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i'm going to show you how the activities gone after them and affect their journey from the day they are born to the final destination. it's all based on the a list reality. all the obstacles are actually also has a face. we want to turn to centuries. we saw how they live, what they are facing, the issues they are having and all conveyed through the from jordan says can watch most of these movies online. some are screened in cinemas. and for those who live in doha, they can buy a ticket for an outdoor drive, and at a time when many people around the world face social restrictions, a mix of foreign films, provoking issues, reality fantasy. and maybe just a little bit of hope is a welcome escape. even if it's just for an hour or 2. stephanie decker, al-jazeera doha, hello again. is there and is the headlines
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a long awaited inquiry into the conduct of a strain in special forces in afghanistan has found credible evidence of multiple war crimes. the report contains data of $39.00 under 4 killings of civilians or prisoners and the cruel treatment of a father to justice. burton considered in detail 57 allegations of incidents and issues. he found there to be credible information, to substantiate 23 incidents, of alleged unlawful killing of 39 people by 25 straw un special forces personnel predominantly from the special air service regiment and u.s. drug. imagine see authorization for its coronavirus vaccine within days. pfizer says a late stage trials of its candidate tried it with 95 percent effective and improvement, there on initial results published last week. u.s.,
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secretary of state mike compare is expected to become the 1st top u.s. diplomat to visit an illegal settlements in the occupied west bank. he's in israel as part of a why did tour of the middle eastern europe. 3 people have been killed in protests in uganda. after an opposition presidential candidate was arrested, the pop star turned politician, known as bobby one says he was a violently dragged out of his car by police. and i mean, his prime minister remains on a depression after his country was forced to hand territory to azerbaijan. rallies organized by both pro and anti-government protesters have taken place in the capital yerevan some of the demonstrations by soldiers who force in the region of nick on a car about while those other headlines next stop. it's witness fest eps to stay with us here on out there in the 2nd bars of identity and exile. now if you cancel, travels to the middle east to retrace his steps to the refugees,
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rise of the world's palestinian population and see the conflicts through the eyes. of the suv, it breaks my heart to see this man who's been like a father to yearn for a place that he may never see. i don't need israel to make me go out about my son to 0 correspondent. it's so easy to get high. just thank consumes you, it consumes your body, your mind, everything. every aspect of your life addiction takes over. people are always watching our every move. we have a kid. but if we're recovery, they were just waiting for us to drop the have. they think that we shouldn't have children there, stan and then mom might get that our children from us. if
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so it's a little oil in your hands. so it's like hand over hand, but because his legs are so small, he can do just to link towards you might get like this by a little movements we can learn if they like something, if they don't like something, that's why this is good for communicating circles i never really had a mother and what little bit a mother i did have, i didn't want to be anything on my car now, so therefore i didn't know how to be a mother and a lot of women and the same problem. like feeling the love and love i feel like i want to do yes. what is it what i want or over. 'd usually if,
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if you're here trouble free, you should be out here in 6 months, but nobody has a perfect drug like that where i'm drug addict, no man. well, here we have wasted. i have a daughter before i had this one. everything went so fast, it was her, you know, by the time i knew what today's date, things were and adoption face. so i lost her and i feel bad for grid.
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a runaway and i got pregnant on the run. i had never used when i was pregnant, but i use it after my pregnancy. i knew before my pregnancy wild dogs mom called king a lot of different time and my mom would be away from me. her phone for a reason and very articulate on a trip through the circus. what i gotta do is find out what i'm going to do with my hair, because my outfit can look like crap, but who's it's got i gotta get something going. i'm not going outside the long time. seriously. you know, it's difficult. i'm going to show you a picture before i came into treatment, homeless,
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homelessness picture. look at me now. i'm trying to kids ago. so i don't know if you would work. this was my christmas time. question is time i was a little oppressive state, so i guess really i just cut all my hair off, but it's just, it's just ugly to me. i was now my own now. ready? young guy, not to be in a man already. all right, let's you and you look down. there isn't a big thing. you know, i'm yeah, that was my life. yeah . i already knew
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it was, you know, i was hearing today parents really care, right. this is my pride and joy in here. this is where it started from. how can i not every day have this for him because sometimes i want to look out, but i can't handle her and i think it will kill me to lose her again. i can't do that right now we can walk. one can only read, chose amount to keep the tears write me check is going to suppress her. own me
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going to change when i'm here and that my back is broken in 3 places like a drug dealer body slammed me over $10.00. and i would have been so long. i've got to go and have surgery done to straighten me up top tech the services they say if i don't find someone to keep him for the time that i'm in the hospital, they're going to take him from me. and i'm going to have to fight them to get him back. it's really, it's scary feeling. you know, i just take the baby away. you don't know whether we're going to go or if you're going to get him back. it's hard. you know what you, when it comes to 2 situation like that it's
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new. and as it's really easy to lose these babies, it's really, really easy. you know, it's terrible and there you know, i know i heard all of our papers and once, but i've been here for 7 months. 7 whole conference filling out my application form small most housing and not this was not a real base. i don't get to do things here and i'm going to take my daughter to
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a store and buy a candy to go to a park. the weather's great. get when i got here was the summer time. and now a woman's break him again. i want to be able to, you know, do things with my child that a mother should be able to do that. that's what this means to me. it makes me feel like i'm actually doing something right for a change. even if i didn't see it before. i see it now in this application. i see well, life further than just treatment because this feel is they say it's temporary, but a feels like forever when you're in here for what you want
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for one thing to take this out the door because this supposed to be in a door we keep facilities safe and secure all doors supposed to be locked at all times. staff got to be wherever. 'd they need to be at all times and that's what i want to do now to check to make sure everybody ok what you got right. dish. we're going to be going down. ok. sometimes i get a hard time. every day is not a good day. some time they don't want to get up on time. sometimes they don't want to go here. they don't want to do it is what i asked dave, you know, because that's the way i was. that's the way i was towards me. you know, it is gross. and it is. it looks gross,
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it's not advertising at all. he had better food in jail. oh, really. that was now. no, no, no, no, that's too much fire. that's was too much to do. come down to the i'm the church and i was nothing else but somehow that now people trust the south. if you come here, i want to be next to be one to the next you want to be out is not what you want to be. what you will be off, you get off, you can be all like what you want. you want to be. when you are, you can be just you was me what you like my internet is no doubt some place else. i don't like my son. i don't like much, but it matter how much we try to get my stuff together. i never have to say to do with helping you. ok. yes. yes. god, no. they call me st. they call me
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a sergeant. they call me oh, diana, ms. donahue. extra. because passionate about helping these women because i came from from when they came from me, i know their depravity, you know, i know led lights down their supposed, you know, that's my day that i'm supposed to meet. but certain person things that i should be here a little longer and salute because i work because it will really loudly that i'm ready to leave because they think you should think that you still all are but that right there. trigger me to the point that i really i was so angry at myself as angry that i room one to me saying that if it wasn't for recovery,
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sometime i would made the wrong choices as though to leave. the idea is really high . i walked a hospital and left my center never came back, never came back. and there's a long to say yes to say, but i was on drugs. i didn't care about my son, instant shame. it really is a shame because there's not a day in my life that i was sure of what we make mistakes. they laid down a little we read. i used to call my home for a news, ask the norm, i saw my whole pregnancy, but there was the grace of god. she came our way in the very when you look back, you here, believe the things you do. if you are one more, right? some of us are self sabotage issues and julie might have been one of they get to
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the finish line and fall on tired as you would have. you know, they don't want to know what it she left just like she left. i had no inclination, as she wasn't being shrewd, so was self at all. i don't think she was a model client, but i thought she was determined to hold on to one of those children, you know, and to know it wasn't a shock. well, i'm not shocked. because recovery is for who wants it. now you got to keep that in mind.
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people who have never been an active addiction. they see it as just, oh, you should just be able to stop. and it's not that it's not that easy. there's no pill, there's no surgery that you can have that will take it out of you. you can manage this is and that's, it fails . that's sad. you know, when you see them leave their children, it does affect everyone else. but if you're not on this position, you can't touch right. but for the direction we go at that moment of silence for a baby who didn't have a choice,
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didn't matter the moment, the march on the serenity to accept things i didn't change. there is change that i came and it was going to be different. thank you. thank you. how do you think you have how are you? good. as a good picture. all right, every bit or you don't have many pictures of me awake where you are going back to you that you asked me. i was my chair. i never moved from that spot. i got i do not miss that. i think when mondays and i was a wake either that's
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my daughter that's supposed to be coming today. i was pregnant. my thoughts are so it's been 5, maybe 5 or 6 months, but i don't think they're going to make it today. when we go into the house, from jenner to my foster mother, the woman that adopted my daughter, she said she'd taken and say, i'll not. oh my god, now look at it this way. i can't go out. you go, i can't get high, i'm fine. doing so one way, everything and won't have me back, so i'll throw him away. that will be given him away. i just can't do that yet. yes. oh how i might not have known
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how i think it's ok to watch it when it came over. some of them give me some love. oh my god. oh you really? oh my goodness. who's your sounds like the chaff? that's ok. oh, you want to see the baby? i'm going to be having my surgery in june or july. we were just talking. and if you can take him out, pay for, you know, his for his cameo on all that stuff and daycare and i'm good, you know, i'll take care of the daycare too. it will be all my food stamp card because i get cash for me and him and it's going to be like $400.00 a month. well, figure out a way to take care of you. i got it. you. i love your hair. oh, thank you very much. later, all right, i'll be safe to touch. you can't be anything right larry yes,
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a little relieved. i don't drop a lot of them are friends and family because they use this one in the here. have been my family for the last 8 months. mindstorms like oh god, i would have my family if they've got their children taken away, i've got their children and i'm the 1st person in the family. so i actually fight the system and get my daughter back. so i was that
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i mean i didn't ever think i was going to have my back fixed. that's what kept me sick, can't be high. can't begin high because what did i had lived for? i haven't always been like this and it's hard. when you, when you're normal for ever and then something like this happens and you know, that's that normalcy is taken away. people stare at me and then ok, you know, little kids stared point and that
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