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it's the 1st fully fledged mission for nasa by a private company, the capsule named resilience for this year's many challenges this year's reach the i asked. on monday, it begins what nasa hopes will be a long series of crew rotations for the orbiting lab. it is good to have you with us. hello, adrian. fenty get here in doha. the headlines announces era of media as prime minister nicole push anyone is resisting pressure to resign. following days of anger over a peace deal with azerbaijan, he took responsibility for the concessions made in the going back and said that his main priority is stability and security hoda abdel-hamid reports. now for me out of a. well, i think the most important is the responsibility for all what happened during this war and the aftermath of that war, which is that something we've heard
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a lot of complaints about a little the past few days. people saying when you've been talking about databases and we didn't know point, did he take responsibility as the prime minister of this country? now he also said that he did not either of these rumors that were going around because of a facebook post. he did late last night, where he said that he was waiting for the armenian volunteers with, for this war to come back to iraq. to graze, regional leader has called on the united nations of the african union to condemn ethiopia's 2 week military offensive. he's protesting against the use of high tech weaponry, the destruction of infrastructure. the t.p.o. f. is now fighting on 2 fronts against both eritrean and ethiopian government troops. if you've been prime minister abu ahmed hasn't commented yet on whether he's helping getting help, saying only that his country is capable of fighting by itself. meanwhile, refugees from ethiopia's to greater region are continuing to flee into neighboring
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sudan. as the conflict was once sudanese state media say, the number of people fleeing the violence has risen to nearly 25000. the un's acting envoy to libya says that she's pleased with the outcome of talks aimed at ending nearly a decade of violence. that's despite rival factions being unable to reach an agreement on who leads the country through a transitional period. but both sides have agreed to hold nationwide. elections in december next year. delegates failed to agree on the makeup of an interim government until then through the interim president, manuel merino has resigned. just 5 days in the job. he replaced martinez carla who was removed from office of allegations of corruption. it's led to days of mass protests here up after witness next on the charge of the cost, the once mighty financial capitals of the world have been reduced to those talents by the time that make them they reinvent themselves. plus to accuse president of
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far as the central bank governor up to this summit, little steps down as finance minister counting the cost on al-jazeera. it's so easy to get high. it's thank consumes you. it consumes your body, your mind, everything. every aspect of your life addiction takes over. people are always watching our every move. we have a kid everywhere recovery. they were just waiting for us to drop the hat. i think that we should not have children there, stan and then mom might get that our children from us.
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but because his legs are so small, you can do just to link this life towards you. i think you might get like, and this by a little movements we can learn if they like something if they don't like something . that's why this is good for communicating. a sort of a circle. i never really had a mother. and what little bit a mother i did have, i didn't want to be anything on my car. so therefore i didn't know how to be a mother. and a lot of women and the same problem. like feeling 11 o'clock, i feel like i want to do yes. what is what i want to not do or over? oh, usually if, if you're here trouble, free, you should be out here in 6 months, but nobody has a perfect drug like that where i'm drug addict.
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well, here we have way. i have a daughter before i had this one. everything went so fast, it was hard. you know, by the time i knew what today's date, things were and adoption face. so i lost her. and i feel bad for greg that you know, this is something hard to live with. it took me about a month and a half 2 months to live here. i found in
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while dogs mom called king a lot of different time. and my mom would be away from me on the phone for a reason. very articulate on a trip through the servants. well, i got to do is find out what i'm going to do with my hair because my outfit can look like crap. but who wants that? i gotta get something done. i'm not going outside the long time. seriously. you know, it's difficult i'm going to show you a picture before i came into treatment, homeless, homelessness picture. look at me now. i'm trying to kids ago. so i don't know if you moved work. this was
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a personal start to question is time. i was a little oppressive states like this really i just cut all my hair off, but it's just, it's just ugly to me. i was now my own now. ready? young guy, not to be in a man already. all right, let's you and you look down there is enough because you know, i'm young. that was my heart. like a big guy . i already knew it was, you know, i was here to day there. it's really fair. right? doesn't mean we surrender. this is my pride and joy here. this is where it
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started from. how can i not every day have this for him because sometimes i want to get out, but i can't handle her and i think that it will kill me to lose her again. i can't do that right now we can walk away from this encounter had chosen my kids didn't. ringback write me jack is growing up too fast for a pony kind of girl, a good one. take
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a drug dealer body slammed me over $10.00 and i would have been so long i've got to go and have surgery done to straighten me up, cha, protective services. they say if i don't find someone to keep him for the time that i'm in the hospital, they're going to take him from me. and i'm going to have to fight them to get him back. if it's really, it's scary for you know, i just take the baby away. you don't know whether we're going to go or if you're going to get him back, it's hard. you know what you, when it comes to, to situation like that is new. and as it's really easy to lose these babies, it's really,
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really easy. you know, it's terrible. and they're you know, i know i heard all of my peer group once, but i've been here for 7 months. 7 whole month. fill out my application for those small most housing where you know, this was not a little place. i don't get to do things here. i don't get to take my daughter to a store and bargain to go to a park. the weather's broken when i got here was the summer time in our women's break. and i, again, i want to be able to, you know, do things with my child that
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a mother should be able to do that. that's what this means to me. it makes me feel like i'm actually doing something right for a change. even if i didn't see it before, i see it now in this location. i see well, life further than just treatment because this feel is they say it's temporary, but a feels like forever when you're in here for what you want for one thing to take this out the door because this supposed to be in a door we
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keep facilities safe and secure all doors supposed to be locked at all times. staff got to be wherever. 'd they need to be at all times and that's what i want to do now to check to make sure everybody ok what you got right. dish a we're going to. we're going downstairs. ok. sometimes i get a hard time. every day is not a good day. some time they don't want to get up on time. sometimes they don't want to go here. they don't want to do it is what i asked dave, you know, because that's the way i was. that's the way i was towards me. you know, it is gross. and it is. it looks gross, it's not advertising at all. he had better food in jail. oh, really. that was now. no, no, no, no,
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that's too much fire. that's was too much. you're going to come down to the i'm the church and i was nothing else. but somehow that now people trust out the south. if you come here, i want to be nice to be one to the next minute you want to be out is not what you want to be. what you will be off of people be all like what you want you want to be when you are you can be just you wouldn't really be what it tonight was in your gut and no doubt someplace else. i don't like my so i don't like much, but if i don't how we try to get my stuff together. i never have to say to do with helping you. ok. yes. yes. god, no. they call me st. they call me a sergeant. they call me, oh damn, is donna you extra because passionate about helping these women
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because i came from from when they came from me, i know that depravity, you know, i know led lights down there . suppose you know, that's my day that i'm supposed to meet. but certain person things that i should be here a little longer and salute because work because you will really i was am ready to leave because they think you should think that you still all are but that right there triggered me to the point that i really i was so angry at myself as angry that i room one to me saying that if it wasn't for recovery, some time i would made the wrong choices as though to leave. the idea is really high. i walked a hospital and left my center never came back,
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never came back. and there's a long to say yes to say, but i was on drugs. i didn't care about my son, instant shame. it really is a shame because there's not a day in my life that i don't struggle with that. we make mistakes, they lay down a little. we grab, i used to promote home. pregnant ask norm i saw my whole pregnancy, but there was the grace of god. she came our way in the very when you look back, you here believe the things you do if you are one more, right? some of us ourselves separate issues. and julie might have been one of they get to the finish line of fall, i'm tired, as you would have, you know,
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they don't want to know what it she left just like she left. i had no inclination, as she wasn't being true to one's self at all. i didn't think she was a model client, but i thought she was determined to hold on to one of those children, you know, and to know it wasn't a shop. well, i'm not shocked. because recovery is for who wants it. now, who needs? you gotta keep that in mind.
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people who have never been an active addiction. they see it as just, oh, you should just be able to stop. and it's not that it's not that easy. there's no pill, there's no surgery that you can have that will take it out of you. you can manage this is and that's it fails. that's sad. when you see them leave their children, it does affect everyone else. but if you're not on this position, you can't judge right? but for the direction we go at that moment of silence for a baby who didn't have a choice, didn't matter the moment the serenity to accept things i didn't change. there is change that i came and it was going to be different. thank you.
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thank you. how do you think you have how are you? good. as a good picture. all right, every bit or you don't have many pictures of me awake where you are going back to you that you asked me. i was my chair. i never moved from that spot. i got i do not miss that. i think when mondays and i was a wake either that's my daughter that's supposed to be coming today. i was pregnant.
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my thoughts are so it's been 5, maybe 5 or 6 months, but i don't think they're going to make it today. when we go into the house from jenner to my foster mother, the woman that adopted my daughter, she said she'd taken and say, oh no, oh my god, now look at it this way. i can't go out, you go, i can't get high, i'm fine. doing so one way, everything and won't have me back, so i'll throw him away. that will be given him away. i just can't do that yet. yes. oh, you have, i'm not a hollywood. how i think it's ok to watch it when it came over. some of them give me some love. oh my god.
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oh yeah. pretty oh my goodness. who's your sounds like the chaff? that's ok. oh you want to see the baby. i'm going to be having my surgery in june or july. we were just talking and if you can take him out, pay for, you know, his for his cameo on all that stuff and daycare and i'm good, you know, i'll take care of the daycare too. it will be all my food stamp card because i get cash for me and him and it's going to be like $400.00 a month. well, figure out a way to take care of you. i've got it's huge and i love you girl. thank you very much later. all right, i'll be safe to touch. you can be anything right larry yes
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i didn't ever think i was going to have my back fixed. that's what kept me sick, can't be high. can't begin high because what did i had to live for? i haven't always been like this and it's hard. when you, when you're normal for ever and then something like this happens and you know that, that normalcy is taken away. people stater me. and that ok, you know, little kids stared point in that it's not it's embarrassed if they
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