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and so it's a completely different way of thinking and for anyone who were thoughtful, even if it hasn't been abuse, they are thinking differently. and i think helping people understand that not to put in i think that the interesting thing isn't it that way as other people impose our own way of saying things onto the person or in your mind to die. and if anything gets in your way, like for it, what does it take to get past that anger and actually do you have to go and i'm glad i file. one of the biggest fears of trying to take your life is that you're not going to complete it. and then you know, the faculty you're about to go back until again. and so, you know,

waking up is horrible because you think so certain at the time you're going to get it right. i find someone who's not being suicidal, confusing me. because the way that we will carry around is that they can relieve that, they would have been that moment of realization that all my gosh, of course i shouldn't be doing would have been not as if it was a really straightforward equations in the how do you judge like, how do you know what to do and practically what, cuz i think that's this is the problem. no one knows what to do to help. don't understand that. what do we do for any person who knows that someone struggling and 2 ways validate 1st. so even if you're not saying like i know that you're struggling, like if you don't know, you're like, i'm so sorry that you will feeling the way type thing is there's like all i thought you will be okay. cuz that automatically and someone i hate that every single time

someone say to me, it'll be okay because it wasn't going to be ok. i want to die. so you saying that it's going to be ok, minimizing everything that's going on. so i love you to say things like that. yeah, yeah, no, i didn't think so . i got a message from wayne and he was like, hey, can you give this girl cool? i'm really worried about her. all of his life. he's really suicidal and stuff, and i've known this go for quite some time. so i gave her a call and i was like, shoot man like this girl's no good. she needs help. now i pull the crisis team and the crisis team. we're really sorry. there's nothing we can do until she's tried to kill herself. this is what it was like when i was in the system and to know that it hasn't changed. i am told angry,

and then i was on the phone for probably half an hour. busy wasting, getting put through to different people. why is it easier in this country to get pizza delivered to your house than it is to actually it's a crisis worker when you're about to kill yourself. need to know what i'm going to write, but i just feel like picking up my pin starting try it hated. misunderstood me. how many lines this is old. a lot of god stuff real raced by my are just getting stronger and i can feel myself getting closer to doing

something to her myself. what happens with those urges and how do you get through those urgent when it comes up and peaks? so he, you know, you get up to the high point of wanting to, and if you've given to the peak comes down and you like actually get it out and then the people go back up. so learning how to live with and kind of sit in the moment of those peaks and then allowing it to go back down to the always will. but yeah, it's kind of so no acting on them face to face place. okay, so here it goes to ron, who tried to everyone who i've laid down to everyone. i heard to everyone i lied to in to say, i'm sorry, good bye up. does it matter that we make a public exactly what her relationship was to the abuser in your net? so that's an open question to you in a we don't actually have proof that she was

a be, i think in her life, i think that no child at 9 years old is suicidal because nothing has happened. that literally doesn't happen unless she had some really, really severe child psychotic mental illness. there was collective failure. it an apec level in jesus story. but i don't think it's that. so they knew one person. so i think it's a big decision about where we would ever point the needle of i don't think anything is pointing blame at a particular person to be. this is the reason that she killed herself because that the reason that we have the entire section of everyone's guilt around everything. everyone filed her, including me. every one failed her and talking about things like when you were like, well we don't actually know that she was and i'm like yeah, because of how much it mirrors. i'm just kind of like this is why people don't want to speak out. it's just being aware of what we're,

what we're opening up here for people for real people. i don't want to put the thing out. i mean, these people live get a story because of it. but then i don't want people who have gone through some of the things to just didn't feel like i can't speak out because people weren't belief in because we don't ask for trying that. we don't believe her. she was saying, we don't believe we don't. 9, not the abuser or, or go and some of those details. do you think there's a line we could fund we're i feel, but no matter what we do is that people are going to be hurt by that's why it's not you alone doing that and it's no one going into that without. and i still feel a way that concerned about the, the balance. it doesn't fall on on. you know that the toys might be part of thinking about the reason why with the course we took her life. that doesn't. yeah

. i think we just make that they don't, you know, this isn't about what the victim should and shouldn't do this. really. all right. i just don't want anyone to snatch with offers from currently torn really say what only say was fun stuff. the subject matter is. so complex you can't just put something out without thinking of the ramifications of people who are struggling or people who know people who are struggling. i think the hardest thing for me is that every area of my life right now is to do with the subject with the,

with at work. and you are creating the theories that is on the subject. and then you're creating voices apart, campaigns that are on the subject, and you've got people talking to you every single day, not wanting to be here anymore. you're literally not a single thing in my life that i'm doing right now. that is not to do with, with and it's currently a predefined is not thought well, but i least highly with title and i've been fighting for the week to try to try it or i haven't been able to to properly because i have been so busy today

he's in all of these combine thinks and asked him to just not working. and so tomorrow i'm going to give it one last shot. it goes here to college appointment, which is her kinds of things you queer jobs. she could bite to everyone and i'm going to try really hard to get i thought and ms. voices of hired him with got private. yes. the other day, one of them called me and was like, my friends are not the 1st signer going to kill themselves. what do i do? i get lost and i'm like, oh my gosh, like i'm not a counselor, but they just expect a lot from me and for me to help safety frames. i saw many people asking me to meet

the frames and all that kind of thing. which i can to be the world counts the difference to what you enjoy and the difference to what a counselor is drawing is one, the trained to be able to remove themselves. so mostly from situation. yeah, we can help you put some plans in place, but you have to be the one to put the boundaries and try and moving forward. if not if cation, it's something we need to talk about a lot. last made a handle. that's why we need to know that the case and if you're receiving notification from all of those things, i want you to. so my phone before i at this meetings on so you can know why not use the personalize it? no one can do this. i couldn't do that and i'm trying i know that you have

heated haitian, i'm doing and i'm not quite understanding why. well, it's more, the messages are like the goodbye messages. that's why i don't with my phone down because i'm terrified of waking up the next day to someone suicide message and i didn't call the cops and nobody it cuz that happens. but do you understand? that's not your responsibility. like comes responsibility when they meet says you're saying good bye. it's not like i'm going to, you know, it's the messages that i freak out on. i'm sorry, i love you. goodbye. people messaging me front. i'm so we're right now. i welcome to jessica, who's welcome to trade. the thing that rushes out of you hit the fast, there's what, what do you want me to change?

the 1st thing that has to change with people's mind. how do you change mindset by learning to understand? because i think it goes in the way that if we can change mindset, we can change react. kinsey can't change reactions without changing minded. and it's human to turn away from pain. we program to avoid it. and i understand the uncertainty, people feel about someone who's seidel, what don't you think people and then i guess the biggest thing, what understand why people want to die accepting that people who are suffering respond differently to the world is important. they don't think of feel the way you do. they afford that attention seeking and people not taking it seriously. one of the biggest fears as people are struggling as when they finally get the courage to reach at that they won't be understood. why else would they not be dealing with suicide? very well. fear of that you can can be fierce just the heart. i think it's

a valid fear. but if there's one thing i want to ask of you right now as to be the person that office help without having to be asked, you can't do everything for them. don't do everything for that and pasting that they may not get caught again or not. that's right, because it was a lovely rate. you happy with that? yeah. switch. ah, well done. my see don don, how do partner? well done. youth master. a sofa. really emotional hearing. some of those lines. amazing. we are preparing for the series to go out soon. which means that these a lot of work to be done as well as i'm trying at the moment, like figuring out how to, what, what is this hope,

as well as the series and how we can kind of make sure that it reaches as many people as possible, and that is like the go he's in mrs. mason. she took over. don't me? i'm not exactly sure of her. theresa just headed girl me says be on instagram, saying that she and i have my much i just our video. and now i feel really stupid with me. she did. no one from them is i'm trying to get one of her. the more members, she's not giving me anything as a sound like a 15 year old talking a does. it's definitely a 15 year old. oh, she just knew that she can call me for like 5 minutes. okay. hang on a go on why,

why did you overdose? no, i know it does and it can be really, really high. you need to go get to the hospital because there is a chance you. if you go to sleep that you might not wake up. so what, what time your friends coming? do you want to stay on the phone to me while you tell the me, would you on me to tell them? well i just, i need to know that you got to go to hospital. i would prefer to tell the invite to talk to them myself that they know where to take. you ok next to me please. thank you.

i know i'm just updating it. i just called before and just updating it. ah ah, hello. what did they say? ah. okay, can you, can you mrs. me when you're at the hospital? i possibly monday. i'm not sure why they need to broadcasting standards. the restriction is not allowed to communicate any of the particulars of someone's death with has been disposal. one of the concerns we have is that if we publicize details of suicide, it might be an effect or influencing others. do you think that's true?

when i was there with fido, if i thought something, ok that someone did it, and one of my teams was a case like that. i'm going to call someone took their life. that's how i should do it because they succeeded in doing it. what we know from your work is that just committed suicide. we don't know we, we don't know how we don't know when, so i'm very comfortable with it. when i originally patch, i hadn't quite learned what i've learned now, which is that i couldn't if saved gees on you, she can save yourself and that's a realization it's really hard for me to come to i can encourage, i can't fight for her. oh,

i think so long wishing that i said did one. we all believe that we should have saved her but i've come to understand that that is an idea that we need to change. it's not our job to save people. our job is to keep here enough and to care in the right way that people who are struggling can save themselves. i think what we will keep coming back to maybe there is a telling the doing and then what for danger? not telling. yeah. i really want this to be able to not just be something that people watch and in for an hour there and take my lives. i want to be something that actually

i want to get my go to hook the things you were comfortable yesterday me. i hear that, yes, it's the story of my friends. this is jason. he's gonna be i constant

everything going wrong? why they say naming. i found myself toe. great me too much. mistakes by that we we had in you know, direct came person back of a fan of the back of the code. it took her away

to the great and our both worried about today. how the kids were, they wanted really well such a great job and we just hope it's well received and that it helps people met about the theories come that and literally like 8 hours. ha. i hope

it makes you proud. i think it all, my gosh. the spider that just came, ah, no, no, no, no, no, no, no god, you know, i was coming across. i'm going now to go over the whole anyway for the day. really quite a ok, but i'm going to come up with home now. i for a long time the media have died away from the subject, but not now, not today to talk about because things are long telling people who are struggling to ask for help. but i think it's now time to tell society to hold the house without having to be seen. me really can build the defend to the top of the cliff robin that supports the challenge every way that you think the phrase of attention seeking has to go. i wonder if they knew the story behind the girl on the bridge, if they would still have that mindset. ok here go. high days,

i her good. i my me emailing you. i just wanted to message you to say thank you. on monday, i had made a decision to take my life. i've been struggling with depression and faith for 3 years. and stephen saying, and i'd finally given up, i worked my so was i was waiting for my mom to leave work. so i could go through with it. i said in my room mindlessly, scrolling social media, while i waited for her to go, i came across the trailer for g for history. we have the same name, i watched it and just put my eyes out. something clicked as i was, she says friends and family and i realized i couldn't do it. i couldn't kill myself . i ran out to my mom and told her everything, and now we're going to get help. thank you so much for you to and thank you for creating di khatri. that's why the the the it was meant to be that day. you just here to care was going on, could put a project attack stunned the world and the u. s. president,

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