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the highly reality that when it comes to gun violence, no place to say most movie theaters, places of worship. even schools in the shootings continue to happen. this is where our curie christ every day with me, little baby earned. and that's how he cure him with me all the time. is crazy. it sounds really does give me peace. doesn't address that. i have them with me all the time. even though he's in their little piece of him in there, it makes me feel good that i still carry my son's me. in this episode of fault lines, we explore the long last do trauma nash shootings on a generation of survivors and victims, families and the new normal that day in the country continue to reconcile

the santa fe a small city south of houston, texas. on may 18th, 2018. there was a mass shooting that the high school here. the worst thing you have to worry about is a literally get run over bar cow. i said that and here i am rushing to the school because my son got shot, had not only will down. anyway, me. i started running in a seed like cups running. i don't really remember much so far the

spell it out of the mom's cry in the scene, people for united with their kid i was just waiting for me really never came tracking your development, the latest mass shooting in the us, your and i as in x mm, it was one of the more than 300 met shooting said here in the suspect carried out the attack with a gun take from his father and you're planning to look inside the light. in the 17 year old gunman, a student at the school killed 10 people. among them was a football team make chris rosie stones. she was such a sentimental kid and he was not shot a cry. he was a mama's boy,

100 percent mama boy we met rosie and chris is older, sisters, angelica and mercedes, 8 months after the shooting. when i took him to prom because junior prom the saturday before, most kids don't want their mom and dad there. he wanted me there. that's just to chris was and i taught my kids, the family was everything. for christmas sister, we living happy memories has helped them cope. in the months afterward, our uncle call us the 3 amigos. he was only one who committed to a goofy face. yeah. but the trauma of losing chris changed their lives and ways. they're still coming to terms with you have your good days where you don't cry as much. you don't want to just stay at home all day. then you have your really bad

days where you really just want to talk to them either friday who's going to hear his voice. i knew chris would have wanted me to put my life on hold and i hadn't been every day i think about him. got phone call. i think about a constantly like one phone call, change my life forever like that. second. and i think about every moment what chris's being killed, terrible bill should ever have to think of their kid or their brother or sister like that. it's been particularly hard for rosie. she told us she hasn't been able to sleep for more than 3 hours at a time, so it's her son was killed. there's not a place in my home. you can't think of him in. that's what makes it hard to go home

. so what i do is i spend a couple of hours every single day at my house. i haven't tried to stay the night there yet. 8 months on you haven't spent the night back in that house. i can't, i really can't just a lot of memory. so it's hard for her to do it. like little things from taking up the trash like chris took out the trash. chris felt the dogs like. it's just hard, rosy instead, binds piece in an unlikely place where the shooting happened. right here. see that door? that's the art room where my son was and that's the door that was locked. i literally go in there and i sit in chris's spine and i'll sit there for me about

3045 minutes. nobody talks to me or nothing. i don't say nothing. i just sit there and when i leave, i feel a little better because that's when chris took his last breath. you know, i was there when he took his 1st one and i wanted to be where he took the last one to me. brosius haunted by how christmas jack could have been avoided. like many others in santa fe, which sits in the heart of texas country. her focus has been on improving school safety measures not don't control. i don't blame the gun. it wasn't a gun that walked in there bite, so i think killed my son. parents need to be held responsible. gun owners need to be held responsible. after christmas, rosie and her daughter's got licenses to carry concealed handguns. she believes

they can protect her and her family. i do feel like it's a safe tool. i don't like that now our students feel that way. i don't like that. our kids feel like they have to have some kind of weapon in order to make it in this world. but that's the reality that we live in. ah, that reality means that his parents and their kids to school there now thinking of ways to keep them safe there. and there's a growing industry to help them locked down. drill right now. this was your classroom, this is the only door in and out. where would your teacher have you go and go. there no, go, go, just go. this is a class for kids. this youngest, 8 years old, called school safe. it's run by 88 tactical, a private company in omaha, nebraska. it's meant to supplement the lockdown trails, which are now conducted in 9 out of 10 public schools across the country. what are these representing to us? we have. what is your teacher tell you to do?

you stay quiet until the bad guy leaves or we run out of room. what if the gun shooter comes in your classroom? if somebody came in that door right now and pointed a gun in this direction, do we know that desk is going to help out? no. so what would we, what would we do? so my point of going in this direction, over the course of 2 and a half hours, the kids for different self defense strategies based on the run hide fight model. we're going to run away from the bad guy. are you guys ready? are you going to do with the instructor as a retired police sergeant and believes that kids the more preparation than they're currently getting in most schools to evade and even fight off an attacker. go run

one of the aram, we're not trying to turn him into what commanders or anything like that, just to give him some information and give him some strategies. so if something were to happen in their little part of the world, they would have an idea of what to do. i'm just going to come in with my hands open like this, like a catcher. and i'm just gonna come in and grab this here. and hang on tight, right? somebody coming in here. what does it say about our effort to educate our children that they are in their minds preparing to potentially be killed in their own school? as unlikely as it is? it doesn't feel that we are kids. we don't know how it's going to affect an entire generation. we have no way. john cox is a reporter for the washington post, who's investigated the impact a gun violence on children, including the psychological, told of lockdown trials at schools. someone has to get the gun. i'm shooting people right now. mess, shootings in schools remain room. there we go. in the likelihood of a child doing

a more and low but after each mass shooting, right, the demand for schools and kids to be prepared goes up. so we know that lock downs can be incredibly frightening, but should we not have the kid do the drill and then the day comes and they have no idea what to do. that's probably not a trade that parents or teachers would make the better the reality until we are the country makes a really significant changes to prevent the students from recruiting the 1st place to your bill. i know we talked about running. i've been fighting, we haven't talked about giving aid. right. this is just a brief little thing about fleeting control. and it'll work on kids your age for tie, one not loom, but the pencils in there. watching your presentation and some scary stuff to talk

to kids about a woman get shot me and bleeding out in the mall. what do you think about that? he just talks about the idea. i believe our kids know about this kind of stuff. all right, and i don't believe in a lot of respects that we give our kids credit enough for being able to handle what it is that needs to be talked about. and because of that, that's why we were very blunt or just very straightforward them. it's going to hurt . there's no other way about that. anything in that presentation with a scary or was it i was she was really because i was scared if it happened in real life, you know that you've done the training. so i felt more confident about it. i for generation familiar with lockdown trails and connected my social media the thought of the shooting school, but it seemed far away. it happened here in february 2018. it marjorie still mentor

was high school and parkland florida becoming used to legally bought semi automatic rifle to kill 17 people. it was valentine's day for students. it wasn't unexpected. i had already plan like what i would do is a shooting. what happened because i was surprised that it happened that all of he used to them when the shooting happened that the for a lot of the airport they said to always look dead if there's something you know to go under somebody that has passed. so i had always told myself, i can't go out the window and that's what i would do. so i did it. late. eastman had just finished the presentation on hate groups. when the gum in began firing into the classroom, she took cover under her presentation partner nicholas, who had been shot and killed. as soon as he saw, i just followed his every body movement and went underneath him and laid there. at

that moment i just began talking to god and telling him i don't want to feel, i just want to be fast. i remember laying there and looking at the floor waiting for them. so i knew when to hold my breath because i didn't want the shooter to see me breathing. it alive. i went to like i was dead. and i'd say about 20 seconds. he moved on to the next class. i sat up there, i just sat and shocked me. the child that i give birth to almost died that that is drama. can gunshot over the phone? she said, i love you. i told her i said a lawyer get off the phone and pay attention and couldn't breathe. i assume she was want to be killed. how could you escape in a small classroom with a guy with a k 50. how could you how did you find out the way it was safe? actually i was texting her. that's all i know. my baby was alive because i thought

of bubble she's texas to see. i'm ok, and that's how i know the visual for the one year anniversary of the parkland massacre. it's a familiar scene one repeated across the country in the aftermath diminishing. it's become so predictable. there's the shooting and politicians announce that there are the visuals always and there's memorials and there's intense coverage and then it fades. if you're a member, the media, you just move on to move on to move on and move on because they just don't stop. after the news moves on, survivors and their families are left to pick up the pieces and imagine in your heart that you would want to say on this 1st anniversary,

remembrance be strong live stream from one another. what was it like watching a 6 year old trying to process the trauma that she experienced? it was difficult. she slept in my room for 2 weeks and you know, she had nightmares and it was very traumatic for her. you know, i was providing for me as well, but i have to put on that brief mommy face and be there for the, for me or my guilt is still something that i struggle with knowing that i'm here. but he's not knowing that parents aren't upset with me and are happy that i am alive makes me feel better. but i feel like sometimes i'm alive at his expense because he of course, saved my life. me the park when shooting reinvigorated,

the national conversation on gun violence and kick started a movement led by young people including a late midnight last night working on her testimony. so please, you know, get her love when you fear encourage her. she's worked really hard on this year, 2019 she spoke with the 1st congressional hearings. goodbye. listen, 8 years, many like me. we're fortunate enough to walk away with our lives, but we will never be free from the terror. some will carry visible scars, but all of us were scarred emotionally for the rest of our lives. i was in my 4th latest activision has given her sense of purpose in a way to cope. he was just 18 with his whole life ahead of him. but her mom worried that she still has a long recovery ahead of her heavy burden of gun violence. we know this as a fact the another, the i tell her said when expectancy, when the camera and the lights and the action is gone, you're going to be in

a dark place by yourself. and when the phone calls come in to come speak at this event, you have to process what happened to you and seek help. often you'll see that right, that people are okay in the beginning. when they have a chance to talk about. then when people go through transitions in life is when often the trauma really sets in and it changes the trajectory of people's lives for dec ah, now another american community trying to get we're looking to each other for support in the wake of the nation leaders. ah, the event is only the beginning my heart is for those people because it's not a quick fix. it's never going to be a quick fix. your level in depth of trauma is totally gonna vary based on

a number of factors by there in for a long road. after columbine, i stopped watching the news i headed martin was a senior at columbine high school. when the shooting happened in 1999, at the time it shocked the country and was the worst school attack in us history. now it doesn't even make the list of the top 10 deadliest mass shootings. today either works as a high school english teacher and has been through multiple lockdown trills, but news and other math shootings can still trigger anxiety attacks the trauma. and what i went through that day will always be a part of me. it's taken me quite a few years to kind of come to terms with that for 9 years. i was really not in denial that the event happened, but in denial that the event impacted me to the extent that it did, i felt last isolated alone. i really started my journey at 10 years,

10 years after i after the mess, shooting at a movie theater, or colorado in 2012. heather co founded the rebels project, support group for mass shooting survivors in victims families. it started with people from a handful of incident to yeah, now it has members for more than a 100 communities impacted by mass shootings. if you guys could introduce yourselves and what community are associated with, i survived the movie theater shooting. we started it because one of the things that we were missing where people who understood and people who we could talk to more deeply and not just about were you there was a scary, did you know the gunman? so we can automatically dive deeper. i will be freaking out. like i'm going to go through this again. i think it is probably because i was reliving it constantly with flash flash back and i was like, i'm gonna go to get and like i realize it's not that i'm with no but you know,

your brain has recalibrated itself to make your face. and so what your brain does is say, oh, well, when my friend got killed, it was funny. so maybe a for any day becomes a trigger because that's what was going on last time. something happened and it makes so much sense. it's why i couldn't smell pumpkins by law days from starbucks after my shooting without like breaking down or the kidney, greek yogurt for years. that's it. that's what trauma i have to. i've met one other person that has a similar one and maybe you guys do too. when i get triggered for a day or 2 afterward, i actually see bodies out of the corner. my me because that's what i saw when i was running out of the school. not like a full bo mike hallucination or anything. it's just like. i like look. right. so yeah, survivors, everyday occurrences can take them back to the day they wish they could forget many

of you just to, to take a 2nd take a breath came in canada, the victory because he got through one more center and he didn't freak out. he said, they're not me, it ask questions. when you guys talk about the kind of triggering, how long do you think your brain might be rewired that way? forever or you have to undo it and it takes a lot of work. it's really hard. like, yeah, i started the r 3 times very large and i wrote down every trigger that i ever had. and i had to call on 2 pages of art through every single trigger.

i'm working with file 2 balloons. these triggers are exacerbated by news of other mess, shootings which these days can be hard to escape me, but the survivors say the staying connected with one another makes all the difference. we tend to think trauma as the tuesday and something you're never going to get over. but if you take it small steps at a time, you can get over it and make in the earlier years. it's like a one step forward, 2 steps back type of scenario. now my steps back are shorter. in a way, i almost feel really awful for the people that it's happening to now because they don't get the coverage, the other shootings get and that's really minimising for someone's experience when your shooting is out of the new cycle within a week, what does that feel like as

a survivor, that feels like i should be over this society is moving on, but the people who are impacted art and then the struggle sometimes are even worse . you want to? i'll take one that's the last time i got from chris asking me to buy him a piece. and i didn't get to like 10 o'clock at night. i ended up buying them the picture and he was sitting at the table eaten when i went to then i'll show it to the box. me mom. quit working as it can do customer service, village people. it's a lot of smiling in families walking in with their kids and their have attended from this more clerical behind the scenes. not the facing one like i used to be

in this is my new normal and it's a sad nor more empty normal. you never think your child ever get away from you. you know, it's different when you have an illness and you prepare for it. but not when you think about your son and the day before and your body was pete. so you to think like the way it's a bond that nobody wants to share. but there's so many of us that have this connection all over the country. we should be connecting phone, the music we listen to, or it the cars that we like, regular teenage things when we're connecting because of gun violence in

i i abuse and then accused by the government to failing to safeguard their families. and the fault lines investigates, institution life victim blaming that is leading to survivors of domestic abuse being separate from their children. how many of those removal do you think were absolutely necessary? probably like 510 percent of the case is that most the abuse or needs to be held accountable. not the mother failure to protect on jazz. ah

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