened in the next two weeks but it just seems too little too late let's look back on the entire day's events now with this report from laura manly. one blast so violent it ripped through the roof of this church in the heart of the capital. the floor covered the remains of the roof board and a lot i was this video posted online shows the moment of the blast. i sometimes these charges popular with mocha's and foreign tourists off the explosion shock and disbelief. but i have rather i heard the explosion and then the roof fell on us we took the children and ran out from the rear door but when they came to the hospital i saw my brother in law and son on the ground. three separate churches bombed on easter sunday

one of the major celebrations in the christian calendar but it wasn't just christians targeted so were many other people and tourists as part of the much wider operation they are the casualties we build them for that we transported them to the national hospital and then we have been advised to come to their shangrila forms also rips through five star hotels. in the heart of the capital and all close together are the shangri-la cinnamon grand prix hotels and the centonze the shrine church. st sebastian church no gamble and zion church in batticaloa were targeted also the tropical in hotel in the suburb of death. the eighth explosion was intimate to go killing a number of security personnel police had descended on the apartment block there

looking for suspects several were taken away for the question remains a mystery dreama rock i would like to express my condolences to the families of victims and those injured in the attacks that took place we will take stern actions against all those who are responsible regardless of their stature a nationwide curfew is in place and social media sites shut down. this is the largest coordinated string of attacks in sri lanka in recent years and so far no one has claimed responsibility was i hundreds of injured people are being treated in hospital friends and families of some victims came to this hospital in colombo to find out what has happened to them. with many people dad and widespread damage people are asking who did this and why.

the polling birds have just closed the counting is underway in ukraine's runoff election to choose the next president we saw these pictures not long ago with the campaign of mr selenski the comedian and t.v. actor who is running against the incumbent president. signs of celebration there at his headquarters and we're going to check in with robin forest walker who is there as well in kiev any exit poll numbers are up and. yes they have reason to celebrate because we are just getting the exit polls in and i can tell you that a lot to me it is a linsky received seventy two point seven percent of the vote so that is a massive victory for him if those exit polls indicative of the way ukrainians voted i don't think there's any doubt here or in poroshenko that the result is going to be much difference in sides zelinsky headquarters which is in the building

behind me very much a party atmosphere set up so that with all of his supporters that all of his campaign team members and i think this is something that they've been expecting. from others who've been at the part that the mood there was very glad to be looking that way for most of the day because some of the exit polls were being leaked a little bit by some ukrainian journalists and they. were correct because this is this is the rope result we're getting now blood to me is the linsky it seems has one because ukrainians with the illusions with petro poroshenko. showed their disapproval perhaps in a protest vote at the polls because really very little is known about what the law of the museum in ski has in store for ukraine as president he said so little throughout this campaign in terms of policies instead leaning back on the

reputation he has as a fictional president in his television series you couldn't make it up this is how pundits have been trying to figure out who followed him is elaine ski is a comedian with a very successful public persona a comedian who was funny but a comedian who played a fictional president well now ukraine is about to get set for the real the music as the president wanted to tell us a little bit more about what we do not least about his lane ings that the idea of direct talks with russia would be a major part of his platform. yes one point he said he was willing to get on his knees and plead with vladimir putin to say what is it that ukraine needs to do to be able to end this dreadful conflict thirteen thousand more than thirteen thousand people have lost their lives in eastern ukraine fighting the russians and fighting russian separatists ukraine last

crimea it was an extent by those little green men if you remember the mysterious russian forces that took over ukraine shortly after president yanukovych fled from power back in two thousand and fourteen and i think that ukrainians still it's still very very antsy vladimir putin but they also recognize that russia is their neighbor that brush is not going anywhere and that somehow something needs to be done to try to bring an end to this conflict. petro poroshenko played the nationalism cards emphasizing ukrainian this through faith through religion and through language but remember that a lot of ukrainians are russian speaking and this did not resonate well with them.