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ah ah, ah oh, i use i make my own space that i live in forever. this feels like a presentation of who i am and what i want people to remember me by ah

store to do this today? think at the positive stuff what it's doing for you. it's helping. yeah. i have american water. i know which is the waiting. i hate, this is the hardest part, is this one?

maybe not, but also the 2nd her as far as the we a day, anticipation mean that the spatial done with it. all right, monica, we got extra with you because the screen i'm, i'm looking in your hanging little hang up. i know you though. i know, you know, i know i know enough for you haven't been on college this overseas. i think you've been

a long mm. ah with ah i don't really know what the immediate future is gonna hold on. i can't stop the

treatments. and i wish that i had a way to control this blue my 1st intention was passes to the side to then i think to myself, in every culture that i've studied death and there some kind of vessel, some kind of vehicle that takes them to their side and part of me is like, i don't know what's out there. i don't know what the other side is, but i do know that i need a vessel and need to make my own vessel. and that feeling gives me a very big sense of security in something that i can't control. i can't control what's happening. thing inside of it, my body. but i can't control the thing that i put it in

with huh. so the project i started off is finding a lamp and then a progress from there. and i was pretty young to have such an aggressive thing. yeah. so we went for we had to go full on. so i had a double mastectomy, hysterectomy and i lived down to remove tennessee. oh, thanks. and so unfortunately when they found it, it was pretty advanced. and so it's now stage 4. it looks like it's about 3 years that i have left. so one thing i decided i wanted to do was i want to buy my own coffin and i want to carve the entire thing. so one of the things that i do is

basically put my, might i off i mean a bunch of different sizes in here. i think i showed you this drawing before, but this one is the little bit about what life death kind of all right, so we're gonna practice this guy on. you'll be your 1st like practice piece. mm hm. ah project. it's become something that has been driving me and

instead of driving me into every time i get very depressed and every time i begin to focus on what's to come, i go back to i got to finish those things for deborah in with that. hi. sure, sure. can we let me get back to you on that because i'm, i'm somewhere i'd let me look at my schedule and get back to you on that one.

ah, thinking about how to talk to my family about it. it's very, very stressful. i can't just say i want to carve my own coffee the i'm happy about mom. i'm taking off her birthday on friday. oh, we're going to see katie's line. it's a show it's, it's a broadway show at the walter cur, and then we're going to go for dinner night. so that's thursday. and then so i'll go home and then i'll come back. i'm back in the meeting. i need an apartment. it should be, i mean, just pick up like even just treatment days, like you don't have to come all the way. you can stay, well i would rent, i would rent 1st, but if it looked like it was something i could buy a. yeah, i mean if you can do that, were crazy good invest. i mean, i'm beginning to think of what life would be like without me around. like,

you know, but i thought i haven't, if i have to plan that i know i, i understand what you're saying that was in a while long. when did we do the other one? do you remember a couple of months? so i'm going to come back for you to do appear mermaid, and then, well the mermaid also the can do lines online, the lines of the lines of poetry. sorry about that purple and i know it looks like a brute or something, but it just says the central yeah. it's a little around you know go down. yeah. very nice to feel like if you're okay,

you're welcome. it was for my little you take my cold little hand. i love you so much since i made the decision to do this project, i went back and forth with thinking my family would be okay with it because there were times they could see that i was trying to give up. and i have to make sure that they know that this is not some kind of cry for help or suicide. ah the guess letting go of

a lot of stuff that that i thought before and narrowing everything down to what's important like i wanted children who i'd like to have a daughter, lou i was basically in the year that maybe was one of the last years i would have been able to have a child, and i didn't really think about it, but when someone tells you rocking of ovaries anymore, and like the chemo will make you sterile anyway. sometimes i would think about it and i would just get angry blue to to get through that loneliness,

but i need this project. i am with thanks. i what i'll do though you, i, i am worried that that this hairline fracture had something to do with this because i didn't hurt my foot. it just started turning bodies crumbling pieces, sir. and sir serge, are disobey anything really bad? all right,

well let me say one thing. all right. tubes 1st. mm. oh. oh my god. ah, ah. lou ah

ah ah. i broke my my voice. oh my god sweetheart. oh, really bad. 8. 08. you know what it was? i was so afraid to try to go near the feet. maybe i should use a smaller one. see like right there? step on your no, no, you know, let me move it out of the room. no. just stand where you. it's better. it's better now. okay. ah,

i'm working with the company that ships coffins. they said to me, we're going to set the date to deliver on the 24th. and so i can't wait for that part. and the kind of propels mean thought word when i think about what it was less than a year ago. i'm getting ready to start the final our project that i do. ah see. oh hello. hi betty. so i thought i'd talk about the

current status of the project, especially during this time he cooled iris meltdown it pushing everything back. every company like every single person's effect. so that doesn't bother me so much as it starts to become worried. and as soon as they closed the schools, i was like, yeah, this is gonna push it back

to me. i'm doing great things as far as like, hey, i can't work. i can't really go out in either pick up a paper, coffee or anything. so the problem is babies. mental, what's happening now is i need their art to, like, just get treated stays. my stomach hurts hinson. ah

ah i remember freshly dug graves and i saw the trucks that had these boxes you don't know who's in then there's something personal and my heart was like ah, as my body starts to fail, i have such a limited time to do the things that i wanna do ah

one ah, is this not the most beautiful thing you have ever seen? i mean its morals. so good. a usually how i roll. okay. so its weight pine. so i'm literally buried in a white pine box. ah, this was the one i had it bill the size so it's perfect size. it's just a little bit bigger than me. and they don't normally make this shape right here

where the heart would be like my head is here. my heart would be here. you never know what you're wondering on and i love the library. we can you know, the way that we're when a man and i know it's wonderful if you could see me. i'm smiling honey. i can see your eyes are so beautiful. they are my like, isn't a nice to be a need to explain to my family this project, keeping me rooted and grounded. and ultimately i just want to let them know that they did it fail and it's the opposite. and i want them to be more of a part of it. ah, my father will understand it immediately. i don't know why he and i have that connection and i think your different questions for me than the rest of the family does. ah.

on this thing, i'm looking for it, right. there's a couple things like i found this print which is view of the newer quarantine and staten island, which i thought was cool. realistic. yes, that is real. that the actual newspaper from the herald. yeah. from herald tribune that isn't so and then i love the lights. yeah. and then this, i restore, i put this back together. it was all broken pieces. it took

a while. so just want to tell you my friends and family in here and can. and then i've got the space out there to work on and for community stuff. and then i want to show you my life. this is my big project i've been working on. so this will take it off. is my coffin, or what do you thing? oh my goodness. yeah. where did you oh god. okay. wait. wait. oh okay. this exactly fits me. so this is my, this is mike berry, i hope golf and you like that. we really want to mention, i mean, we want to mention, i just want to make sure that i, this is my final apartment. you know, that i end up in this i like the fact that it's not finished. it's not, as you can say that it's not finished, not even close. i would have been done by now if things i didn't do it any way. ok

. yeah. so. okay. yeah. but it's not really bad. it's growing. i think he didn't really get it. the rest my family does not know, he said, i will not tell your mother.

ah as long as i make this vessel, my vessel as long as my family knows that i would like to be buried in it. and my family knows it's because of them and their love and support that i'm doing that i

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