and from perfect to low moment. in february, a letter signed by 30 of paris is drone companies demanded that the prefecture grant permissions again. but it had no effect. the position of, if you were the civil pony, the, that the fracture position is understandable since it's not possible for it to use drones to exercise its mission, to protect citizens. all. but the frustration shouldn't lead to a ban against civilian drone professionals. there is no link between the 2 in the skyline of paris, his featured and endless movies, commercials and documentaries, but without a compromise soon, the skies will remain empty. poll brennan, i'll just era. ah, let's take you through some of the headlines here now to sierra. i'll just hear a correspondent give up with daddy has been released after being arrested by

israeli police while covering a demonstration and occupied east jerusalem. she's accused of harassing security for susan failing to present her credentials. planes were daily and down to 0. strongly deny. she's been banned from reporting and the chaise genera, neighborhood for 15 days. what are the, how may i spoke to giovanni? they read after her release. when they saw all the june, let us hear everything was changed. that maybe she tried defense herself in 2 minutes. everything was changed because of the video avenue. yes. yes . and then they said, okay, you will be away from for 15 days. but no, i think as we say, we will go to the call because it's because it was a message for all every, all the units which we put we put no just the hand so everybody will be afraid and nobody will cover. no, we will cover everything,

goes just the old, the junior yelman's government says 17 people have been killed by a mis. i'll attack a petrol station was hit in the city of my b information minister is blaming who the rebels. the g 7 group of advanced economies has reached the deal to make it harder for multinational companies to avoid paying tax. they've agreed to a says to set rather a minimum global corporate tax rate of 15 percent and countries. they do business in sterling because navy has recovered the data recorder from chicago ships stock off the coast of colombo b, m. v express. pearl partially sang this week. it had been on fire for 13 days and was carrying oil and hazardous chemicals. its fault lines. now stay with us here on al jazeera is a very bleak picture for

a lot of americans out there, life supremacy and back all of our petition. you're putting more money into the hands with some workers taking money out of the hands of other workers. everyone goes to their campus and it becomes the us versus down. this is a deal about constraining a nuclear program. the bottom line off the b questions are now to 0. this is likely to be the most frightening experience of your life. the more we plan and prepare, the more we practiced in general these plans, the more automatic response will be mis shootings have become a grim part in american life. there were more than $62020.00 alone. all of which had 4 or more victims who were shot or killed the highly reality that when it comes to gun violence, no place to sick. most movie theaters,

places of worship. even schools in the shootings continue to happen. this is where i carry christ every day with me, little baby earned. and that's how i cure him with me all the time. is crazy. it sounds really does give me peace. doesn't address that. i have him with me all the time. even though he's in their little piece of him in there, it makes me feel good that i still carry my son's me. in this episode of fault lines, we explore the long last do trauma nash shootings on generation of survivors and victims, families and the new normal that day in the country continue to reconcile me . the santa fe, small city south of houston,

texas. on may 18th, 2018. there was a mash shooting of the high school here. the worst thing you have to worry about santa fe is a literally get run over bar cow. i said that in here i am rushing to the school because my son got shot had several people down. anyway. megan started running and didn't seem like caught running. i don't really remember much. so far. the server was me. spell it out of the sound in the building a c mom's cry in the scene, people for united with their kids. and i was just waiting

really network fraction development, the latest mass unit in the us, your high school it was one of the more than 300 mess shooting said here in today the suspect carried out the attack with a gun and hand gun both taken from his father, after planning exploding inside the mine, the 17 year old gunman, a student at the school killed 10 people. among them was his football team make chris rosie stones. she was such a sentimental kid and he was not sure to cry. he was a mama's boy, 100 percent, mama's boy women, rosie and chris is older, sisters, angelica and mercedes,

8 months after the shooting. when i took him from his junior problem, the saturday before, most kids don't want their mom and dad there. he wanted me there, but that's just to chris was and i taught my kids, the family was everything for christmas, sisters, we living happy memories has helped them. copeland the months afterward, our uncle paul as the 3 amigos. he was only one who committed to a goofy but the trauma of losing chris changed their lives and ways. they're still coming to terms would have your good days where you don't cry as much . you don't want to just stay at home all day. then you have your really bad days where you really just want to talk to them either

friday, who's going to hear his voice. i know chris would have wanted me to put my life on hold and i hadn't met every day. i think about him. got phone call, i think about it constantly like one phone call, change my life forever like that. second. and i think about every moment walkers have been killed. terrible should ever have to think of their kid or their brother or sister like that. it's been particularly hard for rosie. she told us she hasn't been able to sleep for more than 3 hours at a time, so it's her son was killed. there's not a place in my home. you can think of him in. that's what makes it hard to go home. so what i do is i spend a couple of hours every single day at my house. i haven't tried to stay the night

there yet. 8 months on you haven't spent the night back in that house? no, i can't i really can't just a lot of memory to it's hard for her to do it. like little things from taking up the trash like chris took out the trash. chris felt the dogs like. it's just hardon rosie instead binds piece in an unlikely place where the shooting happened right here. see that door? that's the art room where my son was, and that's the door that was locked. i literally go in there and i sit in chris's spine and i'll sit there for me about 3045 minutes. nobody talks to me or nothing. i don't say nothing. i just sit there and when i leave, i feel

a little better because that's when chris took his last breath. you know, i was there when he took his 1st one and i wanted to be where he took the last one to me. rosie is haunted by how christmas jack could have been avoided. like many others in santa fe, which sits in the heart of texas country. her focus has been on improving school safety measures not don't control. i don't blame the gun. it wasn't a gun that walked in there, bite and killed my son. parents need to be held responsible. gun owners need to be held responsible. after christmas, rosie and her daughter's got licenses to carry concealed handguns. she believes they can protect her and her family. i do feel like it's a safe tool. i don't like that now our students feel that way. i don't like that that our kids feel like they have to have some kind of weapon in order to make it

in this world. but that's the reality that we live in. ah, that reality means that his parents send their kids to school there now thinking of ways to keep them safe there. and there's a growing industry to help them locked down. drill right now. this was your classroom, this is the only door in and out. where would your teacher have you go and go. there no, go, go. just go. this is a class for kids as young as 8 years old. called school safe. it's $188.00 tactical, a private company in omaha, nebraska. it's meant to supplement the lockdown trails, which are now conducted in 9 out of 10 public schools across the country. what are these representing to us that we have? what is your teacher tell you to do? you stay quiet until the bad guy leaves or we run out of room. what if the gun

shooter comes in your classroom? if someone came in that door right now and pointed a gun in this direction, do we know that desk is going to help out? no. so what would we, what would we do? some was pointing a gun in this direction, over the course of 2 and a half hours. the kids were in different self defense strategies based on the run hide fight model. we're going to run away from the bad guy. are you guys ready? can you go with the instructor as a retired police sergeant and believes that kids be more preparation than they're currently getting in most schools to evade and even bite off and attacker go run trying to scare him. we're not trying to turn him into swipe commanders or anything

like that, just to give him some information and give him some strategies. so if something were to happen in their little part of the world, they would have an idea of what to do. i'm just going to come in with my hands open like this, like a catcher, and i'm just gonna come in and grab this here and hang on tight. right? somebody coming in here. what does it say about effort to educate our children that they are in their minds preparing to potentially be killed in their own school? as unlikely as it is? doesn't feel that we are kids. we don't know how it's going to affect an entire generation. we have no way, john cox is a reporter for the washington post, who's investigated the impact of gum violence on children, including the psychological, told the lockdown trials at schools. so what has to get the gun? i'm shooting people right now. mess, shootings in schools remain room. there we go. in the likelihood of a child dying and one is low. but after each mass shooting, right, the demand for schools and kids to be prepared goes up. so we know that locked

downs can be incredibly frightening. but should we not have the kid do the drill and then the day comes and they have no idea what to do. that's probably not a trade that parents or teachers would make the better the reality until we are the country makes a really significant change. and to prevent the students from recruiting the 1st place to your bill. i know we talked about running. i've been fighting, we haven't talked about giving aid. right. this is just a brief little thing about fleeting control. and it'll work on kids your age for tie, one not loom, but the pencils in there. watching your presentation of some scary stuff to talk to kids about a woman shot me in the bleeding out in the mall. what do you think about that he took just talk about the idea of doing that? i believe our kids know about this kind of stuff. all right,

and i don't believe in a lot of respects that we give our kids credit enough for being able to handle what it is that needs to be talked about. and because of that, that's why we were very blunt or just very straightforward them. it's going to hurt is there is no other way about it. do that. anything in the presentation with a scary or was it? i was shaking. wow, really because i was scared if it happened in real life. you know that you've done the training. so i felt more confident about it for generation familiar with lockdown trails and connected my social media the thought of the shooting at school, but it seemed far away. it happened here in february 2018. it marjorie still minnock was high school and parkland, florida. becoming used a legally bought semi automatic rifle to kill 17 people. it was valentine's day.

some students, it wasn't unexpected. i had already plan like what i would do if the shooting would happen because i was surprised that it happened that all a few years ago when the shooting happened that the for a lot of the airport they said to always look dead. if there's something else to do, you go under somebody that has passed. so i had always told myself, i can't go out the window and that's what i would do. so i didn't leave eastman had just finished the presentation on hate groups. when the government began firing into the classroom, she took cover under her presentation partner nicholas, who had been shot and killed. as soon as he saw, i just followed his every body movement and went underneath him and laid there. at that moment i just be talking to god and telling him i don't want to feel, i just want to be fast. i remember laying there and looking at the floor waiting

for foot dead. so i knew and to hold my breath because i didn't want the shooter to see me breathing and alive. i went to like i was dead and i stay about 20 seconds. he moved on to the next class. i sat up just that and shocked me. the child that i give birth to almost died that that is drama. can gunshot over the phone? she said, i love you. i told her i said a lawyer get off the phone and pay attention and couldn't breathe. i assume she was going to be killed. how could you escape in a small classroom with a guy with a aka 50? how could you how did you find out the way it was safe? actually i was texting her. that's all i know. my baby was alive because i thought of bubble. she texted me to see, i'm ok, and that's how i know me at the visual for the one year anniversary of the parkland

massacre. it's a familiar scene one repeated across the country in the aftermath massachusetts. and it's become so predictable. there is the shooting and the politicians announce that there are the visuals always and there's memorials and there's intense coverage and then it's paid. if you're a member of the media, you just move on to move on to move on and move on because they just don't stop. after the news moves on, survivors and their families are left to pick up the pieces. imagine in your heart that you would want to say on this 1st remembrance be strong live stream from one another. what was it like

watching a 6 year old tried to process the trauma that she experienced. it was difficult. she slept in my room for 2 weeks and you know, she had nightmares and it was very traumatic for her. you know, i was providing for me as well, but i have to put on that brief mommy fees and be there for the for me survivors. guilt is still something that i struggle with, knowing that i'm here, but he's not knowing that parents aren't upset with me and are happy that i am alive makes me feel better. but i feel like sometimes i'm alive at his expense because he of course, saved my life in the park when shooting reinvigorated, the national conversation on gun violence and kick started a movement led by young people including the late the midnight last night working

on her testimony so please, you know, give her love when you fear, encourage her. she's worked really hard on the february of 2019. she spoke with the 1st congressional hearing on gun violence in 8 years. many like me. we're fortunate enough to walk away with our lives. but we will never be free from the terror. some will carry visible scars, but all of us were scarred emotionally for the rest of our lives. i was in my 4th latest activism, has given her a sense of purpose in a way to cope. he was just a teen with his whole life ahead of him. but her mom worried that she still has a long recovery ahead of her heavy burden of gun violence. we know this as a fact. adiana did the i tell her said when expectancy, when the camera and the lights and the action is going, you're going to be in a dark place by yourself. when the phone calls to come in to come

speak of this event, you have to process what happened to you and seek help. often you'll see that right, the people are ok in the beginning. when they have a chance to talk about. then when people go through transitions in life is when often the trauma really sets in and it changes the trajectory of people's lives for decades. now another american community turns in words to each other for support in the wake of the nation leaders. ah, the event is only the beginning my heart for those people because it's not a quick fix. it's never going to be a quick fix. your level in depth of trauma is totally going to vary based on a number of factors. but they're in for a long road. after columbine, i stopped watching the news and headed morton was

a senior columbine high school when the shooting happened in 1999. at the time it shocked the country and was the worst school attack and us history. now it doesn't even make the list of the top 10 deadliest mass shootings today who works as a high school english teacher and has been through multiple locked down trills, but news and other shootings can still trigger anxiety attacks. the trauma and what i went through that day will always be a part of me. it's taking me quite a few years to kind of come to terms with that for 9 years. i was really not in denial that the event happened. but in denial that the event impacted me to the extent that it did, i felt last isolated alone. i really started my journey at 10 years, 10 years after the i, after the mashing and a movie theater, and or colorado in 2012. heather co founded the rebels project support group for

mass shooting survivors in victims families. it started with people from a handful of incidence. now it has members from more than 100 community is impacted by mass shootings. if you guys could introduce yourselves and what community are associated with, i survived the movie theater shooting. we started it because one of the things that we were missing were people who understood and people who we could talk to more deeply and not just about were you there was a scary, did you know the gunman? so we can automatically dive deeper. i will be freaking out. like i'm going to go through this again. i think it was probably because i was reliving it constantly with flash, flash back. no, like i'm gonna go this kid and like i realize it's not that i'm going to know, but you know, your brain has recalibrated itself to make you think. and so what your brain does is say, oh, well, when my friend got killed, it was funny. so maybe

a 30 day becomes a trigger because that's what was going on last time. something happened and it makes so much sense. it's why i couldn't smell pumpkins by law. take some starbucks after my shooting without like breaking down or i couldn't eat greek yogurt for years. that's it. that's what trauma i have to. i've met one other person that has a similar one and maybe you guys do too. when i get triggered for a day or 2 afterward, i actually see bodies out of the corner. my me because that's what i saw when i was running out of the school. not like a full bo mike hallucination or anything. it's just like i like. right? so yeah, survivors, everyday occurrences can take them back to the day they wish they could forget me just to, to take

a 2nd breath came in canada, victory because you got through one more center and you didn't freak out. he said there, let me ask questions when you guys talk about the kind of triggering, how long do you think your brain might be rewired? that way? forever changed. you have to undo it and it takes a lot of work. it's really hard. like yeah, i started the r 3 times very large and i wrote down every trigger that i ever had. and i had to comb 2 pages of art through every single trigger. i'm working with final 2 balloons.

these triggers are exacerbated by news of other mess, shootings which these days can be hard to escape, but the survivors say the staying connected with one another makes all the difference. we tend to think trauma as the tuesday and something you're never going to get over. but if you take it small steps out of time, you can get over it and make in the earlier years. it's like a one step forward, 2 steps back type of scenario. now my steps back are shorter. in a way, i almost feel really awful for the people that it's happening to now because they don't get the coverage, the other shootings get and that's really minimising for someone's experience when your shooting is out of the new cycle within a week, what does that feel like as a survivor, that feels like i should be over this society is moving on, but the people who are impacted art and then the struggle sometimes or even work

on your watch. if i'll take one that's the last time i got from chris asking me to buy him a piece. and i didn't feel like 10 o'clock at night. i ended up buying them the picture. and i was sitting at the table eaten when i went to then i will show it to the box. me mom, quit working. i can do customer service, village people. it's a lot of smiling in families walking in with their kids or have any find something more clerical behind the scenes. not the facing one, like i used to be. this is my normal and it's a sad, normal,

empty normal. you never think your child ever get away from you. you know, it's different when you have an illness and you prepare for it. but not when you think about your son and the day before and your body was pete. so you to think like it's a bond that nobody wants to share but there's so many of us that have this connection all over the country. we should be connecting phone, the music we listen to, or it the cars that we like, regular teenage things. but we're connecting because of gonzalez, i

abuse and then accused by the government to failing to safeguard their families. and they pick fault lines investigates institution life victim blaming that is leading to survivors of domestic abuse being separated from their children. how many of those removal do you think were absolutely necessary? probably like 510 percent of the cases that most of the abuse or needs to be held accountable. not the mother failure to protect on a jazzy chin in to i'll just say english in h t for the best experience out there. english h d 's available across europe on satellites usual stop the 13 sci astro, long and astro. 2 g,

starting fast to july 2021 altitude english se across europe will only be available on 45124182800784 further information. visit our website. oh i i'm sammy's a dan in doha with a look at the headlines here now jazeera now. and i'll just hear a report has been released after being beaten and arrested by israeli police while covering a demonstration and occupied east jerusalem javadoc today, re is accused of harassing security forces and not presenting her credentials claims. she analogy 0 strongly deny. who are the made reports from the occupied palestinian territory when giovanni.