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racing to completion, is really enabled by this spike in infections happening now in the united states with now 11400000 cases in the country. but today's good news is that it has a 95 percent efficacy rate for this vaccine. boeing 737 max jets has been given approval to fly again by the u.s. aviation regulator once the planes are fitted with new software and pilots are retrained. the fleet has been grounded worldwide for nearly 2 years after crashes killed nearly 350 people. they are unconfirmed reports of fatalities in uganda where clashes have broken out between protesters and police. supporters of the pop song turned politician bobby windburn, ties in the streets after he was arrested once again. u.s. secretary of state michael bell has praised the normalization of ties between israel and number of skulls. countries. he made the comments during
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it's so easy to get. this thank consumes you. it consumes your body, your mind. everything. every aspect of your life addiction takes over. people are always watching our every move. we have a kid. but if we're recovery, they were just waiting for us to drop the hat. i think that we shouldn't have children there, stan and then mom white that our children from us. if
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but because his legs are so small he can do just to make this life towards you. i think you might get like this by a little movements we can learn if they like something if they don't like something, that's why this is good for communicating. a sort of circle. i never really had a mother. and what little bit a mother i did have, i didn't want to be anything on my car now, so therefore i didn't know how to be a mother and a lot of women and the same problem. like feeling 11 oclock i feel like i want to do yes. what is what i want for over. 'd easily if, if you're here trouble, free, you should be out here in 6 months, but nobody has a perfect drug like that where i'm trying to get a man. well,
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here we have way. i have a daughter before i had this one. everything went so fast, it was hard, you know, by the time i knew what today's date, things were and adoption face. so i lost her and i feel bad for grid. you know that it's something hard to live with. it took me about a month and a half 2 months to live here. i found in
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cocaine a lot of different time and much more the baby away from me. if i am for a reason to articulate on a trip to the circus, what i gotta do is find out what i'm going to do with my hair, because my outfit can look like crap, but who's it's got. i got to get something going. i'm not going outside the long time, so it's like, you know, it's difficult i'm going to show you a picture before i came into treatment, homeless, homelessness picture. look at me now. i'm trying to kids ago. so i don't know if you would work. this was
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like christmas time. so i close my time. i was a little oppressive stateside really. i just cut all my hair off, but it's just, it's just ugly to me. i was now i am now ready for the not to be in a man already. all right, let's you and you look down there is enough because you know, i'm young. that was my life. really knowing where here today. thanks. really care doesn't mean this is my pride and joy in here. this is the way it
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started from. how can i not every day have this program? because sometimes i want to work out how i can plan. ok. it will kill me to lose her again. i can't do that right now we can walk one. c can only read shows from our thinking. did you write me a check is growing up too fast for me kind of a good one.
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hear my back is broken in 3 places like a drug dealer body slammed me over $10.00. and i would have been so long. i've got to go and have surgery done to straighten me up, cha, protective services. they say if i don't find someone to keep him for the time that i'm in the hospital, they're going to take him from me. and i'm going to have to fight them to get him back. it's really, it's scary feeling. you know, i just take the baby away. you don't know whether we're going to go or if you're going to get him back. it's hard. you know what you, when it comes to, to situation like that is but when you land as it's really easy to lose these babies, it's really,
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really easy. you know, it's terrible. and the you know, i know i heard all of my peer group once, but i've been here for 7 months. 7 whole one fellow on my application for small most housing where, you know, this was not a little bass. i don't get to do things again. i'm going to take my daughter to a store and buy a candy and to go to a park. the weather is broken when i got here was the summer time. and now a woman's break him again. i want to be able to, you know, do things with my child that
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a mother should be able to do that. that's what this means to me. this makes me feel like i'm actually doing something right for a change. even if i didn't see it before. i see it now in this application. i see well, life further than just treatment because this feel is they say it's temporary, but a feels like forever when you're in here for what you want for one thing, i'm going to take this out the door because this supposed to be in a door.
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we keep facilities safe and secure, all doors supposed to be locked at all times staff got to be wherever. 'd they need to be at all times and that's what i want to do now to check to make sure everybody ok what you got right. dish. we're going to be going down. ok. sometimes i get a hard time. every day is not a good day. some time they don't want to get up on time. sometimes they don't want to go here. they don't want to do it is what i asked day or no. you know, because that's the way i was. that's the way i was toward. you know, it is gross and it was, it looks gross, it's not advertising at all. we had better food in jail. oh, good larry was now no. 1 no, no,
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that's too much fire. that's was just too much and you got? no, no, no, i'm the church and i will leave nothing else. but somehow that night it was just about the south. if you come here, i want to be next to the one to the next you want to be out is not what you want to be. what you will be off, you get off. you can be all like what you want. you want to be when you are you can be just you was going to change my life in a better, no doubt, some place else. i don't like my son and like my but if i don't how we try to get my stuff together. i never have to say to do with helping you. ok. yes. yes. done. ok. they call me st. they call me a sergeant. they call me, oh damn, is donahue, extra because passionate about helping these women. because i came from from when
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they came from the village and known to me and know their depravity. you know, i know led lights down there. supposed you know, that's my date that i'm supposed to meet. but certain person things that i should be here along and slip because work crews will really loudly that i'm ready to leave because they think you should think that you still all are but that right there triggered me to the point that i really i was so angry at myself as so angry that i room one to me saying, but if it wasn't for recovery, some time i would make the wrong choices as though to live the right is really high . i walked the hospital and left my center never came back. never came back
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and there's a long to say yes to say, but i was on drugs. i didn't care about my son, instant shame. it really is a shame because there's not a day in my life that i don't struggle with that. we make mistakes, they lay down a little, we regret i used for a new ask the norm, i saw my whole pregnancy, but they were the grace of god. she came in the very when you look back here, believe the things you do get one more, right. some of us are self sabotage issues. and julie might have been one of they get to the finish line of fall would have, you know,
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they don't want to know what it she left just like she left. i had no inclination, as she wasn't being true to one's self at all. i don't think she was a model client, but i thought she was determined to hold on to one of those children, you know, and to know it wasn't a shop. well, i'm not shocked because recovery is for who wants it. now, who needs? you gotta keep that in mind.
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people who have never been an active addiction. they see it as just, oh, you should just be able to stop. and it's not that it's not that easy. there's no pill, there's no surgery that you can have that will take it out of you. you can manage. this is great and that's it fails. that's sad. now when you see them leave their children, it does affect everyone else. but if you're not on this position, you can't touch right. but for the direction we go at that moment of silence for a baby who didn't have a choice, didn't matter the moment the serenity to accept that i could change the kurdish change that i came to was no different. thank you. thank you.
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how do you think you have to show me how are you? good as a good picture. right. every bitch or you don't have many pictures of me awake where you and i go back to you that you asked me. i was my chair. i never moved from that spot. i got i do not miss that. i think when mondays and i was a away either that's my daughter that's supposed to be coming today. i was pregnant.
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my thoughts are so it's been 5, maybe 5 or 6 months, but i don't think they're going to make it today. when we go into the house from june, july jenner, to my foster mother, the woman that adopted my daughter, she said she'd taken and say, oh no, oh my god, now look at it this way. i can't go out, you go, i can't get high, i'm fine. doing so one way, everything and won't have me back, so now i'll throw him away. that will be given him away. i just can't do that yet. yes. oh, you have, i'm not at hollywood. how i think it's ok to watch it. but if the come over here you come again, give me some love. oh my god. oh you really?
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oh my goodness. who is your friends like the sheriff? that's ok. oh you want to see the baby. i'm going to be having my surgery in june or july we were just talking. and if you can take him out, pay for, you know, his for his cameo on all that stuff and daycare and i'm good, you know, i'll take care of the daycare. it'll be all my food stamp card because i get cash for me and him and it's going to be like $400.00 a month. well, figure out a way to take care of you. i got it. you. i love you girl. thank you very much later. all right, i'll be safe to touch. you can be anything right, larry 6
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i didn't ever think i was going to have my back fixed. that's what kept me sick, get me high. can't begin high because what did i had lived for? i haven't always been like this and it's hard. when you, when you're normal for ever and then something like this happens and you know, that's that normalcy is taken away. people stare at me and then ok, you know, a little kid stared point and in that it's not a it's embarrassed if they think, oh, look, just keep watch on me. i mean,
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